Life Is Great Lets Celebrate!

Woke up at like 11.15 yesterday...and had lunch...then went shoppiinggg ...haha..had to look for my netball skirt for mondays match against who i also dunno...but i noe its gonna be freakin' cold playing outdoors in a skirt -_-..but heck..its loads of fun..lol...anyway..so my uncle drove my aunt, my niece and i to Highpoint shopping mall complex place..and the first place we went into was Target to look...well...lets just say my netball skirt isnt the onli thing i bought and i ended up spending $200AU today..HAHAHA..man..ive never spent so much before on one shopping trip!!!...lol..but then again..i need all those wintery clothes so that i dont freeze my tiny tooosh off..hehe..i ended up buying 3 fleece jumpers...1 puffy-ish jacket thing...1 atheltics kinda sports jacket thing...2 turtle necks..2 thermal tops..my netball skrit...bicycle shorts for wearing underneath..and my black shirt for netball..LOL!..man...overall i onli spent like $200..PREEETY GOOOD HUH!!!..haha im happy..it was fun fun..ehehe..im gonna be one warm lil person...nyehehe...i've got pictures!tee heee!...
All my lovely shopping
LOL! all my new stuff..
all the price tags..i had a whole pile...woo fun!

then came home..went to cousins place for YUMMMMMY steamboat..so good..haha...then after dinner came back home then watch BRIDE AND PREJUDICE!...my goodness that show was sooo funny...was watching it with my cousin...lol...was so silly..and like the songs are now stuck in my head...haha..thats where the title of this post is from..one of the songs had that line as lyrics...sooooooo funnnnyy...anyone who is seriously bored shud go n watch it..lol..hai~..

im preety much settled here now...im enjoying uni and all...hahaha.."budgeting" my money ..kinda.....so yea its all good....but somehow i noe that soon stress is gonna build up and i will start to crack again..but ahh well..thts just all part of it no?

what happend to everyone else...eng?..aplc prolly not settled yet....lissss...where are uuu.....and serene....put on some clothes why dont u..lol!

pics from melbroune..well actually from my apartment

took this picture during the first week i was in melbourne. was at the park on lygon street, has very lovely trees! not to mention how pretty will looks :P









the view from my window.. boo hoo just high rise aparments















my messy living room, i've used my bedstand for a clothes hanger















the first thing we did in art class















my living room/ dining room with piano!















washing up area















computer and place where i jsut dump stuff area













ME! against the postcard montage at the entrance of my aparment















the place where i woop up my poison















my cactus which is surpisingly still alive after 6 weeks with me hehehe

n life is good...ONCE AGAIN! :D

wah adeline is on the road to japan already~~~ sniff sniff! bon voyage! so sad we cudnt send u off.. at least ure family is big enough to make it a grand goodbye! hmmm havent been blogging lately.. been up to my neck with work load..(hahah actually it was the pressure of doin extremely well altho the competition was too much).Rite now everything is finally slowling down, the weather is being stable altho much more colder and EHHHH bell??? when did u go to sydney?! oh wait ahaha it was ure trip here :P i tort u went on mini trip on a weekend haha.

anyways, my bro is coming over on the 16 to 19th should b good.. hopefully, i bet he is just goin to go clubbing now. well i'm planning to go to the zoo and phillip island :D hehehe penguins for roasting!nyahahha hmmmm you know.. cafe experince was so much better in brunei coz of the fact that its actually RARE there hahaha like cafes here r like kopitiam! ohhh i long for the sight of kopitiam and hawker stall... I WANT JUNGLE!!!!! i'm goin to make it a point to do the ocean road thing n go to nz jsut coz there is more greenery there... i've realised that the reason y i'm relaly homesick is coz there is jsut not enough trees! hmmm i think i'll b one of those green ppl who live in trees and do nothing but b smelly hahaa

yup! netball is actually fun! n the fact that we hav to play in the winter OUTDOORS with SKIRTS is a lil bit daunting aye?! bell later on i'll show u my blanket jacket that makes me look really fat hehehehe i wish you all the best adeline! done think that the world is falling down just coz ure missing home, enjoy every single bit of it! good or bad! :D hey.. dun u think that in uni now, our stories r so much more interesting?? hahah was at meryn's friends bbq bday party on friday nite. there was this guy called aaron that told me someone committed suicide on my floor~ very nice i say!

anyways from me to you guys! *muahz*! n WHEN R U COMING OVER PPL!??!

p/s.. spent 300 dollars on winter stuff yesterday heheheheheh n i'm not even warming up yet ;) my dad is so gonna kill me nyahahha

Melbourne life

Hmm...i miss astro!..lol...man...hahaha..hi hi ...i noe i noe ..i havent blogged in ages..i have mid sem tests coming up nex week..hehe..so far im surviving..im all settled and what not..i have friends to hang out with during lectures...i have friends to hang out with during lunch...i have people to laugh with and talk to and do silly things with..lol...miss u other 3 ladies...at least having serene here makes it more bearable..having the other brunei girls too really helps like heaps...

i see serene every wednesday now..we have netball training!..woo!..lol..we got into the lowest grade of the uni netball team..lol..but its still so fun no serene?..hehe..we have to buy our own skirts n all..and pay so much money and all..but then again i think in the end its just all worth it? i dunno..im doing some sort of sport...and its yea..fun!...oh man..but its like at nite the training and its autumn now and its getting colder...and our matches are gonna be played outside..how sucky is that...i will die of frostbite n chest failure from all the cold...haha..

oh man..tht nite after training yea...i go home by train yea...so like good thing my cousin was with me..so freaky...the train stop i get off rite...i look down yea and i ask him "hey..did u see that..looks like blood..." and hes like" no lah ..cant be blood..dried blood is darker...but then again it mite not be dried.." then nex thing we knew we both saw police lady with her camera...and wen we wanted to exit the station..we had to walk "through" the bloody area...eeeeks...creepy..but luckily its not like poools of blood and stuff..its like ..droplets..but many droplets...and on the ticket machine thing there was like a drip..like dripping down..ee..creepy...apparently there was a fight and thats about all i noe..saw broken glass on the ground...but yea...creeeepyness...on a lighter note..here are some pictures...
This was taken on the plane on my way to sydney

My cousins daughter!Which makes her my niece..lol..SO CUTE!..

This was a picture that Adeline n I took for rachel..kinda...it was her surprise birthday thing and she was supposed to meet us at the beach..but then she was late...and the sun had already set..so this one's for u rachello!..

This was wat adeline boywin and i set up for her on the beach

BIRTHDAY GIRL

The bottle opening to commemorate 19 years?..hehe


At the restaurant that dint allow us to bring our own wine that we opened at the beach...

Taken in the tram..

On the way back to rachels apartment..we walked thru the city and saw these people acting...it was like they were in a display window of a shop..

Lol..and wats a "bruneian" outing without a bruneian flag? Hehe..commonwealth games "decoration"..city street lined with all the commonwealth countries flags..

Hehe..^_^

oh aplc...isnt it "five days ANd counting"?

5 days encounting

it's been a while since any of us has blogged.. whats up with y'all over there... apakan.. i thought u all have head start in different country.. give me some love people.. no pictures one ka? boring eh... for shame~!!! and she eng~!!! where have you been?!!! singapore was great.. as i tagged.. got the duo core sony vaio VGN-FE15GP at 2999 lol a dollar from 3k.. my bro ordered the xbox 360.. and bluetooth wireless headphoes from creative..so we got that too.. DAMN HEAVY!! carrying it all the way from sim lim to the hotel.. gawd.. to think in this modern world.. this are supposed to be smaller and lighter.. this one is the opposite.. gahhh~ sa got motorola v3i.. it was cool cos the place i stayed at bencoolen street had the nanyang academy of fine arts .. which broke down into the theatrical arts, fashion studies, contemporary art..blablabla wow all in that area.. so cool.. can so imagine serene, she eng and i walking studying and living over there.. but nevermind.. too exp.. hahaha.. but just think.. go to kopitiam minum, durian stall.. lol.. shopping at bugis street.. oh well.. dream dream nia.. bell sorry la didnt see any science departments there.. i think they would be in a more secluded area? bigger space?

so yeah last week in brunei.. pressure from my mom.. nagging me to start packing.. wah.. i noe how u feel serene.. T_T .. i mean like it's not like it's hard to pack right? right? sheesh.. she goes on and on about "when are going to pack? start already? havent ka? macam no interest in going to japan at all one you.." sighhhhhhhhhhhh thats because i've been setting the certificates and official docs ready..and also the laptop.. woots.. haha installing my programs getting the songs in.. making sure it works PURRR-fectly.. lol

oh well... on the bright side.. i have already started phase one of packing them bags.. lol.. so far all the winter/insulating clothes and therefore thick clothes have been buried in one suitcase.. only problem is i sent my winter jacket to the laundry.. dont know how exactly i'm going to fit that in the bag.. cos it's fluffy? thick? lol.. so much for.. we strongly recommend you bring only one luggage.. and your limit is 20kg.. i'm DOOMED.. havent even put in my new clothes and home clothes... oh well.. and wanted to do some more last minute shopping.. HAHAHAHA

till some one else blogs..
love from
aplc

I am Bell....where is serene u ask

Well serene is behind me doing washing of her loverly plates..no actually..she is hugging will from behind and he's washing the plates...and theyre both fighthing like husband and wife...ahh..this is what marriage life for them wud look like...its so funny...serene washed the rice and she turned on the tap too hard and all the rice wooooshed out of the cooking pot...-_-...nyhahaha..now she is frying up the garlic for the long beans...hehehe...we are going to play netball at 7 till 9 ..trials...eck..haha im so out of shape and so is she...she just said that shes so fat -_-..she just offered me beer...

im so tired...........i wanna sleep....serene and will are so cute together ..lol...DALING...HONEY..BABE..DEAR..lol...funny funny...my aunt was telling me the other day how it was the "time" to find a partner ...and for some reason cudnt stop thinking about it....im like 18 already..and i bet most peoples "prime time" to get married is 24..rite rite? hai~ but i have to admit guys in uni are cute..well some neway ^_^..and now she is making the bacon ommeeeletttee...lol...will kana stomach ache from eating her curry..so yea...fair warning..lol...

Anyhooo..yeah taths all for this time round..till later..muaks to all

As part of my assignment...

hello ppl! I'M LOVING UNI!! its sooo nice! all u hav to do is study n then watever already.. can do watever u want! being independent is the best! anyways i'm goin to b bloggin more often coz its part of my course now hahahah part of my creative writing class (adeline, i bloody take creative writing class coz complusory! its like eng lit! but worse!! shitt...) the lecturer told us that keeping journals n writing often will help us loosen up n help us find writing material from our journals blah blah blah.. hmmm so i'll do it like an essay n write down the themes of this post :P ermm ok from 1st day of uni to my apartment building on fire (aint kidding) , me turning into my mom n the arrivial of my piano which resulted in me being very very broke.... so here i go!

sooo hmmmm 1st day of uni... which was the 2nd day of uni for will altho he did miss his 1st day coz he tort that his one is only gonna start nxt week, good thing we checked else he will b more bummed out by it.. poor baby.. well for my 1st lecture, ws almost late for that coz i was waiting for my friend, turns out that her tram wasnt moving n she was stuck somewhere haha i didnt noe that visual culture wud mean the study of movies! the lecturer talked too fast but was an interesting one. hahaha had to watch titanic, damn funny, nvr went to a class where all u hav to do is watch movies, i mean they cud hav at least warn us so then i can bring in the popcorn! XD it was soooo sad.. i ALMOST cried.. then the stupid theme song was stuck in my head the whole day n the nxt.. grrrr i had like a 1 hr 45 min break inbetween my lectures so i went back home coz i needed to get the keys from will coz he was goin of to uni then ...n plus the rented piano came then .. its damn nice , brand new n sounds orgasmic! OOoooOOOo yeah thats how much i miss playing a piano. 82 dollars a month.. i say not bad !

sooo wat happened.. oh yes! the fire! that happened on the monday, the day b4 my 1st day of uni. okay, i was in a bookshop with daphine (josh's gf) waiting for will n josh to come back from my apartment coz they wanted to get beer from there. then daphine fone rang n she answered it, soon after she passed the fone to me. turns out that it was will on the line, cud hear sirens at the background n him telling me that there was a fire at college sq, i was like okay... then he sed its on the same level where we stay.. then i was like shittttttttttttttttttttttt............ obviously the first thing that i cud think of is that i was the one who caused it coz it coz u guys noe how clumsy i am. however only the laptop was on when we left the apartment so its kinda impossible rite? well anyways was walking really slowly, praying on the way to my apartment, cud see 2 firetrucks there.. then later i met up with will n josh n u noe wat??? the fire was caused by ppl who cudnt cook -_- there was 4 guys in the room, they somehow set the oil on fire.. thank god everything was ok! its not like she eng's suicide guy story but it did cause a stir. very funny now lar hahah ppl dunno how to cook nasi goreng

hmmm altho uni work is somewhat minimal , i'm already feeling stressed, so i'm like bad mood when i get back home coz i hav to cook n wash up.. then to see the room in a mess n will jsut sitting there on the pc. headache! most of the mess on the floor was his. he always sez he will do it later~ that proscatinator.. anyways i kinda released my stress on him by tellin him off n annoying him when he was tryin to make me relax. he he he.... in the end he washed the dishes n cleaned up the rubbish on the floor n i coincidentally i finished kniiting my new scarf so i was in a good mood again :P hmmm so i've covered everything.i'll shall update tomolo! n hopefully u guys wud too! :) go go go!

love chenny who needs to redo lecture ntoes coz she doesnt noe wat is goin on

Day one at uni

Ok so..they say uni is the best time of your life..well..not my first day..so crappy la -_-..in the morning was alrite..math first..met two ang mo guys outside the lecture hall but they were in diff math class..so during math i dint meet anyone new..which was kinda bad cos then i was a loner for most of the day..after math supposed to be 3 hour chem prac..but then first week no prac..so i find out i have a whole 2 hour break before an intro to chem prac at 12..gah!..for a whole 2 hours i just sat at union house(caffeteria), walked around lawn area, ate chips, sat back down then thats it 2 hours..the place where the chem prac intro was held was CREEEPY..and smelt quite bad too..the lecture hall was one of those old ones where it has the 45 degree upwards elevation..so creepy la..if u fall down mati man..lol..i made a friend but then she had a lecture after the chem so off i went to eat lunch alone..i brought lunch from home...but then the box i used couldnt fit in the microwave..and to top it off i dint bring a fork and when i went to ask for one at one of the caff stalls so happend a guy asked for one before me too and the lady manning her store was being a real b*tch and said in this URGH tone " next time i will have to charge u for it" urghh...so yea off to eat cold lunch ALONE...woo~...dint actually eat any of it...tis yucky cold mush..hai~~..then good thing i saw chee peng...wasnt a loner..haha..then he was somehow abandoned by his friends so then we bought sushi to eat..haha..we both had class at 2 and he managed to find his friends..next i had intro to chem lecture...I FEEL ASLEEP!..i like missed the last half of my first ever chem lecture..here also dint meet anybody..haha..sado...bio lecture in the same place also...changed seats then kinda fell asleep again..haha..ooo but there was a guy who was a nobel prize winner he kinda intro-ed bio to us..haha..ive never seen one in real life...a nobel prize winner dood ..haha..yea..after that just fell back to sleep again....THEN...the next guy who was talking over ran his time...and i was late for my next lecture and to wonderfully top that off i got lost..i went to the wrong building completely on the other side of the uni...erk...i read my map wrong..stupid stupid thing! gah..good thing met chee peng there again..was sooo flustered liao..HAHA..had to calm me down..lol...was like 35 minutes late...then just sat there again...dunno anyone...already not enjoying the day liao...man..i miss u guys...i miss sas times..i just miss having like friends around....its just really lonely..and it really does suck..man...and then well..that was my last lecture..haha i then got onto the tram and took the train...THEN...the train got like "stuck" in the dark tunnel...stooooooooooood there for like 10 minutes plus..SOOOO full man the train..gila i was like sandwiched man..haiyoh....then the train moved..then slowly stopped then move again..hai~ ai siiii man..got home at 6.45...was out since 7 man...well all i have to say is that it can onli get better...but i do wish i had friends...LOL! so sad huh...

here i come..not

been so busy lately... out in the morning at 8 and back around i dunno.. depends.. if i have a lot of things to do.... i will be back at 10 or later.. earliest will be 7 lor..

im soooo tired...3 wks of working..... exhausted la.... 5 more wks to go... sigh.. working is really not for me.....

u know what happen today... unbelievable man... there's this ah pek jumped on the train track trying to commit suicide.. u say geng or not? luckily the train automatic stop when it hit something... ppl outside screamed their lungs off... i was on the train with my fren... scary man..... he was injured din die... sigh... i dunno what to say lar.. should pity or should not pity him.. so we had to get out of the train.. and he made all of us wait for the train to re-scheduled.. shyt man me and fren were carrying so many things.. when the train came.. so many ppl.. cannot sit down... thanks to the ah pek lor.. before we were sitting down one and the train wasnt that packed... sigh.... 1st time this kinda thing happen to me... the ah pek was all bloody on the left side of this body, his hand , his kaki all bloody... sigh...

T-I-R-E-D..... u cannot imagine la.........tired tired tired tired.....

borrowing stuffs and returning stuffs..... stuffs are damn heavy again.. i don have a car.. always to have to carry around.... although can go into shops like lv,fendi.. all the high-end brands la.. but the stuffs were so heavy........ spent so much on travelling... really siao man......tak boleh tahan.... im so broke already... have to claim from company... UGHHHHHHH im going siao already... graduation is in 3 wks time... watever lar..... i wanna finish work and go play.... then go back brunei and do nothing.. lol haiyahhhhhhh im so fucked uppppppppppppppppppppp........

i hate myself... so fuggin materialistic... i dun wanna be a material gal........ ppl around me are just too rich lar.. can buy this and that w/o thinking........... geeeeezzzzzz...... thats why i hate kl.... i wanna go back brunei.... why am i so brand conscious... ARGH.......... ghegfhasljkhaglua chuhgjhgghjdfhjdfhglakjhglakjhgflahurthjkhbvnbvhaiudshgft

Wassup my homies?

Hello my ladies..lol..i noe i noe..i havent been updating myself on this one. But as serene said melbourne is nice.altho she finds making friends easier. I techincally dont have a new friend yet. anyhoo. the next bit i jsut copied from my other blog. miss u guys . muaks.

On Tuesday went to uni for the student services carnival. Was quite fun. Soooo funny. There was free cotton candy and snow cones and free iced tea by lipton and free samples from sunsilk. All sorts of sponsors. And there was this lady in a giant transparent globe. She was the oracle. Dunno what they did in there. Tried rock climbing and i made it to the top ^_^. Then played a game at the Apple stall. Theres an apple in one side of a stocking and the other leg side you tie around your waist. So its like a little above the ground just enough so it can swing back and forth between your legs. They put another apple on the ground and you're supposed to use the dangly one to knock the one on the ground pass a certain point and then you win something. Lol. Its not as easy as it looks. And plus it looks wierd too.HAHAHA. I kept knocking the thing backwards a couple of times. But in the end i still won. I won a $30 i tunes card thing. So i can buy 19 songs. Hahaha. Then we went to do this art thingy. Just stick ur hand in some paint smack ur hand on the canvas and get a free lolipop. Hahaha. Next walked past the telstra stall to get a balloon. HELIUM FILLED!..lol. Then we went to SUMO WRESTLE! Me vs Serene. We wore those sumo suits. Man you cannot do much in those things. So we hop hop then just crash into each other.lol. It was funny. I will find a way to put up pictures of that. And there was the gladiator thing as well. With those bashing stick things. I dunno what its called. But yea was fun. Then we decided to go to free BBQ. NYhaha. The queue was sooooooooooooooooooo long tho. But we waited anyway. I mean its free rite. lol. Then we went to finish up our little enrolment thingys. Then that was it. Hehe. Fun fun. So tired when i got back tho =_= need exercise just to get stamina back.

And then last night went to meet up with the "bruneian group" at vic market. Its the equivalent to brunei pasar malam.hahahahhaha. Although the food in brunei is all pretty much the same- bbq chicken, its butt, fish, fried mee, fried everything, in most of the stalls. Over here it goes by spanish food, german sausages, german pancakes was it...hmm..anyway..yea all sorts of different things. Was quite interesting just walking around. At about 9.30 we made our way to Jerica and Adelines place jsut down the street. I had to go home at about 9.50 tho. But i know they had a blast playing bridge. Hee Hee. Good to see familiar faces. I got to start making new friends too tho hmm..>_<..hai~

My uni timetable is so horrible! Monday and Friday -class from 9-1 then 2-5
Thursday and Tuesday the breaks are so long -_-..9-11 then 3-5...so weirdo..and come the worst day of all, Wednesday class from 10-5..no breaks..zip..nada..nothing..-_-...sneak food in during lectures perhaps huh...

Going to uni tomoro to sign up for clubs and things. Have to set up bank account and then hopefully go and ask the faculty ppl about my timetable..maybe i get ppl to switch with me..

I need exercise. I need to run around somewhere. But its windy and cold. Funny things happen to your throat when u run around. Bleh~

...n my bf is a high maintenance pet

hello my lovely chaboz
melbourne has been lovely to me so far! been meeting lots of wonderful ppl from my faculty n making friends along the way. hope that u guys hav the same luck as i hav been having or better!all the best bell! :) hav to say, gonna get very lonely when will moves to his own accomodation boo hoo.. at least the place will b cleaner!nya hahahahhaha! n i wud b online more isuppose... sigh i need good food.. like oily fish n yucky veg n soup! ohhhh how i miss soup

sooooooooooo.... WOOL ROCKS!!!! n i'm having my period ... so yeahhh my mood has been fluctuating like the weather here.. i guess i hav to giv alot of credit to will for putting up with me until now. ermmmm dyline redoin ure hse again? it hasnt been a yr! or has it? i dunno...I LOVE CAFE FOOD but they burn hole in me wallet so i jsut get bootleg cafe copies from supermarket n hav it at home..... at least they r 99% fat free~ oh yeah one thing! OZ is sooooooo health consious! everything is like no fat, fat free blah blah.. u need some fat in ure diet! coz i was lookin for pork belly with the skin n i cudnt find any coz they were fat reduced or sumthing~~ but turns out that i was actually lookin at beef hehe~ my bad.... :P well laundry is gettin pretty easy to do now .... anyways before i sign off..SHE ENG BLOG SOMETHING!!! like wat u did on ure bday :P

ok ppl! love u *muahz*

a very happy birthday to she eng~!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE ENG~!!!!

sorry i dont have any individual shots of she eng.. bummer.. so can't really do a big she eng post here... lol.. 17th of february.. consequently.. it's also the day that abigail leaves for perth.. sigh.. didnt get to see her off.. because... the house is going through another renovation.. yes people.. the house is once again wrecked... HAHAH it's upside down topsy turvy right now.. my room's pretty much empty.. and my cupboard had a face lift... it now looks like it belongs to a bachelor pad.. and my parents.. well (dad only so far.. heheh) thinks i should re-paint the room.. me too me too~! i like the way you think dad... so yeah.. because they're re-doing the paquette? the floor basically.. might as well do my wall.. cos it's the only room left un-painted.. so i'm thinking hot hot HAWT pink on one wall.. and white-very very light pink on the other 3 sides.. and then.. re-doing the lights soon.. and then maybe change air-con.. wow.. talk about extreme makeovers.. and then the rest move here and move there la.. HAHAH unless they buy me a new dressing table~! MUAHAHAHA...

right now.. i'm freakking tired.. from all the carrying the books to another area.. carrying the dvds.. carrying the dolls and pillows... yeah and if you know my room and my possessions.. well the amount of my possessions.. that's one hell of a work load.. HAHAHA even my dad's room didnt take as much time as my room did.. unfortunately.. we didnt move all the stuff out from my room in time.. and so the men re-doing the floor didnt get to do my room.. and hence why i still have internet connection.. fi not.. i think i'll be disconnected for a while.. tragic~! thank goodness i have lotsa stuff.. cos if not.. how to finish my downloading!?!?!?

anyways.. i've been taking korean lessons.. funny how the korean wave just hit me.. when everyone is already like SOOO over it.. i mean i've watched the basics.. the movies yes.. but seldom touched the dramas.. but now.. because of one measly manhwa.. ONE MANHWA.. i'm hooked.. so far the only recent dramas i've watched is goong and full house... i prefer goong to full house... i dont understand how ppl say full house is one of the best dramas yadaa yadaa.. the story is okay and stuff.. it's just the ending that just RUINED THE COMPLETE SERIES... i think korean superstars either dont dare to kiss passionately on screen or they just suck at kissing on screen.. GAWD.. if i was the director of full house.. i'd recommend a full-blown earthshaking kiss... ravishing and hot and tantalising and passionate and hungry and tear me up-tear me down open mouthed mind-blowing kiss.. ARGHHHHH just thinking about it pisses me off.. i mean like after all that torture.. sekajap like sekajap no like.. cry here cry there.. you'd think at least they'll satisfy their viewers with a REAL KISS... but noo... they just do the kiddy stuff.. placing the lips together and make it seem like an eternity..ahhh..a lil bit of fan service wont hurt would it? they should learn it from the ang-mos.. i'm exhausted from all the ranting...

i'm hooked to goong's main theme.. by HowL and J.. perhaps love.. damn good song i should say..
Perhaps Love(사랑인가요)
언제였던 건지, 기억나진 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한 두 번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러운 이 마음
별일이 아닐 수 있다고
사소한 마음이라고
내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한 걸
사랑인가요, 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요.
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요, 왜 이제야 들리죠.
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.

지금 내 마음을, 설명하려 해도
니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법뿐인데
이미 난 니 안에 있는 걸
내 안에 니가 있듯이
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맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
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서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.
생각해보면 많은 순간 속에
얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
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함께할게요, 추억이 될 기억만 선물할게요.
다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요
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그댈 이렇게 많이 (이토록 많이) 사랑하고 있어요 (그대 하나만) 이미

I don't remember from when it was

That I started to keep thinking about you

The thoughts would appear about twice

They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised
I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing

But it was awkward when I talked to you

Is it love?

If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
My heart keeps loving you

It's screaming for the whole world to hear

Why is it that I hear it now?

I've found love now that I've found you
Even if I try to explain my heart

The only way you would know is if you had my heart

I’m already inside you
Just how you're in my heart

We might already be inside each other's heart
Is it love?

If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?

My heart keeps loving youIt's screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I hear it now?I've found love now that I've found you
If I think about it now

There were many times when I was shy

But since I was late to know what I felt,

I will do that much more for you
I want to be with you,

I will only you give you happy memories

Don't ever leave me

Even if you're gone for a short time,

I get nervousI get scared
This is how much I love you

you guys should try this song.. it's the best.. might even want to ask ronald to teach me the pronounciations to the song.. so i can sing along.. HAHAHAHA i have the romanised verison.. just that it's hard to post it.. hahah can almost imagine she eng going: what lar? this adeline.. post useless things.. HAHAHA
anyways.. besides that i got nuthing else to say...

but another

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE ENG~~!!!!

LOTS OF LOVE

ADELINE

a picture's worth a thousand words... then this must mean.. i'm writing a book?

okay.. this one was at she eng's house.. when we more or less slept over.. had to send liss back at 3am.. while we were groggy as shyt.. any way.. who has the sushi restaurant pictures ah? i dont seem to have it... and this one was way way WAY before cny.. august? when she eng returned for a holiday?

this one is the only picture i have in my camera... when sa and i had this crazy bash.. HAHAHAHA.. sad huh.. we didnt take a nicer picture.. STOOOPID~~~

this one was at serene's new year party.. lol.. hahaha bell pulling off sexy look? you guys ah give me your copy of this shot.. maybe a whole lot nicer?

new year toast~!

yam sennngg~~!










chinese new year at my place.. serene was the only visitor.. sniff sniff.. well who can blame the rest.. 1st day some more


gawd... white definitely makes one look fat...

2nd day of cny.. at serene's place.. lol.. hmm.. something's just not right with this picture.. something's missing.. lol

black does make me look thin.. lol

bell had exams the next day.. too bad..

the emancipation of bell.. lol.. we had a mini- celebration in swensens... darn you guys.. we didnt even too the sushi ritual.. gawdd.. it's sooo not the same... yucky cheesecake...

after the photo shoot and horrible oral day and also the 7th day of cny thingy? what was that.. the vegetable dish? where peanuts save you? watever.. helped serene pack.. where she decided to stick a LARGE naruto poster on her bag.. to make it more noticable.. ahah

more or less the same pic.. except the left has less vandalism.. oops i mean.. autographs.. hahaha damn bored ler?

naruto is sooo dead already... i wonder if any of you ppl still watch it?

5th of February

a disgruntled tired serene at the airport

serene and she eng going off to see the world.. lol.. damn cant make any nice captions...

3/5 of the gang.. bell couldnt make it... too bad... which still never fails to amaze me... considering where she lives and stuff...

she eng left at 12 15 pm
serene left at 12 20 pm

serene's whole waving gallery crew..

12th of February

me and bell.. bell had a whole lot of people to see her off.. but this is just me n bell.. lol.. hahaha yeah. as you can see she's all teary.. haha.. prolly bcos i was rooting for danson? eh... no ka? LAME

bell left at 8 30 pm



well i ran out of pictures to post.. you people~! u guys must have a whole lot of pictures than i do.. post them post them..especially the sushi ones... sigh.. i hope this post makes you guys a bit teary.. cos i did.. lol.. so sad................ MEMORIESSS ALL ALONE IN THE MOONLIGHT.... I REMEMBER THE MEMORIES... i forgot the rest... oh yeah the studio photos arent ready yet.. well as far as i'm concerned... the lady hasnt called me yet.. and bell still owes me cash.. heh heh will deal with you later.. or some day.. thank goodness we did the studio pictures.. i mean like thinking about it now.. wow.. we have so little nice pictures.. and stuff.. and will never know when will we be able to take as a group again.. wow.. sounded so... tragic back there... haha just had a dumb thought... we all meet up again after getting married and first child.. take photo of us as mothers.. and with first born? HAHAHAHAHA what you think? so aunty?HAHAHA.. hmm.. wats up these days.. hmm.. getting harder and harder to find bruneian friends who are currently not working and able to do sports.. so far i have jeh wen.. who goes hiking with me.. any one else out there~?!?! i need two more badminton players.. damn.. so hard to find exercising buddies...

lots of love from adeline

annyong~!

from melbourne with love~

HELLO PPL!!!!!
hahahaha wow this week has been one hectic week i've gotta say.. was very sad that i had to leave when we were all hanging out n having so much fun!!! sniff sniiff... thank u she eng, adeline n ellisa for helpin me with my packing up! u guys mean soooooo so mcuh to me! (that includes u bell too haha) well amazingly.. i wasn that sad when i got here coz DUDE! melbourne is sooooooooooo so fun coz got sooooo many things.. n parks n couples kissing on the roadside u noe PDA! like wow! so different... n i like it! hahaha the first few days were fun :) then it wasnt so when my money ran out...so now i'm on a budget boo hoo! n my apartmetn is makin me depress coz its sooooooo so bare! i realise tht my fav place in hte apartemtn is the kitchen coz.. it has the most stuff innit...sigh sigh..well i'm glad that will is wiht me now.. keepin me company but guess wat guys?! i went into a crying fit for no reason yesterday after i woke up from my afternnon nap all coz of my stupid memory dream...i guess i'm beginnint o feel homesick altho i dun admit it.. melbourne is beautiful on a sunny day.. i'm not kidding.. bell u will love it so much esp. if ure living in the suburbs...i cant wait till more frineds come.. if it wasnt for will i think my social bar will b like negative or sumthing hahahha but its still fun tho..i guess i still not quite ready for this change but i'm gettin use to it :) hopefully...

hmmmmmmmmm soooooooo...........wats up in brunei ppl?? still goin to open hses n stuff? :) eating real nice food which u dun ahv to cook for ureselves? oh yes yes the scariest thing happenned... I'M BECOMIGN A NEAT FREAK!!!!!!i dunno wat on earth happened but i'm enjoying cleaning!!! like WAT THE HELL!?!?!!?n like will is not really the neatest person n i'm like cleaning up all the time... omg.... i'm becoming my mom... T_T anwyays i'm gonna... sniff sniiff.. tidy things up to make me feel better.. hahahah love u guys! *mauhz*mauhz* hehehe

from ah chen ppong pong

life's a rollercoaster .. you've got to ride it..

urghhhhhhhhhh.. it's been a tiring day.. upsetting and yet invigorating at the same time........ gah.. anyways.. track back to yesterday.. it was a fun filled hang out with serene day.. hmm started with dome.. my first time.. i'm so sad.. pathetic.. anyways.. and then went to the massage parlour.. wanted to go for the massage but only one. . . damn.. cant spell the word.. well.. only one phoebe.. hehe so schedule for thursday.. and then went window shopping.. was fun~! looking for shoes.. went to redd and saw these pair of shoes which were SOOOOOOOOO cute.. but sooooooooooo expensive.. nevermind then.. what a waste.. nevermind went to charles and keith.. and then iwalk.. tried 2 pairs of shoes there.. so cute.. i have to say they were all so vintage and goth.. HAHAHA LACE AND FRILLS ARE SOO IN~!!!

and then.. went dvd shopping.. after that tired like crazy go to her house.. and then started on knitting.. lol she taught me a new stitch..and i taught her how to make a furry ball.. and then there was this period where she had to go take care of her err.. "business" and i was left alone with her dad.. awkward... hahaha watching star news asia.. and seemingly how i hated awkward silences.. and the next thing that popped on to the screen was the stock market shares rates.. and so i made small talk.. which ended up pretty long-winded..

aplc: so uncle.. do you do stock?
uncle: no.. i dont i keep losing..
aplc: oh.. hehe
uncle: actually.. it looks easy but it's all so complex.. there are so many types of bla..bla..bla..

yeah.. ended up talking about stock and shares and how universities are offering courses on shares and stuff.. i wasnt really paying attention to uncle.. cos well it was boring~!!!! damn it~! why did you have to bring up stock aplc~!!! why?!!? i kept on going ah.. really? too bad.. i'm sure it is.. is that so? and how do you? blablabla.. i think i pulled a pretty good job.. seeing how uncle thought i was caught up in the conversation.. HAHAHHAHAH and then when it ended i ran up to serene (TAKE COVER~!!!) and then after a while she did a facial on me.. hahaha and then went down to watch some tv.. and snack.. after that i left.. it was already 10pm

at home.. couldnt sleep cos i was thinking damn.. them boots sure are pretty.. twist here twist there.. i want those boots.. those boots.. boots... and then my mom came in... adeline ah.. want to drink coffee or not? i'm like sure why not? sekali it was weird bcos it was only me and her.. still awake.. bonding time? heh heh.. and then watched "HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN TEN DAYS" damn.. that was weird.. too weird.. all the kissing scenes.. thank god for no sex scenes.. or if there were any.. i left the room earlier cos it was too embarassing for me to take it.. slept

nect day.. went shopping for stuff.. all in all spent.. err... close to a hundred bucks.. 20 swensens 53 butik eileen 25 redds.. wow a hundred bucks... so much for save up aplc.. and then i was thinking get my dad to get the shoes in iwalk for me.. so i walk walk a bit.. and then help my sis shop for skirt.. got one.. dad paid.. and then went to iwalk showed him.. he got pissed... he said the boots were the ugliest things he'd ever seen.. i'm like no they're not.. sheesh not like you're going to wear it.. urghhhhhhhh in the end the whole store tried to persuade him that it looked nice on me.. sheesh it's not like the price is not right like dat.. damn annoyed.. thank god no one else was there a the same time.. in the end i paid for the shoes 39..

went home damn pissed.. so to make myself happier.. go watch korean drama baru dl.. full house.. and goong.. the best man.. make me happy.. and cry too.. i tell you episode 2 (full house) i was already crying like shyt.. (sub-story plot that made me cry: 2 bestfriends of the heroine are desperate for money and so they sent the heroine away on a trip to china with no money.. they told her it was a free ticket.. free accomodations and stuff...(but she got scammed) and while she was away they sold her house and took her money and made a credit card with her name and maxed it..) i was so pissed with her friends man.. WHAT KIND OF BULL SHIT IS THIS!??!.. ahh.. thinking about it makes me want to scream.. the heroine is so dumb and kind hearted it's frustrating.. if me ah.. i call police.. hunt them down and kill them.. KILL THEM ALL~!!!! muahahaha i hope you guys dont do this la.. LOL.. episode 3.. lagi crying.. stupid.. ahha the wedding bit... ha.. crying feels good

bah i guess thats it for now.. until you all blog~!!! i shall try to revive this blog~! DAMN IT~!! IT CAN'T BE APLC'S RAMBLINGS ALL THE TIME.. lol

aplc

gong xi fa chai

right... i just came back from serene's open house.. lol.. was funny cos it was nice that everyone came at about the same time.. liss was there.. she eng was there.. bell.. well.. she wasnt there.. but it's nice to be all at the same time.. so yeah.. i'm babbling.. anyways.. she had LOVELY kuching laksa.. and as always the popia.. ahaha.. the house was full inside and out.. my whole family kinda conquered the kitchen and the ting cousins kinda conquered the dining table for a while.. hahaha saw my mom and serene's mom bonding.. weird.. but NICE~ wow.. yay serene our families.. are going to be so ngam together.. sniff sniff.. i'm so lame...

the first day of new year.. we had our open house.. busy like crazy.. entertaining people.. well not really.. because most of them are parents friends.. and yeah we dont know them at all.. and then there are the relatives... urghh.. that was horrible.. i'm bad at titles.. ah soh, ah mm, ako, ah chim.. wat ranking so ever...ughh.. embarassing la.. i called my grandmother auntie by mistake.. and i thought our cousin was lina's friend.. yeah i'm that bad.. probably because they are the chinese-converted-muslim side of the family.. whats worse is that they look so malay with the baju kurong and tudong and batik.. and yet they speak hokkien/hakka.. and here i am struggling with ranks.. sigh... what a joke... at 3pm.. the power died.. i dunno what happened but the whole muara was powerless... for the next three hours we were without electricity.. and then my md friends came... it was nice but weird at the same time.. cos i'm not close to them.. they're the shy type.. tried to bring them in a sing star game.. but no.. they refused.. so anyways.. serene came and definitely made my day.. at least the party was fun for me~! sa's friends came over with a bday cake.. but at the time she was at our uncle's house downstairs.. so serene and i ended up going down to call her (a bit tipsy from 3 drinks-sasa).. and then have ourselves trapped in my uncle's house to drink.. lol.. serene's parents also ended up going down for not one but TWO drinks(gin and tonic).. lol after serene left it was weird cos i was stuck there.. and my uncle didnt want me to leave without drinking more.. he was already tipsy.. and then my mom and brothers came.. i'm thinking SAVED!!! but no.. they all also kena paksa minum.. and i asked for a mildr drink.. they made this pretty pink drink.. and never stopped pouring on me and my brother's glass(randy).. my mom managed to escape.. but some how.. randy and i.. got left behind.. we were already like no no NO MORE~!! uncle: one more just one more.. one for the road.. after that.. me and boy were piss drunk? not really lah.. i just got headaches.. spinning so sakit kepala.. my brother just needed to pee.. got home.. drank water.. and cool down.. and then when finally my parents went up.. they asked me to go down to ask chean chean to come up.. i was already tired/sakit kepala/didnt want to move.. and then dragged my sorry ass down to tell him to come up.. and then after a few mins he still havent come up.. my parents ask me to call him again.. this time i got mad.. i came down still see him playing the sing star.. so i yelled.. hahaha i ask him to off the game and come up.. in normal circumstances this would seem pretty normal.. but no... we still had guests.. and the guest's children were playing with the singstar.. and me yelling indirectly at them would be eheh..rude? the hell i care.. i was having a headache.. boo to you~! slept like a baby.. funny thing about this headache/drunk feeling is that when i slept i slept like a baby.. cos i'm having cough right now.. in normal nights.. i sleep with coughs and constant need of clearing my throat.. so yeah.. advantages of drunk-ness.. lol

when i woke up.. everything is back to normal.. no hangover.. no grogginess.. thank god.. but randy on the other hand.. heh ada hangover.. managed to go paichia to two houses and then he got fever.. started nosebleeding in serene's place.. so we rush back home... wow second day of cny and already ka-put..

oh well thats it for now.. angpows collected day 1: 7 ...day 2: 1.. and still counting... lol...

aplc signing out

i know what i did last week?<--lame..

anyways.. since no one's been updating... i'll update.. hmm.. last thursday.. the usual gym.. except that serene called just on time when i finished my routine.. asked whether i wanted to go to tasek hiking.. i'm like sure why not.. not that exhausted yet.. heck why not.. can't be that hard.. right? WRONG~!!! oh well.. partially my fault too.. cos when she asked want to try the hard route or the easy route? i'm thinking how hard can the hard route be.. why not? hard route please.. WRONG~!!!! probably because i was already exhausted.. yeah.. but pat on the back for aplc.. cos i didnt die 50% of the way.. more like 80% of the way.. and then aplc's body started to sound like archie's old car.. sputter-sputter-ka-putt.. HAHAHA yeah.. not bad.. my legs were like jelly by the time we reached the car.. lol.. but it was fun.. i would like to do it again soon.. yeah~!

friday was a total shut down day for me.. my badan macam condemn liao.. HAHAH so yeah off day.. saturday.. i promised my step sis.. lina that i would try her step class in.. i dunno whats the place called... errr.. er.. batu bersurat? tungku highway? near gadong there.. whatever.. so yeah.. but it turns out she took me to an advanced class.. so i kept getting lost.. the teacher was screaming her head off and the music was loud.. needless to say i gave up halfway.. i was in their way.. so fast and complicated some more.. lol... so after that i went back to fitness zone.. where my good friend the treadmill was waiting for me.. HAHAH after that went home... ate at the restaurant.. and then received an sms from abi asking whether i want to go swimming... sure why not? i always wanted to go swimming.. but never dare to go alone.. this is my only chance~! GO~~~~~~! i was half an hour late.. and yeah.. stupid life guards they are supposed to take care of the people.. not make cat calls.. and whistle.. STUUUPPIIDDD PIECE OF SHYT~!!! this is why i hate going swimming alone.. i get all self conscious and stuff.. abi so handal can do 15 laps no sweat like dat.. i did 5 laps already want to die.. HAHAHA and it was the breast stroke method.. she did freestyle..i'm not too confident about my freestyle... i takut i move move like crazy but move so slow.. damn embarassing.. lol

hmm sunday.. i woke up with high fever and cough.. so yeah.. life sucks for me right now.. can't even go out to gym.. cannot go hiking cannot go swimming.. cannot go hang out with serene as promised.. DAMN DAMN DAMN

zoom past mon tues and wed.. today is thursday.. 26th january 2006~!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASA~!!! anyways.. the house renovations are almost complete.. now we have a super BIG ASS DOOR.. apparently it's good feng shui.. i dunno whats going to happen today but.. maybe i'll meet serene in tasek today... i think i'm well enough for it.. heh

loves aplc

Its the end of an era

lol..well maybe not yet...gosh darn it!! i still have like freakin 5 papers to go..suck la...i think my brain mite just fizz out..*fizz* *fizz*..*spurts out nonsense*....im cracking people CRACKING!..i just realised..i dunno how to get colour onto a post -_-...lamer lamer lamer is i...woooo oooo..laaaaaaaa...i think i mite be going a bit crazy...or i could just be pms-y my mood is all whacked up or its the stress...a combo perhaps??..stuff the exams...STUFF EM ALL....freak la...........monkey..freakin thing last till february..are the british ppl who make exams like CRAZY or something..last till feb..SIAO..FREAK FREAK FREAK FKEAK FREAK FREAK LAA! ugh....UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!IM LIKE FREAKIN FREAKIN FREAKIN PISSY!..why kan EHHHHHHHHHHH!!all this pressure im just going to fry from the inside...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! NYAAA!! I WANT TO SHOUT!! I WANNA SCREAM AT SOMETHING GAHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANNA PUNCH SOMETHING!!UGHHHHHHHHHH UGHH!adeline put it in fine words...IM JUST TIRED OF IT ALL...tired tired tired..i need sleep..im sick and all wat not ..garhhh..wat the heck man....PISSSSS...URGHHHHHHHHHH!!!..cracked..like...serioulsy...CRACKED!im venting ...just venting.....

SCREEEEECH!

HAHA..now u shall hear me SCREEEEEEEEECHING down ur simpang because i can drive!!!!!..HEHEHE! i passed i passsed!OH MY GOOOOODNESS I TELL U!...ive NEVER had a sleepless nite before! NEVER!..i had driving test yesterday and the test was supposed to be in the afternoon..but then the teacher called and sed..oh its in the morning at 8...so then she told me to be there early..so i was like ...ok...i'll come at 7.30...-_-..yea..so i had to get to bed early...tried to sleep at 11.30...couldn't..tossed n turned till about 12.30...then fell asleep...3 hours later i get up...and i cant go back to sleep anymore...hmm..i lied in bed for like another hour....i decide to go watch tv...mtv has nothing good...i switch to cartoons..wooo~ cow n chicken....-_-..i change to star world...NYPD blue...dont noe wats going on...channel surf until 4.30...whose line is on..haha..watched for a little while then decided to give sleep another try...its 5....again im still awake...i just toss n turn..i noe i have to get up in an hour and a half...my mind is constantly thinking about that darn hill at land transport...my mind just goes back n forth..i cant sleeep!...5.50 my sisters alarm clock rings...she likes going to school early..i think thats crazy..lol..so yea..i just lie in bed till my own alarm clock rings...whole nite i have butterflies..WHOLE NITE!..and this is the bad kind of anxiety cos i feel like puking..my head is still thinking..

Wash up get ready by 7.20 i leave the house....i get there around 7.35..THERES NO ONE THERE!...and plus my mum misses the turning so she drops me off at the side of the road..lol..i walk down the keluar lane and i go sit down...its just the same feeling thru out..7.45 my teacher still isnt there....8 she arrives...motions me over to her car..and my mum leaves...great..she tells me oh my test starts at 8.45..great..i couldve come later....cudve had more sleep..HAHA not really ..so yea more people start to arrive..i think there were like 4 or 5 people doing the test before me..KAN CHEONG MAN!...gila..its my turn..ok i go into the trailer thing to register..i come out and i have to do my parking..it has to be done in less than 10minutes...GILA MAN..for some reason her steering wheel so stiff...lack of sleep perhaps?haha..cannot turn as easily of before..gila..so i struggle to turn it...but i make it in 8 min54 secs...JUST MADE IT..

NEXT is wat ive been dreading the whole day before...time to go drive..i dont dread the driving but the balancing that comes BEFORE the driving..ok...i rev up all the way up...clutch then break then hand break..HAHA..i breaked so abruptly that i could see him jerk forward..im my head i was like..OOPS...so ok..balancing..i was alrite..until it was time to put down the hand break so i can go...MY LEFT HAND IS SO WEAK!..GAH!...i couldnt lift it up to press the button to put it down..so i kinda like ...dawdled there...but somehow i managed to put the handbreak down..BUT MY TIMING ALL OFF!..so i was thinking in my head "OH NO IM GONNA ROLLL DOWN!..GASSSSSSSSS ITT!!!" ..so i did..and i screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeched up the hill...the whole land transport heard it i assume..haha..then after that its just driving ..and that was fine...over all...i had like 6/18..4 marks for the balancing and 2 marks for another mistake...if u get 18 marks u fail..haha..so yea...i came back to the land transport relieved that it was over...my teacher made me fill in the license form..HEHE...i get my 1 year license next week!..then i can drive!..lol...

all in all i have to thank God that i passed and that i dint freak out DURING the test especially during that balancing part..i was calmer than i was the nite before..was praying really really hard..hehe...WEEEEPEEE!

its only 1030 am and can this day get any worse?

yeah this morning i got up.. actually i forced myself up.. so that i can go to the belly dancing class.. and when i reached there.. after speeding away cos i was late.. as per usual.. abi was there before me.. and LO AND BEHOLD.. no class today.. because the minimum number of participants needed in order to start class is 4~!!! and we were only 2 damn.. why cant the other ladies get up~! damn it.. i wish you guys could come join with us.. i desperately want to go in the morning class.. the night one.. just too full.. damn...

and anyways... after that decided to go to supasave to stock up on fruits and veges.. so i picked out lovely fresh grapes~!!! (the man just came with the truck.. wa.. talk about airflown...) and then china pears and those lovely juicy feng shui pears.. got some whole grain bread.. and then look for more stuff.. i was at the baking section.. when i was checking for my wallet.. to check ada cukup duit lah.. but i was pretty confident about my cash... cos baru terima gaji? HAHAHA and then LO AND BEHOLD (number 2) i discovered that i didnt have my wallet with me~!!! WHAT THE HELL!?!??!?! this must be some seriously bad joke... a living nightmare for aplc~! suddenly i got reminded of the movie with goldie hawn in troop beverly hills.. the part where she maxed her credit card and the sales lady snapped her card in front of her and she had to put everything back... GAWDD so embarassing.. so annoying so angry with myself.. my brain was like " okay quick adeline quick think what to do.. pretend suddenly someone called.. and start a very loud conversation on the phone about an emergency? and then drop the basket and leave? no.. too obvious... put everything back like you didnt need it??!!? no... my pride's at stake.." so.. i did the only thing i could do.. wait for there's no one around and dump the basket and quickly leave the building with all the pride and dignity i have left.. damn.... this is seriously not my day... how embarssing.. can you imagine what would have happened if i actually went to the counter and found out only then that i didnt bring my wallet!?!?!?!? THE HORROR~! and to think that i wanted to isi petrol in the car.. sigh.... i was already so happy that i'm leaving brunei to some new strange place.. and becoming more adult-tish.. no more lame childish behaviour... no more dumb moments.. only a more cool refined aplc.. and here i am.. at 19 i'm reminded again that i'm still young.. i still make lame moments.. create more embarassing memories... and i'm still a KID not at all mature and no where near cool.. damn.. damn damn damn KUSOOOOOOOOOOOO~!! mecha kuchya annoyed desu.. (mecha kuchya = super duper)

oh well as compensation.. i'm bringing my dad back there to buy the stuff.. again... lol.. maybe we'll go to the other supasave branch.. and then we'll go for a massage i think..

thats all so far... it's only 1042am.. we'll see if my day gets any worse or any better..

aplc

trala la la la~ tralalala

my second day of the gym, i came back with bruises.. legs sore from the cycling class.. it started out with the normal induction class.. and then i saw miss ong.. and then she prompted me to go to the cycling class.. and you know the situation where one is forced to smile and say "HAI" while inside you're screaming "HELL NO~!!!!" yeah.. damn i was caught...day one in cycling class.. after getting down from the seat of hell... my legs were wobbly from exhaustion... i fell.. nothing serious.. day two.. shuv's mom caught me.. into the cycling den of hell again.. while trying to follow the order to sprint while standing up... i fell from the bike.. now i have a big bruise... i've never had a purple bruise before.. only green ones.. so this is a remarkable happening to me.. lol SAKAI~!

yeah.. seeing miss ong again is pretty weird.. because she insists on me calling her by rosemary... which is WEIRD.. just too weird.. makes me feel a bit older.. now that we practically stepped into the world of adults.. lol does this make her look more younger? haha nope..

what else... i watched mtv's global room raiders back to back the other night.. i found it disturbing that guys really like checking out the undergarments of women... and they really do judge a woman by her underwear... damn.... oh well.. makes me wanna get those frilly frilly raunchy and sexy ones..HAHAHAHAHA bah one day we all go to lily' lingerie wan or not? HAHAHA...

anyways i'm in a dilemma here.. i dunno what laptop to buy..
i noe i shouldnt be choosing anything now...because mebbe the latest one may be coming out anytime soon.. but yeah.. i may be going to kl/sg in feb.. so yeah.. and then i have no clue on what laptop to buy.. yeah.. i'm hopeless.. my mind works like this: expensive is always the best.. yeah not very good thinking huh.. but yeah what can i do.. i'm clueless at these type of things... and if i go to vendors i'm sure they'll say their most exp product is the best too.. lol true or not?

hmm anything else? oh yeah... my house is going through another facelift.. -_-

loves aplc

an attempt

lalalallalala... at work..frustrated with something they gave me...dunno wat to do so i drew something! since adeline wants me to draw gothic lolita girls here it is lar... if try hahaha i dunno if the fashion suits the time.. just put in alot of lace n ribbions :P ahahahha damn..y cant we hav those dresses now HAHAHA i noe stupid question but worth thinkin over? no? ok i'll shut up now haha bye bye~

PARTY PEOPLE!

okay..i admit havent blogged here in like...forever...so here goes...HALLO..haha..on the 28th the Pangs had a party to celebrate their birthdays...Sa will be turning 18 in Jan and Adeline turned 19 in Oct..so it was a halfway thing..and also it was a party to celebrate Adeline getting her jap scholarship..well done!..haha..lotsa people came..different people doing different things...card game...sing star.. and football on the other end with the other ps2..and the boys at the table..not sure wat they were up to...but yes...fun fun!..they have sooooooooooooo many hats its crazy...like this whole trunk like box worth...welll..not all hats..got bags too..haha..so yea..we took some pictures

Sing Star-ing


Hats!


The bags added a little touristy effect dont u think?


SMILE!


Wheee!


Slept around 5 in the morning that day..haaha..good stuff!

next was new years at serenes house...haha took loads there...but im gonna post a few onli..haha...takes too long..haha..blame brunet ^_^..its good to have all 5 of us back n at the same place..its been too long since we've all been together..

^_^


Cheers!


I was supposed to be doing a 2 like the rest..but ..haha..i did a seven?...well thts wat they claimed it to be..haha..still..its 2 fingers!..


Hahaha..thats all for this time..i have to post up last days of school photos...that mite take me a long while..but haha..if i get lazy i mite not even do them...
note:hahah this was taken like from my other blog...^_^...the miracle of copy n paste...muaks

one step closer to my goal?

okay.. i finally did it.. i joined the gym today.. phew.. paid a hefty amount to join it too.. of course i didnt use my money.. heh heh chinese new year hasnt come yet.. heh.. well at least i hope this year this resolution falls through unlike the year before.. or the year before that.. or the year before the year blablablabla you get the idea.. HAHAHAH

right now.. i'm SOOOO into the arthur golden novel.. yeah yeah i noe that book is sooooo 5 years ago.. i'm so ashamed of myself.. a bookworm who has not read the memoirs of a geisha book.. i noe adeline chong/shu vun/audrey perhaps?/jerica maybe? has read it.. it is equivalent to an otaku(animefan) never watching naruto.. now i feel somewhat complete.. lol.. the book is nice lar.. who said it was boring.. (this one is to michelle wong so told me it was boring) intriguing.. beautiful simply beautiful.. moved me to tears.. HAHA

next... i started watching rozen maiden.. and i got taken in by it's gothic lolita artwork.. i must say.. pretty darn good.. damn.. if only i had more lolita ness in me.. but then again i'd lose all my sexual appeal.. HAHA so i asked serene if she has the time to draw the 5 of us in anime/goth/lolita form.. for fun.. its so unique and goth.. hahaha i wonder if she can do us in particular costumes which suits our behaviour.. ahahha

oh well pretty much nuthing to report except that i can't post any more piccies until serene passes the piccies to me.. or if she/sumone else who has the piccies.. posts them up themselves.. sigh...
till then, i'll leave you all with this

















loves aplc

NEW YEAR NEW RESOLUTIONS

heh.. like she eng said.. this year while she eng came back all we did was party party party.. haha we didnt even do the traditional.. sushi thing.. hahah oh wellwe took lots of photos.. at serene's place.. cos at my party, we forgot to take pictures while serene was there... oh well.. at least during the new years party.. the 5 chabohz were complete~!

here's one.. i like.. nice job serene~!








and another one... i dunno which one she meant but.. serene said something about looking like a bag advertisement.. but personally i like the chocolate one better...






one of our finer moments that night.. a real jump in to take a picture moment.. aahaha looks original no? HAHAHAHA







i'll post the rest later.. because serene went to lunch.. and i got one more.. but it's frigging embarrasing (for me) HAHAHA

xmas and new yearrr!

man.. this blog is shoo dead... anyways... merry xmas and happy new year.. really had fun at serene's and adeline's place on the 24th, 28th and 31st.. lol

we din even hang outs.. jus attend parties only.. only had party in julian's place as well on the 23rd... lol attended the most parties at one go in my whole life.. really siao man....

sigh.. feel sad now.. coz everyone is going already.... this time i cant even get to see them so many times a year liaw.... bell and serene are going to melbourne in february and same uni somemore... melbourne u. dang man.. ...will be joining them in july hopefully if not 2007 then.. and adeline is going to osaka in april... sigh.. this one i dunno when can i see her again man.. erm... a year later? not actually will be seeing her later in the morning... lol.. HAHA yea.. she will only be coming back to brunei when there's hols... man she gets everything for free man... allowance, air tix, blabla... full scholarship.. craps... so NICE.. envyyyy.. lol and liss, probably.. going to UBD? well.. not sure....

sigh.....life sux.. i wanna go back to high school......... oh yea... we were going thru our chat book.. damn so funny man... and i was sooo obsessed with roger that time... crap i was DUMB.. lalala... but it's really funny la... damn lotsa funny stuffs... CRAP.. time passes so FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate i hate.. i really wanna go back to high school.. everyday hang out in school.. and tok rubbish... i miss all those times........ sigh........... life life life.................... i miss u guys man............................... this is the 1st time i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo sad...... im gonna cry..... guys.. i love u all so muchhhh... no matter what happened or how far u guys are away from me in the future.... i will still love u all.. our bonds will never break..i believe i believe!! i love u allllllllllllllllllll

lotsa love and huggies

a dream is a wish your heart makes...

YAY~!!! so it's confirmed people.. i'm going to study in japan for 5 years.. i've been selected by the japanese government.. so tempted to say the chosen one.. lol.. anyways.. it's been a very busy week.. my bro n sis in law are moving out.. so i have been helping them move stuff n clean here clean there..so much so.. that sa even sang the cinderelly cinderelly song.. heh~ so yeah.. their hse is in tengkuling highway there... so irritating the road system!! why aren't there any u turns?!?!?! and i tot mr han's place was complex.. heh~! so yeah.. everyday go to their place... the house is going to be very empty next year.. lol my bro n his family new hse.. sa living with them.. me in japan... only mom dad boy2 n chean2... wow... 4 ppl in my big big hse.. heh.. sad ler.. goodbye pang bickering files...

more lighter details... i got home today to celebrate with parents.. n then went up to my room to watch kimi wa petto (yeah its nice she eng~! matsujun totemo kawaiiiiiii~~~!!!) anyways.. n then i saw my postcards.. the perverted ones.. on my bed.. i was like how the heck did it end up there? but oh well... watch show watch show.. n then suddenly my mom came in to tell me sumthing n then suddenly remembered sumthing she saw.. n then exclaimed:

mom: WHERE DID YOU GET THOSE CARDS?!?!?
me: eh~?! what cards?
mom: the one with the sex pictures..
me: oh.. those? in new zealand.. cool no?
mom: eyer~! whats wrong with you..
a.ellie: apa pasal mummy?
mom: this adeline bah... see so many sex things.. that day i saw her computer got the japanese sex pictures.. eeee
me: sheesh it's nothing...
chean2: adeline rapist! rapist! rapist!
me: sheesh.. i tot it was funny..

some where in the background chean2 squeals rapist rapist like some mantra..
aplc has the -_- expression...

sighhh.. man oh man.. what an awkward situation.. i suddenly had memories of scenes from american pie when the guy was caught wanking by his parents.. in his room (the sock).. n the pie experience.. n lots of other teenage movies where the dopey hero was caught by parents doing something they shouldnt.. well except in my case.. i wasnt caught doing sumthing.. just caught possessing slightly pornographic material.. ahh screw it... erotic material... sheesh.. i hope she never finds out about my erotica collection n historical romance collection.. heh heh heh.. HAHAHAHAHAH *sweat drop* cheh.. dang it next time when reading shoujo smut will remember to exit the program not minimise.. dang it.. it was shinjo mayu manga some more.. hard core.. smut.. gawd~!!! ahh wonder wat part she saw ler.. shudders.. i think i'm going to have to hide all my books n bury it somewhere in the garden.. lol.. thank goodness she didnt see my yaoi collection.. oh boy.. i would be in deep shyt.. now wudnt i serene? n so that there r not misunderstandings out there.. the cards she saw are.. "position of the day" cards.. n no they arent real life human pictures.. just stick men... so i tot it was funny.. they had names for the positions n stuff.. so yeah.. hahahah?

no she didnt get mad.. i just shrugged it off n so the whole matter died off.. heh

thats all i wanted to say...

APLC
ja mata ne..

WORK?? ermm no thank u

yo yo yo! wats up my niggas!!!!! u chizzle my nizzle boo?! WHOOO wiittt! thats hoooooooottt!

okk enough of the black talk, its sunday morning..... hmmm hav to listen to capital fm thru in the internet coz bloody brunei deleted it from its services like forever!! ARGHHH!!!! soooo... hmmmm hung out with audrey twice eva since she got back, really easy coz she lives so near hahaha she's still the same :P yeahhh... she told me abt wat u think abt how ure mom feels that ure goin to melbourne, dun care abt it.. u shud do wat u think is best for ureself n not for pleasin ure mom by goin to perth. i mean uni is the time for u to grow :) whether for the worse or the best.

anyways.... been workin at sunlit..attachment lar, its more like me = free labour. hav to b there at bloody 8 am n they only hav one hour break!! like lunch break! i tot designers n artist shud b exposin themselves to new surroundings n experinces so that they minds wud hav better fresher ideas... feel like they are caged animals.. they work non- stop mannn. i feel trap in there... i need to express myself!!! aHHHHHH (tears off clothes n runs around naked) :P i went for a medical yesterdayyy... pee test...HOW COME THE CUP IS SOO SMALL?! like hav to guess where the pee is gonna come out from... almost pee on my own hand hhahah coz i almost cudnt control :P drank too much okay... i'm officially 155.1 cm tall soooooo short!!! n i only weigh 45 kg -_-||| i dunno whether to b happy or sad... i need to gain muscle

i cant wait to gooooooooooo!!!!!!! but also sad coz leavin my parents behind ... ahh they r gonna visit anyways bah thats all i hav to say.. muahz! love u guys

First Driving Lesson!!

Today i had my first practical driving lesson.SOOOOOOO FUN!CRAZY! I love changing gears it feels nice. lol!My lesson started at 4. So when i got to the old airport i was looking for the Syarikat Salfa tent shed thingy. So i found the tent rite and there were two instructors there. So i assumed that the one that wasn't doing anything was my teacher. So i went up to her and said "Err...malam tadi saya telefon cikgu" and she just stared. And she pointed me in the other direction and said "kau cari siapa?...cikgu kasmah?" Then i was like yea. Haha. Turned out it was the other lady. So yea i paid money and she told me to get into the car. I had no idea which one. They all looked the same wor! Anyway i found the right one and she wanted me to get into the drivers seat like strait away -_- I was like 0_0 i have never driven before. So i just got in and she told me to start the car. So i did. Surprisingly the clutching part came quite easily. Well changing from gear to gear anyway. But slowing down is like the worst part -_-. I stalled 3 times and hit the curb once! haha cos i had to like slow down n change clutch gear. Was so funny. The teacher is really nice tho. Really really relaxed. So for an hour i just drived round n round that old airport place. Making u-turn, going over the hump, turning around. I managed to go up to 4th gear and the fastest i went was 50km/h. TAAAAAHAHAHAHA! I saw val there too! She was practicing her parking already. Hehe. Everytime i passed her we just smiled. SO funny. Fun fun fun fun fun to drive. Haha. I have to practice. I have to remember to push the clutch all the way down to avoid the gear stick making the groaning sound. IT WAS SO HOT -_-. Dint use the new echo car like the other teachers from the same driving school did. My back was practically glued with sweat to the seat. HAHA. The sun again. Just at the right height and angle to shine onto the right side of my face. Im gonna be darker on one side 0_o Taaahaha. Gosh my second lesson on friday. Cant wait.

3 days of school left. Gonna be quite sad but quite relieved also. 2 years TWO YEARS!! crazy gone by so quick. He he.Anyhoo thats all from me for now. Will blog more if i remember more interesting stuff ^_^ tootles!

htsumoto jun!!! not oguri shun anymore.. HAHA

have been watching japanese dramas lately.... erm... finished gokusen... argh.. damn funny man... finish downloaded the gokusen special.. gonna watch it soon..... watching summer snow and kimi wa petto... downloading orange days and kindaichi 3............ kimi wa petto is soooo funny coz matsujun is so CUTEEEE i cannot tahan.... adeline u must watch it!!! hahaha lol lalalala... my life is still boring... nothin much la.. and super broke so everyday stay at home facing my laptop.. wanna pengsan liaw... cousins came here for hols cant even hang out with them coz BROKE.... sigh~ so sad la.......

yeah... thats all la.. LOL hahahahhahaha

One week

I will survive! haha...one week left of school..well...technically 5 days and then im "FREEE!"...darned exams...ahh well...at least on weekends we can go out!like weekend full weekend...i still have to study during the weekdays..nyeh...but oh well..all is well..i suppose...just really bored at the moment...dont wanna start studying yet..waiting till the 12th of dec....full on studying..hai~...missing u guys lots...eng coming back before christmas yea?..hehe...aplc im trying to get u the singstar yea..will try..serene..haha..hows ur lovely job ..lol..liss ...mana luuuu??...wat u all been up to?...any call back for the jap sship thing?nyeh im dying of boredem like really dying...i wanna laugh like a crazy person...this is quite a useless post..-_-..i have nothing better to do...anyhooooo..laters