Friday, December 16, 2005

a dream is a wish your heart makes...

YAY~!!! so it's confirmed people.. i'm going to study in japan for 5 years.. i've been selected by the japanese government.. so tempted to say the chosen one.. lol.. anyways.. it's been a very busy week.. my bro n sis in law are moving out.. so i have been helping them move stuff n clean here clean there..so much so.. that sa even sang the cinderelly cinderelly song.. heh~ so yeah.. their hse is in tengkuling highway there... so irritating the road system!! why aren't there any u turns?!?!?! and i tot mr han's place was complex.. heh~! so yeah.. everyday go to their place... the house is going to be very empty next year.. lol my bro n his family new hse.. sa living with them.. me in japan... only mom dad boy2 n chean2... wow... 4 ppl in my big big hse.. heh.. sad ler.. goodbye pang bickering files...

more lighter details... i got home today to celebrate with parents.. n then went up to my room to watch kimi wa petto (yeah its nice she eng~! matsujun totemo kawaiiiiiii~~~!!!) anyways.. n then i saw my postcards.. the perverted ones.. on my bed.. i was like how the heck did it end up there? but oh well... watch show watch show.. n then suddenly my mom came in to tell me sumthing n then suddenly remembered sumthing she saw.. n then exclaimed:

mom: WHERE DID YOU GET THOSE CARDS?!?!?
me: eh~?! what cards?
mom: the one with the sex pictures..
me: oh.. those? in new zealand.. cool no?
mom: eyer~! whats wrong with you..
a.ellie: apa pasal mummy?
mom: this adeline bah... see so many sex things.. that day i saw her computer got the japanese sex pictures.. eeee
me: sheesh it's nothing...
chean2: adeline rapist! rapist! rapist!
me: sheesh.. i tot it was funny..

some where in the background chean2 squeals rapist rapist like some mantra..
aplc has the -_- expression...

sighhh.. man oh man.. what an awkward situation.. i suddenly had memories of scenes from american pie when the guy was caught wanking by his parents.. in his room (the sock).. n the pie experience.. n lots of other teenage movies where the dopey hero was caught by parents doing something they shouldnt.. well except in my case.. i wasnt caught doing sumthing.. just caught possessing slightly pornographic material.. ahh screw it... erotic material... sheesh.. i hope she never finds out about my erotica collection n historical romance collection.. heh heh heh.. HAHAHAHAHAH *sweat drop* cheh.. dang it next time when reading shoujo smut will remember to exit the program not minimise.. dang it.. it was shinjo mayu manga some more.. hard core.. smut.. gawd~!!! ahh wonder wat part she saw ler.. shudders.. i think i'm going to have to hide all my books n bury it somewhere in the garden.. lol.. thank goodness she didnt see my yaoi collection.. oh boy.. i would be in deep shyt.. now wudnt i serene? n so that there r not misunderstandings out there.. the cards she saw are.. "position of the day" cards.. n no they arent real life human pictures.. just stick men... so i tot it was funny.. they had names for the positions n stuff.. so yeah.. hahahah?

no she didnt get mad.. i just shrugged it off n so the whole matter died off.. heh

thats all i wanted to say...

APLC
ja mata ne..

Sunday, December 11, 2005

WORK?? ermm no thank u

yo yo yo! wats up my niggas!!!!! u chizzle my nizzle boo?! WHOOO wiittt! thats hoooooooottt!

okk enough of the black talk, its sunday morning..... hmmm hav to listen to capital fm thru in the internet coz bloody brunei deleted it from its services like forever!! ARGHHH!!!! soooo... hmmmm hung out with audrey twice eva since she got back, really easy coz she lives so near hahaha she's still the same :P yeahhh... she told me abt wat u think abt how ure mom feels that ure goin to melbourne, dun care abt it.. u shud do wat u think is best for ureself n not for pleasin ure mom by goin to perth. i mean uni is the time for u to grow :) whether for the worse or the best.

anyways.... been workin at sunlit..attachment lar, its more like me = free labour. hav to b there at bloody 8 am n they only hav one hour break!! like lunch break! i tot designers n artist shud b exposin themselves to new surroundings n experinces so that they minds wud hav better fresher ideas... feel like they are caged animals.. they work non- stop mannn. i feel trap in there... i need to express myself!!! aHHHHHH (tears off clothes n runs around naked) :P i went for a medical yesterdayyy... pee test...HOW COME THE CUP IS SOO SMALL?! like hav to guess where the pee is gonna come out from... almost pee on my own hand hhahah coz i almost cudnt control :P drank too much okay... i'm officially 155.1 cm tall soooooo short!!! n i only weigh 45 kg -_-||| i dunno whether to b happy or sad... i need to gain muscle

i cant wait to gooooooooooo!!!!!!! but also sad coz leavin my parents behind ... ahh they r gonna visit anyways bah thats all i hav to say.. muahz! love u guys

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

First Driving Lesson!!

Today i had my first practical driving lesson.SOOOOOOO FUN!CRAZY! I love changing gears it feels nice. lol!My lesson started at 4. So when i got to the old airport i was looking for the Syarikat Salfa tent shed thingy. So i found the tent rite and there were two instructors there. So i assumed that the one that wasn't doing anything was my teacher. So i went up to her and said "Err...malam tadi saya telefon cikgu" and she just stared. And she pointed me in the other direction and said "kau cari siapa?...cikgu kasmah?" Then i was like yea. Haha. Turned out it was the other lady. So yea i paid money and she told me to get into the car. I had no idea which one. They all looked the same wor! Anyway i found the right one and she wanted me to get into the drivers seat like strait away -_- I was like 0_0 i have never driven before. So i just got in and she told me to start the car. So i did. Surprisingly the clutching part came quite easily. Well changing from gear to gear anyway. But slowing down is like the worst part -_-. I stalled 3 times and hit the curb once! haha cos i had to like slow down n change clutch gear. Was so funny. The teacher is really nice tho. Really really relaxed. So for an hour i just drived round n round that old airport place. Making u-turn, going over the hump, turning around. I managed to go up to 4th gear and the fastest i went was 50km/h. TAAAAAHAHAHAHA! I saw val there too! She was practicing her parking already. Hehe. Everytime i passed her we just smiled. SO funny. Fun fun fun fun fun to drive. Haha. I have to practice. I have to remember to push the clutch all the way down to avoid the gear stick making the groaning sound. IT WAS SO HOT -_-. Dint use the new echo car like the other teachers from the same driving school did. My back was practically glued with sweat to the seat. HAHA. The sun again. Just at the right height and angle to shine onto the right side of my face. Im gonna be darker on one side 0_o Taaahaha. Gosh my second lesson on friday. Cant wait.

3 days of school left. Gonna be quite sad but quite relieved also. 2 years TWO YEARS!! crazy gone by so quick. He he.Anyhoo thats all from me for now. Will blog more if i remember more interesting stuff ^_^ tootles!

Sunday, December 04, 2005

htsumoto jun!!! not oguri shun anymore.. HAHA

have been watching japanese dramas lately.... erm... finished gokusen... argh.. damn funny man... finish downloaded the gokusen special.. gonna watch it soon..... watching summer snow and kimi wa petto... downloading orange days and kindaichi 3............ kimi wa petto is soooo funny coz matsujun is so CUTEEEE i cannot tahan.... adeline u must watch it!!! hahaha lol lalalala... my life is still boring... nothin much la.. and super broke so everyday stay at home facing my laptop.. wanna pengsan liaw... cousins came here for hols cant even hang out with them coz BROKE.... sigh~ so sad la.......

yeah... thats all la.. LOL hahahahhahaha

Saturday, December 03, 2005

One week

I will survive! haha...one week left of school..well...technically 5 days and then im "FREEE!"...darned exams...ahh well...at least on weekends we can go out!like weekend full weekend...i still have to study during the weekdays..nyeh...but oh well..all is well..i suppose...just really bored at the moment...dont wanna start studying yet..waiting till the 12th of dec....full on studying..hai~...missing u guys lots...eng coming back before christmas yea?..hehe...aplc im trying to get u the singstar yea..will try..serene..haha..hows ur lovely job ..lol..liss ...mana luuuu??...wat u all been up to?...any call back for the jap sship thing?nyeh im dying of boredem like really dying...i wanna laugh like a crazy person...this is quite a useless post..-_-..i have nothing better to do...anyhooooo..laters

Monday, November 28, 2005

ups n downs

hmmm wat can i say... i havent really been myself lately... beeen really moody. mabbe its a combination of pms n stfs that has happened durin this week....sigh..... really wanna hang out with u guys.. at least it will b cheery scene. hum is also goin tru some tough times now n there's somehting going on with sandy n johnson. hav to admit, i'm really gettin annoyed at johnson's antics, keeps on blaming me for causin all the trouble... sigh y dun he just grow up and realise that he cant always put the blame on other ppl. well if we're on for this sat i'll b really lookin forward to it :) however i dunno wat time my 'attachment' to sunlit is like... sooo yeah.....jst wanna release some stress. i thought i cud stand it but it only works when i'm in contact with will... realise that the rest of the day i'm really numb from all of the pain i guess.... sorrie for the morbid entry but i'm glad that i can tell this to u guys :)

sooooooooooooo on a brighter note! i'm gonna make drawstring bags for u all coz its my new craze now.. stupid cleo mag hahahaha man i seriously cant imagine bell driving.....seriously...bell driving... like in the turtle car...a manual car with gears.... hahaha at least i think she's tall enough to reach the pedals unlike me, hav to move the seat so far front :P i'm gonna hav a xmas roast on yeahh... xmas eve i think so u guys r invited lar... got alcohol heheheh n adeline, how is ure work goin on? is it good??i think i'll msg u later n see whether ure free to go out hehehe

well thats all, now i'll jsut go on cryin my eyes out :P
hahah love u guys :)

i miss u alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss all of u so much la............. i wanna go backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk aiyoh... i cant wait... i wanna see all of u right now.... i hate here... kl sucks to the max.....................................................i wanna go siao siao with u all, drink alcohol... bla bla bla bla.. do all the crazy stuffs..... ugh.. here sucks..... i hate i hate!!!! ugh.....

u guys are gonna drive liaw... and im still not driving yet.. so crappy la... damn i think im gonna do my training in brunei... dun wanna do it here coz its crappy....... i hate here... ugh.... i just fuggin hate here... i wanna go melbourne !!! sigh.....

im prob going back on the 20th or 21st dec....... any christmas party or what.. i know adeline's party on 28th.. hmmm.... ah... sleepover in adeline's hse until countdown....wakakakakakakaaakkakaka... lol anyzz.. as long as can siao siao and drink.. hehe:):)

bah... thats all now.... miss u allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!

Sunday, November 27, 2005

First day at sekolah memandu!

HAHA! My first day at driving school was funny. Woke up at 7. Class starts at 8.30. When i got to the place(its a house but with a seperate "room" thing at the back) I rang their front doorbell. *waited* Rang it again. *waited* Then this lady carrying a naked little two year old boy (who i assume has just showered cos he was wrapped in a towel) had to bring me to the back of the house where the lessons were conducted. Anyway when i first walked into the room she asked me something in malay. I had NO idea what she said. So I thought "Nyeh nothing important" and just nodded. So we all were given one of those highway code test papers to do. The english on that thing is SOOOOOOOOO funny!

Example:

Bilakah masanya hon kereta boleh digunakan?
When you can used your horn?

A)Apabila menyuroh pemandu lain lebih laju/ When you want to asked other driver to drive faster

B)Waktu jalan raya penuh sesak/ When have the your traffic jam

C)Apabila terjumpa kawan/ When you meet your fried

D)Ditempat yang tidak nampak untuk mengelak sebarang kemalangan/ To avoid an accident

E)Apabila ada kereta yang menghalang/ When have other vehicle block the way

Haha. Thats just one of the 50 questions i had to answer. I found them all so funny. Everyone should do it in malay. Whats worse was that the room was so cold and i had to pee badly. But dont dare to ask where. Haha. In between a few people came late and she asked all those new people to put their hands up. She looked at me and asked in malay "you're new?". Then baru i realised what she asked me when i came in the door. Anyway, she made us stop doing the questions after 45 minutes and went through them one by one. -__- She ask people to read one question then answer. Then each question she explain the answer. Sooo many times in between she stopped to say,"We use OHP next week..not today...next week", haha. It was weird making us read the answer. But the answers ARE quite simple. The ones i didnt know were the ones with the how many feet away from a ________ can u park. That one hantam. She has yet to teach us i suppose.

Other than that, a bit the boring and slightly draggy. I want to sit in the car!Lol! 3 sundays of sleeping in gone down the drain. HAHA. Oh well. DOOODs go out next saturday! oK OK Ok kkkkOOKKK??... for lunch or after lunch? cos then after i go YDM at 4.30..yes can can? dont book anything for then..hahaha..hmmmmm ive got to go now~ blog more maybe nex week..its gonna be a killer week for me -_-

Friday, November 25, 2005

ahh.. such sweet release...(freedom)

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE finally~! whooo~
watched harry potter yesterday.. didnt like how they left out many twists.. boirng.. but overall~ FANTASTIC!!! although abi doesnt agree.. she found it boring.. lets just say i was smiling throughout the whole movie... ahh.. maybe it's just me and my daniel radcliffe fan-girl coming out.. bell you cried watching it??!!?! even i didn't.. i feel i feel... unworthy of the harry potter fan title now.. dammit.. but it was gooodddd... SOOO NEED THE DVD

anyways plan for today: watching corpse bride~! heheh nothing else to say.. yeah nuthing else to report.. lol

except for the fact that i was rudely woken up by my siblings cos they were hungry (11am.. i slept at 4) had to wake up cook for them.. ahh yup i'm still maidless in muara... what are they going to do if (IF) i go to japan.. whahahah

trying to recall:
harry potter line: bumbling blundering babboons? -- prof. McGonagall

loves
enileda

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

No more liao!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! im done with A level biology! weepee!...i can start to relax now..although...last 3 weeks of school..to replace bio lessons ...we would have triple maths, triple physics and triple chem -_-...how sad is that...and theyre gonna be piling on lotsa mocks on us..crazy!..but oh well..we DID kinda not do their work and said the excuse was bio exam so i guess thats fair..haha..its oki! its onli mocks!! wooo~ slack slack slacking! teehee!im jst glad its over...yesterday the applications of genetics paper was rather horrible -_-...but todays one was better...more straightforwardish..haha...so yes! quite pleased!lol! thank God its all over!! haha..i think i wudve mati-ed..it was just driving me insane..lol..thanks to everyone for all their prayers n all!..hee hee..

WOOOO! got another VM fan baybee!!!..my cousin will be sooo proud of me!..lol..spreading the joy baybee spreading the joy!...LOL..will watching..hehehe..cali!....but yes dont u LOVE their first kiss! my gosh!..EEEEHEHE! we shud have some marathon..altho that was how i watched it ..as a marathon! melts!..haha ! i want one tree hill season 2!!! anyone?!?!ANYBODY!?!?!?eeeee party! party!!!i love logan! duncan is strange...but i suppose i wud have him be with her than weavel...i dunno weavel is just....tooo...samseng ish..HAHAH i dunno..haha!how did ur interview go aplc? hehe...liss how are u..uve been MIA..hows exams!?...ENG AH ENG! DONT SPEND! Woo~...and chenny dont cly!...ahaha...man miss u all loadddddss..im going to watch potter on thursday...4.45 show with my cousins and sister and aunt and her friend....saturday my class people wanna go out.but see how..i wanna go out with u all also...haha..i heard from my dad that dome standard lousy..apparently someone asked for some tomato sos..and it came on a serviette...(tissue thingy...is that how u spell it?)anyway...u three...ur profily thingys...lol..so empty..and our never ending poll on who is the weirdest..haha...i will ask around n try to get u started on the blog designing thingy...eeeeeeeks! exciting..i think im just high man!...hehe..still 2 days for u aplc!..hehe jia you!..liss leh?...haha...

IM GONNA START LEARNING MY UNDANG UNDANG ON SUNDAY!!!!HEEEEHEEEEEEE!!!!!!i went to get my "p" license last satuday...such a preety thing..haha...good thing about this school is that u can learn the highway code and the driving part at the same time! nyeeeheee!...so exciting!

HAI~ SCHOOL...haha..shud start bringing my camera and take photos of all the people..hahah!3 weeks ..man..so quick...2 years in jis ..just habis like that ...siao!ahh well..im so drained now..hehe im gonna go nap!weeeeeeeepeeeeee!missing u alllllllllllll...peace out..LOL! so the lame!...wee high wa high..tau?..

Monday, November 21, 2005

i've been influenced!

so..... VERONICA MARS IS LIKE THE BEST!!!!! got it from adeline when i went to collect cds from her n guess wat?? will's innit too! when i think abt it i think he's the bigger addict then me.. he was the one that wanted to watch more when i wanted to stop. so yeah... i didnt like logan at first but after their first kiss it was like OMG!! he's so hot! get so excited everytime there's a kissin scene that involves him n veronica, Will's embarressed that i'm like every other girl coz of the gud girl fallin in love with the bad boy thing nyahahha. but u noe, logan reminds me alot of nicholas cottam.

adeline, y does ure mom hav so much winter clothing!? i wish u the best of luck for ure interview tomolo, really hope u get it since u deserve it anyway :D hmmmm bell suggested a very good idea, designing a web design, prob is... i dunno how to put the graphics on the blog thing.. if u guys noe pls tell me how... watched harry potter already.. not as gud as i tort it wud b considerin how i've read the first part of the book, they bloody cut out so many parts! hv to say, was pretty predictable, the story plot but who cares.. had some cute guys innit hehe~

will's going off this wednesday, i'm copin well so far... i'm just glad that i still hav u guys around..by then u guys wud b free of exams... more or less. sigh......... ok thats all i hav to say! mauhz!

Monday, November 14, 2005

BIG NEWS~!

ahhhhhhhhh.. cannot tahan anymore~! this morning seemed pretty normal enough... except the heavy rain thus the lazy sleepy atmosphere.. and then.. i received.. i received... a call... from the JAPANESE EMBASSY.. it seems like i have made it into the final selection people~!!! YEAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! goodbye ubd.. hello JAPAN... well at least if i make the cut.. haa~ haa~ my head is still swimming from all the excitement... too much blood flow... phew.. yeah anyways.. i got so excited that i forgot to ask how many people are in the final selection.. dang it.. yeah and then my sis-in-law was pestering me to call back n ask.. and so i did... for about three times... how embarassing.. anyways... more bigger gossip~! there's going to be a anime lecture in brunei~! yay japanese embassy.. err... 22nd november, 7pm, orchid garden hotel.. would you like to accompany me there~??? i'm so happy right now.. anywqays. for previous news that i wanted to post:

MOU GAMAN DEKINAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!

okay.. i broke my no blogging period rule for bell before n now for serene~!!! some how ur some-what-sad post just called out to me serene..i can't have u experience the same thing u did in australia... not when u have me liss n bell here in brunei.. it's too sad.. yo~!!! lol.. when's will leaving? so kasihan you.. i know a great place where you can recuperate n take ur mind off things.. if thats what u want.. that is... to keep urself distracted? a place in muara.... some where around kapok there... it has everything you'll ever need!!!!

-->super cheap room with minimum comfort.. OR grand deluxe room with lots of pillows.. pink, looks extremely princess-sy and you get me for bonus?
-->entertainment system: all the japanese anime (well almost all) you'll ever need, the latest desperate housewives, charmed, veronica mars, one tree hill (sorry no oc tho'), japanese dramas, for a cinema like experience, they have a wide screen thingymajig with surround sound system, playstation2, karaoke, disco
-->feminine things: the ultimate baking experience, knitting n crochetting galore, cooking, you can draw? facials? makeovers?
-->outdoors: bicycles, i can be your tennis partner(you'll have to teach me), swimming partner, badminton partner, 4wd motor, race each other down the muara tutong highway?
-->nearby sceneries: beach, if will permits.. his swimming pool?
-->social life: what can be more exciting than the everyday life of the noisy n lively pang family? my dad's orang-puteh-trying-to-speak-malay speech? my sis-in-law's hentai-ness? the everyday bickering children vs mom? non-stop bashing between aplc, sa n boy

yeah yeah lame leh? hahaha yeah i volunteer myself to your ad... hahah the catch is.. oh wait i mean catches are:

1) has to be after my exams.. november the 24th
2) stay for a week? fine mebbe less.. jangan lah 2 nights.. boring lah
3) under no conditions.. drunk or not... ever have the thoughts.. "i'll show you my boobs if you show me yours.." and "how much a night" HAHAHAH joke joke

i hope ur parents dont mind.. i would love to have you come over.. hehehe then we can LIKE TOTALLY~!!!...hang out.. hahha can even go to ur dancing lessons..., what happen to the chinese tuition idea? hmm...then you'll have my shoulder to lean on, boobs to turn to? hahaah watever cheer up okay... (u're not even depressed yet.. lol)

anyways... SHE ENG!!!

so you're watching hana yori dango live action(right now i'm thinking the jap version is SOOOOOOOO much more better than the taiwan one)? paradise kiss? haha how do you like paradise kiss? nice ler.... anyways.. here's another life action for you to check out.. so far i LOVE IT n my bros think so too... (randy n chean chean) DENSHA OTOKO go n dl it~! so freakking funny...dl the tv-nihon fansubbed ones(t-n)... the story is abt:

otaku(anime nerd---rough description) guy falls in love with super pretty girl... he's absolutely clueless when it comes to girls, so he turns to internet chatting n learns how to talk to her... it is based on a real story that happened in japan.. so just google densha otoko.. so nice the story.. 11 eps.. so don't worry... by the way.. it has oguri shun inside.. but he doesnt have much lines.. oguri shun the actor inside hana yori dango.. the hua zhe lei/hanazawa rui character.. ahh.. he's sooooooo cute...

besdies that.. GOKUSEN 1 is good too.. hahaha think gto only a female teacher.. okay.. not really like gto.. different sikit.. but damn funny too.. hahaha also.. matsumoto jun is inside.. hehehe he's the hana yori dango doumyoji tsukasa/ hell i forgot the chinese name.. hahah... here he is MUCH MUCH MUCH more kakkoiiiiiii sigh... NOTE TO SERENE: IF YOU DO TAKE UP MY OFFER... I'LL FORCE YOU TO WATCH THESE 3 SHOWS.. hana yori dango, gokisen, densha otoko.. heh heh heh

when are you coming back? mouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

anyways anyways..

i decided to celebrate my bday again.. this time more big big.. co-join with my sisters bday..no it's not going to be next year.. rather.. on december the 28th (is it okay kah this date? not too close with christmas nor the new year eves thing).. at the restaurant(can disco n karaoke)... if can i want to call the f5s1 ppl.. if most of them r in brunei by then.. pls tell me guys are okay with it.. of course its a sleepover thing.. bcos got after party(at home)... n there'll be drinking(only applicable to those who are sleeping over tho') hehehe


big news big news~!

i totally lost my virgin lips.. so sad.. i wonder if it's counted.. hahaha... n to think it's my 4 yrs old niece who robbed it away from me.. nanka.. pathetic janai? anyways.. yeah it's ironic how i indirectly started it.. 2 years ago i was frustrated bcos she would want to watch disney's classical princess cartoons.. n now she's obsessed with them.. and she likes the kissing scenes.. yeah.. i was lying down n then she ordered me to close my eyes.. n then all of a sudden smack.. i'm like EWWWWWWWWW hahahah i'm sure it's not counted right? RIGHT!?!?! and whats worse? she did it to me 4 times.. hahaha thank god she hasnt discovered tongue.. i felt so... so... naked. HAHAHAHAHA anyways.. damn you disney kissing scenes.. i'm over-reacting arent i? hahah


thats all i can think of right now.. except i love baking.. ahaha

missing all of you.. she enggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg come backkkkkkk~!!

Friday, November 11, 2005

n SerENe makes her appearance!

hello!!!! my internet is working!!!!!!!*droplets of water from my eyeball~* where is everyone anyway?? when is this stupid exam gonna b ova??? i wanna hangout!!! gonna b very lonely soon...:( will is goin to perth nxt week for good.. i may need a place to crash for a bit n confide on someone's shoulder, give me a msg if u wanna volunteer! hehehe i wonder how hari raya been for u guys, alot of eating for me...was really borin coz no one to talk to n they really take pleasure in feedin u. HAHAH but one thing is for sure, they love LOVE to talk abt the royal family n the gossips that come with it!so kaypoo wan! to think we will b like that one day!

hmmm my dad bought me a laptop today, i'm happy but i can only collect it on saturday. frankly i jsut wanted a pc that cud detect wireless, so miserable without my internet... its a very exciting thing too though, i'm gettin sumthing thats not a hand me down! when it comes to electronics in my family, i'm the person who gets all the leftovers so its really nice for a change :) the salesman really knows his stuff n graphics, i felt so stupid that i was the only one who wasnt understandin his pc talk! my dad n will were like, oh yes! so #*%$%&( is better than #@$%^T n blah blah... n i'm like blank...... ehehhe i can burn stuff now! so cool!

DANCING is sooooooooooooooooo nice! u guys shud really take it up! really dynamic n the instructor i hav is quite entertaining! if u guys r hvin a rough day, dancin would really brighten it up n after that u can top it of with a nice cup of coffee at coffeebean or dome! we shud do that!
if not the dancing then the drinkin eheheh! love u guys! *mauhz* okiez tell me wat's goin on so that we can set a date to hangout again! byeeeeeeeeee!

Friday, November 04, 2005

ARGH!

logan is still cute... eventhough he slept with his friend's stepmother.. lala.. who cares!!!!! i think veronica is kinda.. um.. i dunno how to say..... inconsistent?? 1st.. the police officer guy.. then logan... feel sad about the police guy... then duncan.. aiyoh.. i dunno la... so luan!! lol

i was looking for naruto latest opening and ending songs........ cant find any full version... so annoying.. paradise kiss also... except for the ending song.. from franz ferdinand.. so can find.. the rest cannot.. find until i wanna pengsan already... and han yori dango's opening song.. wish by arashi.. found blur cacat version of it... argh.... im so annoyed.............. adeline u have?

i just woke up... planning to watch paradise kiss epi 2... hungry.. but dunno what to eat... sigh~ hmm........................... yea thats all la.... ciaoz~

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

logan is cute!!

i have been watching veronica mars these few days.. still stuck at epi 20.. yeah im SLOW lol... i agree with u bell, logan is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.............. i like when logan and veronica kiss... so NICE.. lol..

raya holidays at the moment... sien sien sien.. and im really really broke..!! bought so many baju.. wanna pengsan......................................... oh well.. at least im happy.. keke....

miss u gals.... erm.. i dunno what to blog about already.... erm.. laalalalla.. u guys must be busy with exams...

jia you jia you! ganbateh!

bah...

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

arghhh.. so much for restraint

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELL~!!!!!!!!!!! tanjobi omedeto~! sen re kuai le~! selamat hari jadi~! (almost went selamat hari raya there...) lol... may your birthday wish come true and ALL THE BEST IN YOUR COMING EXAMS...MUAHAHAHAH i'm evil.. hahahah veronicamarsveronicamarsveronicamarsveronicamars
phew... i'll write all the personal things on a card.. cheh.. i dont even upload the pics like she eng n you do.. so.. no pics.. lol hahaha

anyways... just had my killer a level economics essay paper just now...... phew.. when i was studying preparing for the exam, it was hard.. i fell asleep more often than listening to instrumental music.. n during the exam, i got sleepy.. talk about economics a boring subject.. garhh...

to she eng~! WATCH PARADISE KISS~!! the art is well.. modern n nice.. not the typical same old style... hmm.. damn nice.. i'm hooked after one episode... i so want the song n manga... hahaha anyways.. give it a shot... anything by animation/noitanima.. IS FRIGGIN GOOD...

BELLLLL~~







:).. i miss u bell..













sweet...












cute right?... hehe.. on my bed btw..








HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
ah.. miss all of u.. wanna take pics of u guys sleeping.... i only got bell and serene's... haha.. both also shoooo cute... kekeke!





hehe.. veryvery cute..

Thursday, October 20, 2005

sleepy...

sigh~ malaysia policemen sucks...i never liked malaysia anyway.. leaving this hell place soon...
http://corrupted-malaysia.blogspot.com/2005/10/drug-bust-jails-22-innocents.html

lalala.. im in my cousin's hse today... im so darn bored and sleepy...cousin is sleeping at the mo... i dunno what to do....... sigh~ since i came back from brunei i haven got anything to do.... BORED! lalala... i dunno what to blog abt.............................

i miss u gals.... i hate this place............. i wanna go back.......... sigh~

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

GREETINGS ALL THE WAY FROM WILL'S PC!!!!(internet at home not workin ok...)

hmmm all this uni talk is gettinme nervous.... well as u all noe i already got accepted to mu n its gud n everything...until that rmit guy came.. i saw courses that i actually like in that uni!!! with like perfect course structures too! told my dad abt it n he jsut gave me that speech abt how i'm so indecisive...DUH i'm like that coz its one big hell of a decision to make... its like DO OR DIE!!!!! choff choff... anyways my dad is makin me stick to mu... shud b ok i guess... i cant wait to go tho!! HE HE i mean life in oz! how cool is that?!?! i hope that everything would work out well for u bell :) i'm just excited that i get to go to oz like 2 weeks b4 the orientation....like 1st of feb! n still would b able to celebrate cny here!!! ohh i cant wait hehehehehe well other than that i'm still a driver n doin chores heheheh i'm gettin closer to sandy(pinky's sis) she's very fun! shud intro u guys to her! tennis is really reaalyyy fun!!!! its so damn nice! considerin i suck at it.. the instructor keeps on tellin me howi shud b more flexible....n how i shud follow thru with the shot... however if seems like everytime after i finish a shot, the stance that i'm in is like one where i'm takin a poo..ohh n the serving part.. all the balls that i manage to serve went to the nxt court..SKILL MAN! okiez... till nxt time! toodles~

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Uni dates -_-

Exams are soon...less than 2 weeks to be exact..27th oct bio prac and 21st 22nd nov bio core ppr and option..my jan exams start about 3rd week ish and my last paper is on the 2nd of feb -_-" *cries*... hai~.. wats worst is that i dont want to wait till july to start uni..so im starting first sem..and well melb u..if i do get in.. starts orientation on 16th feb ish .....uwa starts 27th..minus a week for tht for orientation....if i go to uq its orientation 17th!!!..*cries*...2 weeks of holiday after alevels..not such a good thing...im going ..to...mati...*cries again*..haha..man this is so messed up -_-..MD at this point is looking preety damn good to me..-_-..gah well..i cant do nething now...bleh..but its annoying...onli good thing to hope for before i leave is that i can drive..BLEH..NYEHHHH....GARHHHH....PATOOOOEYYY..*bleeepa deeee bleeeeep*!-_-...i..have..to..go..study..my..ass..off..now...

Thursday, October 06, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU~~!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS PANG LI CHING the ultimate drama queen who IS in fact living in her own dramatic world!She brings the much needed flavour n excitement to the rest of us and we LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE uuuuuuuuuu!!! muaks muaks!HEEHEEE! i hope u had a smashing great time with the kai fan..HAHA..! n the choco cake..lol!...hehe love u lots muak muak!

HAPPY BDAY ADELINE


happy happpyy bday bday...
to Adelineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

the night before aplc's 19th celebration.. by aplc

i'm sickkkkkkkkkk.. so crap.. was supposed to go to fitness zone with bgail n mich w... what a spoiler.. n to think this morn i was so high.. i went on a "bree vanderkamp" spree.. (bree spree.. heeeheee..) yeah i woke up at 6am plus plus.. watched charmed season 8 episode, n then desperate housewives season 2 episode 2, n then veronic mars episode 8... wow... n then came down to fetch me some food.. lol.. n since we are currently.. "maid-less" we all had to take care of our "RESPONSIBILITIES".. so i did the washing, kitchen stuff n laundry.. i tell you.. i'm a certified housewife~!! HAHAHAH i was super high n speaking like a detergent commercial.. that time i was feeling dizzy n stuff.. now.. i'm much worse.. crap.. i was saying things like "a clean kitchen is a happy kitchen.. scrambled eggs? wholemeal or plain?" que the sparkly teeth n apron HAHAH

n then.. i went to our farm and checked our produce.. plucked terung, chased some ducks and searched for eggs.. lol.. i feed the chicken n ducks daily now.. i tell you.. our house is practically a farm slash ranch.. all we need is some cows and a few horses.. HAHAHA the wind was crazy up on the hill... my bro n sis flew a kite.. or at least my dad was showing them the ropes... screaming "lepas!! lepas!! tarik balik! tarik balik! ayaaa boy apakan you.. i say tarik.. eh palui..!" haha but then the string terputus n we lost both kites...lol

oh n yeah my bro ran in to some trouble with sas... apparently he was supposed to pass a cd to a friend in his class.. he got it from soas kid.. but unfortunately.. on the day itself, while they were having assembly, the teachers or disiplinary sector constructed a search when all the kids were in the hall..(not ethical i would say) n my bro was caught.. well we all know what the cd content is... what do males ever watch anyway.. but i have to say i would be proud of my bro if that cd was for him.. finally~! but no.. he was the middle man.. n now he's taking the blame.. cikgu chong scolded him.. bro sed not his one (but of cos no one believed) n so my bro fight back cikgu chong.. n now.. bro is in deep shit.. now it's like a big thing.. with principal calling n stuff.. ahhh.. the drama.. so all you 5s2 n 5s1 boys.. consider urselves lucky... all the stories i heard about por.. i mean cd passing in class without getting caught... heh~

hmmm.. nuthing else i guess.. except i feel heaty.. gurrrrrrhhhhhhh

i hope u guys catch what the title of this post's pun..

loves aplc

Friday, September 30, 2005

undoubtly the best feeling ever...

this morn i was crazy high.. i dunno why.. no coffee no alcohol no nothing.. hahah i was cooking brunch.. it was rite after i watched veronica mars episode one.. not bad bell.. lol.. oh and by the way... serene is going to freak at this.. i have desperate housewives season 2 episode 1.. yay~!! the conspiracy continues... lol.. yeah anyway.. i had fun cooking my korean noodles... i pretended to be one of those canto cooking ladies in wah lah toi.. i even wore an apron.. tried speaking in canto.. but the only thing i knew how to say in relation with cooking was "ho heung ahh" smells delicious? hahah n i was like we need bawang putih bawang merah lol... i want to be a tv hostess.. AHAHAH better than anita sarawak.. hahah watever..

hmm i started my anger management with angry music.. i actually exercised outside with my siblings~!!! stress release.. i kept singing this song:

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since you've been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone
How can I put it?
you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth
I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I getI get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
i even thought of Alanis morrisette's song: the one with the i'm a bitch i'm a lover i'm a sinner i'm a saint... except here, i changed it to she's a bitch she a f*cker, she's a sinner she's no saint
ahhh.. i feel good... okay i promise no more angst aplc just the happy me.. just had to let it all out see?

Thursday, September 29, 2005

gaaaaahhhhh

okay.. if you didn't already read this event from sa's blog.. i shall tell it to you... lol.. frustrating to the max~!!!

tuesday night.. 930pm.. hua ho manggis/mall..

me n sa dropped by to buy ice cream.. i finally found selecta's double dutch ice cream.. which by the way is the BOMB!! yeah.. and me with my bad sense of counter choosing... i chose the shortest cashier lane lah.. n then sekali... i noticed that the person who was currently in line... had two trolleys FULL i was like OH NO... this is gonna take a while.. what were they doing anyway? party kah? wanna stock up food for flood kah? eeeeeeeeee anyways.. not only they had two trolleys.. (up till now our family oso never do two trolleys) they had slight complications with the written receipts one? like when u buy shampoo the lady will write down some receipt for you? yeah dat.. they had 3 receipts.. n then the counter lady was SLOW again.. after 15 minutes.. not exaggerating here.. they finally got their stuff all checked in..(they even had like some other family members still wondering around what to buy.. u noe the case where u stand in line to pay while sis/bro goes some where to find more stuff to buy... yeah the nerve).. they so tebal muka demanded for the maggi tomato sos free gift... WHAT THE HELL?!!? the cashier lady was like out of stock already.. n the man was like i dun care i want a free gift.. another free gift also can... WHAT THE CRAP IS THAT?!?! he paid.. n asked the cashier lady to cari the free gift.. i was already giving the angry black face mood already.. so the cashier lady was apologetic and asked us to queue somewhere else.. i'm like what the hell? i queued here for almost 20 min n u ask me to queue some where else??!?! WANNA DIE KAH?!!? not her fault pulang but.. in those situations you should be able to handle pesky customers... n so she left to find the free gift.. leaving me and a whole lot of customers queueing behind.. i dunno what u guys would do and stuff... but... i waited... i gave the "batah eh.. beri malu eh.. astaga.. ya allah..." typical bruneian slang face... n while waiting for the cashier to return (hua ho manngis is huge~!!!) i saw other counters and people who were later than us.. passing by.. going home happily with their merchandise... thinking that.. that could be me.. happy with my ice cream.... which was by the way melting... now.. sa n i were bitching about the hua ho service.. how we should "take this to the top" remember white chicks? "dear mr manager, i am a... chocolate.. single chinese female.. living in brunei darussalam..." gahhh.. n then sa snapped.. she tracked down the cashier lady who was apologising like crazy to the free gift family(she should apologise to us!!).. she tapped her shoulder.. "EXCUSE ME there are others in the counter you know?" n then like an obedient bitch.. she trailed behind with her tail between her legs... start serving the already impatient angry and frustrated customers such as myself... person behind me.. persons behind the person behind me.. lalalala... would you pester the cashier lady for some cheap-o free gift?!!?!? we left hua ho at 10... what made the situation more aggravating was that i needed to go to the toilet some more.. i got she eng to back me up on this.. i stopped over for some stuff n loo... HAHAHA

GAWD WHAT AN AWFUL SITUATION TO EVER BE IN~!!!

now.. a more mild frustration...

during the hols i was playing ffx-2.. i never finished it cos the hype died.. so yeah.. my youngest bro started a new game on his own.. i was happy cos i was the only one who loved ff.. the rest couldnt be bothered.. so yay! at last another rpg gamer in the family.. you gamers can predict what happened next.. so just now seeing him play he's more faster than me in the game cos he's really into it.. so yeah.. after being reminded what a "cool" game it is.. i decided to continue from where i left off...only to find that he accidently saved over my file earlier on.. so.. that killed my mood for playing ffx2... GAHHH

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

kids say the darndest things

haha i just had to post about this!! lol... just now.. my mom told me n my sis in law what my younger bro said to her last night.. mind you.. she was upset and shocked.. HAHAHA here goes...

my mom was cuddling up chean chean (younger bro..) you know the youngest child drill.. anak bongsu.. manja like crazy thing? yeah that..

mom: chean you don't sayang me? i sayang you oh.. (she goes all huggy huggy)
chean: ewww... i cannot sayang you already.. i'm big already.. gali lah..
mom: but you my anak bongsu..
chean: why don' t you sayang boy boy.. see whether he like it... mommy i tell you my secret.. i have GF already.. so i cannot sayang you anymore...
mom: GF? boy boy don't want.. he gali..
chean: you see.. why don't you beranak another one and sayang that anak...
mom: SHOCKED

me after hearing this: ROFTL HAHAHAHAHAH

wow.. he's ten years old n he has a gf.. WOW times have changed... what happened to the stage where they believe in cooties.. or girls=disgusting.. HAHAHA wow.. advanced ler.. what the hell was i doing at 10??? he even got love letters... i'm simply gob smacked...

hahaha
loves aplc

Friday, September 23, 2005

To buy or not to buy..that is the question..

Hmm...im sure all of u noe that i dont have a fone...funny thing happend this morning..my dad said "mm..bell..i think we should get u a fone"..and im like.."mmm....okayyy.." and then my dad starts to talk about how to get the line n all that...and like how i can use it overseas...and there i am in the car thinking.."this is strange...haha"...my dad has never believed in me having a fone...cos well..not necessary..and plus i also thot ..eh..wat for i need fone...which is true..wat do i need it for...emergencies dont happen that often thank God..haha..and yea...but on the other hand i think...oooo is this my birthday present..lol..and wahh if i have my own fone i have my own number n ppl can call me..lol! sad yes..its just strange...i dont need one ..or want one..but i want one..and maybe i do need one?..it wud be nice to be able to msg ppl wenever i want and like miss call ppl..lol..but really those of u who have fones out there...how often do u use ur fone?is it worth it?...so shud i or shudnt i...i onli have 5ish months left in brunei?..are lotsa ppl gonna call me in the next 5mths??..haha..well..hmmmm....ahh well...thats my 2cents for today

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I could care less(about title and not about our blog yea!)

hahaha...havent blogged in a long while...my internet is messsed up i say...so lag..-__-...school has benn nyeh ..so so...haha...tiring lah...plus ..dull also..so nothing much to say...well i do have one thing to say..i have this really cute maths teacher -_-..beh tahan..angmo..u all must see..well yea..haha..i will show u one day..lol..erm nothing much la...my head is spinning...bio exam soon...coursework..and everything seems to be piling..well as it shud be..but ...frus man..-_-..well..im not frustrated...i dont even noe wat i am...hmmm...im...getting work piled on..but...im ok...im....ok...i dunno wat this post is all about...i mite end up bashing myself in the end..i am in need of good hangout time with u all..eng wen u going back??...EEEEEEEKS..! shes coming back tomoro WEEEEEEEEE!hehe...i have to brush up on bashing..hai~skool is dull so the dull..i need u all there...especially during bio!!! oh man if u guys were there! BEST LA!..gila..talking about artificial insemination and like sperm donation..and my teacher he is soooooooo fun! haha..all the comments..tht everytime he say something funny i wish u all were there to enjoy it too...oh and plus..u dont wanna get gonnorhea..well if ur a guy neway..cos the way they test u..lol..shud i spill?...i shall...well..theres this wire..with a barbed end..so well..it gets pushed up ur urethra..(and all u who forgot and dont do bio nemore..its the pee tube)well if onli i cud draw a picture..looks kind like this [----->>>] so well...wen it goes in...relatively easy..cos pointing one way..then removal-IT GETS YANKED OUT! and those sharp barb"wire" things SCRAPE!! they SCRAPE ur urethra...*pain* lol!..well thts not the worst bit..after they take the cells for tissue culture to find out how they can cure it...after testing..THEY DO IT AGAIN!!!..haha..to make sure its all cleared..its worst this time cos u noe wats coming..lol! funny stuff..yea..and theres stuff with the turkey baster n artificial insemination..so yea..my friends..if onli..haha..jst for bio...oh and the plan is on saturday sleepover at engs?..this saturday rite..will u still be here nex?..muaks loving u all!
belly

Friday, September 16, 2005

picccss









me and pretty lynette....


















erm.... haha


















erm... no comments...!!!













me and my boyyyyyy.. haha jeff













me and david.. ok.. this one is a more proper one.. hahaha













me and liz, lecturer also













me and my lecturer, iris














me and my lecturer..darby












sam, me, yugo... my seniors









the fashion show is called in a glimpse.... the show quite nice la......... damn crazy la that night.. lol took a lot of pics with david.... kiss and hug one.. lol hahahahahahah he din mind even.. and he said it was pleasure!! wahhahaha i cannot tahan.. i no feeling la.. actually.... he's a playboy la.. he kissed and hugged most of my friends also la.. LOL hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahha i cannot tahannnn hahahahahahahhahahahhaahahahahha ok stop bah ciaozzzzz

mwaksssssssss

Thursday, September 15, 2005

shall we say moody?

i shall try to ignore that comment.. does not affect me in any way... #@!$%#@%$^#@$#@!%#%^$%@#%#$%$#%$^$%^#$^#!!!!! haa... nvm.. anyways.. a big HELLO and wave to jimbo~! he's my nz koko.. lol.. we spent 2hr last night leeching jap music from each other.. lol.. which was weird cos he never was into jap music... so yeah.. hehehe... i'm totally addicted to Otsuka Ai daisuki da yo.. keep replaying it like some sad person...

anyways.. today's a very pms day for me.. everything's just ALL WRONG... i was just checking my timetable.. n i just realised that my a level economics falls on 25th of october... YEAH I KNOW.. bell's bday.. how crap can that be? (not as crap as the comment left behind by some crappy person..) yeah anyhoos... so irritated with my skin tone right now... yeah i'm dat bored... i gave myself 2 french manicures.. since monday.. but they keep cracking n breaking.. lousy huh? yeah... n now i have black nails on one side n hot red on the other.. so irritating.. red looks so horrible on me.. stoopid.. why can't i be fairer?

i give up.. not in the mood...

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

do do do......

I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!! i'm currently debating on whether i shud go dancing or cycling! ohh the most exciting thing i've done today! bleh~~~ i think i'm gettin use to driving although i still feel like i'm gonna hit everything i pass by.i'm feelin very lonely today.... mabbe coz i hav no interations with anyone except my parents... going off to kuching tomolo...not lookin forward to it coz i cant speak manderin no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boo hoo! hmm wow only today i managed to read the blogs in detail... adeline.. i hav to say that going to uk would b better for literature...but japan would b gud coz then u would hav stories to tell ure kids hehe! hiya..wats the fuss abt the laptop..aint that bad! still workin rite? bell still as busy as eva...i wish i had somehting to preoccupy myself sigh.... bah going to go cycling! c! i made a decision! woo hooo!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i'm finally in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*weeps*

wahh!! finally i can post a blog!!! on the actual blog! this is like history!!!!*teng*teng*teng* hmmm wat do i hav to say....well cut to the chase.. i can drive now...n officially had 3 accidents...ahemmm... one was with a pole..left beautiful marks on the right hand side of the car, second left beautiful marks on the other car..cost me a 100 bucks...the third was a HIT n aRUN!! so exciting! so yeah...when u guys come back i'm picking u up! ;)
adeline and vanessa already tried it....see they are still alive :D oh i cant believe that vintage rose is still open..nice place to go, we shud all go there one day..bah i need to help my dad at work now bye bye! i'll blog a longer one soon when i'm free *oh the irony*

date? or not... crossroads

hrmm.. today i went on a "date" with serene.. meaning she picked me up.. which was rather unusual cos i always pick her up n stuff.. lol.. so yeah we had tea in vintage rose... with will of cos.. he's her accessory (she sed it herself) funny shyt.. like most of the times we had crazy sex forums... i dunno whether bell minds but yeah i shall clue in the themes of the discussion.. david hasslehoff, porn, sailormoon, porn, gay, LCD, amazon, hairy, dick.. and so on.. for further details.. which.. trust me is funny stuff.. pls ping me hahaha we had...serene: hot white chocolate, me: hot mocha, will:man at work... n we shared a banana crepe with caramel..

hmm.. since i pretty much sensored everything wat we did nuthing much to say abt the "date" lol... but anyways.. besides that matter.. i'm kinda facing crossroads right now.. u guys noe that i'm applying for the japanese scholarship right.. i really do want to get it stuff.. but i'm thinking is it the right choice for me? i really want to do literature in england or france mebbe? where literature takes me.. n i don't think japan is the place for literature and stuff.. and the stuff i'm more interested in is like just intense reading i guess.. dealing with other languages.. like german n french, danish and blablabla.. so yeah.. stuff like LUDWIG TIECK, INGEMANN, OEHLENSCHLAGER, more hard names.. yeah.. so anyhoos.. japan or europe? i SO want to go to japan.. i hope japan has english lit stuff.. i'm sure it does... ne? NE!?!?!

WORD OF THE DAY -
oeuvre-all the works, usually of a lifetime of a particular writer

chyuuuu

Monday, September 12, 2005

pics~







< my keyboard -_-













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i put that to balance the laptop.. ccb.. unbalance already.. sigh~~













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went to college today... to help my friend.. do some stuffs... she's graduating on wednesday.... that's all la.... tata~~~~~~~~~~~

mwaksssssssssssssssss

Sunday, September 11, 2005

i want to go to europe~! EURO TRIP

SOOOOO SADDDDDDD.......... i just came back from miri.. woke up 5am to get there on time.. we sent or office lady to the miri airport cos she holiday.. so yeah.. i'm impressed with the miri airport.. WOOOOOWW thousand times better than brunei airport.. the have more shops.. famous amos some more.. brunei's famous amos is a crying shame... anyways.. i havent been there in a long time n bcos of my current book fetish.. i decided to tag along to hunt for books... which turned out to be a major dissapointment cos... they dont have the books i was looking for...... BOOOOOOOOO especially those hardcover types and pretty looking ones..... darn it...

i want to go to the west~!! i'm sure even australia or nz have books like those.. wow... my mom says NO.. crap oh well... i'm reminded again why i dont really go to miri.. soo boring... can't even spend rm50 properly.. i bought famous amos nia.. sigh.. what happened to the days where i can spend so much kaching there? miri used to be sooo fun... mebbe becos i started dl-ing.. LOL..

boy boy (randy) drove all the way to miri.. it's almost as if miri became his second home town.. he noes the shortcuts the speed trp zones the road block areas.. i sakai so impressed.. i dont even know man.. die.. lol..she eng she eng.. how did u drop it? while u were moving kah? tsk tsk tsk kasian kasian... u say the keyboard want to come out? sounds serious man.. i'll probably cry too...



chyuuuuu

i'm outta words cos i'm sleepy and lazy

Busy but not

hahaha..welll...hello ello..i ve had a massive pile on of h.w this past week and its driving me insane....and basically thts my whole week really...nothing in skool happens..oh..wait..well on friday me n the other red house captain conducted assmebly..to our own house..was quite funny la..quite scary also..cos i mean its not like in SAS where u ask.." Oh cher can i see all macdougall house members.." yea..its so much easier cos u speak to smaller grps each time..this is like speaking to a whole group of JIS-ers..its quite :S..but well surprisingly..well not surprisingly..but like..thank God it went oki..cos im the more hyper enthusiastic psycho captain of the two of us..so i got the crowd going...haha..gave them chocolates...hit some of em in the head tho..cos the ceiling was quite low ..HAHA..so yea..thts my INTERESTING life no?..erm ermmmmmmmmm....i have exactly 3 mths of skool left ...WEEEEEEEEPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hahaha..beh tahan..haha..lots of events coming up in skool tho..i mean im excited about those things..but just the fact tht skool life is like so...-_-...with all the -_-ZZzzzz..so yea..i jst miss u guys lots...and i noe i ppk u guys alot..i love u all much much and im not taking u forgranted yesss!....i think i have an eye infection..but shhh..dont tell neone..i wanna play interhouse bball and i have to wear contact lenses..ahaha..nothing interesting..well..theres a story..but not to be blogged..emailed perhaps?..hmm...easier if u all come to my place..hai~exams soon..soo frus -_- its like the first term for the skool..but for me..last term..so stress 0_o!anyhoo..just poppin' by to say tht im still here..WHERES AH PONG AH!? accepted already or not kan tht one..haha..cacat..ciaoz!muaks

my laptop.....

wuwaaaa...... my laptop dropped.. for the 1st time.. ccb...... chipped like gila.. and the keyboard came out a bit... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh make me wanna get new one nia... so saddie..!! *sniff* oh well.. gonna go back brunei and fix it... sigh~~~ can polish laptop one ka? i wanna polish it.. so ugly liaw............. use to be small and cute but now... so UGLY.... poor laptop...

will take pics to show u guysss......... thats all 4 now.....

p/s: my fren's fren bought f4 @ tokyo pic bk..all the way from tokyo.. wakakaka.. so happy..

Saturday, September 10, 2005

hahahhaha!

seems like adeline is talking to herself.. wakakakaka.. so kasian why nobody blog? and btw.. those books are soooooooooooooo exp..... more than enough to get an lv bag man..-_- haha.. but books are better than bags la.. but still too exp -_-

lol erm.. that noobie rawang gal din admit.. sigh~ ppl who steal barang will never admit one la... waste my energy only.. shout at her.. ccb.....

i moved out of her room.. haha.... she was there looking at me moving out somemore.. wakakaka.. meanie me.. lol nicer in my own room actually.. lol and the toilet is cleaner.. coz i clean mah.. im so kuai.. hahaha!!!!

sien la.. these few days... so many assignments due la.. wanna die.. and fashion graduation show is coming up have to be usherer again..waste money again.. go buy new baju.. black singlet and a black shawl.. haven get high heel shoes yet... need a brooch also.. haiyoh.. so mafan..!! kaching all fly away liaw la.... lalalalalalalalala......... i miss u guys.. i wanna go backkk.... i wanna mwaks every single of u.. ee.. sounds gali? hahahaha...

i wan the phoneeeeeeeeee.. everyday thinking how wonderful will it be if i can have the phone.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. im sot already... haha....

bah.. MWAKSSSSSSSSS

Friday, September 09, 2005

oh no~!

my eyes are tainted~!!! hah~ weird coming from me ler.. well.. last nite i watched a... gay movie... second gay movie i've watched to date.. LOL... the first one was TOUCH OF PINK.. watched it with eng n serene.. wasn't too bad... because they hardly had any action.. well they did but cleverly disguised.. so yeah that wasn't too bad... last night i watched EATING OUT.. well the only reason why i asked sa to buy it because it has the desperate housewives guy in it.. the gay one? the young brad pitt lookalike but only gay? yeah.. turns out to be very disturbing for me... too hardcore??(no they did not do it.. but you can hear them wanking...EWWWWW) i almost choked on a peanut.. in the end i think it was a low budget movie with the desperate housewives guy in it.. GALI.. from now on i'll stick to yaoi manga and books.... NO MORE MOVIES.. they horrible...

i think i'm hooked onto collecting rare books.. and especially books illustrated by arthur rackham.. curse you serene... LOL i found lotsa lovely looking books online.. rare and antique














the books above are the collections of the grimm fairytales (doh~) about US3000+ i think?

to the left, undine and the right rip van winkle.. i forgot the prices but i think the rvw is €16000+?? aren't they pretty?? oh so pretty.. golly gee i wish i can buy them.. (i can't believe i just sed golly gee)
oh well.. wake up to reality.. i dont think i can ever land my hands on them.... sigh..... oh well... one can only admire from afar... speaking of fairytales.. i wonder where my collection of celtic fairy tales went? and also my king arthur books.. anyone out there? do you still have my books? did i sell them away? i think i did.. which now.. i regret.. oh damnation..

last night sa got called a "mak cik" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA MAK CIK MAK CIK~~!!! HAHAHAHA we were at sifana.. she was lazy to go out so i did the shopping n then 2 kids knocked on her side of the window.. sa was eating her MCD fries n she was looking for more.. so her head was ducked down.. she didnt really pay attention to what was happening outside the car.. they knocked the window.. imagine this sa's head suddenly jerked up n she was looking left n right for the person.. n then she noticed the 2 kids.. scroll down window.. sa thought that she accidentally run over sumthing (this i dont really understand cos the car was parked already so how can u still run over sumthing?) n then the kid with the less teeth came up to her n bashfully asked for 50cents(arent they smart.. using the younger n the cuter one to plead n woo the heart of a lady? no.. woman? no.. girl?).. "mak cik boleh minta lima puluh sen?" sa was too surprised by the "mak cik" and so she refused... when i came back she told me the story n i rotfl hahha but the kids were still there so i scrolled down the window n handed them a dollar... i noe the mak cik was a respectful term but sa was like furios abt it.. she went on and on about "DO I LOOK LIKE A MAK CIK TO YOU?" "I'M ONLY 17 YRS OLD" lol.. well the kid cud have used kakak.. hahahah i feel old all of a sudden...

i guess thats it for today...

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

bibliophile

rite... suddenly i'm so interested in collecting books... i just spent a whole lot of $$$ on something one would not buy.. for it is unnecessary and a plain waste of money... i spent $57.50 on a beautiful book.. LOL.. it's.. you'll never guess.. HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSON complete set of FAIRY TALES.. i can imagine everyone's HUH!? expression rite now.. but it's really really pretty and nice and everything positive.. I LOVE IT.. it has this real authentic look to it too.. hard cover with gold dusted paper.. with the bookmark insde it.. the book really looks like those medieval ones... wow.. so nice.. abigail was like "adeline i feel like whacking you for buying that book" why!!??!?! why not.. i mean the book is a collectible.. so pretty.. now i'm facing a dilemma... to wrap or not to wrap? i mean if i wrap it, it will lose the authentic look and structure... if i don't i'm afraid that it will get dirty and stuff... help me~!!!! to wrap or not to wrap.. that is the ultimate question....

next off, i want to find the complete works of the brothers grimm... i hope i can find a nice hard cover pretty looking book too.. and then also the works of washington irving, which are.. RIP VAN WINKLE and also THE LEGEND OF SLEEPY HOLLOW.. and then UNDINE by friedrich henrich karl la motte fouque.. and also i'm still looking for THE BLUE LAGOON by henry DeVere stacpoole.. ahh.. t'is hard to be a bookworm... i searched online for all the possible publications.. especially did my research on rip van winkle.. wow i found a rare collectible book of it at a price of €5000+ WOWZAAAAA but it looked real pretty too... white in colour hard cover with silk ribbon and coloured illustrations by ARTHUR RACKHAM... i want~~~~~ dammit.. it is limited edition only 200 pieces with the signature some more... GAWD i so want that book.. oh well.. too bad to expensive.. i'm not that dumb

i can almost imagine it now.. me as a grandma putting away my knitting stuff gathering my grandchildren beside me reading them a story.. ehem ehem.. "Once upon a time, there lived a prince..." FUNNYYY... damn nice i say.. n then can pass down the books some more wow rare collectibles.. woots anyways.. yeah she eng.. can help me get kah? 2 mangas? merupuri 4 and gakuen alice 8 if ada.. lol.. so yeah dats it.. tell me what u guys think to wrap or not to wrap?


WORD OF THE DAY-
bibliophile: a person who has a passion for reading (me~! i'm so extreme that people normally wash their hands before eating but i, wash hands before reading.. LOL)

chyuuu

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

lalalalalala

congrattttss.. nah here's your lousy rm 1 coin which cannot bet used after dec 1st .. LOL

what 2 bks u want ah? kinda late now.. dunno got or not... if not then have to order and now too late liaw.. soo... dum dee dum........................................................................................................... stupid bitch hasnt come back yet... i wanna kill herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... today.. erm.. nothin interesting to tok about.. so.. whatever la............

bah.. that's all.. not even a blog........... mwaks to all chabohzzz...

the party which never took off....

hmm.. let me try and beat she eng's post.. lol.. okay where do i begin?? (to tell the story of how a lalalalala...) lame

right.. the party, well it never eventually became a party bcos everyone could not make it.. THAT SUCKS BIG TIME all yous people shall be punishED.. by me...~!!!! the sole survivor of the party crew was serene n will.. they have gained major brownie points now~!!! lol.. lets see.. the day started out fine.. i guess.. sat.. the last literature exam thank god.. lol... i was scouting for the supposedly cool and new karaoke ps2 game.. BUT it sucked balls... it was like a real karaoke.. might as well sing at the restaurant.. sheesh.. so that was a let down... i had to change my ps2 dvd games cos i had no use for them.. no karaoke and i had a double copy.. so i changed it for.. ffx-2 and the other one... i strolled around but i didnt noe what to get so in the end i changed it for japan soccer cup (i think thats whats it's called) so yeah

went home started the ffx2 and then had to hurry down to bandar... to pick up sa.. oh yeah bell was the first one who bailed on the party.. cos of priorities.. but anyways.. she's forgiven.. the rest i shall pursue till my soul is relinquished and satiated... MUAHAHAHAHAHA on the way to town, it started raining... EFFING HELL i mean i just washed the car yesterday.. a good two hours too.. polish and all.. BY MY SELF... this is some sick and cruel joke that god is playing on me...

anyhoos.. i picked sa up n lo and behold more bad news... her group of friends decided to bail too.. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?! (i apologise for the language but it is most necessary) i mean like the party is like her friends make up 3/4 of the people.. and the house is already like prepared to entertain a horde of hormone crazy teenagers and this is what you get??!?!? HELL NO!! it obviously wasn't my day.. sa's expression has already turned PITCH BLACK.. no mood terribly dissapointed but in a weak n surrender way.. i was like sa u can't do this.. whoever can't make it screw them... the party must go on~!!!!! who cares about some crappy chocolate festival in empire? forget about the other party happening somewhere else... who gives a a monkey's ass about the last day for hungry ghost festivals? i mean like her friends are all christians.. how can they use that as an excuse.. house too far?!?!? FUCK YOU.. we ppl far or no far.. we attend parties.. let me tell you this okay.. sa has gone to all her friends parties and has paid too heavy a cost for it.. there has been so many times where she kena bomb n rotan by my mom.. why? she go to other ppl party.. where places have been too far and curfews have been crossed... n you give us this shyt about too far and too late and other crap.. well i don't want to hear it.. altho sa wasn't as passionate as i m about this debate.. i sure as hell is angry abt this.. cheh...

i told sa not to cancel her side of the show.. whoever can come come saja.. but no..after one phonecall.. she raised the white flag.. her side of the party has been cancelled.. which means the party died or has become a mere sleepover of 3 girls.. which became to one girl.. apparently my side of the party died too... first they said they were willing to come after 8... which.. in reality became a cannot come due to unforeseen circumstances.. which was rather predictable on my side.. i have no idea what the hell happened to them people.. but whatever it is.. any chance of a sleepover or a gathering has withered... dont i sound pissed? and full of angst? lol

anyhoos, on the bright side, i had tons of fun with serene n will.. will lives near by so we picked him up.. the party level has boosted by "A" notch... lol.. i shall be forever thankful for these ppl because they see their promises through and once an appointment has been made it cannot.. i repeat.. cannot be cancelled.. i mean like if i made a promise or a date with friends a party or gathering or lunch or watever it is.. i make sure my family noes abt it... they will have been informed abt it.. so if they have some other party on the same day.. i tell them i'm already booked and that they already know that so sorry.. first come first serve.. sheesh...

karaoke contest between pangs vs couples.. pangs won of cos.. lol... n then a mini combat between the couples.. and i say.. it (doo wah diddy) has become their official love song lol... so funny... n then we got tired of singing... sa versus will japan world cup.. which was amusing because i didnt know that the whole game was in jap.. even the commentary.. lol ( pe-na-ru-ty-ki-kku) penalty kick, (offu si-do) offside.. so many desu yo ne? ohhh~!! ahh~! in japanese.. hahah sa kept choosing brazil n will kept choosing england (kaka is so fineee even in the game) but they both sucked at first cos.. they had no idea how to control.. lol.. n me n serene were knitting.. like grannies.. we even had a granny pose... n spoke in hokkien or granny phrases.. FARNEY.. n then when both sa n will got the hang of it... sa won over will with brazil.. n then they changed teams.. sa: greece will: china.. it was stupid cos china sucked like crazy.. n yet.. sa lost 2-0.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA n u guys shud see sa play ps2 football... goal or close goals.. or almost a goal.. she literally leaps off her seat screaming n yelling.. HAHAHAH

anyways.. the next day was a boring one.. serene wanted to watch desperate housewives.. so she did n since i already watched it.. so i played ffx2 boring... i sent her home.. n then she showered.. then we went to hokko to store up on knitting stuff.. n then we borak borak in fleur de lys... wow they have good food.. tok tok about stuff.. and bonded.. ahh.. so nice to be a girl...

anyways.. zoom back to whats happening now.. i'm not feeling well... i have a killer headache which hasnt ended after 2 days.. which is unnatural for me... so i went to the doctors.. n the result? u'll never believe this... jeng jeng jeng.. STRESS.. wtf!?!?! tension headaches...says i need massages.. HAHAHAHAH i'm the last person u'll ever think abt as having stress.. but maybe i do have stress.. i just donno.. emotional stress? maybe.. a lot has been going on lately... academics, friendships, pirateships? LAME but i do like the sound of massages... i need phoebe consuela bananahammock~~!watever... to she eng's comment.. why shud i be jelos... aha~! he is funny isnt he.. you see?!?!?! i'm a sucker for funny guys.. so yeah boooooo~!!! n also poor you she eng.. is there a way for me to send you cash? cos u know.. my bro order barang.. n i kinda want to order barang? is it okay? 2 books?

lol.. i wonder if i out typed she engs post already? ron.. i would send you the file but right now i'm not using my computer.. this is my bro's laptop.. which sucks at these things.. so yeah.. boo.. apparently my cp motherboard die liao.. no chance of saving it... OMFG!! mau keluar duit again.. jeez.... it is not my week

WORD OF THE DAY-
hubris: wanton insolence or arrogance resulting from excessive pride or passion

chyuuuuu

lazzzzzzyyy!!!

hey all.. been a long time since i blogged.. lazy bah ok? lol.....!!

ok..... here goes...

30th- went to cuz's(jody), place(kelana jaya) coz plan to erm.. celebrate merdeka lol whatever la.. i dont even give a shit about it... just wanted to have fun only.. reached her place at about 5:30 pm.. showered.. went to her working place and get something done.. then me, cuz, and another guy went to pick ron up.. then went to a&w(lol) for dinner.. then went to this kinda pariah(cacat) karaoke E BOX yawn...... till 12 midnight.. yay merdeka... lame lol din really sing la.. coz so many ppl erm.. 9 ppl? i think......... went to yamcha and then go back sleep......... slept around 3 kwa???

31st- had to go to erm.. sense&style in sunway.. but my cuzzie went to somewhere else so i have to go with victor(x-sas) ... lol.. he came at around 12? and i baru wake up lol .... so he waited for me.. nice ler? haha... then went to sunway by bus and ate lunch in ming tiana.. and we waited and waited and finally steven ling came !!! wakakaka.. adeline dont jelos yea? HAHAHA.. he's really funny ler.. and he din remember me even.. lol haha! then another guy came and had lunch together.. then my cuzzie came...... then went to sense&style and played the cashflow boardgame... really fun... its the rich dad poor dad's author punya game... he created it.. really fun.. haha... feel like getting the game lol but exp i think?? there is this guy who teaches us how to play and stuffs... there are also some other ppl where they keep distracting us whether to buy or not buy.. there's stocks, houses..bla bla.. we buy it and sell it and high price those kinda shit la.. but damn fun i sayyyy...at 5:30 ... we finished the game... then me, steven are like thinking what to do later coz my cuzzie and victor got their own things to do.. both of us damn sien.. thinking to go giant supermarket but in the end tak jadi.. then this guy came.. and went down to this mamak.. there this guy explains about forever living products stuffs to steven ling and me.... quite interesting though.. but i got no time to do this man.. and im LAZY ... lol in care u wonder.. forever living products is a direct selling thingy like amway and nulife but got better priviledge and stuffs la.. and their stuffs nice to use.. hehe when he finished explaining.. my cuzzie joined us i.e. me and steven.. and we went to sunway pyramid to have dinner in nandos yummy... then went to watch movie 'red eye', to me.. the movie=boring-ness..lol.. when we got into the cinema.. i was like oh im sitting in the middle so i should hold popcorn then plak.. the popcorn fell and 1/4 of the popcorn fell out.. then this steven was like complaining the cinema very dirty and what.. then he himself go kick the popcorn down to the next row.. apa la.. him.. stupid one... .. before the movie starts we finished the popcorn? lol then he went and bought another one.. coz i asked him to actually i was joking only ler.. but he really go.. nice ler him? hahahahaha lol then went back home after the movie.. around 12 oclock?

1st- woke up at 10:45 and showered... get my hair done.. and wait for my cuzzie to put make up... and victor is already waiting downstairs.. erm.. my cuzzie and victor lived at the same place.. kelana putri condominium but different block.. then we had lunch at the canteen there.. then victor wants to buy some stuffs and my cuzzie has to go to work.. so i company him lor since i got nothing to do also...... went back to my hostel to leave my bag then went to klcc... he bought 2 shirts?.. yeah.. then wondered around klcc and went back at 5 oclock...

2nd- woke up late.. only realise when elaine called me.. got class in the morning.. forgotten tot only afternoon.... then i quickly shower.... my hair wet wet like mop.. get into her car and went to college.... then had lunch in city square food court.. and went back to college for class again... sien-ness........ waiting for time to pass and finally.. got home... this is when the interesting part comes.. CCB.... i came back.. left my handbag, schoolbag and bottle outside the room that im currently sleeping on the sewing machine... got in the room and saw my roommate(catherine) helping her friend straightening her hair.. hello? the straightener is mine.. and her skill lousy somemore.. her friend's hair so ugly coz of her.. only then i help her.. then baru ok.. then cat went out to fill her bottle with water... and i finished helping her friend straigtened her hair.. then i go get my bag and bring it inside and see my phone whether got ppl msg or whatsoever.... then they are about to go.. i checked my purse..CCB.. 140 bcome 40.. stupid shit... then i went out and told them... i asked the gal who is watching tv all alone all the while.. she said she saw nobody came up or whatever.. then 100% is cat who stole it lor.. i only realise after she left.. coz she went out while i was helping her friend straightening her hair.. and i belif the gal who is watching tv didnt steal my money coz i asked her roommate and her roommate said she never hilang anything.. then i lagi sure liaw lor... its her lor... CCB right? nobody else in the hostel ever hilang anything except for me.. unlucky man.. so confirm its someone who is close to me stole my money lor... cat's x-roommate also ever hilang money mah.. confirm is her la.. she hilang the money in the room ler.. while she was sleeping... damn CCB right? stupid catherine ccb rawang(her hometown) gal.. gonna fuck her when she comes back tomolo.. diu! i cried my ass off man... ccb.. and my bro told me that my dad not gonna get me the phone.. apa la.. ccb.. cried even worse.. and my bro laughed at me.. coz he said its funny when ppl act pity to another ppl.. wahlao.. make me cried even more.. ccb... he din even know what happened.. i din wanna tell my family.. later kena scold.. i don wan man! settle it myself.. and he also said im too materialistic apa bullshit.. make me cried like hell.. then went to sleep at 7++ pm.. till the next morning.. i din shower! lol paiseh neh.. hahaha coz i really depressed ah.. sigh~~ now ok liaw... i called home and asked my dad whether i can get the phone or not... he said wait till price drop? lol sony ericsson drop very the slow ler.... and also his maybank a/c not enough money already.. have to deposit somemore.. so he cannot lemme buy yet.. so.. no choice lo.. i just wait..

din do anything during the weekend.. sienness.. watch tv and makan and sleep thats all........

today.... went to sg wang after class.. my friend eelaine hor wants to look for mini skirt.. wah.. look for so long lar.. then only she get.. lynette was also there.. 3 of us really gila.. keep acting lesbiany LOL haha holding each others' hands la... sleep at each others' boobies! lol hahaha they say my one very comfy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. and the salesboy was like looking at us.. hahaha .. and her bf was in the fitting room trying jeans so he din see what we were doing.. damn funny.. 3 of us always gila one la.... VERY GILA haha.......lalalalallala thats all.. sien-ness....

long enough? i think so... LOL

bah.... mwaksssss to all of my galsss..