undoubtly the best feeling ever...

this morn i was crazy high.. i dunno why.. no coffee no alcohol no nothing.. hahah i was cooking brunch.. it was rite after i watched veronica mars episode one.. not bad bell.. lol.. oh and by the way... serene is going to freak at this.. i have desperate housewives season 2 episode 1.. yay~!! the conspiracy continues... lol.. yeah anyway.. i had fun cooking my korean noodles... i pretended to be one of those canto cooking ladies in wah lah toi.. i even wore an apron.. tried speaking in canto.. but the only thing i knew how to say in relation with cooking was "ho heung ahh" smells delicious? hahah n i was like we need bawang putih bawang merah lol... i want to be a tv hostess.. AHAHAH better than anita sarawak.. hahah watever..

hmm i started my anger management with angry music.. i actually exercised outside with my siblings~!!! stress release.. i kept singing this song:

Here's the thing we started off friends

It was cool but it was all pretend

Yeah yeah

Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time

Wasn't long till I called you mine

Yeah Yeah

Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say

Is how I pictured me with you

That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get

What I want

Since you've been gone

How can I put it?

you put me on

I even fell for that stupid love song

Yeah yeah

Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say

I just wanna be with you

I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get I get what I want

Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth

I just can't take it

Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I getI get what I want

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I get (I get)

You should know (you should know)

That I get I get what I want

Since you've been gone

Since you've been gone

Since you've been gone

i even thought of Alanis morrisette's song: the one with the i'm a bitch i'm a lover i'm a sinner i'm a saint... except here, i changed it to she's a bitch she a f*cker, she's a sinner she's no saint

ahhh.. i feel good... okay i promise no more angst aplc just the happy me.. just had to let it all out see?

gaaaaahhhhh

okay.. if you didn't already read this event from sa's blog.. i shall tell it to you... lol.. frustrating to the max~!!!

tuesday night.. 930pm.. hua ho manggis/mall..

me n sa dropped by to buy ice cream.. i finally found selecta's double dutch ice cream.. which by the way is the BOMB!! yeah.. and me with my bad sense of counter choosing... i chose the shortest cashier lane lah.. n then sekali... i noticed that the person who was currently in line... had two trolleys FULL i was like OH NO... this is gonna take a while.. what were they doing anyway? party kah? wanna stock up food for flood kah? eeeeeeeeee anyways.. not only they had two trolleys.. (up till now our family oso never do two trolleys) they had slight complications with the written receipts one? like when u buy shampoo the lady will write down some receipt for you? yeah dat.. they had 3 receipts.. n then the counter lady was SLOW again.. after 15 minutes.. not exaggerating here.. they finally got their stuff all checked in..(they even had like some other family members still wondering around what to buy.. u noe the case where u stand in line to pay while sis/bro goes some where to find more stuff to buy... yeah the nerve).. they so tebal muka demanded for the maggi tomato sos free gift... WHAT THE HELL?!!? the cashier lady was like out of stock already.. n the man was like i dun care i want a free gift.. another free gift also can... WHAT THE CRAP IS THAT?!?! he paid.. n asked the cashier lady to cari the free gift.. i was already giving the angry black face mood already.. so the cashier lady was apologetic and asked us to queue somewhere else.. i'm like what the hell? i queued here for almost 20 min n u ask me to queue some where else??!?! WANNA DIE KAH?!!? not her fault pulang but.. in those situations you should be able to handle pesky customers... n so she left to find the free gift.. leaving me and a whole lot of customers queueing behind.. i dunno what u guys would do and stuff... but... i waited... i gave the "batah eh.. beri malu eh.. astaga.. ya allah..." typical bruneian slang face... n while waiting for the cashier to return (hua ho manngis is huge~!!!) i saw other counters and people who were later than us.. passing by.. going home happily with their merchandise... thinking that.. that could be me.. happy with my ice cream.... which was by the way melting... now.. sa n i were bitching about the hua ho service.. how we should "take this to the top" remember white chicks? "dear mr manager, i am a... chocolate.. single chinese female.. living in brunei darussalam..." gahhh.. n then sa snapped.. she tracked down the cashier lady who was apologising like crazy to the free gift family(she should apologise to us!!).. she tapped her shoulder.. "EXCUSE ME there are others in the counter you know?" n then like an obedient bitch.. she trailed behind with her tail between her legs... start serving the already impatient angry and frustrated customers such as myself... person behind me.. persons behind the person behind me.. lalalala... would you pester the cashier lady for some cheap-o free gift?!!?!? we left hua ho at 10... what made the situation more aggravating was that i needed to go to the toilet some more.. i got she eng to back me up on this.. i stopped over for some stuff n loo... HAHAHA

GAWD WHAT AN AWFUL SITUATION TO EVER BE IN~!!!

now.. a more mild frustration...

during the hols i was playing ffx-2.. i never finished it cos the hype died.. so yeah.. my youngest bro started a new game on his own.. i was happy cos i was the only one who loved ff.. the rest couldnt be bothered.. so yay! at last another rpg gamer in the family.. you gamers can predict what happened next.. so just now seeing him play he's more faster than me in the game cos he's really into it.. so yeah.. after being reminded what a "cool" game it is.. i decided to continue from where i left off...only to find that he accidently saved over my file earlier on.. so.. that killed my mood for playing ffx2... GAHHH

kids say the darndest things

haha i just had to post about this!! lol... just now.. my mom told me n my sis in law what my younger bro said to her last night.. mind you.. she was upset and shocked.. HAHAHA here goes...

my mom was cuddling up chean chean (younger bro..) you know the youngest child drill.. anak bongsu.. manja like crazy thing? yeah that..

mom: chean you don't sayang me? i sayang you oh.. (she goes all huggy huggy)
chean: ewww... i cannot sayang you already.. i'm big already.. gali lah..
mom: but you my anak bongsu..
chean: why don' t you sayang boy boy.. see whether he like it... mommy i tell you my secret.. i have GF already.. so i cannot sayang you anymore...
mom: GF? boy boy don't want.. he gali..
chean: you see.. why don't you beranak another one and sayang that anak...
mom: SHOCKED

me after hearing this: ROFTL HAHAHAHAHAH

wow.. he's ten years old n he has a gf.. WOW times have changed... what happened to the stage where they believe in cooties.. or girls=disgusting.. HAHAHA wow.. advanced ler.. what the hell was i doing at 10??? he even got love letters... i'm simply gob smacked...

hahaha
loves aplc

To buy or not to buy..that is the question..

Hmm...im sure all of u noe that i dont have a fone...funny thing happend this morning..my dad said "mm..bell..i think we should get u a fone"..and im like.."mmm....okayyy.." and then my dad starts to talk about how to get the line n all that...and like how i can use it overseas...and there i am in the car thinking.."this is strange...haha"...my dad has never believed in me having a fone...cos well..not necessary..and plus i also thot ..eh..wat for i need fone...which is true..wat do i need it for...emergencies dont happen that often thank God..haha..and yea...but on the other hand i think...oooo is this my birthday present..lol..and wahh if i have my own fone i have my own number n ppl can call me..lol! sad yes..its just strange...i dont need one ..or want one..but i want one..and maybe i do need one?..it wud be nice to be able to msg ppl wenever i want and like miss call ppl..lol..but really those of u who have fones out there...how often do u use ur fone?is it worth it?...so shud i or shudnt i...i onli have 5ish months left in brunei?..are lotsa ppl gonna call me in the next 5mths??..haha..well..hmmmm....ahh well...thats my 2cents for today

I could care less(about title and not about our blog yea!)

hahaha...havent blogged in a long while...my internet is messsed up i say...so lag..-__-...school has benn nyeh ..so so...haha...tiring lah...plus ..dull also..so nothing much to say...well i do have one thing to say..i have this really cute maths teacher -_-..beh tahan..angmo..u all must see..well yea..haha..i will show u one day..lol..erm nothing much la...my head is spinning...bio exam soon...coursework..and everything seems to be piling..well as it shud be..but ...frus man..-_-..well..im not frustrated...i dont even noe wat i am...hmmm...im...getting work piled on..but...im ok...im....ok...i dunno wat this post is all about...i mite end up bashing myself in the end..i am in need of good hangout time with u all..eng wen u going back??...EEEEEEEKS..! shes coming back tomoro WEEEEEEEEE!hehe...i have to brush up on bashing..hai~skool is dull so the dull..i need u all there...especially during bio!!! oh man if u guys were there! BEST LA!..gila..talking about artificial insemination and like sperm donation..and my teacher he is soooooooo fun! haha..all the comments..tht everytime he say something funny i wish u all were there to enjoy it too...oh and plus..u dont wanna get gonnorhea..well if ur a guy neway..cos the way they test u..lol..shud i spill?...i shall...well..theres this wire..with a barbed end..so well..it gets pushed up ur urethra..(and all u who forgot and dont do bio nemore..its the pee tube)well if onli i cud draw a picture..looks kind like this [----->>>] so well...wen it goes in...relatively easy..cos pointing one way..then removal-IT GETS YANKED OUT! and those sharp barb"wire" things SCRAPE!! they SCRAPE ur urethra...*pain* lol!..well thts not the worst bit..after they take the cells for tissue culture to find out how they can cure it...after testing..THEY DO IT AGAIN!!!..haha..to make sure its all cleared..its worst this time cos u noe wats coming..lol! funny stuff..yea..and theres stuff with the turkey baster n artificial insemination..so yea..my friends..if onli..haha..jst for bio...oh and the plan is on saturday sleepover at engs?..this saturday rite..will u still be here nex?..muaks loving u all!
belly

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me and my boyyyyyy.. haha jeff













me and david.. ok.. this one is a more proper one.. hahaha













me and liz, lecturer also













me and my lecturer, iris














me and my lecturer..darby












sam, me, yugo... my seniors









the fashion show is called in a glimpse.... the show quite nice la......... damn crazy la that night.. lol took a lot of pics with david.... kiss and hug one.. lol hahahahahahah he din mind even.. and he said it was pleasure!! wahhahaha i cannot tahan.. i no feeling la.. actually.... he's a playboy la.. he kissed and hugged most of my friends also la.. LOL hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahha i cannot tahannnn hahahahahahahhahahahhaahahahahha ok stop bah ciaozzzzz

mwaksssssssss

shall we say moody?

i shall try to ignore that comment.. does not affect me in any way... #@!$%#@%$^#@$#@!%#%^$%@#%#$%$#%$^$%^#$^#!!!!! haa... nvm.. anyways.. a big HELLO and wave to jimbo~! he's my nz koko.. lol.. we spent 2hr last night leeching jap music from each other.. lol.. which was weird cos he never was into jap music... so yeah.. hehehe... i'm totally addicted to Otsuka Ai daisuki da yo.. keep replaying it like some sad person...

anyways.. today's a very pms day for me.. everything's just ALL WRONG... i was just checking my timetable.. n i just realised that my a level economics falls on 25th of october... YEAH I KNOW.. bell's bday.. how crap can that be? (not as crap as the comment left behind by some crappy person..) yeah anyhoos... so irritated with my skin tone right now... yeah i'm dat bored... i gave myself 2 french manicures.. since monday.. but they keep cracking n breaking.. lousy huh? yeah... n now i have black nails on one side n hot red on the other.. so irritating.. red looks so horrible on me.. stoopid.. why can't i be fairer?

i give up.. not in the mood...

do do do......

I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!! i'm currently debating on whether i shud go dancing or cycling! ohh the most exciting thing i've done today! bleh~~~ i think i'm gettin use to driving although i still feel like i'm gonna hit everything i pass by.i'm feelin very lonely today.... mabbe coz i hav no interations with anyone except my parents... going off to kuching tomolo...not lookin forward to it coz i cant speak manderin no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boo hoo! hmm wow only today i managed to read the blogs in detail... adeline.. i hav to say that going to uk would b better for literature...but japan would b gud coz then u would hav stories to tell ure kids hehe! hiya..wats the fuss abt the laptop..aint that bad! still workin rite? bell still as busy as eva...i wish i had somehting to preoccupy myself sigh.... bah going to go cycling! c! i made a decision! woo hooo!

i'm finally in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*weeps*

wahh!! finally i can post a blog!!! on the actual blog! this is like history!!!!*teng*teng*teng* hmmm wat do i hav to say....well cut to the chase.. i can drive now...n officially had 3 accidents...ahemmm... one was with a pole..left beautiful marks on the right hand side of the car, second left beautiful marks on the other car..cost me a 100 bucks...the third was a HIT n aRUN!! so exciting! so yeah...when u guys come back i'm picking u up! ;)
adeline and vanessa already tried it....see they are still alive :D oh i cant believe that vintage rose is still open..nice place to go, we shud all go there one day..bah i need to help my dad at work now bye bye! i'll blog a longer one soon when i'm free *oh the irony*

date? or not... crossroads

hrmm.. today i went on a "date" with serene.. meaning she picked me up.. which was rather unusual cos i always pick her up n stuff.. lol.. so yeah we had tea in vintage rose... with will of cos.. he's her accessory (she sed it herself) funny shyt.. like most of the times we had crazy sex forums... i dunno whether bell minds but yeah i shall clue in the themes of the discussion.. david hasslehoff, porn, sailormoon, porn, gay, LCD, amazon, hairy, dick.. and so on.. for further details.. which.. trust me is funny stuff.. pls ping me hahaha we had...serene: hot white chocolate, me: hot mocha, will:man at work... n we shared a banana crepe with caramel..

hmm.. since i pretty much sensored everything wat we did nuthing much to say abt the "date" lol... but anyways.. besides that matter.. i'm kinda facing crossroads right now.. u guys noe that i'm applying for the japanese scholarship right.. i really do want to get it stuff.. but i'm thinking is it the right choice for me? i really want to do literature in england or france mebbe? where literature takes me.. n i don't think japan is the place for literature and stuff.. and the stuff i'm more interested in is like just intense reading i guess.. dealing with other languages.. like german n french, danish and blablabla.. so yeah.. stuff like LUDWIG TIECK, INGEMANN, OEHLENSCHLAGER, more hard names.. yeah.. so anyhoos.. japan or europe? i SO want to go to japan.. i hope japan has english lit stuff.. i'm sure it does... ne? NE!?!?!

WORD OF THE DAY -
oeuvre-all the works, usually of a lifetime of a particular writer

chyuuuu

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i put that to balance the laptop.. ccb.. unbalance already.. sigh~~

hehe.... need i say more?

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went to college today... to help my friend.. do some stuffs... she's graduating on wednesday.... that's all la.... tata~~~~~~~~~~~

mwaksssssssssssssssss

i want to go to europe~! EURO TRIP

SOOOOO SADDDDDDD.......... i just came back from miri.. woke up 5am to get there on time.. we sent or office lady to the miri airport cos she holiday.. so yeah.. i'm impressed with the miri airport.. WOOOOOWW thousand times better than brunei airport.. the have more shops.. famous amos some more.. brunei's famous amos is a crying shame... anyways.. i havent been there in a long time n bcos of my current book fetish.. i decided to tag along to hunt for books... which turned out to be a major dissapointment cos... they dont have the books i was looking for...... BOOOOOOOOO especially those hardcover types and pretty looking ones..... darn it...

i want to go to the west~!! i'm sure even australia or nz have books like those.. wow... my mom says NO.. crap oh well... i'm reminded again why i dont really go to miri.. soo boring... can't even spend rm50 properly.. i bought famous amos nia.. sigh.. what happened to the days where i can spend so much kaching there? miri used to be sooo fun... mebbe becos i started dl-ing.. LOL..

boy boy (randy) drove all the way to miri.. it's almost as if miri became his second home town.. he noes the shortcuts the speed trp zones the road block areas.. i sakai so impressed.. i dont even know man.. die.. lol..she eng she eng.. how did u drop it? while u were moving kah? tsk tsk tsk kasian kasian... u say the keyboard want to come out? sounds serious man.. i'll probably cry too...



chyuuuuu

i'm outta words cos i'm sleepy and lazy

Busy but not

hahaha..welll...hello ello..i ve had a massive pile on of h.w this past week and its driving me insane....and basically thts my whole week really...nothing in skool happens..oh..wait..well on friday me n the other red house captain conducted assmebly..to our own house..was quite funny la..quite scary also..cos i mean its not like in SAS where u ask.." Oh cher can i see all macdougall house members.." yea..its so much easier cos u speak to smaller grps each time..this is like speaking to a whole group of JIS-ers..its quite :S..but well surprisingly..well not surprisingly..but like..thank God it went oki..cos im the more hyper enthusiastic psycho captain of the two of us..so i got the crowd going...haha..gave them chocolates...hit some of em in the head tho..cos the ceiling was quite low ..HAHA..so yea..thts my INTERESTING life no?..erm ermmmmmmmmm....i have exactly 3 mths of skool left ...WEEEEEEEEPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! hahaha..beh tahan..haha..lots of events coming up in skool tho..i mean im excited about those things..but just the fact tht skool life is like so...-_-...with all the -_-ZZzzzz..so yea..i jst miss u guys lots...and i noe i ppk u guys alot..i love u all much much and im not taking u forgranted yesss!....i think i have an eye infection..but shhh..dont tell neone..i wanna play interhouse bball and i have to wear contact lenses..ahaha..nothing interesting..well..theres a story..but not to be blogged..emailed perhaps?..hmm...easier if u all come to my place..hai~exams soon..soo frus -_- its like the first term for the skool..but for me..last term..so stress 0_o!anyhoo..just poppin' by to say tht im still here..WHERES AH PONG AH!? accepted already or not kan tht one..haha..cacat..ciaoz!muaks

my laptop.....

wuwaaaa...... my laptop dropped.. for the 1st time.. ccb...... chipped like gila.. and the keyboard came out a bit... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh make me wanna get new one nia... so saddie..!! *sniff* oh well.. gonna go back brunei and fix it... sigh~~~ can polish laptop one ka? i wanna polish it.. so ugly liaw............. use to be small and cute but now... so UGLY.... poor laptop...

will take pics to show u guysss......... thats all 4 now.....

p/s: my fren's fren bought f4 @ tokyo pic bk..all the way from tokyo.. wakakaka.. so happy..

hahahhaha!

seems like adeline is talking to herself.. wakakakaka.. so kasian why nobody blog? and btw.. those books are soooooooooooooo exp..... more than enough to get an lv bag man..-_- haha.. but books are better than bags la.. but still too exp -_-

lol erm.. that noobie rawang gal din admit.. sigh~ ppl who steal barang will never admit one la... waste my energy only.. shout at her.. ccb.....

i moved out of her room.. haha.... she was there looking at me moving out somemore.. wakakaka.. meanie me.. lol nicer in my own room actually.. lol and the toilet is cleaner.. coz i clean mah.. im so kuai.. hahaha!!!!

sien la.. these few days... so many assignments due la.. wanna die.. and fashion graduation show is coming up have to be usherer again..waste money again.. go buy new baju.. black singlet and a black shawl.. haven get high heel shoes yet... need a brooch also.. haiyoh.. so mafan..!! kaching all fly away liaw la.... lalalalalalalalala......... i miss u guys.. i wanna go backkk.... i wanna mwaks every single of u.. ee.. sounds gali? hahahaha...

i wan the phoneeeeeeeeee.. everyday thinking how wonderful will it be if i can have the phone.. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. im sot already... haha....

bah.. MWAKSSSSSSSSS

oh no~!

my eyes are tainted~!!! hah~ weird coming from me ler.. well.. last nite i watched a... gay movie... second gay movie i've watched to date.. LOL... the first one was TOUCH OF PINK.. watched it with eng n serene.. wasn't too bad... because they hardly had any action.. well they did but cleverly disguised.. so yeah that wasn't too bad... last night i watched EATING OUT.. well the only reason why i asked sa to buy it because it has the desperate housewives guy in it.. the gay one? the young brad pitt lookalike but only gay? yeah.. turns out to be very disturbing for me... too hardcore??(no they did not do it.. but you can hear them wanking...EWWWWW) i almost choked on a peanut.. in the end i think it was a low budget movie with the desperate housewives guy in it.. GALI.. from now on i'll stick to yaoi manga and books.... NO MORE MOVIES.. they horrible...

i think i'm hooked onto collecting rare books.. and especially books illustrated by arthur rackham.. curse you serene... LOL i found lotsa lovely looking books online.. rare and antique














the books above are the collections of the grimm fairytales (doh~) about US3000+ i think?

to the left, undine and the right rip van winkle.. i forgot the prices but i think the rvw is €16000+?? aren't they pretty?? oh so pretty.. golly gee i wish i can buy them.. (i can't believe i just sed golly gee)
oh well.. wake up to reality.. i dont think i can ever land my hands on them.... sigh..... oh well... one can only admire from afar... speaking of fairytales.. i wonder where my collection of celtic fairy tales went? and also my king arthur books.. anyone out there? do you still have my books? did i sell them away? i think i did.. which now.. i regret.. oh damnation..

last night sa got called a "mak cik" BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA MAK CIK MAK CIK~~!!! HAHAHAHA we were at sifana.. she was lazy to go out so i did the shopping n then 2 kids knocked on her side of the window.. sa was eating her MCD fries n she was looking for more.. so her head was ducked down.. she didnt really pay attention to what was happening outside the car.. they knocked the window.. imagine this sa's head suddenly jerked up n she was looking left n right for the person.. n then she noticed the 2 kids.. scroll down window.. sa thought that she accidentally run over sumthing (this i dont really understand cos the car was parked already so how can u still run over sumthing?) n then the kid with the less teeth came up to her n bashfully asked for 50cents(arent they smart.. using the younger n the cuter one to plead n woo the heart of a lady? no.. woman? no.. girl?).. "mak cik boleh minta lima puluh sen?" sa was too surprised by the "mak cik" and so she refused... when i came back she told me the story n i rotfl hahha but the kids were still there so i scrolled down the window n handed them a dollar... i noe the mak cik was a respectful term but sa was like furios abt it.. she went on and on about "DO I LOOK LIKE A MAK CIK TO YOU?" "I'M ONLY 17 YRS OLD" lol.. well the kid cud have used kakak.. hahahah i feel old all of a sudden...

i guess thats it for today...

bibliophile

rite... suddenly i'm so interested in collecting books... i just spent a whole lot of $$$ on something one would not buy.. for it is unnecessary and a plain waste of money... i spent $57.50 on a beautiful book.. LOL.. it's.. you'll never guess.. HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSON complete set of FAIRY TALES.. i can imagine everyone's HUH!? expression rite now.. but it's really really pretty and nice and everything positive.. I LOVE IT.. it has this real authentic look to it too.. hard cover with gold dusted paper.. with the bookmark insde it.. the book really looks like those medieval ones... wow.. so nice.. abigail was like "adeline i feel like whacking you for buying that book" why!!??!?! why not.. i mean the book is a collectible.. so pretty.. now i'm facing a dilemma... to wrap or not to wrap? i mean if i wrap it, it will lose the authentic look and structure... if i don't i'm afraid that it will get dirty and stuff... help me~!!!! to wrap or not to wrap.. that is the ultimate question....

next off, i want to find the complete works of the brothers grimm... i hope i can find a nice hard cover pretty looking book too.. and then also the works of washington irving, which are.. RIP VAN WINKLE and also THE LEGEND OF SLEEPY HOLLOW.. and then UNDINE by friedrich henrich karl la motte fouque.. and also i'm still looking for THE BLUE LAGOON by henry DeVere stacpoole.. ahh.. t'is hard to be a bookworm... i searched online for all the possible publications.. especially did my research on rip van winkle.. wow i found a rare collectible book of it at a price of €5000+ WOWZAAAAA but it looked real pretty too... white in colour hard cover with silk ribbon and coloured illustrations by ARTHUR RACKHAM... i want~~~~~ dammit.. it is limited edition only 200 pieces with the signature some more... GAWD i so want that book.. oh well.. too bad to expensive.. i'm not that dumb

i can almost imagine it now.. me as a grandma putting away my knitting stuff gathering my grandchildren beside me reading them a story.. ehem ehem.. "Once upon a time, there lived a prince..." FUNNYYY... damn nice i say.. n then can pass down the books some more wow rare collectibles.. woots anyways.. yeah she eng.. can help me get kah? 2 mangas? merupuri 4 and gakuen alice 8 if ada.. lol.. so yeah dats it.. tell me what u guys think to wrap or not to wrap?


WORD OF THE DAY-
bibliophile: a person who has a passion for reading (me~! i'm so extreme that people normally wash their hands before eating but i, wash hands before reading.. LOL)

chyuuu

lalalalalala

congrattttss.. nah here's your lousy rm 1 coin which cannot bet used after dec 1st .. LOL

what 2 bks u want ah? kinda late now.. dunno got or not... if not then have to order and now too late liaw.. soo... dum dee dum........................................................................................................... stupid bitch hasnt come back yet... i wanna kill herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... today.. erm.. nothin interesting to tok about.. so.. whatever la............

bah.. that's all.. not even a blog........... mwaks to all chabohzzz...

the party which never took off....

hmm.. let me try and beat she eng's post.. lol.. okay where do i begin?? (to tell the story of how a lalalalala...) lame

right.. the party, well it never eventually became a party bcos everyone could not make it.. THAT SUCKS BIG TIME all yous people shall be punishED.. by me...~!!!! the sole survivor of the party crew was serene n will.. they have gained major brownie points now~!!! lol.. lets see.. the day started out fine.. i guess.. sat.. the last literature exam thank god.. lol... i was scouting for the supposedly cool and new karaoke ps2 game.. BUT it sucked balls... it was like a real karaoke.. might as well sing at the restaurant.. sheesh.. so that was a let down... i had to change my ps2 dvd games cos i had no use for them.. no karaoke and i had a double copy.. so i changed it for.. ffx-2 and the other one... i strolled around but i didnt noe what to get so in the end i changed it for japan soccer cup (i think thats whats it's called) so yeah

went home started the ffx2 and then had to hurry down to bandar... to pick up sa.. oh yeah bell was the first one who bailed on the party.. cos of priorities.. but anyways.. she's forgiven.. the rest i shall pursue till my soul is relinquished and satiated... MUAHAHAHAHAHA on the way to town, it started raining... EFFING HELL i mean i just washed the car yesterday.. a good two hours too.. polish and all.. BY MY SELF... this is some sick and cruel joke that god is playing on me...

anyhoos.. i picked sa up n lo and behold more bad news... her group of friends decided to bail too.. WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?! (i apologise for the language but it is most necessary) i mean like the party is like her friends make up 3/4 of the people.. and the house is already like prepared to entertain a horde of hormone crazy teenagers and this is what you get??!?!? HELL NO!! it obviously wasn't my day.. sa's expression has already turned PITCH BLACK.. no mood terribly dissapointed but in a weak n surrender way.. i was like sa u can't do this.. whoever can't make it screw them... the party must go on~!!!!! who cares about some crappy chocolate festival in empire? forget about the other party happening somewhere else... who gives a a monkey's ass about the last day for hungry ghost festivals? i mean like her friends are all christians.. how can they use that as an excuse.. house too far?!?!? FUCK YOU.. we ppl far or no far.. we attend parties.. let me tell you this okay.. sa has gone to all her friends parties and has paid too heavy a cost for it.. there has been so many times where she kena bomb n rotan by my mom.. why? she go to other ppl party.. where places have been too far and curfews have been crossed... n you give us this shyt about too far and too late and other crap.. well i don't want to hear it.. altho sa wasn't as passionate as i m about this debate.. i sure as hell is angry abt this.. cheh...

i told sa not to cancel her side of the show.. whoever can come come saja.. but no..after one phonecall.. she raised the white flag.. her side of the party has been cancelled.. which means the party died or has become a mere sleepover of 3 girls.. which became to one girl.. apparently my side of the party died too... first they said they were willing to come after 8... which.. in reality became a cannot come due to unforeseen circumstances.. which was rather predictable on my side.. i have no idea what the hell happened to them people.. but whatever it is.. any chance of a sleepover or a gathering has withered... dont i sound pissed? and full of angst? lol

anyhoos, on the bright side, i had tons of fun with serene n will.. will lives near by so we picked him up.. the party level has boosted by "A" notch... lol.. i shall be forever thankful for these ppl because they see their promises through and once an appointment has been made it cannot.. i repeat.. cannot be cancelled.. i mean like if i made a promise or a date with friends a party or gathering or lunch or watever it is.. i make sure my family noes abt it... they will have been informed abt it.. so if they have some other party on the same day.. i tell them i'm already booked and that they already know that so sorry.. first come first serve.. sheesh...

karaoke contest between pangs vs couples.. pangs won of cos.. lol... n then a mini combat between the couples.. and i say.. it (doo wah diddy) has become their official love song lol... so funny... n then we got tired of singing... sa versus will japan world cup.. which was amusing because i didnt know that the whole game was in jap.. even the commentary.. lol ( pe-na-ru-ty-ki-kku) penalty kick, (offu si-do) offside.. so many desu yo ne? ohhh~!! ahh~! in japanese.. hahah sa kept choosing brazil n will kept choosing england (kaka is so fineee even in the game) but they both sucked at first cos.. they had no idea how to control.. lol.. n me n serene were knitting.. like grannies.. we even had a granny pose... n spoke in hokkien or granny phrases.. FARNEY.. n then when both sa n will got the hang of it... sa won over will with brazil.. n then they changed teams.. sa: greece will: china.. it was stupid cos china sucked like crazy.. n yet.. sa lost 2-0.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHA n u guys shud see sa play ps2 football... goal or close goals.. or almost a goal.. she literally leaps off her seat screaming n yelling.. HAHAHAH

anyways.. the next day was a boring one.. serene wanted to watch desperate housewives.. so she did n since i already watched it.. so i played ffx2 boring... i sent her home.. n then she showered.. then we went to hokko to store up on knitting stuff.. n then we borak borak in fleur de lys... wow they have good food.. tok tok about stuff.. and bonded.. ahh.. so nice to be a girl...

anyways.. zoom back to whats happening now.. i'm not feeling well... i have a killer headache which hasnt ended after 2 days.. which is unnatural for me... so i went to the doctors.. n the result? u'll never believe this... jeng jeng jeng.. STRESS.. wtf!?!?! tension headaches...says i need massages.. HAHAHAHAH i'm the last person u'll ever think abt as having stress.. but maybe i do have stress.. i just donno.. emotional stress? maybe.. a lot has been going on lately... academics, friendships, pirateships? LAME but i do like the sound of massages... i need phoebe consuela bananahammock~~!watever... to she eng's comment.. why shud i be jelos... aha~! he is funny isnt he.. you see?!?!?! i'm a sucker for funny guys.. so yeah boooooo~!!! n also poor you she eng.. is there a way for me to send you cash? cos u know.. my bro order barang.. n i kinda want to order barang? is it okay? 2 books?

lol.. i wonder if i out typed she engs post already? ron.. i would send you the file but right now i'm not using my computer.. this is my bro's laptop.. which sucks at these things.. so yeah.. boo.. apparently my cp motherboard die liao.. no chance of saving it... OMFG!! mau keluar duit again.. jeez.... it is not my week

WORD OF THE DAY-
hubris: wanton insolence or arrogance resulting from excessive pride or passion

chyuuuuu

lazzzzzzyyy!!!

hey all.. been a long time since i blogged.. lazy bah ok? lol.....!!

ok..... here goes...

30th- went to cuz's(jody), place(kelana jaya) coz plan to erm.. celebrate merdeka lol whatever la.. i dont even give a shit about it... just wanted to have fun only.. reached her place at about 5:30 pm.. showered.. went to her working place and get something done.. then me, cuz, and another guy went to pick ron up.. then went to a&w(lol) for dinner.. then went to this kinda pariah(cacat) karaoke E BOX yawn...... till 12 midnight.. yay merdeka... lame lol din really sing la.. coz so many ppl erm.. 9 ppl? i think......... went to yamcha and then go back sleep......... slept around 3 kwa???

31st- had to go to erm.. sense&style in sunway.. but my cuzzie went to somewhere else so i have to go with victor(x-sas) ... lol.. he came at around 12? and i baru wake up lol .... so he waited for me.. nice ler? haha... then went to sunway by bus and ate lunch in ming tiana.. and we waited and waited and finally steven ling came !!! wakakaka.. adeline dont jelos yea? HAHAHA.. he's really funny ler.. and he din remember me even.. lol haha! then another guy came and had lunch together.. then my cuzzie came...... then went to sense&style and played the cashflow boardgame... really fun... its the rich dad poor dad's author punya game... he created it.. really fun.. haha... feel like getting the game lol but exp i think?? there is this guy who teaches us how to play and stuffs... there are also some other ppl where they keep distracting us whether to buy or not buy.. there's stocks, houses..bla bla.. we buy it and sell it and high price those kinda shit la.. but damn fun i sayyyy...at 5:30 ... we finished the game... then me, steven are like thinking what to do later coz my cuzzie and victor got their own things to do.. both of us damn sien.. thinking to go giant supermarket but in the end tak jadi.. then this guy came.. and went down to this mamak.. there this guy explains about forever living products stuffs to steven ling and me.... quite interesting though.. but i got no time to do this man.. and im LAZY ... lol in care u wonder.. forever living products is a direct selling thingy like amway and nulife but got better priviledge and stuffs la.. and their stuffs nice to use.. hehe when he finished explaining.. my cuzzie joined us i.e. me and steven.. and we went to sunway pyramid to have dinner in nandos yummy... then went to watch movie 'red eye', to me.. the movie=boring-ness..lol.. when we got into the cinema.. i was like oh im sitting in the middle so i should hold popcorn then plak.. the popcorn fell and 1/4 of the popcorn fell out.. then this steven was like complaining the cinema very dirty and what.. then he himself go kick the popcorn down to the next row.. apa la.. him.. stupid one... .. before the movie starts we finished the popcorn? lol then he went and bought another one.. coz i asked him to actually i was joking only ler.. but he really go.. nice ler him? hahahahaha lol then went back home after the movie.. around 12 oclock?

1st- woke up at 10:45 and showered... get my hair done.. and wait for my cuzzie to put make up... and victor is already waiting downstairs.. erm.. my cuzzie and victor lived at the same place.. kelana putri condominium but different block.. then we had lunch at the canteen there.. then victor wants to buy some stuffs and my cuzzie has to go to work.. so i company him lor since i got nothing to do also...... went back to my hostel to leave my bag then went to klcc... he bought 2 shirts?.. yeah.. then wondered around klcc and went back at 5 oclock...

2nd- woke up late.. only realise when elaine called me.. got class in the morning.. forgotten tot only afternoon.... then i quickly shower.... my hair wet wet like mop.. get into her car and went to college.... then had lunch in city square food court.. and went back to college for class again... sien-ness........ waiting for time to pass and finally.. got home... this is when the interesting part comes.. CCB.... i came back.. left my handbag, schoolbag and bottle outside the room that im currently sleeping on the sewing machine... got in the room and saw my roommate(catherine) helping her friend straightening her hair.. hello? the straightener is mine.. and her skill lousy somemore.. her friend's hair so ugly coz of her.. only then i help her.. then baru ok.. then cat went out to fill her bottle with water... and i finished helping her friend straigtened her hair.. then i go get my bag and bring it inside and see my phone whether got ppl msg or whatsoever.... then they are about to go.. i checked my purse..CCB.. 140 bcome 40.. stupid shit... then i went out and told them... i asked the gal who is watching tv all alone all the while.. she said she saw nobody came up or whatever.. then 100% is cat who stole it lor.. i only realise after she left.. coz she went out while i was helping her friend straightening her hair.. and i belif the gal who is watching tv didnt steal my money coz i asked her roommate and her roommate said she never hilang anything.. then i lagi sure liaw lor... its her lor... CCB right? nobody else in the hostel ever hilang anything except for me.. unlucky man.. so confirm its someone who is close to me stole my money lor... cat's x-roommate also ever hilang money mah.. confirm is her la.. she hilang the money in the room ler.. while she was sleeping... damn CCB right? stupid catherine ccb rawang(her hometown) gal.. gonna fuck her when she comes back tomolo.. diu! i cried my ass off man... ccb.. and my bro told me that my dad not gonna get me the phone.. apa la.. ccb.. cried even worse.. and my bro laughed at me.. coz he said its funny when ppl act pity to another ppl.. wahlao.. make me cried even more.. ccb... he din even know what happened.. i din wanna tell my family.. later kena scold.. i don wan man! settle it myself.. and he also said im too materialistic apa bullshit.. make me cried like hell.. then went to sleep at 7++ pm.. till the next morning.. i din shower! lol paiseh neh.. hahaha coz i really depressed ah.. sigh~~ now ok liaw... i called home and asked my dad whether i can get the phone or not... he said wait till price drop? lol sony ericsson drop very the slow ler.... and also his maybank a/c not enough money already.. have to deposit somemore.. so he cannot lemme buy yet.. so.. no choice lo.. i just wait..

din do anything during the weekend.. sienness.. watch tv and makan and sleep thats all........

today.... went to sg wang after class.. my friend eelaine hor wants to look for mini skirt.. wah.. look for so long lar.. then only she get.. lynette was also there.. 3 of us really gila.. keep acting lesbiany LOL haha holding each others' hands la... sleep at each others' boobies! lol hahaha they say my one very comfy! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.. and the salesboy was like looking at us.. hahaha .. and her bf was in the fitting room trying jeans so he din see what we were doing.. damn funny.. 3 of us always gila one la.... VERY GILA haha.......lalalalallala thats all.. sien-ness....

long enough? i think so... LOL

bah.... mwaksssss to all of my galsss..

the search is ON~!!!

right.. this sat, we're going to have akaraoke party at my place.. n... so we(sa n i) sent the ps2 to servicing.. so crap the service.. jill n jills? the sign say in mall can repair.. n then gorund floor is the servicing area.. you know where they look so professional? infront of the send money to countries thingy? n then they told us to go to 2nd floor... we go to 2nd floor.. they tell us that the repair place is in senkurong.. n if we want to send it there must pay $5.. what the eff is that all about.. my face turn sour liao.. i mean if it's not in the building don't place your bloody sign all over the place *toot* and so today me n sa travelled along the unknown territory of sengkurong.... to me it was weird never ventured to this part of nbd... this is another piss off factor.. since we paid $5 already... shouldn't they send it back to the mall??? sheesh lousy crap.. n then the counter lady seems like she didn't know how to do her math.. the charge was 120.. we paid 200.. she almost gave us back 120.. i was like WHA~?! wanted to play along.. but the guy behind her noticed it.. dang~! i mean like if it was $80 why would we present to you 2 pieces of 100 notes? DUMB

n so yeah.. me n sa went from sengkurong to gadong in search for the dance dance mat.. we got the game but it seems like the dance mat has disappeared from the face of the earth.. we went scouring round gadong, jalan muara, muara, berakas.. NO DANCE MAT.. what's wrong with the world today?!!? gahhh.. and oh~! we found a new karaoke ps2 game.. we bought it thinking that the singstar mics can operate with it.. but.. no can do... have to buy a different set of mics... they have more songs.. n seems more fun...can create you're own character.. got britney spears ..baby one more time.. LOL... i'm so going to buy the mics now~!!! HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME... MY LONELINESS.. IS KILLING ME.. HAHAHAH.. also lady marmalade.. karaoke revolution one.. by KONAMI (yeah you go japanese~!)

watelse.. sa spent an hour trying to beat my scores.. lol... she did tho.. the reason.. score: 9140 aplc previous high score: 9020 sighhh...

WORD OF THE DAY-
pukka: good or first rate of it's kind/genuine

chyuuuuu~~

coffee high

i'm bored to my wits~!!! so anyways.. i was just sitting around... knitting just watched another movie.. which was i dunno.. okay?but i never finished it properly... cos the dvd sucks.. i want my money back~!! 13 GOING ON 30 the jennifer garner one.. yeah stuck stuck one.. cacat.. so yeah... i just thought of a brilliant idea~! (insert lightbulb here)

she eng when u come back, why don't we all take a group foto.. the posing posing ones in the studio??? i want~! i want~! i really want to pose (well.. us to pose) as.. prisoners.. holding up the number ID thingy? lame but fun waaa.. i can almost imagine she eng going this girl ah.. -_-" or sumthing.. lol... we never really gotten a nice group foto... except for the empire one... in bathing suits... sigh.. but that was a LONG LONG time ago.. so yeah.. can we? can we??

i want to partyyy.. in need of hardcore-rock on-fantabulous fun-all.thru.the.night-crazyy.high party... are you guys going to be free this hols? pre celebrate me n bells' bday? disco karaoke sing star? parapara dance ?booze(no question there) mahjong? cards? bbq? what about water? sound good to you?? i'm dat bored... of course there'll be no frollicking n hanky panky-ing around.. if we're that UN-lucky.. HAHAHA anyways..

WORD OF THE DAY-
rabble-rouser: a person who tries to arouse people to anger, hatred or violent actions by appeals to emotions, prejudices/ demagogue

ja ne~~

movie mania

here again...

today was the most lazy-bumming around day in my entire.. week? lol yesterday i sat for the killer tests (socio n lit why would they put those together on the same day!?!? why?!) n today i had economics MCQ at 130pm thank god~!! i didnnt study till.. 11am n what did i do prior to that?? watch tv.. good adeline good.. lol.. today has been a very movie day.. (make sense?)

movie #1
MAN OF THE HOUSE
the cheerleaders plus old ranger dude (tommy lee jones) movie.. to me it was kinda corny n cheesy and sleazy? lol.. lame aplc.. lame.. err.. it felt more like a mix up of chick flick and action movie.. weird.. but okay lah ratings 2/5 stars? not good huh.. there wasn't any cute guys too.. a MAJOR minus in points.. no romance.. well they did.. but not well defined... the sub plot, the action bit wasn't all that clearly detailed.. n it was VERY VERY predictable.. sheesh.. a waste of $8 dvd9.. anyways.. the movie storyline was based in texas.. so the accents were weird too.. hawddyyy there parttnerr..

at this point, i took of for school.. to sit for my mcq.. which btw, i came late too.. as per usual.. n i think i can pull it off... i mean they always use past year paper questions... remembered most of the answers already.. lol.. anyways..

movie #2
THE CAT RETURNS
i was re-watching this movie.. i think it's my second time? cos it wasn't so appealing as the other studio gibli works... anyways.. sa was watching THE BLACK BOOK n she watches it in her room.. n she doesn't like to watch it with other ppl.. well especially me.. cos.. i talk? during movies? lol... anyways.. while waiting for her i watched this.. n while doing that.. i knitted.. n had some coffee...on the recliner chair.. wow visual imaging this scene macam old woman reflecting back on "the good ol'days" lol.. so yeah.. studio gibli.. love their work.. esp SPIRITED AWAY.. HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE.. hmm.. well i've watched the cinema version.. still waiting for the dvd9.. so i can't say much but... i think the book is much MUCH more better...PRINCESS MONONOKE... nice also but i prefer haku~!!! (from spirited away)

sa locked herself in the room still couldn't get the dvd from her... so i watched...

movie #3
SAVED!
i didn't understand when ppl told me that mandy moore's character was bitchy but in a christian way.. but NOW i totally get you.. what a PAIN in the behind region.. lol.. i better not say anymore... since i'm not very conservative of my language.. i might say sumthing controversial.. anyway.. malculay culkin (sp?) was HAWTTT~!! screw broadway.. come back to hollywood.. he deserves better roles than that~!!! aww mannn... wasted!!!!

skit? #4
STPRI ENCOUNTER
yeah.. the wha~6min show? apparently, they're being circulated around town? so yeah watched it.. wow... i think it's pretty real.. n authentic... makes me go "wow i can't believe this is happening in real life brunei" i want to say cool.. but it's not cool... so yeah...

had dinner n then...

movie #5
THE BLACK BOOK (finally...)
brittany murphy show.... it's quite nice.. if i was paying more attention.. instead of semi-knitting i think i might have cried along with the characters.. lol.. sa actually wanted to buy THE NOTEBOOK.. i noe it's old but the both of us haven't watched it yet.. werid huh? it was such a big boom too.. lol.. so anyways.. girlfriend digging up boyfriend's past.. tracking down his ex-es.. cos they were keeping contact.. n she got suspicious... so yeah.. nice movie.. but i dunno abt the ending tho...

anyways.. i really really really REALLY want to watch THE NOTEBOOK and THE DUKES OF HAZZARD... i want to watch the notebook because i just realised that the MEAN GIRLS/RED EYE/THE HOT CHICK girl is there.. and i want to see how she acts when not cheerleader-bitchy-bimbo-blonde-airhead type girls.. so yeah...n ppl say that it's a great romance.. can it make me cry? and the DUKES OF HAZZARD? well cos of sean william scott and jessica simpson.. i think she looks great.. i think she should quit the singing industry cos she sucks.. and enter the movie business.. lol.. she looks great... "i think somethin' just bounced into my undercarriage"-or sumthin like that.. lol... i want to see all the sexual innuendos.. lol

oh well thats all... unless i decide to watch another movie.. MUAHAHAHAH

chyuuuu~~