Tuesday, August 16, 2005

rojak feelings

gaaahhh.. i come back from school today only feeling worse than before about my result marks.. gawd i'm seriously beginning to take on a "jerica" attitude.. (ALL pun intended) i just found out that my break down results aren't that good.. well they're okay.. but i guess i know that i'm capable of doing better... it's weird because i'm the one who is usually cheerful and hyper n smile-y in school.. n then its other people who are usually in the bad mood position.. well today it's the opposite... i hate feeling down.. but it really sucks.. i know i deserve better dammit.. *toot* this.. arghhh... i feel like.. i feel like.. drinking.. i want to drown in my sorrows...

mumble mumble curse curse.. $@#$*&^^%#$%@#$^%$&^%*&*!#!

anyways.. besides my current predicament, i'm happy.. cos i saw bell (for a short while) to take the sing star YAY~!!! now all we need in this house is the dance dance mat so that we can throw exquisite parties... woots~~~ karaoke disco barbeque booze and... more booze?... wait we forgot mah jong and cards.. lol... got my panty from bell.. LOL cute although.. it's in orange.. a colour i dislike most.. BUT I STILL LOVE IT~!!!! hahahahahahahahahah

so thus i conclude i'm feeling pretty happy and sad at the same time.. although mostly depressed.. sighhh

WORD OF THE DAY-
intractable: hard to manage or stubborn or unruly

dlynne chuuu


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