Tuesday, February 21, 2006
...n my bf is a high maintenance pet
melbourne has been lovely to me so far! been meeting lots of wonderful ppl from my faculty n making friends along the way. hope that u guys hav the same luck as i hav been having or better!all the best bell! :) hav to say, gonna get very lonely when will moves to his own accomodation boo hoo.. at least the place will b cleaner!nya hahahahhaha! n i wud b online more isuppose... sigh i need good food.. like oily fish n yucky veg n soup! ohhhh how i miss soup
sooooooooooo.... WOOL ROCKS!!!! n i'm having my period ... so yeahhh my mood has been fluctuating like the weather here.. i guess i hav to giv alot of credit to will for putting up with me until now. ermmmm dyline redoin ure hse again? it hasnt been a yr! or has it? i dunno...I LOVE CAFE FOOD but they burn hole in me wallet so i jsut get bootleg cafe copies from supermarket n hav it at home..... at least they r 99% fat free~ oh yeah one thing! OZ is sooooooo health consious! everything is like no fat, fat free blah blah.. u need some fat in ure diet! coz i was lookin for pork belly with the skin n i cudnt find any coz they were fat reduced or sumthing~~ but turns out that i was actually lookin at beef hehe~ my bad.... :P well laundry is gettin pretty easy to do now .... anyways before i sign off..SHE ENG BLOG SOMETHING!!! like wat u did on ure bday :P
ok ppl! love u *muahz*
Friday, February 17, 2006
a very happy birthday to she eng~!
sorry i dont have any individual shots of she eng.. bummer.. so can't really do a big she eng post here... lol.. 17th of february.. consequently.. it's also the day that abigail leaves for perth.. sigh.. didnt get to see her off.. because... the house is going through another renovation.. yes people.. the house is once again wrecked... HAHAH it's upside down topsy turvy right now.. my room's pretty much empty.. and my cupboard had a face lift... it now looks like it belongs to a bachelor pad.. and my parents.. well (dad only so far.. heheh) thinks i should re-paint the room.. me too me too~! i like the way you think dad... so yeah.. because they're re-doing the paquette? the floor basically.. might as well do my wall.. cos it's the only room left un-painted.. so i'm thinking hot hot HAWT pink on one wall.. and white-very very light pink on the other 3 sides.. and then.. re-doing the lights soon.. and then maybe change air-con.. wow.. talk about extreme makeovers.. and then the rest move here and move there la.. HAHAH unless they buy me a new dressing table~! MUAHAHAHA...
right now.. i'm freakking tired.. from all the carrying the books to another area.. carrying the dvds.. carrying the dolls and pillows... yeah and if you know my room and my possessions.. well the amount of my possessions.. that's one hell of a work load.. HAHAHA even my dad's room didnt take as much time as my room did.. unfortunately.. we didnt move all the stuff out from my room in time.. and so the men re-doing the floor didnt get to do my room.. and hence why i still have internet connection.. fi not.. i think i'll be disconnected for a while.. tragic~! thank goodness i have lotsa stuff.. cos if not.. how to finish my downloading!?!?!?
anyways.. i've been taking korean lessons.. funny how the korean wave just hit me.. when everyone is already like SOOO over it.. i mean i've watched the basics.. the movies yes.. but seldom touched the dramas.. but now.. because of one measly manhwa.. ONE MANHWA.. i'm hooked.. so far the only recent dramas i've watched is goong and full house... i prefer goong to full house... i dont understand how ppl say full house is one of the best dramas yadaa yadaa.. the story is okay and stuff.. it's just the ending that just RUINED THE COMPLETE SERIES... i think korean superstars either dont dare to kiss passionately on screen or they just suck at kissing on screen.. GAWD.. if i was the director of full house.. i'd recommend a full-blown earthshaking kiss... ravishing and hot and tantalising and passionate and hungry and tear me up-tear me down open mouthed mind-blowing kiss.. ARGHHHHH just thinking about it pisses me off.. i mean like after all that torture.. sekajap like sekajap no like.. cry here cry there.. you'd think at least they'll satisfy their viewers with a REAL KISS... but noo... they just do the kiddy stuff.. placing the lips together and make it seem like an eternity..ahhh..a lil bit of fan service wont hurt would it? they should learn it from the ang-mos.. i'm exhausted from all the ranting...
i'm hooked to goong's main theme.. by HowL and J.. perhaps love.. damn good song i should say..
Perhaps Love(사랑인가요)
언제였던 건지, 기억나진 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한 두 번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러운 이 마음
별일이 아닐 수 있다고
사소한 마음이라고
내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한 걸
사랑인가요, 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요.
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요, 왜 이제야 들리죠.
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.
지금 내 마음을, 설명하려 해도
니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법뿐인데
이미 난 니 안에 있는 걸
내 안에 니가 있듯이
우린 서로에게, 이미 길들여 진지 몰라
사랑인가요, 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요.
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요, 왜 이제야 들리죠.
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.
생각해보면 많은 순간 속에
얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
조금 늦은 그만큼 나 더 잘해 줄게요
함께할게요, 추억이 될 기억만 선물할게요.
다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요
짧은 순간조차도 불안한걸요, 내게 머물러줘요
그댈 이렇게 많이 (이토록 많이) 사랑하고 있어요 (그대 하나만) 이미
I don't remember from when it was
That I started to keep thinking about you
The thoughts would appear about twice
They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised
I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing
But it was awkward when I talked to you
Is it love?
If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
My heart keeps loving you
It's screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I hear it now?
I've found love now that I've found you
Even if I try to explain my heart
The only way you would know is if you had my heart
I’m already inside you
Just how you're in my heart
We might already be inside each other's heart
Is it love?
If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
My heart keeps loving youIt's screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I hear it now?I've found love now that I've found you
If I think about it now
There were many times when I was shy
But since I was late to know what I felt,
I will do that much more for you
I want to be with you,
I will only you give you happy memories
Don't ever leave me
Even if you're gone for a short time,
I get nervousI get scared
This is how much I love you
you guys should try this song.. it's the best.. might even want to ask ronald to teach me the pronounciations to the song.. so i can sing along.. HAHAHAHA i have the romanised verison.. just that it's hard to post it.. hahah can almost imagine she eng going: what lar? this adeline.. post useless things.. HAHAHA
anyways.. besides that i got nuthing else to say...
but another
a picture's worth a thousand words... then this must mean.. i'm writing a book?
okay.. this one was at she eng's house.. when we more or less slept over.. had to send liss back at 3am.. while we were groggy as shyt.. any way.. who has the sushi restaurant pictures ah? i dont seem to have it... and this one was way way WAY before cny.. august? when she eng returned for a holiday?
this one is the only picture i have in my camera... when sa and i had this crazy bash.. HAHAHAHA.. sad huh.. we didnt take a nicer picture.. STOOOPID~~~

this one was at serene's new year party.. lol.. hahaha bell pulling off sexy look? you guys ah give me your copy of this shot.. maybe a whole lot nicer?
new year toast~! yam sennngg~~!
chinese new year at my place.. serene was the only visitor.. sniff sniff.. well who can blame the rest.. 1st day some more
gawd... white definitely makes one look fat...
2nd day of cny.. at serene's place.. lol.. hmm.. something's just not right with this picture.. something's missing.. lolblack does make me look thin.. lol
bell had exams the next day.. too bad..
the emancipation of bell.. lol.. we had a mini- celebration in swensens... darn you guys.. we didnt even too the sushi ritual.. gawdd.. it's sooo not the same... yucky cheesecake...
after the photo shoot and horrible oral day and also the 7th day of cny thingy? what was that.. the vegetable dish? where peanuts save you? watever.. helped serene pack.. where she decided to stick a LARGE naruto poster on her bag.. to make it more noticable.. ahah
more or less the same pic.. except the left has less vandalism.. oops i mean.. autographs.. hahaha damn bored ler?
naruto is sooo dead already... i wonder if any of you ppl still watch it?
5th of February
a disgruntled tired serene at the airport
serene and she eng going off to see the world.. lol.. damn cant make any nice captions...
3/5 of the gang.. bell couldnt make it... too bad... which still never fails to amaze me... considering where she lives and stuff...
she eng left at 12 15 pm
serene left at 12 20 pm

12th of February
me and bell.. bell had a whole lot of people to see her off.. but this is just me n bell.. lol.. hahaha yeah. as you can see she's all teary.. haha.. prolly bcos i was rooting for danson? eh... no ka? LAME
bell left at 8 30 pm
well i ran out of pictures to post.. you people~! u guys must have a whole lot of pictures than i do.. post them post them..especially the sushi ones... sigh.. i hope this post makes you guys a bit teary.. cos i did.. lol.. so sad................ MEMORIESSS ALL ALONE IN THE MOONLIGHT.... I REMEMBER THE MEMORIES... i forgot the rest... oh yeah the studio photos arent ready yet.. well as far as i'm concerned... the lady hasnt called me yet.. and bell still owes me cash.. heh heh will deal with you later.. or some day.. thank goodness we did the studio pictures.. i mean like thinking about it now.. wow.. we have so little nice pictures.. and stuff.. and will never know when will we be able to take as a group again.. wow.. sounded so... tragic back there... haha just had a dumb thought... we all meet up again after getting married and first child.. take photo of us as mothers.. and with first born? HAHAHAHAHA what you think? so aunty?HAHAHA.. hmm.. wats up these days.. hmm.. getting harder and harder to find bruneian friends who are currently not working and able to do sports.. so far i have jeh wen.. who goes hiking with me.. any one else out there~?!?! i need two more badminton players.. damn.. so hard to find exercising buddies...
lots of love from adeline
annyong~!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
from melbourne with love~
hahahaha wow this week has been one hectic week i've gotta say.. was very sad that i had to leave when we were all hanging out n having so much fun!!! sniff sniiff... thank u she eng, adeline n ellisa for helpin me with my packing up! u guys mean soooooo so mcuh to me! (that includes u bell too haha) well amazingly.. i wasn that sad when i got here coz DUDE! melbourne is sooooooooooo so fun coz got sooooo many things.. n parks n couples kissing on the roadside u noe PDA! like wow! so different... n i like it! hahaha the first few days were fun :) then it wasnt so when my money ran out...so now i'm on a budget boo hoo! n my apartmetn is makin me depress coz its sooooooo so bare! i realise tht my fav place in hte apartemtn is the kitchen coz.. it has the most stuff innit...sigh sigh..well i'm glad that will is wiht me now.. keepin me company but guess wat guys?! i went into a crying fit for no reason yesterday after i woke up from my afternnon nap all coz of my stupid memory dream...i guess i'm beginnint o feel homesick altho i dun admit it.. melbourne is beautiful on a sunny day.. i'm not kidding.. bell u will love it so much esp. if ure living in the suburbs...i cant wait till more frineds come.. if it wasnt for will i think my social bar will b like negative or sumthing hahahha but its still fun tho..i guess i still not quite ready for this change but i'm gettin use to it :) hopefully...
hmmmmmmmmm soooooooo...........wats up in brunei ppl?? still goin to open hses n stuff? :) eating real nice food which u dun ahv to cook for ureselves? oh yes yes the scariest thing happenned... I'M BECOMIGN A NEAT FREAK!!!!!!i dunno wat on earth happened but i'm enjoying cleaning!!! like WAT THE HELL!?!?!!?n like will is not really the neatest person n i'm like cleaning up all the time... omg.... i'm becoming my mom... T_T anwyays i'm gonna... sniff sniiff.. tidy things up to make me feel better.. hahahah love u guys! *mauhz*mauhz* hehehe
from ah chen ppong pong
Thursday, February 02, 2006
life's a rollercoaster .. you've got to ride it..
and then.. went dvd shopping.. after that tired like crazy go to her house.. and then started on knitting.. lol she taught me a new stitch..and i taught her how to make a furry ball.. and then there was this period where she had to go take care of her err.. "business" and i was left alone with her dad.. awkward... hahaha watching star news asia.. and seemingly how i hated awkward silences.. and the next thing that popped on to the screen was the stock market shares rates.. and so i made small talk.. which ended up pretty long-winded..
aplc: so uncle.. do you do stock?
uncle: no.. i dont i keep losing..
aplc: oh.. hehe
uncle: actually.. it looks easy but it's all so complex.. there are so many types of bla..bla..bla..
yeah.. ended up talking about stock and shares and how universities are offering courses on shares and stuff.. i wasnt really paying attention to uncle.. cos well it was boring~!!!! damn it~! why did you have to bring up stock aplc~!!! why?!!? i kept on going ah.. really? too bad.. i'm sure it is.. is that so? and how do you? blablabla.. i think i pulled a pretty good job.. seeing how uncle thought i was caught up in the conversation.. HAHAHHAHAH and then when it ended i ran up to serene (TAKE COVER~!!!) and then after a while she did a facial on me.. hahaha and then went down to watch some tv.. and snack.. after that i left.. it was already 10pm
at home.. couldnt sleep cos i was thinking damn.. them boots sure are pretty.. twist here twist there.. i want those boots.. those boots.. boots... and then my mom came in... adeline ah.. want to drink coffee or not? i'm like sure why not? sekali it was weird bcos it was only me and her.. still awake.. bonding time? heh heh.. and then watched "HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN TEN DAYS" damn.. that was weird.. too weird.. all the kissing scenes.. thank god for no sex scenes.. or if there were any.. i left the room earlier cos it was too embarassing for me to take it.. slept
nect day.. went shopping for stuff.. all in all spent.. err... close to a hundred bucks.. 20 swensens 53 butik eileen 25 redds.. wow a hundred bucks... so much for save up aplc.. and then i was thinking get my dad to get the shoes in iwalk for me.. so i walk walk a bit.. and then help my sis shop for skirt.. got one.. dad paid.. and then went to iwalk showed him.. he got pissed... he said the boots were the ugliest things he'd ever seen.. i'm like no they're not.. sheesh not like you're going to wear it.. urghhhhhhhh in the end the whole store tried to persuade him that it looked nice on me.. sheesh it's not like the price is not right like dat.. damn annoyed.. thank god no one else was there a the same time.. in the end i paid for the shoes 39..
went home damn pissed.. so to make myself happier.. go watch korean drama baru dl.. full house.. and goong.. the best man.. make me happy.. and cry too.. i tell you episode 2 (full house) i was already crying like shyt.. (sub-story plot that made me cry: 2 bestfriends of the heroine are desperate for money and so they sent the heroine away on a trip to china with no money.. they told her it was a free ticket.. free accomodations and stuff...(but she got scammed) and while she was away they sold her house and took her money and made a credit card with her name and maxed it..) i was so pissed with her friends man.. WHAT KIND OF BULL SHIT IS THIS!??!.. ahh.. thinking about it makes me want to scream.. the heroine is so dumb and kind hearted it's frustrating.. if me ah.. i call police.. hunt them down and kill them.. KILL THEM ALL~!!!! muahahaha i hope you guys dont do this la.. LOL.. episode 3.. lagi crying.. stupid.. ahha the wedding bit... ha.. crying feels good
bah i guess thats it for now.. until you all blog~!!! i shall try to revive this blog~! DAMN IT~!! IT CAN'T BE APLC'S RAMBLINGS ALL THE TIME.. lol
aplc
Monday, January 30, 2006
gong xi fa chai
the first day of new year.. we had our open house.. busy like crazy.. entertaining people.. well not really.. because most of them are parents friends.. and yeah we dont know them at all.. and then there are the relatives... urghh.. that was horrible.. i'm bad at titles.. ah soh, ah mm, ako, ah chim.. wat ranking so ever...ughh.. embarassing la.. i called my grandmother auntie by mistake.. and i thought our cousin was lina's friend.. yeah i'm that bad.. probably because they are the chinese-converted-muslim side of the family.. whats worse is that they look so malay with the baju kurong and tudong and batik.. and yet they speak hokkien/hakka.. and here i am struggling with ranks.. sigh... what a joke... at 3pm.. the power died.. i dunno what happened but the whole muara was powerless... for the next three hours we were without electricity.. and then my md friends came... it was nice but weird at the same time.. cos i'm not close to them.. they're the shy type.. tried to bring them in a sing star game.. but no.. they refused.. so anyways.. serene came and definitely made my day.. at least the party was fun for me~! sa's friends came over with a bday cake..
when i woke up.. everything is back to normal.. no hangover.. no grogginess.. thank god.. but randy on the other hand.. heh ada hangover.. managed to go paichia to two houses and then he got fever.. started nosebleeding in serene's place.. so we rush back home... wow second day of cny and already ka-put..
oh well thats it for now.. angpows collected day 1: 7 ...day 2: 1.. and still counting... lol...
aplc signing out
Thursday, January 26, 2006
i know what i did last week?<--lame..
friday was a total shut down day for me.. my badan macam condemn liao.. HAHAH so yeah off day.. saturday.. i promised my step sis.. lina that i would try her step class in..
hmm sunday.. i woke up with high fever and cough.. so yeah.. life sucks for me right now.. can't even go out to gym.. cannot go hiking cannot go swimming.. cannot go hang out with serene as promised.. DAMN DAMN DAMN
zoom past mon tues and wed.. today is thursday.. 26th january 2006~!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASA~!!! anyways.. the house renovations are almost complete.. now we have a super BIG ASS DOOR.. apparently it's good feng shui.. i dunno whats going to happen today but.. maybe i'll meet serene in tasek today... i think i'm well enough for it.. heh
loves aplc
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Its the end of an era
Sunday, January 15, 2006
SCREEEEECH!
Wash up get ready by 7.20 i leave the house....i get there around 7.35..THERES NO ONE THERE!...and plus my mum misses the turning so she drops me off at the side of the road..lol..i walk down the keluar lane and i go sit down...its just the same feeling thru out..7.45 my teacher still isnt there....8 she arrives...motions me over to her car..and my mum leaves...great..she tells me oh my test starts at 8.45..great..i couldve come later....cudve had more sleep..HAHA not really ..so yea more people start to arrive..i think there were like 4 or 5 people doing the test before me..KAN CHEONG MAN!...gila..its my turn..ok i go into the trailer thing to register..i come out and i have to do my parking..it has to be done in less than 10minutes...GILA MAN..for some reason her steering wheel so stiff...lack of sleep perhaps?haha..cannot turn as easily of before..gila..so i struggle to turn it...but i make it in 8 min54 secs...JUST MADE IT..
NEXT is wat ive been dreading the whole day before...time to go drive..i dont dread the driving but the balancing that comes BEFORE the driving..ok...i rev up all the way up...clutch then break then hand break..HAHA..i breaked so abruptly that i could see him jerk forward..im my head i was like..OOPS...so ok..balancing..i was alrite..until it was time to put down the hand break so i can go...MY LEFT HAND IS SO WEAK!..GAH!...i couldnt lift it up to press the button to put it down..so i kinda like ...dawdled there...but somehow i managed to put the handbreak down..BUT MY TIMING ALL OFF!..so i was thinking in my head "OH NO IM GONNA ROLLL DOWN!..GASSSSSSSSS ITT!!!" ..so i did..and i screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeched up the hill...the whole land transport heard it i assume..haha..then after that its just driving ..and that was fine...over all...i had like 6/18..4 marks for the balancing and 2 marks for another mistake...if u get 18 marks u fail..haha..so yea...i came back to the land transport relieved that it was over...my teacher made me fill in the license form..HEHE...i get my 1 year license next week!..then i can drive!..lol...
all in all i have to thank God that i passed and that i dint freak out DURING the test especially during that balancing part..i was calmer than i was the nite before..was praying really really hard..hehe...WEEEEPEEE!
Friday, January 13, 2006
its only 1030 am and can this day get any worse?
and anyways... after that decided to go to supasave to stock up on fruits and veges.. so i picked out lovely fresh grapes~!!! (the man just came with the truck.. wa.. talk about airflown...) and then china pears and those lovely juicy feng shui pears.. got some whole grain bread.. and then look for more stuff.. i was at the baking section.. when i was checking for my wallet.. to check ada cukup duit lah.. but i was pretty confident about my cash... cos baru terima gaji? HAHAHA and then LO AND BEHOLD (number 2) i discovered that i didnt have my wallet with me~!!! WHAT THE HELL!?!??!?! this must be some seriously bad joke... a living nightmare for aplc~! suddenly i got reminded of the movie with goldie hawn in troop beverly hills.. the part where she maxed her credit card and the sales lady snapped her card in front of her and she had to put everything back... GAWDD so embarassing.. so annoying so angry with myself.. my brain was like " okay quick adeline quick think what to do.. pretend suddenly someone called.. and start a very loud conversation on the phone about an emergency? and then drop the basket and leave? no.. too obvious... put everything back like you didnt need it??!!? no... my pride's at stake.." so.. i did the only thing i could do.. wait for there's no one around and dump the basket and quickly leave the building with all the pride and dignity i have left.. damn.... this is seriously not my day... how embarssing.. can you imagine what would have happened if i actually went to the counter and found out only then that i didnt bring my wallet!?!?!?!? THE HORROR~! and to think that i wanted to isi petrol in the car.. sigh.... i was already so happy that i'm leaving brunei to some new strange place.. and becoming more adult-tish.. no more lame childish behaviour... no more dumb moments.. only a more cool refined aplc.. and here i am.. at 19 i'm reminded again that i'm still young.. i still make lame moments.. create more embarassing memories... and i'm still a KID not at all mature and no where near cool.. damn.. damn damn damn KUSOOOOOOOOOOOO~!! mecha kuchya annoyed desu.. (mecha kuchya = super duper)
oh well as compensation.. i'm bringing my dad back there to buy the stuff.. again... lol.. maybe we'll go to the other supasave branch.. and then we'll go for a massage i think..
thats all so far... it's only 1042am.. we'll see if my day gets any worse or any better..
aplc
Monday, January 09, 2006
trala la la la~ tralalala
yeah.. seeing miss ong again is pretty weird.. because she insists on me calling her by rosemary... which is WEIRD.. just too weird.. makes me feel a bit older.. now that we practically stepped into the world of adults.. lol does this make her look more younger? haha nope..
what else... i watched mtv's global room raiders back to back the other night.. i found it disturbing that guys really like checking out the undergarments of women... and they really do judge a woman by her underwear... damn.... oh well.. makes me wanna get those frilly frilly raunchy and sexy ones..HAHAHAHAHA bah one day we all go to lily' lingerie wan or not? HAHAHA...
anyways i'm in a dilemma here.. i dunno what laptop to buy..
i noe i shouldnt be choosing anything now...because mebbe the latest one may be coming out anytime soon.. but yeah.. i may be going to kl/sg in feb.. so yeah.. and then i have no clue on what laptop to buy.. yeah.. i'm hopeless.. my mind works like this: expensive is always the best.. yeah not very good thinking huh.. but yeah what can i do.. i'm clueless at these type of things... and if i go to vendors i'm sure they'll say their most exp product is the best too.. lol true or not?
hmm anything else? oh yeah... my house is going through another facelift.. -_-
loves aplc
Saturday, January 07, 2006
an attempt

lalalallalala... at work..frustrated with something they gave me...dunno wat to do so i drew something! since adeline wants me to draw gothic lolita girls here it is lar... if try hahaha i dunno if the fashion suits the time.. just put in alot of lace n ribbions :P ahahahha damn..y cant we hav those dresses now HAHAHA i noe stupid question but worth thinkin over? no? ok i'll shut up now haha bye bye~
Friday, January 06, 2006
PARTY PEOPLE!
Sing Star-ing

Hats!

The bags added a little touristy effect dont u think?

SMILE!

Wheee!

Slept around 5 in the morning that day..haaha..good stuff!
next was new years at serenes house...haha took loads there...but im gonna post a few onli..haha...takes too long..haha..blame brunet ^_^..its good to have all 5 of us back n at the same place..its been too long since we've all been together..
^_^

Cheers!

I was supposed to be doing a 2 like the rest..but ..haha..i did a seven?...well thts wat they claimed it to be..haha..still..its 2 fingers!..

Hahaha..thats all for this time..i have to post up last days of school photos...that mite take me a long while..but haha..if i get lazy i mite not even do them...
note:hahah this was taken like from my other blog...^_^...the miracle of copy n paste...muaks
Thursday, January 05, 2006
one step closer to my goal?
right now.. i'm SOOOO into the arthur golden novel.. yeah yeah i noe that book is sooooo 5 years ago.. i'm so ashamed of myself.. a bookworm who has not read the memoirs of a geisha book.. i noe adeline chong/shu vun/audrey perhaps?/jerica maybe? has read it.. it is equivalent to an otaku(animefan) never watching naruto.. now i feel somewhat complete.. lol.. the book is nice lar.. who said it was boring.. (this one is to michelle wong so told me it was boring) intriguing.. beautiful simply beautiful.. moved me to tears.. HAHA
next... i started watching rozen maiden.. and i got taken in by it's gothic lolita artwork.. i must say.. pretty darn good.. damn.. if only i had more lolita ness in me.. but then again i'd lose all my sexual appeal.. HAHA so i asked serene if she has the time to draw the 5 of us in anime/goth/lolita form.. for fun.. its so unique and goth.. hahaha i wonder if she can do us in particular costumes which suits our behaviour.. ahahha
oh well pretty much nuthing to report except that i can't post any more piccies until serene passes the piccies to me.. or if she/sumone else who has the piccies.. posts them up themselves.. sigh...
till then, i'll leave you all with this

loves aplc
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
NEW YEAR NEW RESOLUTIONS

here's one.. i like.. nice job serene~!

and another one... i dunno which one she meant but.. serene said something about looking like a bag advertisement.. but personally i like the chocolate one better...

one of our finer moments that night.. a real jump in to take a picture moment.. aahaha looks original no? HAHAHAHA
i'll post the rest later.. because serene went to lunch.. and i got one more.. but it's frigging embarrasing (for me) HAHAHA
Sunday, January 01, 2006
xmas and new yearrr!
we din even hang outs.. jus attend parties only.. only had party in julian's place as well on the 23rd... lol attended the most parties at one go in my whole life.. really siao man....
sigh.. feel sad now.. coz everyone is going already.... this time i cant even get to see them so many times a year liaw.... bell and serene are going to melbourne in february and same uni somemore... melbourne u. dang man.. ...will be joining them in july hopefully if not 2007 then.. and adeline is going to osaka in april... sigh.. this one i dunno when can i see her again man.. erm... a year later? not actually will be seeing her later in the morning... lol.. HAHA yea.. she will only be coming back to brunei when there's hols... man she gets everything for free man... allowance, air tix, blabla... full scholarship.. craps... so NICE.. envyyyy.. lol and liss, probably.. going to UBD? well.. not sure....
sigh.....life sux.. i wanna go back to high school......... oh yea... we were going thru our chat book.. damn so funny man... and i was sooo obsessed with roger that time... crap i was DUMB.. lalala... but it's really funny la... damn lotsa funny stuffs... CRAP.. time passes so FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate i hate.. i really wanna go back to high school.. everyday hang out in school.. and tok rubbish... i miss all those times........ sigh........... life life life.................... i miss u guys man............................... this is the 1st time i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo sad...... im gonna cry..... guys.. i love u all so muchhhh... no matter what happened or how far u guys are away from me in the future.... i will still love u all.. our bonds will never break..i believe i believe!! i love u allllllllllllllllllll
lotsa love and huggies
Friday, December 16, 2005
a dream is a wish your heart makes...
more lighter details... i got home today to celebrate with parents.. n then went up to my room to watch kimi wa petto (yeah its nice she eng~! matsujun totemo kawaiiiiiii~~~!!!) anyways.. n then i saw my postcards.. the perverted ones.. on my bed.. i was like how the heck did it end up there? but oh well... watch show watch show.. n then suddenly my mom came in to tell me sumthing n then suddenly remembered sumthing she saw.. n then exclaimed:
mom: WHERE DID YOU GET THOSE CARDS?!?!?
me: eh~?! what cards?
mom: the one with the sex pictures..
me: oh.. those? in new zealand.. cool no?
mom: eyer~! whats wrong with you..
a.ellie: apa pasal mummy?
mom: this adeline bah... see so many sex things.. that day i saw her computer got the japanese sex pictures.. eeee
me: sheesh it's nothing...
chean2: adeline rapist! rapist! rapist!
me: sheesh.. i tot it was funny..
some where in the background chean2 squeals rapist rapist like some mantra..
aplc has the -_- expression...
sighhh.. man oh man.. what an awkward situation.. i suddenly had memories of scenes from american pie when the guy was caught wanking by his parents.. in his room (the sock).. n the pie experience.. n lots of other teenage movies where the dopey hero was caught by parents doing something they shouldnt.. well except in my case.. i wasnt caught doing sumthing.. just caught possessing slightly pornographic material.. ahh screw it... erotic material... sheesh.. i hope she never finds out about my erotica collection n historical romance collection.. heh heh heh.. HAHAHAHAHAH *sweat drop* cheh.. dang it next time when reading shoujo smut will remember to exit the program not minimise.. dang it.. it was shinjo mayu manga some more.. hard core.. smut.. gawd~!!! ahh wonder wat part she saw ler.. shudders.. i think i'm going to have to hide all my books n bury it somewhere in the garden.. lol.. thank goodness she didnt see my yaoi collection.. oh boy.. i would be in deep shyt.. now wudnt i serene? n so that there r not misunderstandings out there.. the cards she saw are.. "position of the day" cards.. n no they arent real life human pictures.. just stick men... so i tot it was funny.. they had names for the positions n stuff.. so yeah.. hahahah?
no she didnt get mad.. i just shrugged it off n so the whole matter died off.. heh
thats all i wanted to say...
APLC
ja mata ne..
Sunday, December 11, 2005
WORK?? ermm no thank u
okk enough of the black talk, its sunday morning..... hmmm hav to listen to capital fm thru in the internet coz bloody brunei deleted it from its services like forever!! ARGHHH!!!! soooo... hmmmm hung out with audrey twice eva since she got back, really easy coz she lives so near hahaha she's still the same :P yeahhh... she told me abt wat u think abt how ure mom feels that ure goin to melbourne, dun care abt it.. u shud do wat u think is best for ureself n not for pleasin ure mom by goin to perth. i mean uni is the time for u to grow :) whether for the worse or the best.
anyways.... been workin at sunlit..attachment lar, its more like me = free labour. hav to b there at bloody 8 am n they only hav one hour break!! like lunch break! i tot designers n artist shud b exposin themselves to new surroundings n experinces so that they minds wud hav better fresher ideas... feel like they are caged animals.. they work non- stop mannn. i feel trap in there... i need to express myself!!! aHHHHHH (tears off clothes n runs around naked) :P i went for a medical yesterdayyy... pee test...HOW COME THE CUP IS SOO SMALL?! like hav to guess where the pee is gonna come out from... almost pee on my own hand hhahah coz i almost cudnt control :P drank too much okay... i'm officially 155.1 cm tall soooooo short!!! n i only weigh 45 kg -_-||| i dunno whether to b happy or sad... i need to gain muscle
i cant wait to gooooooooooo!!!!!!! but also sad coz leavin my parents behind ... ahh they r gonna visit anyways bah thats all i hav to say.. muahz! love u guys
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
First Driving Lesson!!
3 days of school left. Gonna be quite sad but quite relieved also. 2 years TWO YEARS!! crazy gone by so quick. He he.Anyhoo thats all from me for now. Will blog more if i remember more interesting stuff ^_^ tootles!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
htsumoto jun!!! not oguri shun anymore.. HAHA
yeah... thats all la.. LOL hahahahhahaha
Saturday, December 03, 2005
One week
Monday, November 28, 2005
ups n downs
sooooooooooooo on a brighter note! i'm gonna make drawstring bags for u all coz its my new craze now.. stupid cleo mag hahahaha man i seriously cant imagine bell driving.....seriously...bell driving... like in the turtle car...a manual car with gears.... hahaha at least i think she's tall enough to reach the pedals unlike me, hav to move the seat so far front :P i'm gonna hav a xmas roast on yeahh... xmas eve i think so u guys r invited lar... got alcohol heheheh n adeline, how is ure work goin on? is it good??i think i'll msg u later n see whether ure free to go out hehehe
well thats all, now i'll jsut go on cryin my eyes out :P
hahah love u guys :)
i miss u alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u guys are gonna drive liaw... and im still not driving yet.. so crappy la... damn i think im gonna do my training in brunei... dun wanna do it here coz its crappy....... i hate here... ugh.... i just fuggin hate here... i wanna go melbourne !!! sigh.....
im prob going back on the 20th or 21st dec....... any christmas party or what.. i know adeline's party on 28th.. hmmm.... ah... sleepover in adeline's hse until countdown....wakakakakakakaaakkakaka... lol anyzz.. as long as can siao siao and drink.. hehe:):)
bah... thats all now.... miss u allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
First day at sekolah memandu!
Example:
Bilakah masanya hon kereta boleh digunakan?
When you can used your horn?
A)Apabila menyuroh pemandu lain lebih laju/ When you want to asked other driver to drive faster
B)Waktu jalan raya penuh sesak/ When have the your traffic jam
C)Apabila terjumpa kawan/ When you meet your fried
D)Ditempat yang tidak nampak untuk mengelak sebarang kemalangan/ To avoid an accident
E)Apabila ada kereta yang menghalang/ When have other vehicle block the way
Haha. Thats just one of the 50 questions i had to answer. I found them all so funny. Everyone should do it in malay. Whats worse was that the room was so cold and i had to pee badly. But dont dare to ask where. Haha. In between a few people came late and she asked all those new people to put their hands up. She looked at me and asked in malay "you're new?". Then baru i realised what she asked me when i came in the door. Anyway, she made us stop doing the questions after 45 minutes and went through them one by one. -__- She ask people to read one question then answer. Then each question she explain the answer. Sooo many times in between she stopped to say,"We use OHP next week..not today...next week", haha. It was weird making us read the answer. But the answers ARE quite simple. The ones i didnt know were the ones with the how many feet away from a ________ can u park. That one hantam. She has yet to teach us i suppose.
Other than that, a bit the boring and slightly draggy. I want to sit in the car!Lol! 3 sundays of sleeping in gone down the drain. HAHA. Oh well. DOOODs go out next saturday! oK OK Ok kkkkOOKKK??... for lunch or after lunch? cos then after i go YDM at 4.30..yes can can? dont book anything for then..hahaha..hmmmmm ive got to go now~ blog more maybe nex week..its gonna be a killer week for me -_-
Friday, November 25, 2005
ahh.. such sweet release...(freedom)
watched harry potter yesterday.. didnt like how they left out many twists.. boirng.. but overall~ FANTASTIC!!! although abi doesnt agree.. she found it boring.. lets just say i was smiling throughout the whole movie... ahh.. maybe it's just me and my daniel radcliffe fan-girl coming out.. bell you cried watching it??!!?! even i didn't.. i feel i feel... unworthy of the harry potter fan title now.. dammit.. but it was gooodddd... SOOO NEED THE DVD
anyways plan for today: watching corpse bride~! heheh nothing else to say.. yeah nuthing else to report.. lol
except for the fact that i was rudely woken up by my siblings cos they were hungry (11am.. i slept at 4) had to wake up cook for them.. ahh yup i'm still maidless in muara... what are they going to do if (IF) i go to japan.. whahahah
trying to recall:
harry potter line: bumbling blundering babboons? -- prof. McGonagall
loves
enileda
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
No more liao!
WOOOO! got another VM fan baybee!!!..my cousin will be sooo proud of me!..lol..spreading the joy baybee spreading the joy!...LOL..will watching..hehehe..cali!....but yes dont u LOVE their first kiss! my gosh!..EEEEHEHE! we shud have some marathon..altho that was how i watched it ..as a marathon! melts!..haha ! i want one tree hill season 2!!! anyone?!?!ANYBODY!?!?!?eeeee party! party!!!i love logan! duncan is strange...but i suppose i wud have him be with her than weavel...i dunno weavel is just....tooo...samseng ish..HAHAH i dunno..haha!how did ur interview go aplc? hehe...liss how are u..uve been MIA..hows exams!?...ENG AH ENG! DONT SPEND! Woo~...and chenny dont cly!...ahaha...man miss u all loadddddss..im going to watch potter on thursday...4.45 show with my cousins and sister and aunt and her friend....saturday my class people wanna go out.but see how..i wanna go out with u all also...haha..i heard from my dad that dome standard lousy..apparently someone asked for some tomato sos..and it came on a serviette...(tissue thingy...is that how u spell it?)anyway...u three...ur profily thingys...lol..so empty..and our never ending poll on who is the weirdest..haha...i will ask around n try to get u started on the blog designing thingy...eeeeeeeks! exciting..i think im just high man!...hehe..still 2 days for u aplc!..hehe jia you!..liss leh?...haha...
IM GONNA START LEARNING MY UNDANG UNDANG ON SUNDAY!!!!HEEEEHEEEEEEE!!!!!!i went to get my "p" license last satuday...such a preety thing..haha...good thing about this school is that u can learn the highway code and the driving part at the same time! nyeeeheee!...so exciting!
HAI~ SCHOOL...haha..shud start bringing my camera and take photos of all the people..hahah!3 weeks ..man..so quick...2 years in jis ..just habis like that ...siao!ahh well..im so drained now..hehe im gonna go nap!weeeeeeeepeeeeee!missing u alllllllllllll...peace out..LOL! so the lame!...wee high wa high..tau?..
Monday, November 21, 2005
i've been influenced!
adeline, y does ure mom hav so much winter clothing!? i wish u the best of luck for ure interview tomolo, really hope u get it since u deserve it anyway :D hmmmm bell suggested a very good idea, designing a web design, prob is... i dunno how to put the graphics on the blog thing.. if u guys noe pls tell me how... watched harry potter already.. not as gud as i tort it wud b considerin how i've read the first part of the book, they bloody cut out so many parts! hv to say, was pretty predictable, the story plot but who cares.. had some cute guys innit hehe~
will's going off this wednesday, i'm copin well so far... i'm just glad that i still hav u guys around..by then u guys wud b free of exams... more or less. sigh......... ok thats all i hav to say! mauhz!
Monday, November 14, 2005
BIG NEWS~!
MOU GAMAN DEKINAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!
okay.. i broke my no blogging period rule for bell before n now for serene~!!! some how ur some-what-sad post just called out to me serene..i can't have u experience the same thing u did in australia... not when u have me liss n bell here in brunei.. it's too sad.. yo~!!! lol.. when's will leaving? so kasihan you.. i know a great place where you can recuperate n take ur mind off things.. if thats what u want.. that is... to keep urself distracted? a place in muara.... some where around kapok there... it has everything you'll ever need!!!!
-->super cheap room with minimum comfort.. OR grand deluxe room with lots of pillows.. pink, looks extremely princess-sy and you get me for bonus?
-->entertainment system: all the japanese anime (well almost all) you'll ever need, the latest desperate housewives, charmed, veronica mars, one tree hill (sorry no oc tho'), japanese dramas, for a cinema like experience, they have a wide screen thingymajig with surround sound system, playstation2, karaoke, disco
-->feminine things: the ultimate baking experience, knitting n crochetting galore, cooking, you can draw? facials? makeovers?
-->outdoors: bicycles, i can be your tennis partner(you'll have to teach me), swimming partner, badminton partner, 4wd motor, race each other down the muara tutong highway?
-->nearby sceneries: beach, if will permits.. his swimming pool?
-->social life: what can be more exciting than the everyday life of the noisy n lively pang family? my dad's orang-puteh-trying-to-speak-malay speech? my sis-in-law's hentai-ness? the everyday bickering children vs mom? non-stop bashing between aplc, sa n boy
yeah yeah lame leh? hahaha yeah i volunteer myself to your ad... hahah the catch is.. oh wait i mean catches are:
1) has to be after my exams.. november the 24th
2) stay for a week? fine mebbe less.. jangan lah 2 nights.. boring lah
3) under no conditions.. drunk or not... ever have the thoughts.. "i'll show you my boobs if you show me yours.." and "how much a night" HAHAHAH joke joke
i hope ur parents dont mind.. i would love to have you come over.. hehehe then we can LIKE TOTALLY~!!!...hang out.. hahha can even go to ur dancing lessons..., what happen to the chinese tuition idea? hmm...then you'll have my shoulder to lean on, boobs to turn to? hahaah watever cheer up okay... (u're not even depressed yet.. lol)
anyways... SHE ENG!!!
so you're watching hana yori dango live action(right now i'm thinking the jap version is SOOOOOOOO much more better than the taiwan one)? paradise kiss? haha how do you like paradise kiss? nice ler.... anyways.. here's another life action for you to check out.. so far i LOVE IT n my bros think so too... (randy n chean chean) DENSHA OTOKO go n dl it~! so freakking funny...dl the tv-nihon fansubbed ones(t-n)... the story is abt:
otaku(anime nerd---rough description) guy falls in love with super pretty girl... he's absolutely clueless when it comes to girls, so he turns to internet chatting n learns how to talk to her... it is based on a real story that happened in japan.. so just google densha otoko.. so nice the story.. 11 eps.. so don't worry... by the way.. it has oguri shun inside.. but he doesnt have much lines.. oguri shun the actor inside hana yori dango.. the hua zhe lei/hanazawa rui character.. ahh.. he's sooooooo cute...
besdies that.. GOKUSEN 1 is good too.. hahaha think gto only a female teacher.. okay.. not really like gto.. different sikit.. but damn funny too.. hahaha also.. matsumoto jun is inside.. hehehe he's the hana yori dango doumyoji tsukasa/ hell i forgot the chinese name.. hahah... here he is MUCH MUCH MUCH more kakkoiiiiiii sigh... NOTE TO SERENE: IF YOU DO TAKE UP MY OFFER... I'LL FORCE YOU TO WATCH THESE 3 SHOWS.. hana yori dango, gokisen, densha otoko.. heh heh heh
when are you coming back? mouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
anyways anyways..
i decided to celebrate my bday again.. this time more big big.. co-join with my sisters bday..no it's not going to be next year.. rather.. on december the 28th (is it okay kah this date? not too close with christmas nor the new year eves thing).. at the restaurant(can disco n karaoke)... if can i want to call the f5s1 ppl.. if most of them r in brunei by then.. pls tell me guys are okay with it.. of course its a sleepover thing.. bcos got after party(at home)... n there'll be drinking(only applicable to those who are sleeping over tho') hehehe
big news big news~!
i totally lost my virgin lips.. so sad.. i wonder if it's counted.. hahaha... n to think it's my 4 yrs old niece who robbed it away from me.. nanka.. pathetic janai? anyways.. yeah it's ironic how i indirectly started it.. 2 years ago i was frustrated bcos she would want to watch disney's classical princess cartoons.. n now she's obsessed with them.. and she likes the kissing scenes.. yeah.. i was lying down n then she ordered me to close my eyes.. n then all of a sudden smack.. i'm like EWWWWWWWWW hahahah i'm sure it's not counted right? RIGHT!?!?! and whats worse? she did it to me 4 times.. hahaha thank god she hasnt discovered tongue.. i felt so... so... naked. HAHAHAHAHA anyways.. damn you disney kissing scenes.. i'm over-reacting arent i? hahah
thats all i can think of right now.. except i love baking.. ahaha
missing all of you.. she enggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg come backkkkkkk~!!
Friday, November 11, 2005
n SerENe makes her appearance!
hmmm my dad bought me a laptop today, i'm happy but i can only collect it on saturday. frankly i jsut wanted a pc that cud detect wireless, so miserable without my internet... its a very exciting thing too though, i'm gettin sumthing thats not a hand me down! when it comes to electronics in my family, i'm the person who gets all the leftovers so its really nice for a change :) the salesman really knows his stuff n graphics, i felt so stupid that i was the only one who wasnt understandin his pc talk! my dad n will were like, oh yes! so #*%$%&( is better than #@$%^T n blah blah... n i'm like blank...... ehehhe i can burn stuff now! so cool!
DANCING is sooooooooooooooooo nice! u guys shud really take it up! really dynamic n the instructor i hav is quite entertaining! if u guys r hvin a rough day, dancin would really brighten it up n after that u can top it of with a nice cup of coffee at coffeebean or dome! we shud do that!
if not the dancing then the drinkin eheheh! love u guys! *mauhz* okiez tell me wat's goin on so that we can set a date to hangout again! byeeeeeeeeee!
Friday, November 04, 2005
ARGH!
i was looking for naruto latest opening and ending songs........ cant find any full version... so annoying.. paradise kiss also... except for the ending song.. from franz ferdinand.. so can find.. the rest cannot.. find until i wanna pengsan already... and han yori dango's opening song.. wish by arashi.. found blur cacat version of it... argh.... im so annoyed.............. adeline u have?
i just woke up... planning to watch paradise kiss epi 2... hungry.. but dunno what to eat... sigh~ hmm........................... yea thats all la.... ciaoz~
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
logan is cute!!
raya holidays at the moment... sien sien sien.. and im really really broke..!! bought so many baju.. wanna pengsan......................................... oh well.. at least im happy.. keke....
miss u gals.... erm.. i dunno what to blog about already.... erm.. laalalalla.. u guys must be busy with exams...
jia you jia you! ganbateh!
bah...
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
arghhh.. so much for restraint
phew... i'll write all the personal things on a card.. cheh.. i dont even upload the pics like she eng n you do.. so.. no pics.. lol hahaha
anyways... just had my killer a level economics essay paper just now...... phew.. when i was studying preparing for the exam, it was hard.. i fell asleep more often than listening to instrumental music.. n during the exam, i got sleepy.. talk about economics a boring subject.. garhh...
to she eng~! WATCH PARADISE KISS~!! the art is well.. modern n nice.. not the typical same old style... hmm.. damn nice.. i'm hooked after one episode... i so want the song n manga... hahaha anyways.. give it a shot... anything by animation/noitanima.. IS FRIGGIN GOOD...
BELLLLL~~
Thursday, October 20, 2005
sleepy...
http://corrupted-malaysia.blogspot.com/2005/10/drug-bust-jails-22-innocents.html
lalala.. im in my cousin's hse today... im so darn bored and sleepy...cousin is sleeping at the mo... i dunno what to do....... sigh~ since i came back from brunei i haven got anything to do.... BORED! lalala... i dunno what to blog abt.............................
i miss u gals.... i hate this place............. i wanna go back.......... sigh~
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
GREETINGS ALL THE WAY FROM WILL'S PC!!!!(internet at home not workin ok...)
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Uni dates -_-
Thursday, October 06, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUU~~!!!!!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
the night before aplc's 19th celebration.. by aplc
n then.. i went to our farm and checked our produce.. plucked terung, chased some ducks and searched for eggs.. lol.. i feed the chicken n ducks daily now.. i tell you.. our house is practically a farm slash ranch.. all we need is some cows and a few horses.. HAHAHA the wind was crazy up on the hill... my bro n sis flew a kite.. or at least my dad was showing them the ropes... screaming "lepas!! lepas!! tarik balik! tarik balik! ayaaa boy apakan you.. i say tarik.. eh palui..!" haha but then the string terputus n we lost both kites...lol
oh n yeah my bro ran in to some trouble with sas... apparently he was supposed to pass a cd to a friend in his class.. he got it from soas kid.. but unfortunately.. on the day itself, while they were having assembly, the teachers or disiplinary sector constructed a search when all the kids were in the hall..(not ethical i would say) n my bro was caught.. well we all know what the cd content is... what do males ever watch anyway.. but i have to say i would be proud of my bro if that cd was for him.. finally~! but no.. he was the middle man.. n now he's taking the blame.. cikgu chong scolded him.. bro sed not his one (but of cos no one believed) n so my bro fight back cikgu chong.. n now.. bro is in deep shit.. now it's like a big thing.. with principal calling n stuff.. ahhh.. the drama.. so all you 5s2 n 5s1 boys.. consider urselves lucky... all the stories i heard about por.. i mean cd passing in class without getting caught... heh~
hmmm.. nuthing else i guess.. except i feel heaty.. gurrrrrrhhhhhhh
i hope u guys catch what the title of this post's pun..
loves aplc







