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hmm.. i didnt tell this to you guys cos i think it's not quite important.. im working part time in chms kindergarten till end of this year ... the pay is lousy.. but till october only.. so i dont care... the kids are really cute though... i wish i can have my own kids.. LOL LOL LOL

i dont think she reads this blog.... so i will just blog about her... im close to this 'she' and is the same age as me.... she lost her 'v' to her bf(duh!) whom she has been together with for erm...about a month? they got together 3 days before the guy left for studies in overseas.. so they didn't spend much time together except for talking on the phone and msn-ing... so she decided to spend the money and fly over to his place...... i was thinking she purposely flew all the way there to get xxx? i don't get it really.... what was she thinking at that moment? and she actually told this person the details of how she lost it... i was like wtf? maybe its not big deal when you're close to this person.... but really... -_-

its saddening.. seriously... and now im having a very bad impression on her and i don't even want to hang out with her anymore..... losing 'v' is not that big of a deal but... the way she lost it makes me go @_@... she's plain stupid imo... and im pretty sure that the guy has other girls..... i don't think he can control himself.... as in xxx....

if you're together with this guy for more than half a year... i think its alright if you give yourself to him and of course you must be in love with him to do that.... to me sex=love... no love no sex... im pretty sure she loves him to bits but does he feel the same way? i don't think so... sigh~ she looks so innocent and everything... and now she's totally xxx...

another reason she lost her 'v' might be because all her friends have done it..... but this reason is quite crappy... as long as you know how to control yourself... it won't happen... i guess she's easy to get influence by people...

ahh... i hate people like this.... and i guess i kinda look down at her right now..... it will be awkward when i see her...

sigh~ enough with the rants.... i don't know what else to say...

sore ja~