I need a hacker's expertise

hello all!!!! screw the pretty english at this time round.. i need help!! my computer has been blocked from the wireless internet access.. what am i to do? i cant go online anymore.... i cant download anime anymore.. i think its actually because of my anime... i think i flooded my portgate? did that make sense? i can go online from the computer labs.. but i can't go on wireless.. my friends, however can.. damn.... i need to do something.. no the settings have not be dabbled... its perfect, everything should be okay.. but i still cant go online... DAMN IT

oh well... anyways just to report to you guys what i have been doing since my birthday... as you all know my mom came over to japan around my birthday time, to celebrate heheh.. so sweet ne?.. not entirely...three straight days of parties... on the 6th of october, 12am, they all barged in my room, messy and all, me and my mom watching tv.. not really, i was actually forced to do my hmk.. and yeah they came saved me.. had mooncake and ribena.. played the guitar for me... imagine a small room trying to fit, 14 people... i'm so popular.. they gave me a present. What was that you ask? lingerie.. wow... in fact im wearing it right now.. i was gobsmacked.. i know we give guys underwear and stuff.. but giving girls sexy lingirie?? hmmmm.. hahahah very nice girls.. whom ever shall i wear it for? hahahahahaha

same day, well much later in the morning...(does that make sense?) i skipped school.. brought my mother shopping at shinsaibashi and then umeda... came back to cook big dinner. Cooked curry and loads of food. There was a party in the living room to welcome the new comers into the dorm.. (more like the boys trying to check out the new girls..) I wasnt allowed to go.. because I was to do my homework... Sigh.. of all the things ne? yeah... the night just ended like that... dinner and then sleep.

next day, the 7th we had real cake.. we only had real cake on this day because my birthday was a combine party with my penang friend, whose b-day is on the 9th of october... right, other than that.. on the 7th of october, we went to a full fledged trip to kyoto. to visit temples and eat kyoto food... just to inform you.. it takes 2 hrs or more to go to kyoto. by train and bus. its that far. when we reached there start attacking the temples.. note to all= kyoto is old capital, therefore more culturally rich, therefore shitloads of temples.. we only could make to the top three most famous ones.. and even that in itself was a hard thing to reach for. it was more like enter the temple, brisk walk through the park. spot the picture taking area, take pictures and go. next temple. yeah it was that rushed. LOADS of tourists. bus felt like a tin of sardines. Got back at ten, eleven, met my senpai on the way to the uni campus, she was coming to celebrate our birthdays with us. and lo and behold, she made two cakes!!! chocolate fudge cake (ka na?) yeah!
my friends have already bought a cake for us... so one cake from friends, two from senpai... how many cakes? three cakes.. wow!

next day, went to nara. followed the advanced classes trip to their teacher's house to collect rice.. good workout i tell you.. all that cake went down the toilet.. hahahaha yeah funny really. wearing the boots, with towel over neck, screaming girls from the other side. yes my korean and thai friends were screaming from all the spiders, frogs and insects hopping our way. Me? im okay.. as long as you dont give me a praying mantis.. and yes i came across two BIG praying mantises..(sp?) so yeah.. i screamed a few times. hahaha i did work.. that a fine medal to me already. after a hard day's work... the teacher belanja-ed us to yakiniku. we had a fine meal. LOADS OF MEAT
it has been two days straight eating non stop meat. the kyoto trip, we had syabu syabu tabehoudai (syabu syabu buffet/all you can eat). syabu syabu is like steam boat. yaki niku is like barbeque. Except that you use a hot plate? nah.. i dont know how to describe it.. gomenasai.. look it up in wikipedia or something. and of course loads of alcohol. we had beer, korean liquor and wine.. i would have drunk more.. only that my mom was there.. so there was a limit.. i mean like... i can take alcohol.. surprisingly, i can hold it in.. sheesh man.. ahhh i sooo wanna get drunk... no aplc! you dont want to.. but i wanna get intoxicated just a bit even the tinies little bit.. so far.. havent been able to do that since the last what 6 or 7 months? damn...

what has been happening lately? i should have blogged a longgg time ago.. i kinda forgot what happened already. AH! i went to Osaka Castle with mom on tuesday, bringing along a friend who wanted to skip class too. yeah was cool, we paid for costume pictures. I was starring as Toyotomi Hideyoshi and my friend was staring as crud.. i forgot the name.. either ways, we were supposedly was allies. and they we were taking pictures of us battling it all out.. COOLNESS.. hahaha

on wednesday, the day that mom left japan... after class, went to nanba to find my bro's goods.. man was that a crazy ride... looking up and down for computer parts and i dont know shit about those things.. i only know downloading.... and so thanks to my friend, i got all of them down.. yeah!

right.. whats going to happen from now? this saturday, might be going out with several friends to look for costumes.. ah right.. theres going to be a halloween party next friday, and everyone must dress up... sigh.... what am i to do? yeah therfore a serious costume hunt on saturday. On sunday, going to Kyoto again for a Festival. 時代祭り. Periodical Festival. I think? my translation sucks.. gomenasai...

thats all so far i think... NO WAIT!! where do you think im going this christmas???? hehehehehe

HOKKAIDO baby!!! we are going to the land of the Ainus!!! you'd probably think.. are you crazy!?!??!?! its winter and you want to go a winterland? hehehehe.. why not? so yeah.. we'll be staying in a traditional inn i think and play with snow... celebrate christmas.. eat drink and be merry.. high chance of getting drunk.. YES!!!

more on the anime and manga and drama side, i havent really read dgrayman and deathnote before.. but because they have the anime now.. OH MY GOD i'm hooked!!!! dgrayman looks kakkoi.. and then deathnotes voiceactor for L.. which is Yamaguchi Kappei, star of inuyasha, Ussop and Ranma... i was wondering how was he going to sound like.. and OH MY GOD.. orgasm!!! he is SOOO sexy... sigh.... right.. in japan i have become more otaku-ish (anime nerd) in terms on researching on voice actors and bla bla shit like that... ehehehe drama: finished uramiya.. now watching aiya.. whats the title? with the kat-tun guy, kamenashi and　「十四歳の母」　Fourteen year old mother. yeah.. promising show with loads of tears... OH yeah! I recently watched the japanese movie 「灘そうそう」　was watching it in a proper cinema and wowsie... i cried buckets.. i had no proper tissue and all i had was the tissue you receive after buying coffee? yeah not too good.. rough and more towards paper than tissue.. it stung.. hahaha


yeah thats it so far.. have to look for more songs to download and ways to hack the wireless internet thingy.. damn


loves aplc

Did you say this train goes to UPFIELD?

One thing about life is that, theres always a first for everything. Today I started at 9 and finished my last lecture at 11.45. Trains on my line come at 9 past the hour and 29 past and 49 past. So i thought "wooopeeedeeedoooo...i get to catch the 12.09 one" So i rushed to the station and i realised the train arrives at 12. And im like "EVEN BETTER"...or so i thought. Turns out this train doesnt actually go straight to my stop BUT i have to get of and change trains at another station. And in your head you're prolly thinking "silly bell, why dint u check" But the thing was the screen at melbourne central said that it runs straight to weribee! Dint say anything about changing trains. And i suppose since it said it was going straight to Werribee i dint bother listening to any of the "anouncment" thingys that tell u to change train and wat not. I was busy stoning some more. Looking out the window at all the people n things. Haha. Then after it left North Melbourne i realised that it wasnt going straight. It was like tunring off to the right so i then decided to look at the scrolly thing which tells you which stop is next. Mind you that its almost always wrong. Well..sometimes. So it tells me next stop is Macaulay and im like.."eh....maybe they just got it wrong again" Haha. But sadly no they dint. And in my head it's like "pffft..there goes my getting home early and doing some hardcore studying"

So i got off at Macaulay waited for another 10 minutes for the train to take me back to North Melbourne. There were 4 other people who did the same thing as well- nice old lady, Indian guy, mum n her daughter. So for the whole trip back to North Melbourne and then to Altona where i got off i was chatting with the old lady. It's amazing how you get to find out about someone in such a short time. She asked me where i was from and whether my mum was waiting for me at home( i assume since i look like a lil kid who's kinda lost ergo my mum might be worried if i dont turn up), and yea we just started talking. Got to find out about her family and what she used to do and she asked about my family and all that. She was such a sweet old lady. It's the nice ones that talk to you. Some of them give you this scary look. So yea. I was quite happy talking to her actually. Hehe. I think, well for me anyway, that this only ever happens here (in angmo places). I mean in Brunei, i doubt anyone would be so pleasant and just talk to you. But then again i suppose everyone drives and there is no way you can get lost back home or take the wrong bus, cos well, who takes the bus? Haha. So yea it was preety interesting. I wonder how i'll turn out when im old.....

Now im back home eating my lovely yummy lunch and its off to study in about 20 mins. Picture for today: dinner my cousin and I coooked on Sunday. On the menu that night was beef steak, mash potato and salad. Ahhh..hearty good meal oh..and a bottle of beer. It wasnt his ..so yea ^_^..all that was for 2 people only.lol

Akanishi Jin... ganbare~~~

sigh~ this is totally non-related to u guys...... akanishi jin from kat-tun is leaving the stardom to pursue language studies abroad for half a year or more! argh.. i cried my ass off.. dont laugh! :( he is not leaving kat-tun though~ phew~~~ will not be able to see him for about 6 months... gosh... sigh sigh sigh!! im SAD!! i have been listening to his song 'CARE' for the whole day... its such a nice songggg~ and he's not in kat-tun's latest theme song for 'tatta hitotsu no koi' (drama).. heard the song and sounded weird w/o his voice..... bah! enough with my ramblings...

nothing much happened lately, been working as a nanny(LOL LOL LOL) kids are CUTE! (lol again)

vroom vroom.. i want to get a new car well, not exactly.. if my father's buying me then ok.. if he's not buying then it's ok as well... but still i hate the lousy old car with the lousy engine... the car is super noisy.. with noise coming out from all over the place... stepping on and off the brake gives out stupid noise, and i think the aircon gives out stupid noise as well?? and the car is SLOW! mahhhhhh.... i think i still can stand it? (rightttt)

fucking pc, when i want to type japanese then got problem... gahhh!

sore ja~

First year

Ok.So, its coming to the end of the second semester. Theres 2 weeks left of uni then SWOT VAC then exams. 7th, 8th, 10th and 16th of November. I'd say my timetable isn't that bad. I mean if i start studying now i'll be right :) Scary how 9 months have just flown by. Madness I tell you. My first year of UNIVERSITY is almost over. How scary is that? I've been away (not counting the time i've been back) for 9 whole months. Where'd all the time go?

Im sorta in my thinking phase again, wondering what the futures' gonna be like,what God has in store for me, where am i going, what am i doing, the who what when where why how's i suppose. But you know, this time it's not driving me totally insane. I'm not actually worried or anything. I know that God is always there guiding me in everything and that im not alone in anything. My strength and comfort. So i'm not worried ^_^.

Melbourne is BRILLIANT..lol..learnt so much here and yea. i love it. Going back a lil later this time. Not straight after my exams. 30th Nov i'll be flying to perth then coming back to Brunei on the same flight as my brother. So somewhere in the first week of December. Gonna be such an awesome holiday. The whole family will be back. Christmas togetttherrrrr. Love it. Prolly go to Spore and KL. Dunno,maybe,see how it goes. Dont wanna get a job cos,... IM LAZY...IM A LAZY BUGGER...yes, i shall sit on my bum all day long. Potato potato couch potato. Ahh..the holidays..Love it.

Well, thats my update for now. Next one might prolly say something like "Oh i wont be blogging cos exams are coming and so there'll be no picts for a while"Hmm. I think i kinda already summed up my next post there. Ahh well. Hugs many. Oh and, the tagboard it doesnt work. It's changed to some funny cpanel thing. Dunno whats up with that. I wonder how to fix it. Is anyone elses thingy stuffed too?

Love many
Bell

These boots are meant for walkin'

Current location: BB
Listening to: Noise Pollution


What happened to me yesterday?

Friday, 29th November,　after classes, decided to go to Carrefour with my friends. Plan for quite somewhile. But as usual, in the end, only me and my Malaysian (female) friend went. Another date with my girl-friend.. HAHAHA Somehow it always ends up like that. Me and her.

We had dinner there. And for the first time in 5 months in Japan, I had Japanese Soba. Not that I had never eaten soba before... It's just that I have never eaten it in Japan. A shame really, all this while in Japan and all I have been eating is sushi, ramen and don(s). Have not yet tried sukiyaki and the other Japanese dishes. And in Carrefour, I finally found BOOTS that actually FIT me and that are actually CHEAP!!! But, I didnt have anything to fit them with. Clothes wise, one needs skirts to wear boots, I do not have autumn/winter skirts.. I might just have to remedy that.

What else was special about yesterday? OH right! Everytime I go out with this girl-friend, we always walk into furniture wares. And it always felt like we were a young couple, newly wed, trying to get furniture for the lovely house. HAHAHAH

When we got back, the girls came to my place and we watched.. we watched... THE EXORCIST! the old version... actually the original version. LIMITED EDITION AND SPECIAL EXTRA 15 MINUTES... I was shaking in my pajammies, hiding behind my pillows blocking the sound of the devil blaspheming and the eerie noises. How did I manage to sleep last night? Well after the show, I remedied myself by watching 3 episodes of some really really SHOUJO anime. Think Cardcaptor Sakura material. That neutralised me right away.


Today, what did I do? Clean, clean and more cleaning. Today was the day when the M-Course and J-Course left Japan(their scholarship finished). And tomorrow, the new batch comes in. And for this reason, the dormitory is under going thorough cleaning. But me, it's my usual weekend, I clean my room. Aaaahhh.... I do so love a cleaning. After cleaning my room, I called my friend over and we went scavenging around the garbages. Yes, scavenging. As the other students left, they threw out a LOT of stuff. My friend got lots of new clothes, I got a few clothes. I was not really interested in the clothes. Later on, my OCD (remember MONK?) -ness kicked in. I cleaned the floor's kitchen. I dragged my friend who did not even live in this dorm. Yes, and thus we have a very VERY organised kitchen.


Now, I am in BB. The game house where you can karaoke, go bowling, play paintball-fights, read manga, sit on massage chairs, play those usual arcade games, go online and ride on the rodeo cow thing for the whole night for a certain amount of money. I'm a bit tipsy now... actually more on the sleepy side. We went for dinner at Jolly Pasta at 930pm. Only, we have all eaten a bit. So we (some of us) ate a little. I had one glass of white wine, one grape wine and cranberry cocktail and garlic toast. Was lovely. My friends think I smell a bit of alcohol. Very bad. Drowning myself with H2O right now.... how will the night carry on? I cannot dare to imagine.



Well then my friends,

Eat, drink and be Merry!!!!


aplc

GOLD COAST ROCKS!

OMG OMG OMG OMG GOLD COAST IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING FUN!!!! ITS WARM! ITS BIGGER BRUNEI! N NOT TO MENTION THAT I'M WITH MY FAMILY SO ITS LIKE DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN FUN ! SO FUN SO FUN! EVERYTHING IS SOOOOOOO WARM BUT NICE WARM! EKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

anyways, aside from all that exitement. i've realised that hmmmm melbourne city is like a big cbd city where everything is so tightarse n stressful. i guess it wasnt really me then hahahah sometimes i wish i was living in a more rural suburb, at least u get to noe ure neighbours... well anywya a really good change b4 uni starts again but WOOOOOOO

just got here yesterday n they were all like awww chen chen got rounder, then when i showed taht some of that is actually muscle they were like OOooooOOOooo.... i got bigger biceps than my bro man....n a bigger belly hehehe i guess Will was rite on that heheh.

did my first spring shopping with parents.. god.... its good to have parents, i was being real cheap tho coz i didnt want them to spend if they cudnt afford it. it was real weird coz i was like tryin to do moderate shopping but my bro was like spending it like water..men~~

hmmm wat else.... i got a haircut.. n a very very very thick jerica fringe! the guy was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good, he didnt make me look yucky but edgy! n most of all... I CAN BE PROUD OF IT!!!! i wannafly to the goldcoast just to cut my hair man.. like seriously anyways i gtg bro's backk... eeeee

LOVE U GUYS TO BITS!

The Beach (Japan Version)

In the light of perfect tenses, propriety, sophistication and pure elegance; it encourages me to use eloquent and articulate English.


..... I'd probably give up some where half-way.


I wanted to post this earlier, but as I tagged, it failed. To sum it up, I got a new TV. A rather big TV (the upper 20's range inch screen) with antenna and a free rack.. WAIT! I got everything for FREE!! I got a refrigerator for free from the Korean senior and the TV/antenna/rack and from the Japanese girl who was moving away... Life is nice... (despite the fact I'm living a single and quite desperate life... well maybe not so anymore; since my close friend has serious stalker issues... the thought of it makes me shudder from my MD memories)


Now, the more interesting bit, the beach outing. We went to Suma Beach in Kobe. Left the dorms at 9.30am with a new group of friends (New Zealand-Susan; Romania-Christina; Croatia-Dora; Brazil-Loiuse) . It was a two and a half journey to the beach itself. But of course, being foreigners and dumb; we simply HAD to get lost at the train stations. WHAT did we do RIGHT? Let's see... we were supposed to stay on the BLUE tracks. Simple enough, all we had to do is wait till we get to our station. Its the local train... duh~! SOMEHOW, we ended up in the PINK AND YELLOW tracks. Now how on earth did we get there? This question I think not even the labcoats in some secret science lab can figure this out. I shudder to think if D did not ask us; so how many more stops till the beach?

When we finally reached the station; we were STARVING. R and C left the dorms without breakfast. So I couldnt have possibly imagined their hunger. And lo and behold, what do we find? SUBWAY!!! To my NZ friend, S; this is a big deal. Why? we havent been able to find SUBWAY for the past five months. GOD!!! tastes so good...

Our tummies filled, energy rejuvenated. It's time to hit the beach! Yeah! The sun, the salty sea air, the wind in your hair, the waves the soft sand... Aaaahhh I like beaches....BUT to our utter disappointment, Japanese beaches are not like that. At least not the beach we went to.


What did we find? A lot of sun, salty, smelly.. no no more like PUTRID sea air, smelly wind, NO WAVES, the sand consisting of half sand and half shells. Whats worse?! NO PEOPLE... meaning empty!!! Okay, I'm exaggerating.. there were some people. SO? That didnt count because they were just sitting on the sand, none of them interested in hitting the non-existant waves. Not that i blame them, the water is smelly too. Right, so here we are, with nothing to do but sun-bathe. C, L and S decided to put on their bikinis. D and I were fully clothed (never owned a bikini... THAT SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A STATEMENT) C and L have already worn their bikini underneath their clothes. S pulled a stunt I never thought possible. She wore it on the beach without taking off her T-shirt and wore her bottom half with only a towel wrapping her (like coming out of the showers with a towel wrapped round you) INGENIOUS! I was the most covered amongst the group. They kept saying take it off!! How are you going to tan yourself? I gave them the 'Do-I-look-like-I-need-another-tone-darker? look. They guffawed. So there we were breathing the WONDERFUL smells of the sea, sun bathing and chit-chatting. I so-ooo love being a girl!


This is where the fun bit gets in. Its a funny thing... really. I'm in Japan, the land which contributes to a large number of the world's porn production. The men read porn like they read the newspaper, they visit the red-light district without any qualms in their mind, no thought about their wife and children and no not crazy sex, but yeah close I guess. Where am I going from this you ask? While my bikini friends were all tanning themselves, I must say that we attracted a fair sum of fans. Staring old men, of course. Ah, our trip to the beach is complete! Gawking Japanese old men, staring.. snapping away. Not only that, they did it so insanely blatant and without even trying to make it seem like they were not doing so. And when we glared at them, they looked away, and then their returned at gawking. One man (in speedos I must add) actually snapped a photo of us. To D and I, no problems, we were clothed. The rest, screaming WHY?! STOP IT MOTHERFUCK! Yeah, feeling utterly violated, we packed up and left, and suddenly they left too, following to the toilet, which coincidentally is where we went!


Filthy perverts...

Disgusted, we left for Kobe Harbourland, to have dinner, spagetti and wine. Ahhh... lovely... Nice thing about hanging out with them is that, one can release all the stress and tension. With them, I can discuss horny topics, use the F word like how we use SHIT like nothing. Beautiful...


I have more to discuss.. but shamefully, not enough time to share them today... so with that I conclude this post.


Goodnight

Pictures!

Here are some pics of the first week of holiday ^_^

Obviously on our way to Chadstone


Jeremy n Mikey


Hui Li, Amelin n Me


Outside toys'r'us...Yep..spent like....3/4 of our time in here! lol!


ROCK PAPER SCISSORS CONSOLE! -_-..pfft...kids these days..lazy..lol!


Weeeeee~~


Giant pen at the pen shop lol!


Posers


Poser poser


Picture perfect ^_^


BlueFire Restaurant at Melb Central


haha..hmm...i onli have pictures of tuesday......hahaha...i thot i had more...ahh well..hehe...tracy has the friday DFO pictures...its on her blog ..haha..i shall direct u there..click

hugs many

lalala.... no title

hmm.. i didnt tell this to you guys cos i think it's not quite important.. im working part time in chms kindergarten till end of this year ... the pay is lousy.. but till october only.. so i dont care... the kids are really cute though... i wish i can have my own kids.. LOL LOL LOL

i dont think she reads this blog.... so i will just blog about her... im close to this 'she' and is the same age as me.... she lost her 'v' to her bf(duh!) whom she has been together with for erm...about a month? they got together 3 days before the guy left for studies in overseas.. so they didn't spend much time together except for talking on the phone and msn-ing... so she decided to spend the money and fly over to his place...... i was thinking she purposely flew all the way there to get xxx? i don't get it really.... what was she thinking at that moment? and she actually told this person the details of how she lost it... i was like wtf? maybe its not big deal when you're close to this person.... but really... -_-

its saddening.. seriously... and now im having a very bad impression on her and i don't even want to hang out with her anymore..... losing 'v' is not that big of a deal but... the way she lost it makes me go @_@... she's plain stupid imo... and im pretty sure that the guy has other girls..... i don't think he can control himself.... as in xxx....

if you're together with this guy for more than half a year... i think its alright if you give yourself to him and of course you must be in love with him to do that.... to me sex=love... no love no sex... im pretty sure she loves him to bits but does he feel the same way? i don't think so... sigh~ she looks so innocent and everything... and now she's totally xxx...

another reason she lost her 'v' might be because all her friends have done it..... but this reason is quite crappy... as long as you know how to control yourself... it won't happen... i guess she's easy to get influence by people...

ahh... i hate people like this.... and i guess i kinda look down at her right now..... it will be awkward when i see her...

sigh~ enough with the rants.... i don't know what else to say...

sore ja~

what i have been doin with myself this hols

weekend= working
monday= worked on essay n bum at home~ no friends around sniff sniff

tuesday= worked on essay again, had a meeting for work, got drunk of champaigne, found evidence that a guy that we dont like from uni is out with a hot hot girl (like no way man),watched clerks 2 (toooting funny) on the beanbag seats (will was trying to eat a foot long subway)

wednesday=worked on essay again, met up with partner for a presentation,library for essay, tv tv tv

thursday= essay again! had work from 5-9, ws a good shift, went marketing with daphne, josh and will, watched sex n the city when i got back home...makes u feel so much like an adult

friday=finished up essay~ went to work, got angry at will , found contacts for art companies, met a body peircer n got his number and found a fortune teller who read my aura (freaky shit)

saturday= bum bum bum bum

sunday= went to the gym to make up for almost 3 weeks of absence, did body jam, went to the market and got blue cheese... freakin hailedbut the weather wassssssssssss gorgoeous, met a uni mate.. ermm very awkward conversation we had...went around the city to find a hardware store.. got lost.. went to find an art gallery.. was closed.. found a park was good.. a quiet place in the city :) nite time.. had a good homemade dinner..tv was sooooo good coz they had this dinosaur show, australian idol n csi!! then slept....

today= good god! i'm goin to hav my first training session with my trainer at 1145 then meeting up with sandy to eat ice cream :P

rest of the holiday? goin to the goldcoast for bro's grad.. would b nice, together with my family for a bit :)

hmmmm not bad actually hehehe guess i was just grumpy for a bit hahha I LOVE U GUYS!!! 8MAUHZ*MAUHZ*
bell u wanna watch the free concert by austrailian idol on wednesday morning?
give me a call.

cya

2 weeks-so fast la

Ok...first off hiiii!!!...sereneeee u shud have called meeee.....i couldve somehow made time....wat u been doing during ur hols neway?...my gosh -_-...ive been out every single day last week...heres a recap

Monday- Cousin called me at 10.30 in the morning and asked if i wanted to come over...it was either study..or watch huge ass tv and play with my niece n nephew...hmm..study? or tv?...well u guessed it went over to my cousins place...5 minutes walk...ended up staying till 2 in the morn ^_^..watched the lakehouse....i liked it...altho i was confused alot...hmm..but yes...my cousin explained it to me in the end...haha she sent me home at 2..went online for an hour...then slept...or did i watch something then sleep?...hmm...dunno...finised watchign season 2 of greys anatomy..i love it..lol..now i have csi n house...lalala

Tuesday- Chadstone with the youth group people...my "neighbour" mike came over to pick me up...he lives about ...10minutes away..my cousin ed is on his pharmacy placement..so yea...im too lazy to take the bus..and since mike lives so nearby he kinda drives me around..:) Got to Chaddy at around 3....IT IS ONE MEGA HUGE AS ANYTHING SHOPPING MALL-__-!! siao..so huge...we barely covered anything...lol..covered all of toysrus tho..hmm..lol..then after..dinner at melb central's Blue Fire...half price tuesdays....its like walking buffet....its like...grilled meat n all..and the waiters come n serve u...but yea..preety rushed dinner cos we were so smart and bought movie tickets...so yea...anyway...late for the movie about 10mins....watched miami vice...GOSH-__- it is by far one of THE worst movies i have ever seen in my entire life -_-..yes..that bad...story plot was non existent....every 5 minutes had a pointless love scene...every other 5 minutes was a love scene in the shower..then..fill all tht in with rather gorey gun fights...i mean ok...i noe the movie is just supposed to reflect how cool they are..but please...it was jsut so -_-....yep...then went home..prolly watched something..then sleep..

Wednesday- Cousin called at 11..haha...she asked if i wanted to come over again...cos i was doing the glass deco art thing with my niece on monday and the outlines had to dry out first...so my niece waited for me to colour them in...how could i refuse?^_^...slept over as well..had lotsa fun...doing lotsa things with the kids..hehe..went for my cousins cell grp dinner to celebrate the end of the 40 days of purpose series...went back....watched MI 3 on their massive tv...slept at 2 am..

Thursday- Reason for sleeping over?...cos i could...plus we went swimming...haha...so from about 1 till about 5 i was at the weribee swimming centre place..after that was sooooo gila tired....had dinner then went home..........supposed to study...but...was too tired..so ended up watching lotsa csi n house...

Friday- Had to meet up with Mike n Hui Li to discuss games for camp camp camp!...youth group camp coming up this thursday the 28th..exciting!..discussed at this nice cafe called Joes Garage...food was yummy.....then after...i met tracy...and we went to the DFO in essendon...wahlau i say...so berfar..but worth it...i bought..3 tops..1 pair of shoes..and a handbag......clothes$12,$12 & $10.....shoes..$20....bag...*ahem*$35.....so altogether thats....80 ish?....main goal was to find skinny leg jeans tho...but couldnt find any....oh well..i heard supre has for $40...me gotsta invest in a good pair of jeans..then after had to rush to youth group..the train was DELAYED!...so iwas late...the train was scary too..lotsa dodgy ppl..like...drunk -_-..and drinking...creeped me out.....after youth group went to eat supper....Nam Loong in chinatown....spicy chicken chop...ended up being....mega super salted chicken with cut chili..hmm..its normally nice...ahh well...then went home...more house ...more csi...

Saturday- Woke up at 11.30..supposed to study whole afternoon...then go karaoke at nite with the youth group....but then..aunt was having guests over for dinner...so helped her cook the whole afternoon...so there u go....Mike was supposed to pick me up at 9 to go karaoke but then TAYAR PANCIT -_-...so he was about an hour late..and our booking at the karaoke place was cancelled....so..ended up going to Michaels house ..supposed to play singstar but his bro was studying ...so ended up the guys played Winning eleven..and i was online ...then..wen they were done watched this....suspense gorey gorey...gorey..and not to mention...gorey movie at like ...12ish....its called The Hills Have Eyes...errr..yea...haha..was alrite la...i shrieked like dunno how many times -_-...then went home ..got home at like..3.15...slept for about four and a half hours...woke up at 8 to go to church...IT HAILED!!!! IT HAILED!!..ive never seen hail before..i was SOOOO sakai!!!...was so cool..lol...it onli lasted a while tho...after church..had lunch then had camp meeting...then was super tired...went home...watched an epi of csi..then slept...dinner at 6.30....started studying about.....8.45.....im now on an extended break since 11...supposed to be for about 10 mins...so much for that....im sutdying my micro econs now....its alrite..just so...BORING..hai~~~.....

Summary:
I have 3 days to study...3 WHOLE DAYS to study 4 subjects....-_-......camp on thurs...3 WHOLE DAYS!....hmm...but then again..im not complaining really..it was an AWESOME week ...thank God there was always someone to drive me..

Now back to the Cost curves and their Shapes...how gay does that sound=_=

love many
bell

p.s pics...mite take a while getting posted...i have loads of pics...

sun sun sun

a lil something for u guys, working on photoshop at the moment









so hmmm... been feeling kinda down for a while... it is one of those days where i feel like i dun have any close friends that i can hang out or blet out what i want to say. bell is all the way in the suburbs and my friends will jsut cringe when i go on with my dirty jokes .. sighh... will cant hang out with me today coz he is doin his work.. oh well.. i wish that i had a wireless place to go to and rot hahahaha

cya

HELP WANTED

It's me again. This time I shall limit myself by using PROPER english with the PROPER punctuations, PROPER structures and CORRECT spelling. (As I see fit... of course...) Why the sudden motivation you ask? In attempt to preserve my slowly diminishing English skills.


I shall prevail.


It's the weekend. No classes. My schedule? Sunday. Beach. Kobe Beach. With friends (Batch 2). Today was another unproductive day. Goodness me! I'm really losing my english. For a slight mili-second; I went "Was it unproductive or inproductive? improductive? non-productive?". It is THAT bad. I woke up at ten-thirty to find my mobile-phone left with two e-mails, one c-mail, 2 miss-calls. SHOOT! I overslept again. Ten minutes to brush my teeth and change. Got that covered. Entered class, everyone gave me the knowing look and laughed. I joined them and gave them my "ohayou to you too". History class was cancelled. Hurray! So while the rest were having their painstaking Chemistry lessons, I was happily enjoying my wireless internet. I started at 2pm. Its now 8.40pm. I have no life.


Love is in the air. Unfortunately for me, I was barricaded from the air ever since birth. You see, I have this serious disease, and for that I live in a bubble. While I see people falling in love with each other, watch hundreds of romance movies, read GOD knows how many romance novels (snickers), I opportunity never passed by me. What is love? I congratulate everyone out there for ever finding it, wishing you all the happiness and all the best. Cherish it. All the arguements, all the bickering, all the cuddling, all the kissing, all the touching, all the... all the... I shall not describe the rest for it might turn a bit adult movie material. Yes, I'm at the brink of desperation. I'm beginning to ponder... Is it me? Have I the words "Friend Only" permanently branded in my DNA that which the males species of the human-kind can detect miles away? Is it because I have a boyish persona? Do I emit "Yo guys~! Wha'z up bro?" signals to every male I cross? Why the sudden emotional rush Adeline you ask? Are you okay you sympatise? I'm perfectly fine, thank you. It's just one of the moments when you step back from reality and take a good look around you. I notice that guys just don't see me as a girl anymore. Depressing really. My friend told me so. HOLY SHIT! Is it the language? Should I censor myself when I curse? Or is cursing out of the question? Should I enroll into a Perfect-Girl-With-Perfect-Mannerisms-Tea-And-Biscuit-Society? Shall Operation Make-Over-Adeline-#Who.knows.how.many.times- repeat itself? For goodness sake Adeline! You're lucky that guys don't go chest-bumping with you. HELP WANTED-BIG PROJECT-INCLUDES SERIOUS TRAINING-NEEDS SUPREME PATIENCE-LOW PAY-FOOD SUPPLIED- any takers? CALL APLC-1234-XOXOX-Please and thank you.



You know you're bored when you start downloading: Britney Spears; Hit me Baby One More Time. GOD! This is another sign that implies I'm desperately single and that my right hand lover(err...) is the screen in front of me, connected to the internet. The World Wide Web. SAVE ME!


Your regards,

Adeline Pang



P.S: I apologize for all the ranting.

ITS OVER

^ just realised that the title seemed a lot like the dumping catch phrases in teenage movies...


first time in this short life of adeline pang li ching, the strongly ill-advised method of preparing for and exam, ie, burning midnight oil actually fell through... upon my word~! ahahaha yeah i remember those days when we had pmb, o lvls, a lvls, i know i did cramming.. but nothing tops cramming in japan... my brunei cramming was like studying till two... promise to wake up at four to continue.. but in the end only woke up at six.. to find out i have already lost hope for cramming everything into your head... and then theory "oh well... its only the mocks~ who cares.. " or "lets leave it to luck" begins to settle into ones mind...


that was the "cramming" in brunei... as if that was bad... i'd never thought of seeing the day that i would successfully pull out a realing "cramming" session in japan.. and make it out alive... yeah sleep deprived and caffeine induced... adeline pang was a goner... yeah wednesday - oral and listening test; nothing much i can do here but practice my speech over and over again...

it was perfect... i knew the lines by heart.. white shiny teeth... i was presentable (although the guy from france beat me to it by wearting a tuxedo...) i can pull this off... 「おはようございます。私はブルネイ出身のアデラインパンです。日本文学を．．．」　this is a piece of cake...

or so i thought...


it was the avalanche effect (so i call it) one stumble leads to more stumbles.. and then u actually trip... and fall.. at that point i wished the whole earth would just swallow me up and engulf me within the darkness... damn!!! embarassing.... and i practiced.. i hate speeches... question and answer period.. we were warned not to use colloquial speech things like "eh to" "nanka" "poi".. but they all came so naturally to me... i used them anyways.. its alright the teachers were laughing.. either at my stupidity or i actually made them laugh (shock)


next day.. 800 kanji test.. right.. another rollercoaster ride... right... this morning.. my friend wished me best of luck.. 「戦闘をいのる。」　literally meaning.. prayers for the war.. so yeah "aye aye sarge!!! sir yes sir!!!" came out from the exam hall feeling light as a feather!! its done.. i dont care if the monoglians get 100, if everyone gets 90+, i tried.. worse i can go i think is 80 marks? please let me get 80 marks above.. oh please!!! please please please!!!



ahhhhhhhhhhh......... whatever... anyways.. A sign that i have stayed in brunei to long..

= YOU CAN ORDER PIZZAS ONLINE??!!?!=

yeah it was cool when my senpai taught me the skill.. (what skill?) hahaha we ordered, LARGE pizza, half TUNA and half CHEESE ON CHEESe with extra cheese topping and cheese inside the crust.. and HOT DAMN.. awas that good.. cannot compare to brunei's pizza hut.. the cheese in the crust has taste... and it freakking stretches!! ah.. i love japan.. (despite the study pressure)

but that was on a sunday.. apparently these online thingys have a glitch.. yesterday a pizza hut delivery came to my room delivering me a pizza.. im like.. HEH? i didnt order that... (pizza are crazy expensive here.. large pizza about 45brunei dollars) ARE YOU CRAZY? yeah.. dunno what happened.. but we sorted it out.. bye bye pizza...

what am i doing online now? i have nothing to do.. just waiting for my downloads to complete.. checking out new anime.. just watched demonbane.. i say it feels like a rojak of mecha, maid-outfits, slave-master, tits, panty-shots, megane-ko, magic, a bit of cardcaptor sakura, a bit of pretear, with the whole guy and girl merging in to one business... but either ways i find it a tad bit entertaining.. but i wouldnt just trust my senses just of yet... remember im suffering from exam casualties...


cadet adeline over and out

almost over.. or is it over already?

its a sunday.. exams are almost over.. but we students have lost the exam feeling already.. next exams are oral, listening and kanji.. how long more till it starts 3 days.. its no wonder why we're all too relaxed... and oh yeah the fact that we found wireless on campus.. hmm.. im screwed arent i?

well yeah since the last paper this week, ive been camping out at the wireless area, downloading god knows every anime i missed last season... so far ive already got back my history paper.. and the mood is.. err i dont know.. suttle? i got an 85.. but then there were ppl getting 100s and 90 pluses.. but they were mostly the mongolians, and people who memorised the book.... i didnt memorise.. so there!!! and then there were the people who didnt study their asses off.. because they were cool just like me... and they got lower than me.. and thus the whole weird feeling of all your friends happy that they got 99 or a 100 or 90 plus.. and the other side getting 70+ feeling depressed and stuff... and me feeling not happy that i wasnt a 90-er with my friends..and then the other group.. saying how lucky you are and stuff.. i dont know anymore!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!



why does everyone have to be so smart?? thats probably how they got the scholarship..


damn...



yeah but i dont really care anymore... i mean like im happy as long as i can download anime..
im screwed for the next coming exams arent i?


bored.. sleepy.. but i have to learn 800 kanjis in four days.. not bad.. can do... i think!??!?!?!?!

the poor uni student life

hello people!
i'm under stress from my parents!!! especially from my dad!!!! too many financial problems... well not that teruk until i hav to come back to brunei but lifestyle wise....

as u guys noe, i'm learning piano here and renting a piano, during a course that requires u to get alot of materials yourself and it aint cheap coz its freaking melbourne. everything seems to have some funny tax to pay or some shit. so anyway, brother's grad coming up n every single bill decides to pop up this month... my dad having difficulty paying everything at one go.. so now i hav to use my hard earn money help pay off the bills... its very sad coz been saving up so much then poof! all gone... my mom tells me thats jsut life n thats how it is... so sad so sad... guess i hav to post pone that japan trip until i find a cheaper place to stay n yeahh.. all the stuff settled out

besides that everything is great! melbourne has such great art culture and my goodness, the wonderful bookshops that r just full of colour n life!!! RAWR! been doin analog photography n its been wonderful, coz everything is in black n white,it jsut makes everything look classy. lately been feeling that i'm out of place n that i dun hav a group that i can actually click in uni. i love my group to bits n pieces but i feel that they jsut dun open up to other groups or take anybody else in... they r not loud nor outwardly expressive... i think i'll just go mad! also i feel that if i make new friends, they will distance themselves away from me coz mabbe they think that i'm doin it to them or sumthing... i dunno... cud be just me this week coz i'm having my period but it sure seems like it. i jsut want more friends!!!

sigh.....
serene

Funny things happen to Adeline PLC

right... well on sunday.. i was "studying" in . . . . . well somewhere in campus la.. and then i took a break.. not really just to go buy a drink adn snack.. SEKALI>> on the way back from the vending machine.. PIAKK!! a baby bird fell in front of me.. out of no where.. DEAD.. (duh~!)

and then i ran back to tell my senpai and also my friend what happened.. well it wasnt such a big thing.. but... shock lah.. what would you do? hahaha narrow hit man.. what if it entered my coffee? coffee latte become coffee birdie? LAMEEEE~~~~ anyways.. went to show my friends.. and then the dead birds sibling came along.. probably mourning for the lost sibling... and yeah i took advantage of it.. picked it up and my friend took pictures on his mobile phone.. so cuteee... but yeah.... poor poor bird...

besides that.....


the more interesting bit.. hahaha


yesterday... all my troubles seem so far away...


right.. i was "studying" in my room with the door ajar... it was cold and i was trying too let the warm air in.. (but it nevertheless still cold... ahh summers almost over).. play my music loud loud some more.. what song again? madonna - vogue

anyways.. was studying for today's economics and politics test.... AND THEN.. suddenly... my doorway was not vacant anymore, the airspace was taken over by two very familiar blue outfits... shall i describe it to you? a few badges on the chest pockets, shoulder pads with some foreign logo, distinct radio transmission noises coming from the belt region...


WHAT THE HELL???


what did i do to attract two japanese policemen to my room?!?!?! did they find out that i watched porn for the first time in my life in japan!??!?! was it because i went on the bus for free for a few rides?!?!?! WAS IT!??! IM INNOCENT i tell you!! it wasnt my fault!!!!!

right.. after a few nerve-wrecking, adrenaline rush moments, i finally realised that they were talking to me.. yeah i kinda zoned out for a bit... could not catch what they said.. everything registered in my brain R E A L L Y slowly.. like bit by bit... bicycle - stolen - lost - 1506 - sign...
me: huh? eh~?!?!?!?!

so there i was in my pajamas, my room very dirty, door ajar to the japanese policemen, my room at the mercy of the policemen's scrutiny.. brain cells managed to muster: friend translator.. QUICK!!! and just like a sign from the heavens.. my friend, my saviour, sniff sniff.. messaged me about studying together tonight.. i called asked her to run and HELPPPP...

yeah anyways.. to get to the point... apparently, my bicycle from which i got from my other friend's senpai.. was stolen goods? not reported to the police department la.. so its considered as a crime in japan.. im innocent i tell you.. my friend's senpai just gave me his bike.. and i never used it.. cos its punctured.. and i was lazy to fix it...

eitherways.. me and my translator friend, had to track down my friend whose senpai gave me the bike.. yeah and then after what seemed like hours finding him, we had to direct the policemen to the senpai's house.... yeah for the first time i rode on a policecar.. i dont think i have ever ridden one in brunei....

in the end, we got back, i left them my phone number address and fingerprint.. so this is it feels like to be infamous.. hahahhahahaha

moral of the story.....

a)buy your own bike,
b)get it from the recycle center...
c)dont get a bike

d)never "study" weird things happen when one "studies"

HAHAHAHAHHA

besides that everything is just fine.. hahahaha


adeline pang almost criminal

my brain hurts...

ahhh.. i would love to enjoy my weekends right now.. but even that seems to be beyond my reach right now.. how ironic.. im having my exams now.. in fact i just finished my history test.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. that was the first paper and then comes next week.. paper after paper after paper.....

sucks man... well at first i thought i'd do relatively okay for this.. cause i studied.. but i would not say i studied as hard as the mongolians... they study day and night.. exam or without exam.. arhhh so frustrating.. i did researches and bla bla... thought that my essay would probably be too long.. BUT.. my dear indonesian friend who sat beside me during my test had me thinking other wise.. i was like WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? how can anyone write so much? well probably i wrote only like a summary of what Toyotomi Hideyoshi did.. his accomplishments.. while others practically copied the whole textbook down to page.. well.. i must proudly say.. i didnt.. hahah i did it ALL BY MYSELF... ahh that nostalgic intrsuction on english exams papers "Describe with your own words...."

so yeah studied my ass off for toyotomi hideyoshi.. did you know he had an extra thumb on his right hand? hahaha anyways.. in the middle of studying history last night and writing down the essay just now.. i got the whole i can't believe im writing in japanese feel again.. arghh when will this feeling ever go? its so dumb... yet... i cant help feel proud of myself.. five months in japan.. and here we are writing essays.. reading textbooks in japanese.. hahahha damn... but still would prefer writing in english.. some things just cannot be translated from english to japanese.. this is bad actually the way i write essays is that i usually think of what i want to say in english first and then translate... (teachers advise was to directly think in japanese) IM SCREWED... yeah things like "saw the introduction of".. "saw to the pacifism of japan in the..." "it is without doubt.." arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... english essays are more fun!!!! my friend who checks my essays went like can you not use such bombastic phrases... i cant help it!!!!

yucks................ next mon i have grammar test... BIG BIG TEST CANT AFFORD TO SCREW THIS UP.. and then tuesday essay and then japanese culture.. and then wednesday politics and economics... and then friday comprehension....

next next week, i have oral and kanji test... DIE DIE DIE.. havent studied anything of those yet... why is this exam so big? cause the universities that one applies for will judge on the results of this exam......... i so want to go to tokyo daigaku...... so i ask myself again... what the hell am i doing here? havent studied some more... properly at least...

my brain hurts....

Saturday Nights

Hehehe..saturday nites are always fun..i think i mite have sed this before?..lol..deja vu...celebrated claudia and kennys birthday in Sofia's in camberwell..hehe...italian food...super huuuuuuuuuge portions..learnt some interesting new aussie things today...like did u noe that Gaytime is the name of an icecream...HAHAHAHAHAH..i kid u not...like seriously...wen i heard that i couldnt stop laughing...so weird..the icecream is very nice they say..lol...aussies :P..had good funny conversations and took lotsa pics...haha...i'll put some up..lol...Happy Birthday Claudia n Kenny!! this is for uuuuu...^_^
Michael Mike n Claudia

Michael Mike Claudia Edwin(my cousin btw lol) HuiLi n Me

Ed Me HuiLi Kenny Amelin JingYee Jeremy Michael Mike Claudia

Yummy cake that Amelin baked ^_^

Kenny Claudia n Ed...(not really his birthday yet..but its soon...woo~partay)

Read the preety candles

SIAO!

Enjoy!hugs!

Festival of nations

hi hi..just a short update...midsem test week this week and next week..have to get studying..just had chem test this morn...was ....alrite?..i suppose....then..in the afternoon it was "festival of nations" ...people from diff nations set up their stalls n sell their "native" food....dint take that many pictures cos we were just tooo busy eating....but heres one i noe u guys will love...hehe..say cheeeeese ^_^....

kiwi-yes..i spared u the embarassment :P

right.. the homework battle

wow.. its nice to see that everyone is blogging again.. well at least everyone besides me and my super long blogs.. HAHAHAH cant help myself.. full explicit details are needed.. and believe me.. they are already shortened.. hahaha right

shu vun: nice to hear from you... and also MAGIS is in brunei again is it? congratulations!!!! wow.. baby girl eh?

bell: wart? what wart? lame joke.. and how are doing now girl?

liss: WOIIIII yoohoo?? are you there blog woman blog? how much money have you made in baiduri bank? is it permanent now? what are you doing?

serene: you DARRRLING!!! youre coming over to see me? really??? really??? this december? winter kai? are you sure about that... hahaha.. slave for me darling MUAHAHAHAH *whips*.. eh to... somehow i envy you about see hot japanese boys or hot guys in total.. i dont really see them.. actually i do.. but from a distance like in the bus ka, in the fast food shops.. but actually get to interact with them.. like literally touch them.. KUSOOOOOOOOOOOO.. hahahahah..

she eng: that means youre still in brunei? what happen to the australia plan? your fashion dreams what happen? if you were going to australia.. i could have gone visiting and that way kill three birds with one stone.. now how? anyways i fully agree with serene that you should continue studying.. wow you taking japanese classes is it? and about the dramas i think u watch more than me at the moment.. hahaha cos theres not a lot on tv that i know of.. hahah

i just wrote postcards to serene and bell... but both of them going to serene cos i dont have bells address.. could you guys send me your home addresses so that i can post mail? pretty postcards at least... that goes to all of you out there!!!!

drama ka... hmmm i am watching uramiya or something like that.. every thursday at 12am.. try to catch the nana anime every wednesday at 11pm.. one piece anime every sunday at 7pm... last night i watched the stewardess drama C.A to yobi something like that.. hahaha people say that the main character reminds me of them.. cos i'm very animated they say.. hahahah and yeah hahahah i watched it for the first time.. and i must say all the drama very the formulated lor.. so predictable.. and yeah.. i also watch things like g no arashi or sumthing.. the arashi programs.. and utaban.. and occasionally the host shows.. you know the celebrity thingy.. hahahah... mostly i rent dvds and copy to my computer.. OR i force my friend to download and then burn for me MUAHAHAHHA but thats mostly one piece.. hahaha.. going to borrow from my friend strawberry on shortcake and lunch queen.. damn old but yeah.. hahaha thats all she has that interests me at the moment.. want to rent arashi movies, pikanchi 1 and 2.. hahah watched loads of japanese movies though.. shinobi, yotsuya kaidan, azumi 1 and 2, LOVECON, muahahaha every studio gibli movie hahaha(wow sounds like i never study like dat or) heh heh....

right.. i might go back to brunei next summer holidays.. actually planning to tour asia.. although there is no official need since its pretty much covered.. hahaha yeah go to each friends house and stay for a while.. ahhaa targetted areas: thailand, malaysia and singapore.. hhahhahah and of course brunei....

yeah today, i just shipped a box to brunei containing presents for my family members costed me a lot but nyeh who cares? hahahaha... hmm what else.. nothing much really.. in four months my room has become full.. i just added something new in my room.. and what is it? a refrigerator.. ahhaha.. why? how? hahah one of the koreans left for good and she gave me her refrigerator.. life is sweet... hahha

brunei brunei what ever shall i do without brunei.. a lot actually.. oops something not really patriotic hahaha.. anyways yeah damn boring ler.. but yeah its nice if you have people around you to do stuff with.. besides ddr-ing in that lame ass arcade... they freakking need purikuras.. HAHAHAHAH... youd think that i would actually begin to forget about brunei but.. within this four months they expect you to write essays about your country and whose famous in your country.. HAHHAHA so its the complete opposite, instead of forgetting my country i learn more.. hahahahah

nothing else lor.. except the dorm is sooo quiet, people studying for exams.. ppl doing their homework, fewer people, no parties.. sigh its relatively boring here too.. except that there is a need to study.. sighhhhhhhhh.. one more essay to go and listening homework and of course kanji renshu 漢字練習　もう　めんどくさいなあ～


loves adeline...

cant think of a title....

went to watch rimula today AGAIN...sigh~ bored-ness...... korea lost to philippines... oh well... australia won against saudi arabia... maa... who cares anyway......

oh.. my auntie and my cousin is asking to work as a kindergarden teacher in chms cos they need teachers....lol imagine me torturing the kids.... wahahaha......

that's all for today..... lol so short.......

ciao ciao~~~

the nite life of melbourne

hey all,
just read sasa's blog and dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so freaking sad but i can emphatise with her. to sasa: my mom is totally like that (although not that extreme) what i can say is that mabbe now she realised that she has to let u go soon and its really taking a toll on her so since showing affectionate love is very very hard for her to do, she is just tryin to control u to 'do the right thing' (which isnt really... haha). try to reason and talk to her (very calmly), if she explodes... all well~ there's still daddy rite? haha

So! friday nite wassssssssssss so good for me! made like 21 bucks an hr? the company i had was sooo good too! they were damn friendly and yeah were good drunks! man, massaged 2 very very very cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee guys man . haha one even ask me to marry him and the other one, shit! sooooo cute! like a smart guy of 21 taking over a big business. so yummy! oh well only eye candy coz u cant judge on their character at a nite club coz they are tryin to pick up girls they see rite? got my william and thats all i need :)

n then came saturday nite.... like it so sooooooooooooo freakin bad for me. at the last hr of my shift, i had to massage a guy who was at a buck's party (bachelor party sort of thing) n i had no idea what was goin on~ thank goodness the other angel (who was a guy) was there so if anything really bad happened he would hopefully deal with it.. the last guy i had to massage was a chiropracter and he sed that he wanted to give me a massage. n i was like ' ok' . man he was doin it very professionally untill he slip his hand undermy shirt (on my back)! like WTF!!!! thank god he stopped when i told him to. soo scary! thats the last time i'm goin to get a massage from any of these custemors. i'm so grateful that nothing happened. i hate saturday nites coz u always get ppl like these. *brush it off, brush it off* told will abt it n he was like 'shrug' but i chud tell that he wasnt happy abt it. no matter how fun this job is, i'm goin to quit if it happens to me again, even if it was unintentional.

yeahh aside from that incident, i met a pretty funny couple, a guy was tryin to talk to me in malay/chinese/jap hahah its so funny because of his accent, very cute. my supervisor that nite was owen n shit. he was sooooooooo hot, like tall, lean and built and yeah very handsome face. good company and charming. then i found out that he had a performance degree and tht explains everything hahaha. not a great supervisor coz HE WAS LATE but was better than the girl supervisor on my 2nd shift. really enjoyin my course rite now :) and to adeline : the money that i'm earnin rite now is for the trip to visit u this end of the year! so yeah! i'm slaving for u! hahaha

to she eng: further your studies! then u will get a good job and ure jap bf, i noe hwere the japs hang out so yeah if u come here i can introduce ;) hehe

love serene

here i am again.....

i just got home.. erm.. 15 mins ago....

went to watch rimula at 7:30pm... 1st match- korea vs jordan..korea won~ yay... and 2nd match philippines(whatever the spelling is) vs saudi arabia... the saudia arabia's coach was like so 'hiong' keep on shouting at the referee... LOL didnt watch the match properly because i was busy talking to my cousins and looking at the australian players.. most of them are cute..! haha oh.. and saudi arabia lost... were actually leading by 10 points i think... in the end they lost still.. tomorrow its the opening... in the afternoon 3 matches.. korea and australia are playing but dont know against who.... so yeah... going again... really no life... LOL LOL

after the matches..ended around 11:30.... went to makan in sin you mei(whatever the name is)... then talk talk for a bit... then came home......

i cant wait for the following 2 weeks... i can watch shounen club on NHK... more doramas to download... woohooo~

adeline... do you watch tv in your place?? oh... and i find kansai accent cool.. although sounds a bit funny... but yeah.. LOL... im telling you since you're staying in osaka.. but yeah.. whatever..

bah.... enough ranting...

ciao ciao!

*mwaks* to all my chabohzzz~

My foot is asleeep

yes indeed my foot IS asleeep..just a short one for now...its 11.23 over here and i woke up about an hour ago..and im still lying in my bed tryign to fix links n all..but im a noob..i cant even do that....hmm..i have to get ready..im gonna go to Queenscliff to check out a camp site for church yg..sooo exciting..shud be about a 1.5hr drive down..since im helping to organise games im gonna go take a look at the place to see wat we can do there...sept is gonna be such a busy-full-on-hard-core-stress month...soo many things to do...tests tests,cousins bday,camp and more mid sem tests...but then again wat wud uni be w.o tht?...the weather is getting lovely...the sun is out..its not too cold..not hot either..cooooling u mite say...hehe..but God has been good...even wen times were kinda rough the past week..He's come thru and helped me get back on my feet..

my warts are gone too..hehehe...remember liss eng n serene..the icky white flappy skin stuff after swimmming...hehe..all clear...but now my toe has reduced to like...1/4 of its original size..and is kinda triangular...but im glad its allll gone..ehehe..

hehehe...well....i think thats all from me at the mo..gotta eat "brunch" now...hehe...all of u take care...
p.s eng...wahhh..chilll woman...chillll a bit..lol
aplc: i still want kimchi!!
serene:hahah i saw u on thurrrsdayyyyyyyyy
ellisa: where uuuuuuu....where oh where are uuuuu.....wherd u gooo..hows work?

yoohoo..

konbanwa minna~ im here.... im lazy to blog.... cos nothing interesting happens..... what can u do in brunei?!

ah...adeline..... i envy you man! lol travelling and shopping... iinaaaa~ i also want... but no money boohoo~

things i do when im at home:
1. downloading and watching jdoramas
2. downloading video clips and tv shows related to KAT-TUN and NewS...
3. visiting forums of JOHNNY, Jdoramas.......

im crazy about japanese boys LOL they are soooo love arent they?

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GYM, Golf(Thai), Yamapi, Mike(Thai)
Yamapi.. aka Yamashita Tomohisa　山下智久
Akanishi Jin赤西仁 HOT!
Kamenashi Kazuya 亀梨和也, my kame baby WAHAHAHA

the 'full' NewS 2 of them got suspended due to underage drinking-_-.. they are expected to come back next yr with all 8 members

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me and my cousin went to cut hair today at bout 1 pm in de'most saloon (whatever the name is) in kiulap for $26 not too bad .. love it love it...i will try to post up my pic soon.... im still learning driving.. so slow! i know... sigh~ whatever lar... been slacking like crap... will get a part-time job as soon as i get my driving license..yeap.... and go for japanese classes

oh.. so fuck... tried to upload 2 more pics but cannot... wth is wrong with this stupid blogger*smashes pc*

after cutting hair, we went to the mall... met up with another 2 cousins.. and hang out.. had jollibee for lunch... there this 1 disgusting (according to my cousins) guy who acts, dresses, (basically everything) like wu ji zun.. -orz- ah whatever the spelling is.. i think adeline knows.. since he's sasa's idol (i think?) LOL to the max... he's the guy who owns the fitness zone? i think.... ah..wth.... i dont even know why i say this... btw, since wu ji zun is in the taiwan show biz right now... s0 this guy is trying to be him wth... i dont know... i have never seen his disgusting side.. so i have no fucking idea... yeap yeap.... went to arcade(oh so fun my ass)..... just hang around there.... saw someone but its no good to mention her name... who knows she read? then i die... she basically goes to arcade every day or every thursday and saturday? wth... for what? the dancing thingy.. maa iiya.. im only saying cos im bored... at around 5 went home..

fuck, i think im going to die if i stay in brunei anymore LONGER*rolls eyes*... so BORING here..... lack of guys man seriously*shakes head*..... oh rimula is starting on the 19th and japan is not in it.. so FUCK!*kicks rimula orgarniser* i thought i could drool at japanese guys but NO! got korean players(not like im interested)? saw them getting out of the bus when we were going home from mall

seriously.... i see no future.... should i further my studies? or get a job? can i even get a good job? can i get a japanese bf(wth?! stop dreaming)? can i get married to a perfect husband who is a japanese(fuck you! stop dreaming)? WTH! i hate thinking bout these kinda things na.... so fucked up! i wanna be a kid forever so i dont have to worry about anything.......

im swearing a lot LOL*runs away from bell*... bear with me man... i need release my stress(what stress?!) and anger(huh?! what crap)....

enough with all the rants!

p/s: i would probably blog everyday from now on.. i guess?

以上!

its homework and exercise for aplc

i looooooooveeeeeeeee koreaaaaaaaaaaaa... hahaha where did i stop explaining again? ah hair salon.. yeah.. after that... what did i do again? oh yeah on that day i went out with yj's friends hung out had a taste of korean karaoke and drinking korean alcohol (shochu) well the alcohol percentage is 20% but the bitterness rivals that of vodka.. so yuck... but yeah.. let me see korean karaoke is different from japanese karaoke.. for one.. the koreans dont really sing well i dont really know how do japanese girls sing.. but my friends were screaming in high pitch voices and palying with the tamborine.. yeah that aint fun.. anyways.. my malaysian friend told me that japanese girls scream too.. i think its only the south east asians who dont scream.. they sing.. hahaha but thats just my opinion.. hahah

next day i went to yj's relatives house to pick peaches.. 桃仮　ももかり yeah apparently her mom's side had 6 sisters and one younger brother.. therefore 6 aunties and 1 uncle.. yeah they all wanted to meet me.. and then the little cousins and the not so little cousins.. hahaha very funny la.. cos they can understand a little english and very little japanese.. was reliant on yj and yj's mom for translations.. hahah yeah went to the eldest sisters house which the husband and wife and their two sons built from scratch by themselves... how freakking cool and devoted is that!!?!? not just any house.. a traditional korean house with the logs and the mud.. not cement... cool ne? yeah they had.. a peach farm.. chickens.. goats... chilli... turkey... pumpkin.. yeah pretty cool.. hhaha... was so funny we were all so prepared to pick peaches.. sunblock check, hat check, mosquito repellent check, long sleeved shirt check, sports shoes check.. yoshhh! lets go.. half an hour later... not a lot of ripe peaches cannot collect.. retreat.... im like.. HA~H?!??! oh well cant do anything about it... sat around in the house for the whole day doing nothing but watching tv and eating.. very very bad.. the aunties and grandma were like boko? boko? bokoooo~ which means eat? eat.. eattttttt~ i keep telling them no.. but they just keep on giving.. very very bad.. terrible... ate a cold noodle dish... for lunch and bibimbap for dinner.. and loads of peaches in the inbetweens when they keep serving fruits and biscuits.. yeah bad for me.. hahaha next day.. what did i do again ah?

anyways i did not bring with planner with me so i cant remember the order.. but yeah i went to a water theme park on tuesday.. carribean bay.. gila big eh the place.. it was a public holiday for korea... therefore loads of people.. but then they say that the place is always full of people.. yeah woke up at 430 set off at 5am.. reached there at 645am.... and then people where already queueing for the tickets.. while other people where queueing for the entrance.. yeah its that scary when the park opens at 830am.. yeah we played in the water park from 8 am till 8 pm... gila.. in the wave pool shit.. i've never been pushed and touched by so many people in my life.. ahha (and no not that touch you filthy lech) hahaah i mean that lots of grabbing.. looking for friends here and there.. i tell you.. it's a battle out there... when the wave is over.. everyone battles to get out of the pool.. shoving and finding a way out.. not very pretty.. hahah and also i tried the water slides.. that you usually see in the disneyland water park advertisements.. yeah that was boring.. made it look fun but.. wasnt that fun.. hahah i waited so long in hot sun.. yeah them lines were long.. there were many other rides but i just wasnt up to waiting in line.. so yeah.. how do people do it i wonder?

hmmm... i dunno what day but i went to a korean folk village park too.. it was big too.. one of the places where the jewel in the palace drama was screened.. also another korean movie.. the king and the clown? ka na? very hot movie? a bit of slash material.. i likey muahahha.. so hot the place... want to die ah...

anyways the main thing is i went to the shopping central in seoul on the last day.. that was chou saikou!!!長最高！！！dongdaemun... what is dongdaemun? what makes it so special? first its not a building its a shopping district.. think of it like orchard road.. only BIGGER much much bigger..and the whole area comes alive only at 8pm till 4am in the morning.. selling nothing but clothes clothes clothes clothes and more clothes... and accessories and of course the fake goods.. and another thing is.. this place is the main central where first hand imported new shipment of clothes come to.. so therefore latest fashion.. before they get sold to smaller boutiques.. in other words.. BULK IMPORTED CLOTHES WHOLESALE.. i love it.. dont you just love the sound of it? makes your mouth water dont it? hahaha yeah shopped till 12 only.. why? tired and running dangerously low on cash.. i bought like a shitload of clothes from korea.. when i promised myself not to some more.. but i cant help it.. so CHEAP... three pairs of sunglasses 4 hats.. and got tons of presents from yj's relatives...

right.. back to the family business.. yeah in ten days i totally felt like yj's family member.. the aunties were all so kind.. the grandma.. totally hugsy type of person.. first time met her.. hug! uwa~! annyong haseyo halmoni... the aunties too.. ahha the uncle so the farny.. haha speak in broken english and japanese.. hahha i feel so indebted to them.. they paid for all my entrance tickets, meals, got me souvenirs (kimchi and loads of korean nori- seaweed) and the second aunt got me a hat.. when i wanted to buy the hat for sasa.. now im in a pinch.. to give the hat to sasa or.. keep it for me.. technically it was a gift for me... and i was just trying it on for sasa.. went they said i looked too cool in it.. too cool man too cool.. hahahah haa... I LOVE KOREA.. them people nice...

anyways.. in the airport.. i said goodbyes to yj and her mom (yj extended her stay to a month) she falls home sick very easily.. and i can see why.. with a warm family like that where everyone is close knitted.. i dont see why.. so yeah.. kinda envious that she has a nice family... yeah said my goodbyes.. attacked them duty free shops.. HAHHA makeup and perfume baby... problem.. i didnt know where to begin.. so i just got more eyeshadow(mac) and lipgloss(bobbi brown) and perfume.. calvin klein whats the name of the version again.. ahhh i forgot... i got it! euphoria hahaha..

right back in japan.. just finished one essay.. three more down to go... hahaha.. gotta start studying soon... she eng.. tell me whats up with you woman.. and also what has happened to liss? so long havent heard form the both of you i really wanna know about you guys...

loves
adeline

hmmm working life in melbourne

hello all,
now as you guys noe, i got a job at 3minuteangels. i did my first shift last week and i have to conclude that... if ure not clubbing with ure mates - it will suck. if ure doing drugs or drank too much.. it will only lead u to pissing on the walls with everyone else seeing ure willy or be a very big idiot. yup guys! serene officially hates pubs and clubs if not with the rite company, i mean .. the ppl there are soooooo god damn dodgy, well the saturday crowd coz its mostly students.

anyway! earn a total of 330+ bucks over the weekend, i get 55% of that sooo i guess it is pretty good money considering i only hav to work a total of 8-11 hrs a week... its like 17 dollars an hr? my first supervisor was pretty good, very friendly and he was really took good care of me .. he goes into my good books hehe.. and the second one... no comment.... she was very carefree but was more like... i dunno lah, did not manage to click on a supervisor level but potentially a pretty good friend.

hmmm thats all from me...

p/s. there is a lot of hot young exectives out there :P

korea korea korea

well.. its been five days since i landed in the pot of kimchi... hahah i managed to get in blogspot.. hahah maintenance complete i guess... you'll never guess where am i right now.. hahahaim in a salon.. getting my hair done.. hahaha digital perm yall... while im waiting for my hair to get done and pretty i get to use the internet... how freakking cool is that.. and yes aplc is getting another crazy hairdo.. 4 months in japan without any trimming my frinch was practically gone.. im here to get another one plus.. them curls.. hahahha

right.... what about korea? its VERY different from japan... i mean like the road system is totally whacked up? messy.. too difficult for me to understand.. i mean like when you use the zebra crossing.. its like you dont use the light signals to tell you when you can use it.. you just cross... if you get hit.. the driver pays... i know thats pretty normal duh.. thats the purpose of a zebra crossing.. but when it comes to big roads.. i mean like 4 roads one.. yeah i think i prefer a traffic signal thingy.............. ow my head hurts.... this thing burns man... i never knew digital perming hurts...

next thing different form japan is that the bus systems are different too.. in japan you take the ticket and pay later.. in korean its the opposite.... hmm what else? hmm i never thought that i would find a place in which it would be totally foreign to me.. of all the countries ive travelled to.. i mustsaythat korea is the first in which i dont understand anything i see... really at least in japan china hongkong.. all of them speak chinese/ japanese and have kanji.. thoseare not totally foreign to me... i mean first off.. i understand a bit of chinese and japanese already.. and then the kanji.. well i read manga and studied a bit of chinese already. therefore not totally alien to me.. hahaha.. in korea.. everything is in kroean with their cute korean letters.. i dont get anything whatthey say to me and i cant make oaut anything.. SO ALIEN... in korea i realize that im dependant on my japanese skills... cos why? my korean friend cant speak much english so i jope after my korean trip.. my level of japanese level jumps by a WHOLE LOT.. so yeah...

right... enough about differences.. lets see day one.. restthe whole day.. oh yerah before that!! it was supposed to be three of us going.. bruneian, korean and mongolian.. he was supposed to go to korea to visit his sister but all of a sudden.. the ticketing person said that his passport has no visa to enter korea.. and shit i was like already panicking cos i dont know shit about visas and whether i could go or not... and then the lady checked mine.. she said i was dai jou bu.. in other words.. no problem.... thank you bruneian passport.. hahah so the guy couldnt go... we were all sad.. cos it took us 2 and a half hours to get to the airport and a lot of money too... 250 plus 890 plus 130 yen yeah just to get to the airport.. 2hrs some more... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. poor boy... very sad lah..

anyways got to korea.. picked up by yj's parents very nice people by the way.. i still dont know what to call them... ajumma? ajoshi? aunty? uncle? yeah first day rest.. second day... went with yj and her friends to the famous beach in korea.. where movies are shot.. haha camped overthere too.. Cheongdongjin.. well their beaches are different in a way that the sand is much more coarse.. and a lot of cigarette buds mixed with the sand.. kinda disgusting.. and then they had the banana boat thingy... speed boat thingy.. and the floats.. was fun.. no waves at all.. and the water was freakking cold.. oh and i must say.. it took like forever to get to the beach.. i mean like... 6hrs from seoul using the train.. hahaha almost finished reading my storybook.. (tales from Earthsea Ursula Le Quinn) name correct also i dunno.. but im reading in preparation for the new gibli movie... Gedo Senki.. hahah im that freakky... yeah played in the sand.. got a bit darker.. made friends with her friends.. hahaha they spoke a bit of japanese too... at night we ate sam gyop sal and kimchi chige sp is questionable... drank beer.. and korean alcohol... haha played all the way till one when i konked out.. i havent got drunk yet in korea or in japan.. so sad... couldnt drink anymore.. was too full to continue drinking.. hahah but i talked to them which was cool cos i thought they wouldnt want to talk to me since their friend was there.. but they were nice... yays.. anyway.. they played the korea version of concentration.. which was cool cos it was a remix.. cos in brunei we only play like one on one when in korea they have the remix version where you an go up to two on two in one time and also a turbo when two persons attack the same person.. was wicked cool.. i wish i could have played too but.. different language..sigh...

next day.. went back to seoul.. to yj's house.. and rest and then the mom belanja us out for dinner.. and oh i must say i LOVE korean food.. they so spicy.. ive been eating super spicy food for 5 days non stop.. i think i should eat normal non spicy food for a while.. non good for them stomach walls eh? but i love spice!!! i ate doppoki thingy... with noodles.. and yes i use their metal chopsticks and also their elongated spoons... which are cool.. but i suck in using normal chopsticks to begin with so.. yeah.. i suck...

next day went to Changdokgoong... big palace man.. and then went to some tourist place.. to buy omiyages.. and then ate at a real doppoki stand.. and then the mom belanja us spicy fried chicken.. damn.. and then ice cream.. and then went back.. ok that was short cos i have to wash hair now.. continue laters.. if i have time....

loves aplc

hello world!

hmmm update update! i got through the first round of a job interview! so coooooooooooool man and also very nerve wrecking! check , that maybe my future employer's webbie.

so yeah, desperate serene tryin to get a job so that i dont hav to ask daddy for money everytime when she is broke hehehehe i have very bad spending habits, especially when it comes to eating out. well this job is very unique, its product is neck and shoulder massage but its more than just a massage...OOooooooOOooooooo coz in between, your also selling and promoting stuff from sponsors. not as dodgy as it sounds! quite professional actually

anyways, got a call from the supervisor about a group interview. when i was abt to leave my place so that i would hav extra time to spare, i felt something wet dropped on my hair, touched it and man! IT WAS BIRD CRAP! sooo yucky man! anwyyas had to rush back in to the public toilet at my place n try to get it off and in the process, missed my tram...........so yeah caught hte next one but by the time i got off at bourke street ( melbourne cbd) i only had like 2-3 mins left to 6 pm? n i was like a block away , so i had to run like crazy and dodge alot of ppl.. heyy... i mean bad impression already , well got there... late but not too late.. other ppl were later so thats ok he he he~~

so what was the task at hand? just ask the person nxt to u 3 random questions and answer the questions they gave u. since i prayed and stuff, i thought that my replies and my questions were quite good and lively.. in the end, after the supervisor presented what the company was, he said that he would call the successful applicants from 11.00am to 12pm the nxt day and if there was no call that means that there will b an email sayin that you did not make it. so yeah, laid in bed nxt to will, for that entire period, occasionaly checkin my email. wait wait wait until 12pm... oh liao, very upset didnt get the job and i kinda took it out on will by hitting him accidentally with alot of force he he he n didnt apologise.... talk abt domestic abuse ... but i did after i cooled off so yeah... so just talkin to will then the fone rang at 1230, was so happy that i was practically screamin down the fone. but now i hav to go through another task and thats whether i'm able to communicate well while giving a good massage.... i dunno whether i'll get through that one...

so yeah the rest of the day was goood, will got me carnations after i pestered him over n over again... got pink ones n ate at a fav restaurant of mine he he~ happy happy lah... will update some more after monday :P~ see whether i get in or not. if i do get the job, i would wanna save up for tokyo! actually osaka hehehe mabbe stay there for a month?:D happy happy happy!

to adeline: u B***h, so freakin lucky!!! party hard!!!!WOOOO!!!

alright after tenjin matsuri what happened?

tenjin matsuri was on the 25th of july... tuesday...

on friday, 28th of july.. last day of school for me.. beginning of summer holidays for those who do not take maths and sciences.. hahaha ie.. MOI hahahah.. started hanging out with my new group friends.. hahaha that is the not so asian friends.. meaning ANG MO group.. why do i have 2 groups here? cos i need to hang out with the ang mos when i want to go clubbing and drinking.. and do the crazy stuff.. hahaha my asian friends dont really drink.. hell im the strongest drinker there amongst the asian group and thats saying something cos im WEAK (compared to sa...)

so yeah... went to ABSINTH CLUB first to smoke.. shisha.. tried the capuccino and the apple one.. hehehe good stuff.. hahahah.. and there they had a cute dj..who really did his job.. at least better than the club we went to.. but thats later.. hahah tried my first absinth drink.. take that euro trip!!! hahaha err.. i tried the diluted one and not the diluted one.. wow a totally different level from vodka.. and so totally exp!!!! one shot is 800yen.. die die but i savoured it.. hahahah..

next stop we went to pure club to dance the night away.. wasnt really nice but yeah.. oh and i must say this night was the night where aplc takes a bold step into bad-ass-ism hahah because im in japan im not allowed to do anything unless im over 20.. so yeah had to fake my id.. yes ppl hahah i did what we learnt from american movies.. HAHAHA well not really.. because one of the girls didnt want to go clubbing so yeah she passed me her id.. which was also under 20.. and she did the forging of her age and stuff... so technically i double forged my id? yeah got in paid 2000 yen for disco entrance with drink all you can.. and that is alcohol drink all you can.. but i only drank one drink sex on the beach (and this is no mocktail like the ones you drink in chill) hahahah what a laugh.. anyway.. the drinks were pretty watered down.. well duh what can you expect from a all you can drink... why didnt i drink a lot? coz.. how to dance non stop and hold yours glass? when you dance you kinda wanna leave your glass some where and just shake it.. hahah.. yeah in teh end just danced.. and avoided getting steeped on pushed and spilled on.. well the latter didnt work cos i got beer/alcohol spilled all over me by some drunk piece of toooooooot.. and i was wearing my white british india top.. that %"#%$%#$%&" yeah oh well better than my friend i guess... he got puked on... hhaha anywas didnt really dance also.. cos well it was hiphop night.. so you got rap music in the background.. cant really feel the music.. hahah
danced till 5.. waited for the next train to home... (7am) and then from the train staition took the bus back (bus arrives at 830am) touched down at 9 showered slept at 10.... it was already saturday 29th of july...

coincidentally.. it was the day of minoh matsuri where my yosakoi group is supposed to be dancing.. (i was supposed to dance too but.. heheh im the lousiest foreign student member who has the most absentees) yeah so i didnt perform... yeah woke up at 2.. not bad 5 hrs of sleep.. got ready and went see the performances.. what is a matsuri you ask? its a festival think pasar malam? they sell food... got games and stuff got stage.. got performances fun and games... hauted house that kind a thing.. those of you who watch anime/ japanese drama.. yeah the one with the kingyo sukui/ shooting the toys and you get it as a prize .. ahah carnival??? hmmm some how a different feel... hahaha yeah.. so we went... saw kids perform.. and HOLY SHIT... kids so small can dance to hip hop better than i can.. of course its all choreographed..(sp?) yeah.. and their clothes are wicked cool.. (i love japan).. so sexy some more... dancing to missy elliot..a nd music like that.. cannot look down at them okay.. they have muscles.. some of them have abs from ages 7 to 12.. i really wished i had a video camera... anyway.. me and my friend were taking pictures and video camering for the friends who danced and stuff... the yosakoi team la from our school... the professional team (SASSO JAPAN) were there too.. and dammmmnnn them boys sure is fine.. half of them time we were.. looking only at the guys.. shyt shyt shyt shyt.. they so hawt... after the whole performance... my friend cannot help her already too much intoxicated with the guy.. kept begging me to go back there and want to ask for his anem and tell phone no.. i was like you go la.. not me eh malu eh.. but me and this guy friend accompanied her all the way to their resting area.. but in the end we didnt do anything.. cos we couldnt find him.. too much of lets do it pls pls pls.. and then nvm la.. okay lets do it.. nvm lah.. so yeah back and forth internal struggle.. until we missed the chance...

next day, sunday 30th july.. the continuation of the matsuri (parade form) we went again started at 4.. (my intoxicated friend went to the arashi concert... she crazy go and buy the tickets from an auction.. ie.. skyrocketed price.. ) yeah.. met her at the matsuri again.. cos we wanted to see the guy again.. she likes one guy.. but i prefer the other guyt better.. hahah (she bought us omiyages(souvenirs) well cos now its summer.. they give out fans right.. so yeah she bought the arashi fans for the girls who were crazy in love with arashi.. (i love ono the leader).. hahaha he is soo cute.. hahah yeah anyway... at the parade.. we were snapping photos of the guy(s) like crazy in the end.. the other guy also talk to us.. ahhh (its good to be alive) ahhahaha i was so happy... hahahaha it wasnt the guy who we liked but... they talkd to us!_?!? wanted us to dance with them.. because at the end its like they invite everyone to dance.. hahaha so yeah.. when they all separated and went on.. both of us went to stalker mode.. tracking down the guy.. whether to ask his name ang phone number or not.. crazy la.. running here and there.. laughing thinking fo things to say.. to speak in english? to speak in japanese? to speaking in japanese with a super foreigner accent? hahahaha.. when we want to go back.. we were already the give up mode.. saying things like 'if its fated we will meet again' SEKALI lo and behold.. we saw him with a group of friends.. they were all cute too.. hell i thought all the boys were HAWT.. who am i kidding.. im in japan.. hahaha.. so this is the teng teng teng moment.. what to do what to do!?!?! yeah in the end we took a picture of them.. well since only my friend liked the guy.. i took the photo of her and the guys.. (the guy i liked wasnt there..) sniffs... but after we took the photo she was like.. adeline... can i ask for the name??tel no?!?! i was like you go la.. not me i malu la.. eeeee you go you go!!! i cross the road.. and she terpaksa follow me.. yeah until today shes a bit sad that she didnt find out his name.. hahahaha

right... on tuedays 1st of august went to a hanabi taikai 花火大会 in other languages.. fireworks celebration? bunga api? hahah yeah 120000 firecracker to be released.. we went at 3 (it starts at 8) but expected like more thatn 1.3 million ppl to crowd again.. so yeah better go and chop seats.. so yeah was freakking hot.. at down on the road from 4 till 8.. shit so many ppl man.. yeah fireworks soo pwettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... going back that time.. ughh.. imagine all them ppls rushing to the train station... the queue.. the police had to enlengthen or queue by i have no idea but it was wrong and mean.. we were so close and still we had to wait to go back.. i didnt like that part...

next day... on tueday... 2nd of august.. went to umdea with my friends to watch LOVE CON hahahaha ラブコンmovie.. from the manga.. lovely complex.. PPL go and read it!!!! stars the cute koike teppei!!(the guy from WaT)!!! ahh dies... was the best!!!!!! movie was so funny.. and my first exp in a japanese cinema.. its weird... when seats are sold out.. you still can buy tickets and enter.. except you sit on the floor.. weird.. anyways we watched it.. saikou最高!!! after that.. went to hep 5 to do some majot shopping.. excpet that i didnt buy anything.. cos i didnt need anything.. mom should be proud of me right now.. hahaha my friend wanted to buy boots.. and sneakers... well me my main aim was to locate the JUMP shop and get ONE PIECE merchandise.. so yeah.. i got the goods.. we got more purikura and ate omurice!! hahaha went back.. and what did we do?!?!? KARAOKE.. it has been a month since we last karaoked.. this morning we came back at 630am.. showered and slept at 730.. woke up at 1pm ish.. did a major room cleaning project.. and here i am now.. typing what i did this week...

damn im tired...

this is to sa: dont give up hope!!! when ever you are down mail me!!! you know my mail.. although it sucks that im always having a good time here.. while you are getting nucleared at all the time... tahan saja and yeah!! i miss you too!!!thinking of you everytime i do something that i know you'd like too.. forget ubd.. learn japanese and come to japan study in japan... that way youre definitely free from pressure... sniffs makes me sad... i'll try to do something about mom and dad...

loves
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