arghhh.. so much for restraint

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELL~!!!!!!!!!!! tanjobi omedeto~! sen re kuai le~! selamat hari jadi~! (almost went selamat hari raya there...) lol... may your birthday wish come true and ALL THE BEST IN YOUR COMING EXAMS...MUAHAHAHAH i'm evil.. hahahah veronicamarsveronicamarsveronicamarsveronicamars
phew... i'll write all the personal things on a card.. cheh.. i dont even upload the pics like she eng n you do.. so.. no pics.. lol hahaha

anyways... just had my killer a level economics essay paper just now...... phew.. when i was studying preparing for the exam, it was hard.. i fell asleep more often than listening to instrumental music.. n during the exam, i got sleepy.. talk about economics a boring subject.. garhh...

to she eng~! WATCH PARADISE KISS~!! the art is well.. modern n nice.. not the typical same old style... hmm.. damn nice.. i'm hooked after one episode... i so want the song n manga... hahaha anyways.. give it a shot... anything by animation/noitanima.. IS FRIGGIN GOOD...

BELLLLL~~

:).. i miss u bell..













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cute right?... hehe.. on my bed btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

ah.. miss all of u.. wanna take pics of u guys sleeping.... i only got bell and serene's... haha.. both also shoooo cute... kekeke!

hehe.. veryvery cute..

sleepy...

sigh~ malaysia policemen sucks...i never liked malaysia anyway.. leaving this hell place soon...
http://corrupted-malaysia.blogspot.com/2005/10/drug-bust-jails-22-innocents.html

lalala.. im in my cousin's hse today... im so darn bored and sleepy...cousin is sleeping at the mo... i dunno what to do....... sigh~ since i came back from brunei i haven got anything to do.... BORED! lalala... i dunno what to blog abt.............................

i miss u gals.... i hate this place............. i wanna go back.......... sigh~

GREETINGS ALL THE WAY FROM WILL'S PC!!!!(internet at home not workin ok...)

hmmm all this uni talk is gettinme nervous.... well as u all noe i already got accepted to mu n its gud n everything...until that rmit guy came.. i saw courses that i actually like in that uni!!! with like perfect course structures too! told my dad abt it n he jsut gave me that speech abt how i'm so indecisive...DUH i'm like that coz its one big hell of a decision to make... its like DO OR DIE!!!!! choff choff... anyways my dad is makin me stick to mu... shud b ok i guess... i cant wait to go tho!! HE HE i mean life in oz! how cool is that?!?! i hope that everything would work out well for u bell :) i'm just excited that i get to go to oz like 2 weeks b4 the orientation....like 1st of feb! n still would b able to celebrate cny here!!! ohh i cant wait hehehehehe well other than that i'm still a driver n doin chores heheheh i'm gettin closer to sandy(pinky's sis) she's very fun! shud intro u guys to her! tennis is really reaalyyy fun!!!! its so damn nice! considerin i suck at it.. the instructor keeps on tellin me howi shud b more flexible....n how i shud follow thru with the shot... however if seems like everytime after i finish a shot, the stance that i'm in is like one where i'm takin a poo..ohh n the serving part.. all the balls that i manage to serve went to the nxt court..SKILL MAN! okiez... till nxt time! toodles~

Uni dates -_-

Exams are soon...less than 2 weeks to be exact..27th oct bio prac and 21st 22nd nov bio core ppr and option..my jan exams start about 3rd week ish and my last paper is on the 2nd of feb -_-" *cries*... hai~.. wats worst is that i dont want to wait till july to start uni..so im starting first sem..and well melb u..if i do get in.. starts orientation on 16th feb ish .....uwa starts 27th..minus a week for tht for orientation....if i go to uq its orientation 17th!!!..*cries*...2 weeks of holiday after alevels..not such a good thing...im going ..to...mati...*cries again*..haha..man this is so messed up -_-..MD at this point is looking preety damn good to me..-_-..gah well..i cant do nething now...bleh..but its annoying...onli good thing to hope for before i leave is that i can drive..BLEH..NYEHHHH....GARHHHH....PATOOOOEYYY..*bleeepa deeee bleeeeep*!-_-...i..have..to..go..study..my..ass..off..now...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU~~!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS PANG LI CHING the ultimate drama queen who IS in fact living in her own dramatic world!She brings the much needed flavour n excitement to the rest of us and we LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE uuuuuuuuuu!!! muaks muaks!HEEHEEE! i hope u had a smashing great time with the kai fan..HAHA..! n the choco cake..lol!...hehe love u lots muak muak!

HAPPY BDAY ADELINE

happy happpyy bday bday...

to Adelineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............

the night before aplc's 19th celebration.. by aplc

i'm sickkkkkkkkkk.. so crap.. was supposed to go to fitness zone with bgail n mich w... what a spoiler.. n to think this morn i was so high.. i went on a "bree vanderkamp" spree.. (bree spree.. heeeheee..) yeah i woke up at 6am plus plus.. watched charmed season 8 episode, n then desperate housewives season 2 episode 2, n then veronic mars episode 8... wow... n then came down to fetch me some food.. lol.. n since we are currently.. "maid-less" we all had to take care of our "RESPONSIBILITIES".. so i did the washing, kitchen stuff n laundry.. i tell you.. i'm a certified housewife~!! HAHAHAH i was super high n speaking like a detergent commercial.. that time i was feeling dizzy n stuff.. now.. i'm much worse.. crap.. i was saying things like "a clean kitchen is a happy kitchen.. scrambled eggs? wholemeal or plain?" que the sparkly teeth n apron HAHAH

n then.. i went to our farm and checked our produce.. plucked terung, chased some ducks and searched for eggs.. lol.. i feed the chicken n ducks daily now.. i tell you.. our house is practically a farm slash ranch.. all we need is some cows and a few horses.. HAHAHA the wind was crazy up on the hill... my bro n sis flew a kite.. or at least my dad was showing them the ropes... screaming "lepas!! lepas!! tarik balik! tarik balik! ayaaa boy apakan you.. i say tarik.. eh palui..!" haha but then the string terputus n we lost both kites...lol

oh n yeah my bro ran in to some trouble with sas... apparently he was supposed to pass a cd to a friend in his class.. he got it from soas kid.. but unfortunately.. on the day itself, while they were having assembly, the teachers or disiplinary sector constructed a search when all the kids were in the hall..(not ethical i would say) n my bro was caught.. well we all know what the cd content is... what do males ever watch anyway.. but i have to say i would be proud of my bro if that cd was for him.. finally~! but no.. he was the middle man.. n now he's taking the blame.. cikgu chong scolded him.. bro sed not his one (but of cos no one believed) n so my bro fight back cikgu chong.. n now.. bro is in deep shit.. now it's like a big thing.. with principal calling n stuff.. ahhh.. the drama.. so all you 5s2 n 5s1 boys.. consider urselves lucky... all the stories i heard about por.. i mean cd passing in class without getting caught... heh~

hmmm.. nuthing else i guess.. except i feel heaty.. gurrrrrrhhhhhhh

i hope u guys catch what the title of this post's pun..

loves aplc

undoubtly the best feeling ever...

this morn i was crazy high.. i dunno why.. no coffee no alcohol no nothing.. hahah i was cooking brunch.. it was rite after i watched veronica mars episode one.. not bad bell.. lol.. oh and by the way... serene is going to freak at this.. i have desperate housewives season 2 episode 1.. yay~!! the conspiracy continues... lol.. yeah anyway.. i had fun cooking my korean noodles... i pretended to be one of those canto cooking ladies in wah lah toi.. i even wore an apron.. tried speaking in canto.. but the only thing i knew how to say in relation with cooking was "ho heung ahh" smells delicious? hahah n i was like we need bawang putih bawang merah lol... i want to be a tv hostess.. AHAHAH better than anita sarawak.. hahah watever..

hmm i started my anger management with angry music.. i actually exercised outside with my siblings~!!! stress release.. i kept singing this song:

Here's the thing we started off friends

It was cool but it was all pretend

Yeah yeah

Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time

Wasn't long till I called you mine

Yeah Yeah

Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say

Is how I pictured me with you

That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get

What I want

Since you've been gone

How can I put it?

you put me on

I even fell for that stupid love song

Yeah yeah

Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say

I just wanna be with you

I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you

Now I get I get what I want

Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it

Out of sight, out of mind

Shut your mouth

I just can't take it

Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I getI get what I want

I can breathe for the first time

Im so movin on

Yeah yeah

Thanks to you (thanks to you)

Now I get (I get)

You should know (you should know)

That I get I get what I want

Since you've been gone

Since you've been gone

Since you've been gone

i even thought of Alanis morrisette's song: the one with the i'm a bitch i'm a lover i'm a sinner i'm a saint... except here, i changed it to she's a bitch she a f*cker, she's a sinner she's no saint

ahhh.. i feel good... okay i promise no more angst aplc just the happy me.. just had to let it all out see?

gaaaaahhhhh

okay.. if you didn't already read this event from sa's blog.. i shall tell it to you... lol.. frustrating to the max~!!!

tuesday night.. 930pm.. hua ho manggis/mall..

me n sa dropped by to buy ice cream.. i finally found selecta's double dutch ice cream.. which by the way is the BOMB!! yeah.. and me with my bad sense of counter choosing... i chose the shortest cashier lane lah.. n then sekali... i noticed that the person who was currently in line... had two trolleys FULL i was like OH NO... this is gonna take a while.. what were they doing anyway? party kah? wanna stock up food for flood kah? eeeeeeeeee anyways.. not only they had two trolleys.. (up till now our family oso never do two trolleys) they had slight complications with the written receipts one? like when u buy shampoo the lady will write down some receipt for you? yeah dat.. they had 3 receipts.. n then the counter lady was SLOW again.. after 15 minutes.. not exaggerating here.. they finally got their stuff all checked in..(they even had like some other family members still wondering around what to buy.. u noe the case where u stand in line to pay while sis/bro goes some where to find more stuff to buy... yeah the nerve).. they so tebal muka demanded for the maggi tomato sos free gift... WHAT THE HELL?!!? the cashier lady was like out of stock already.. n the man was like i dun care i want a free gift.. another free gift also can... WHAT THE CRAP IS THAT?!?! he paid.. n asked the cashier lady to cari the free gift.. i was already giving the angry black face mood already.. so the cashier lady was apologetic and asked us to queue somewhere else.. i'm like what the hell? i queued here for almost 20 min n u ask me to queue some where else??!?! WANNA DIE KAH?!!? not her fault pulang but.. in those situations you should be able to handle pesky customers... n so she left to find the free gift.. leaving me and a whole lot of customers queueing behind.. i dunno what u guys would do and stuff... but... i waited... i gave the "batah eh.. beri malu eh.. astaga.. ya allah..." typical bruneian slang face... n while waiting for the cashier to return (hua ho manngis is huge~!!!) i saw other counters and people who were later than us.. passing by.. going home happily with their merchandise... thinking that.. that could be me.. happy with my ice cream.... which was by the way melting... now.. sa n i were bitching about the hua ho service.. how we should "take this to the top" remember white chicks? "dear mr manager, i am a... chocolate.. single chinese female.. living in brunei darussalam..." gahhh.. n then sa snapped.. she tracked down the cashier lady who was apologising like crazy to the free gift family(she should apologise to us!!).. she tapped her shoulder.. "EXCUSE ME there are others in the counter you know?" n then like an obedient bitch.. she trailed behind with her tail between her legs... start serving the already impatient angry and frustrated customers such as myself... person behind me.. persons behind the person behind me.. lalalala... would you pester the cashier lady for some cheap-o free gift?!!?!? we left hua ho at 10... what made the situation more aggravating was that i needed to go to the toilet some more.. i got she eng to back me up on this.. i stopped over for some stuff n loo... HAHAHA

GAWD WHAT AN AWFUL SITUATION TO EVER BE IN~!!!

now.. a more mild frustration...

during the hols i was playing ffx-2.. i never finished it cos the hype died.. so yeah.. my youngest bro started a new game on his own.. i was happy cos i was the only one who loved ff.. the rest couldnt be bothered.. so yay! at last another rpg gamer in the family.. you gamers can predict what happened next.. so just now seeing him play he's more faster than me in the game cos he's really into it.. so yeah.. after being reminded what a "cool" game it is.. i decided to continue from where i left off...only to find that he accidently saved over my file earlier on.. so.. that killed my mood for playing ffx2... GAHHH

kids say the darndest things

haha i just had to post about this!! lol... just now.. my mom told me n my sis in law what my younger bro said to her last night.. mind you.. she was upset and shocked.. HAHAHA here goes...

my mom was cuddling up chean chean (younger bro..) you know the youngest child drill.. anak bongsu.. manja like crazy thing? yeah that..

mom: chean you don't sayang me? i sayang you oh.. (she goes all huggy huggy)
chean: ewww... i cannot sayang you already.. i'm big already.. gali lah..
mom: but you my anak bongsu..
chean: why don' t you sayang boy boy.. see whether he like it... mommy i tell you my secret.. i have GF already.. so i cannot sayang you anymore...
mom: GF? boy boy don't want.. he gali..
chean: you see.. why don't you beranak another one and sayang that anak...
mom: SHOCKED

me after hearing this: ROFTL HAHAHAHAHAH

wow.. he's ten years old n he has a gf.. WOW times have changed... what happened to the stage where they believe in cooties.. or girls=disgusting.. HAHAHA wow.. advanced ler.. what the hell was i doing at 10??? he even got love letters... i'm simply gob smacked...

hahaha
loves aplc

To buy or not to buy..that is the question..

Hmm...im sure all of u noe that i dont have a fone...funny thing happend this morning..my dad said "mm..bell..i think we should get u a fone"..and im like.."mmm....okayyy.." and then my dad starts to talk about how to get the line n all that...and like how i can use it overseas...and there i am in the car thinking.."this is strange...haha"...my dad has never believed in me having a fone...cos well..not necessary..and plus i also thot ..eh..wat for i need fone...which is true..wat do i need it for...emergencies dont happen that often thank God..haha..and yea...but on the other hand i think...oooo is this my birthday present..lol..and wahh if i have my own fone i have my own number n ppl can call me..lol! sad yes..its just strange...i dont need one ..or want one..but i want one..and maybe i do need one?..it wud be nice to be able to msg ppl wenever i want and like miss call ppl..lol..but really those of u who have fones out there...how often do u use ur fone?is it worth it?...so shud i or shudnt i...i onli have 5ish months left in brunei?..are lotsa ppl gonna call me in the next 5mths??..haha..well..hmmmm....ahh well...thats my 2cents for today

I could care less(about title and not about our blog yea!)

hahaha...havent blogged in a long while...my internet is messsed up i say...so lag..-__-...school has benn nyeh ..so so...haha...tiring lah...plus ..dull also..so nothing much to say...well i do have one thing to say..i have this really cute maths teacher -_-..beh tahan..angmo..u all must see..well yea..haha..i will show u one day..lol..erm nothing much la...my head is spinning...bio exam soon...coursework..and everything seems to be piling..well as it shud be..but ...frus man..-_-..well..im not frustrated...i dont even noe wat i am...hmmm...im...getting work piled on..but...im ok...im....ok...i dunno wat this post is all about...i mite end up bashing myself in the end..i am in need of good hangout time with u all..eng wen u going back??...EEEEEEEKS..! shes coming back tomoro WEEEEEEEEE!hehe...i have to brush up on bashing..hai~skool is dull so the dull..i need u all there...especially during bio!!! oh man if u guys were there! BEST LA!..gila..talking about artificial insemination and like sperm donation..and my teacher he is soooooooo fun! haha..all the comments..tht everytime he say something funny i wish u all were there to enjoy it too...oh and plus..u dont wanna get gonnorhea..well if ur a guy neway..cos the way they test u..lol..shud i spill?...i shall...well..theres this wire..with a barbed end..so well..it gets pushed up ur urethra..(and all u who forgot and dont do bio nemore..its the pee tube)well if onli i cud draw a picture..looks kind like this [----->>>] so well...wen it goes in...relatively easy..cos pointing one way..then removal-IT GETS YANKED OUT! and those sharp barb"wire" things SCRAPE!! they SCRAPE ur urethra...*pain* lol!..well thts not the worst bit..after they take the cells for tissue culture to find out how they can cure it...after testing..THEY DO IT AGAIN!!!..haha..to make sure its all cleared..its worst this time cos u noe wats coming..lol! funny stuff..yea..and theres stuff with the turkey baster n artificial insemination..so yea..my friends..if onli..haha..jst for bio...oh and the plan is on saturday sleepover at engs?..this saturday rite..will u still be here nex?..muaks loving u all!
belly

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me and pretty lynette....


















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me and my boyyyyyy.. haha jeff













me and david.. ok.. this one is a more proper one.. hahaha













me and liz, lecturer also













me and my lecturer, iris














me and my lecturer..darby












sam, me, yugo... my seniors









the fashion show is called in a glimpse.... the show quite nice la......... damn crazy la that night.. lol took a lot of pics with david.... kiss and hug one.. lol hahahahahahah he din mind even.. and he said it was pleasure!! wahhahaha i cannot tahan.. i no feeling la.. actually.... he's a playboy la.. he kissed and hugged most of my friends also la.. LOL hahahahahahahahahahahhahahahha i cannot tahannnn hahahahahahahhahahahhaahahahahha ok stop bah ciaozzzzz

mwaksssssssss

shall we say moody?

i shall try to ignore that comment.. does not affect me in any way... #@!$%#@%$^#@$#@!%#%^$%@#%#$%$#%$^$%^#$^#!!!!! haa... nvm.. anyways.. a big HELLO and wave to jimbo~! he's my nz koko.. lol.. we spent 2hr last night leeching jap music from each other.. lol.. which was weird cos he never was into jap music... so yeah.. hehehe... i'm totally addicted to Otsuka Ai daisuki da yo.. keep replaying it like some sad person...

anyways.. today's a very pms day for me.. everything's just ALL WRONG... i was just checking my timetable.. n i just realised that my a level economics falls on 25th of october... YEAH I KNOW.. bell's bday.. how crap can that be? (not as crap as the comment left behind by some crappy person..) yeah anyhoos... so irritated with my skin tone right now... yeah i'm dat bored... i gave myself 2 french manicures.. since monday.. but they keep cracking n breaking.. lousy huh? yeah... n now i have black nails on one side n hot red on the other.. so irritating.. red looks so horrible on me.. stoopid.. why can't i be fairer?

i give up.. not in the mood...

do do do......

I'M BORED!!!!!!!!!! i'm currently debating on whether i shud go dancing or cycling! ohh the most exciting thing i've done today! bleh~~~ i think i'm gettin use to driving although i still feel like i'm gonna hit everything i pass by.i'm feelin very lonely today.... mabbe coz i hav no interations with anyone except my parents... going off to kuching tomolo...not lookin forward to it coz i cant speak manderin no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boo hoo! hmm wow only today i managed to read the blogs in detail... adeline.. i hav to say that going to uk would b better for literature...but japan would b gud coz then u would hav stories to tell ure kids hehe! hiya..wats the fuss abt the laptop..aint that bad! still workin rite? bell still as busy as eva...i wish i had somehting to preoccupy myself sigh.... bah going to go cycling! c! i made a decision! woo hooo!

i'm finally in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*weeps*

wahh!! finally i can post a blog!!! on the actual blog! this is like history!!!!*teng*teng*teng* hmmm wat do i hav to say....well cut to the chase.. i can drive now...n officially had 3 accidents...ahemmm... one was with a pole..left beautiful marks on the right hand side of the car, second left beautiful marks on the other car..cost me a 100 bucks...the third was a HIT n aRUN!! so exciting! so yeah...when u guys come back i'm picking u up! ;)
adeline and vanessa already tried it....see they are still alive :D oh i cant believe that vintage rose is still open..nice place to go, we shud all go there one day..bah i need to help my dad at work now bye bye! i'll blog a longer one soon when i'm free *oh the irony*

date? or not... crossroads

hrmm.. today i went on a "date" with serene.. meaning she picked me up.. which was rather unusual cos i always pick her up n stuff.. lol.. so yeah we had tea in vintage rose... with will of cos.. he's her accessory (she sed it herself) funny shyt.. like most of the times we had crazy sex forums... i dunno whether bell minds but yeah i shall clue in the themes of the discussion.. david hasslehoff, porn, sailormoon, porn, gay, LCD, amazon, hairy, dick.. and so on.. for further details.. which.. trust me is funny stuff.. pls ping me hahaha we had...serene: hot white chocolate, me: hot mocha, will:man at work... n we shared a banana crepe with caramel..

hmm.. since i pretty much sensored everything wat we did nuthing much to say abt the "date" lol... but anyways.. besides that matter.. i'm kinda facing crossroads right now.. u guys noe that i'm applying for the japanese scholarship right.. i really do want to get it stuff.. but i'm thinking is it the right choice for me? i really want to do literature in england or france mebbe? where literature takes me.. n i don't think japan is the place for literature and stuff.. and the stuff i'm more interested in is like just intense reading i guess.. dealing with other languages.. like german n french, danish and blablabla.. so yeah.. stuff like LUDWIG TIECK, INGEMANN, OEHLENSCHLAGER, more hard names.. yeah.. so anyhoos.. japan or europe? i SO want to go to japan.. i hope japan has english lit stuff.. i'm sure it does... ne? NE!?!?!

WORD OF THE DAY -
oeuvre-all the works, usually of a lifetime of a particular writer

chyuuuu

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i put that to balance the laptop.. ccb.. unbalance already.. sigh~~

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went to college today... to help my friend.. do some stuffs... she's graduating on wednesday.... that's all la.... tata~~~~~~~~~~~

mwaksssssssssssssssss

i want to go to europe~! EURO TRIP

SOOOOO SADDDDDDD.......... i just came back from miri.. woke up 5am to get there on time.. we sent or office lady to the miri airport cos she holiday.. so yeah.. i'm impressed with the miri airport.. WOOOOOWW thousand times better than brunei airport.. the have more shops.. famous amos some more.. brunei's famous amos is a crying shame... anyways.. i havent been there in a long time n bcos of my current book fetish.. i decided to tag along to hunt for books... which turned out to be a major dissapointment cos... they dont have the books i was looking for...... BOOOOOOOOO especially those hardcover types and pretty looking ones..... darn it...

i want to go to the west~!! i'm sure even australia or nz have books like those.. wow... my mom says NO.. crap oh well... i'm reminded again why i dont really go to miri.. soo boring... can't even spend rm50 properly.. i bought famous amos nia.. sigh.. what happened to the days where i can spend so much kaching there? miri used to be sooo fun... mebbe becos i started dl-ing.. LOL..

boy boy (randy) drove all the way to miri.. it's almost as if miri became his second home town.. he noes the shortcuts the speed trp zones the road block areas.. i sakai so impressed.. i dont even know man.. die.. lol..she eng she eng.. how did u drop it? while u were moving kah? tsk tsk tsk kasian kasian... u say the keyboard want to come out? sounds serious man.. i'll probably cry too...



chyuuuuu

i'm outta words cos i'm sleepy and lazy