hello from the braindead

Lets go RETRO!!!

man.. i dont know what happened to me.. but im hit by cupids arrow... i'm in love...

love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love

insert the powerpuff girls song.. love love love love la la la love... makes the world go round...

and NO i'm not in love with anyone in particular.. (much to your disappointment)

Im in love.... with

RETRO VINTAGE fashion~!!!

WOOHOOTS!!!

the dresses! full circled skirt dresses!

the tight fitting dresses!

I dont even know whether i will look good in them.. BUT GOD DAYMMMMM!! they so hot!

but i must say the cause might have come from watching the Girls Aloud video : "Biology"

Anyways... aside from that.. i saw something like these pair of boots in the shop today.. and cannot help but say.. I WANT!





and no its not like this.. the one i saw had heels.. so yeah... winter boots.. arent they hot?! but i controlled myself.. i promised myself.. i wont buy myself anymore shoes here... i will get them when i go to hong kong.. MUAHAHAHAHHAA

Halloween at Arren's

It was raining cats and dogs the whole day(Saturday).. we were seriously wondering whether we could make it or not... thankfully the rain let up at about 10pm.. so things could roll smoothly i guess... DAMN YOU TYPHOON!!! I actually planned to go to Tokyo to club.. because thats where the fun is at!! but it was raining so that killed the mood...

Now if y'all remembered.. last year i went as a gypsy.. a very modest gypsy if i may add... hahaha this year i went as a forest sprite.. hahaha..

The problem with last night is that, there were 2 parties held at the same time. One at a club called Spitfire and the other one which i went to, Arren... I think the costume majority went to Spitfire because there was an actual costume competition.. but yeah.. i didnt go because it was effing far... and in the party that i went to last night, there werent as much costumed folks...

Timo and John

Natalia

hmmmm....

i like this candid shot...

ppl were lining up to take pictures with me and my wings.. it was tiring.. because i wanted to dance.. and when i danced... i had to take off the wings.. because i could take out someone's eye


Agma and I

Agma's friends and I.. damn my face is sooo plastic here

the dance floor

Strange...very strange

First of all i dint forget APLC's bday..i wished her already =)..Happy 21st woman =) second of all...there is no second of all..here is what happened today..
Woke up on time today. Ran for the train and caught it. Stood there holding on to the railing and fainted. yes FAINTED in the train =_=. Strange feeling it is. Crap. I was feeling woozy but then i just thought it would go away. Seemed to get worse after Footscray. By the time i was at North Melbourne everything had gone blur, then even fuzzier, then black. Tried to blink my way out of it or something to shake it off. The blackness wouldn't go away. It is damn freaky. Pitch black. Plop I went onto the train floor. Strangely enough I heard everything that went around me- the man asking whether I could hear him and the lady asking me if I could see or had water with me. I "came to" although you might not call it that seeing as how I was fully aware but kinda passed out? I dunno. I've never fainted before. What ARE you supposed to be like? Unconscious? Conscious? Open eyed? Close eyed? Everything was just black before I went down. I could hear like gasps from people as they watched in horror (I'm guessing the watched in horror bit. But there were really gasps) By the time i reached Flagstaff I was much better and everything was back to normal. I reckon being the science dork that I am I couldn't stop thinking about my blood pressure and my baroreceptor reflex and how on earth this could've happened. Nuts, I know. Never once have I fainted or like "blacked out" then came to so quick. I dunno. I just hope I'm not sick. Hmm, won't think of that. Thank God there were nice people on the train who "looked after" me even after I got out.

Anyway all is good now. And on a lighter note here is what i have to do for prac next Monday
Bottle I have to pee in throughout the day. They gave it to us to take home today =_=


Treatment to go with the prac to examine different effects of different doses of stuff. I get salt tablets. It came in a nice lil' envelope. Yum~ salt

21st birthday outing in Shibuya

21st Birthday - life begins!

Outside Shibuya - Hachiko exit, we were waiting for the rest, from 12pm to 1.30pm

John, Ruolin, Yunjung

Ruolin, Yunjung

My Birthday Gathering - Lunch - Sweets Paradise

me, susan, eggy, yunjung, ruolin

YunJung

John's gift to me

Outside Karaoke-kan

John and I

Eggy and I

Cora and I

Ruolin and I

Yunjung and I

While we(susan mainly) were trying to look for Siti and Wim, the three of us were camera whoring in the streets of Shibuya, outside Zara

After finally finding wim and siti,

wim, siti, me, ruo lin, yunjung

Dinner outing - TGI's Fridays

The restaurant's service for birthday people...

wim, susan, siti, ruolin, me and louise

before....

after....




me and siti

me and susan

me and louise

me whipping louise... she gave me a whip for my birthday... kinky-ness

me and wim

Purikuras

he's my sugar daddy and im his S&M bitch (lol)

Mario land!

Who's your momma now bitch~!

cute face with whip?

the whip... courtesy of louise... much love~

I shall start posting here again too

Yes call it laziness to copy and paste. I will start blogging here again too. As promised.I got bored doing my prac report (what else?). Ive been doing nothing but prac reports for the past 2 months. Driving me mad. The sucky thing about it is that when one is over another one is due. Its a stupid cycle. But ahh well if im looking into a career that has LAB WORK written all over it, what better way to prepare no? The only thing is that i have no time to study- i guess i should be now? but i mean u get what i mean rite? At least the days are getting warmer. Cant wait for the weather to be just right so that you dont need a sweater to go out. Scorching heat here i come ~~~~~~ Winter makes me a miserable bubu. The sun is not out. The days end early. Cant do anything really. Oh except see snow, which i actually have never seen before. I'll go next year! I dont think i'll be going back to Brunei next winter =) so all good things. Hopefully by then i would've gotten off my lazy arse and gone to take my Australian Driving Test. Hrmm..then i reckon we'll drive up into the mountains. Well not into the mountains, but like the nice scenic areas. My last year next year. Gotta make the most out of it. Must do as many things as i can. My cousins here were saying how i dont go out out much. Like you know the adventure-y type things. I personally blame it on the fact that i live a million miles from my friends and i cant catch the train at night. But ahh well im not complaining. Its just one of those things.

Its that time of the year where things are winding down, exams are coming and i just wish everything came to a standstill. Its usually now that i miss home- and i do. My mind is always in a constant thought process. Need to learn to just completely zone out and not think of anything. Most of the time its just always "I need to do this this this this and this by this time this time and that time and that time..but first in order to do this i need do to this and this needs to be done this way and ............." You get the picture. I really cant remember when i started becoming like this. Always thinking. Always planning. Always running through scenarios. "If this is like this then this and this happens but then this and this will turn out like this" A never ending flow of floating crap in my head. Yup. This is the main thing i struggle with everyday. Trying to not focus on my circumstances and to just continue to look to God. I mean He knows us better than we do and He knows all the plans for us. Plans to bless us and not harm us. So why argue and try and fight whats happening? Good or bad, He stands by us, with us and will never leave us. It is US who need to realise that we cant go on on our own just trying to do things how we want them done cos ultimately that will never work. We fall down and are defeated and when we try to work it out again it all crumbles. We fall, we get up, fall even harder, try to get up and in the end we blame God for not being there for us. But in the first place we never included Him anyway. Typical us(well by mean us i mean me)- singing songs of praise and worship of how awesome, powerful and wonderful God is but never trusting Him fully. One minute its so full on and the next you are taken over by fear of embarrassment or bad looks.

Ahh~ Im just so thankful that God isnt as fickle minded as we are. Never changing, all knowing, ever loving God. The camp this year by far was one i took the most out of. Surrendering your will to God. Walking with the Spirit. Taking it one step at a time and not to expect so much out of yourself at any one time eventhough theres so many things to be done. Go slow and it will happen all in good time. Gods time. Remembering that we are not doing this by ourselves and God loves us to death! Camp was awesome and people were being blessed to the max. The presence of God was just so indescribable. Good to get away from the hustle n bustle and spend time with God. I hope to encourage everyone to keep that fire burning for Him and to not just go away from camp not expecting God to move in their lives anymore. Woo! lets get our hearts burning for Him!

Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding"

Loves

an embarassing video of me

right... for some reason, Ill post this video of me...

oh yeah... beware of vulgarities... at least one exclamation of "fuck" i think...

and the view of brasil

hmmm.. i love this new option...

after procrastinating for so long

---Brasil Pictures---

well before brasil, sleeping in Atlanta Airport, like a hobo

Outside the football stadium... (in actual fact, all stadiums = football stadiums.. brasilians~)

Louise and I while we wait to get football tickets

Andre, Louise, me, Vinicius

Caipirinha - National drink of brasil.. alcoholic of course... good stuff

me and Louise on a night out with her friends..

Felipe and I

Laura, me, Louise

her friends and I clubbing

The horny trio...

Another hangout at a typical brasilian pizza place... i love the system, its all you can eat.. and they have hundreds of flavours... serving you pizza... up to you to decided which pizza to eat... and did i mention they have crazy flavours.. no kidding

Banana Split pizza on dirty plate... didnt really like it.. I prefer Chocolate pizza

Birds eye view of Rio de Janeiro

I'm on the top of the world.. looking down on creation~

more of Brasil

Sugar Loaf

Big J hollerin' at ya! (lol) Corcovado

Copa- Copacabana~

Random beach

same random beach

again random beach

Praia Seca

*warning picture below may be hazardous to your eyes*

dont say i didnt warn you

Praia Seca Beach... yes I wore a bikini.. Louise would not be seen near me if I didnt go to the beach wearing a bikini

Vinicius, Louise, *blush* me

Buzious, I effing cant swim

Louise's Beach house in Praia Seca

entrance.. duh~ isnt it quaint?

I want a hammock too!!

hammock + adeline = ?

Pool Area

fathers putting sun block on sons... HAHA

pool!


dont forget your daily intake of fibre...

Brasilian FOOD!

BBQ treats

garlic bread and sausages

Beans!


these chilli are no match for our cili padi.. i finished it all


Fish something



Steak with loads of garlic.. yummm






Prawn dish



tapioca?, meat and fried rice with cheese

I owe my colourful, beautiful, fun and memorable trip to Brasil to Louise and her family!!