gong xi fa chai

right... i just came back from serene's open house.. lol.. was funny cos it was nice that everyone came at about the same time.. liss was there.. she eng was there.. bell.. well.. she wasnt there.. but it's nice to be all at the same time.. so yeah.. i'm babbling.. anyways.. she had LOVELY kuching laksa.. and as always the popia.. ahaha.. the house was full inside and out.. my whole family kinda conquered the kitchen and the ting cousins kinda conquered the dining table for a while.. hahaha saw my mom and serene's mom bonding.. weird.. but NICE~ wow.. yay serene our families.. are going to be so ngam together.. sniff sniff.. i'm so lame...

the first day of new year.. we had our open house.. busy like crazy.. entertaining people.. well not really.. because most of them are parents friends.. and yeah we dont know them at all.. and then there are the relatives... urghh.. that was horrible.. i'm bad at titles.. ah soh, ah mm, ako, ah chim.. wat ranking so ever...ughh.. embarassing la.. i called my grandmother auntie by mistake.. and i thought our cousin was lina's friend.. yeah i'm that bad.. probably because they are the chinese-converted-muslim side of the family.. whats worse is that they look so malay with the baju kurong and tudong and batik.. and yet they speak hokkien/hakka.. and here i am struggling with ranks.. sigh... what a joke... at 3pm.. the power died.. i dunno what happened but the whole muara was powerless... for the next three hours we were without electricity.. and then my md friends came... it was nice but weird at the same time.. cos i'm not close to them.. they're the shy type.. tried to bring them in a sing star game.. but no.. they refused.. so anyways.. serene came and definitely made my day.. at least the party was fun for me~! sa's friends came over with a bday cake.. but at the time she was at our uncle's house downstairs.. so serene and i ended up going down to call her (a bit tipsy from 3 drinks-sasa).. and then have ourselves trapped in my uncle's house to drink.. lol.. serene's parents also ended up going down for not one but TWO drinks(gin and tonic).. lol after serene left it was weird cos i was stuck there.. and my uncle didnt want me to leave without drinking more.. he was already tipsy.. and then my mom and brothers came.. i'm thinking SAVED!!! but no.. they all also kena paksa minum.. and i asked for a mildr drink.. they made this pretty pink drink.. and never stopped pouring on me and my brother's glass(randy).. my mom managed to escape.. but some how.. randy and i.. got left behind.. we were already like no no NO MORE~!! uncle: one more just one more.. one for the road.. after that.. me and boy were piss drunk? not really lah.. i just got headaches.. spinning so sakit kepala.. my brother just needed to pee.. got home.. drank water.. and cool down.. and then when finally my parents went up.. they asked me to go down to ask chean chean to come up.. i was already tired/sakit kepala/didnt want to move.. and then dragged my sorry ass down to tell him to come up.. and then after a few mins he still havent come up.. my parents ask me to call him again.. this time i got mad.. i came down still see him playing the sing star.. so i yelled.. hahaha i ask him to off the game and come up.. in normal circumstances this would seem pretty normal.. but no... we still had guests.. and the guest's children were playing with the singstar.. and me yelling indirectly at them would be eheh..rude? the hell i care.. i was having a headache.. boo to you~! slept like a baby.. funny thing about this headache/drunk feeling is that when i slept i slept like a baby.. cos i'm having cough right now.. in normal nights.. i sleep with coughs and constant need of clearing my throat.. so yeah.. advantages of drunk-ness.. lol

when i woke up.. everything is back to normal.. no hangover.. no grogginess.. thank god.. but randy on the other hand.. heh ada hangover.. managed to go paichia to two houses and then he got fever.. started nosebleeding in serene's place.. so we rush back home... wow second day of cny and already ka-put..

oh well thats it for now.. angpows collected day 1: 7 ...day 2: 1.. and still counting... lol...

aplc signing out

i know what i did last week?<--lame..

anyways.. since no one's been updating... i'll update.. hmm.. last thursday.. the usual gym.. except that serene called just on time when i finished my routine.. asked whether i wanted to go to tasek hiking.. i'm like sure why not.. not that exhausted yet.. heck why not.. can't be that hard.. right? WRONG~!!! oh well.. partially my fault too.. cos when she asked want to try the hard route or the easy route? i'm thinking how hard can the hard route be.. why not? hard route please.. WRONG~!!!! probably because i was already exhausted.. yeah.. but pat on the back for aplc.. cos i didnt die 50% of the way.. more like 80% of the way.. and then aplc's body started to sound like archie's old car.. sputter-sputter-ka-putt.. HAHAHA yeah.. not bad.. my legs were like jelly by the time we reached the car.. lol.. but it was fun.. i would like to do it again soon.. yeah~!

friday was a total shut down day for me.. my badan macam condemn liao.. HAHAH so yeah off day.. saturday.. i promised my step sis.. lina that i would try her step class in.. i dunno whats the place called... errr.. er.. batu bersurat? tungku highway? near gadong there.. whatever.. so yeah.. but it turns out she took me to an advanced class.. so i kept getting lost.. the teacher was screaming her head off and the music was loud.. needless to say i gave up halfway.. i was in their way.. so fast and complicated some more.. lol... so after that i went back to fitness zone.. where my good friend the treadmill was waiting for me.. HAHAH after that went home... ate at the restaurant.. and then received an sms from abi asking whether i want to go swimming... sure why not? i always wanted to go swimming.. but never dare to go alone.. this is my only chance~! GO~~~~~~! i was half an hour late.. and yeah.. stupid life guards they are supposed to take care of the people.. not make cat calls.. and whistle.. STUUUPPIIDDD PIECE OF SHYT~!!! this is why i hate going swimming alone.. i get all self conscious and stuff.. abi so handal can do 15 laps no sweat like dat.. i did 5 laps already want to die.. HAHAHA and it was the breast stroke method.. she did freestyle..i'm not too confident about my freestyle... i takut i move move like crazy but move so slow.. damn embarassing.. lol

hmm sunday.. i woke up with high fever and cough.. so yeah.. life sucks for me right now.. can't even go out to gym.. cannot go hiking cannot go swimming.. cannot go hang out with serene as promised.. DAMN DAMN DAMN

zoom past mon tues and wed.. today is thursday.. 26th january 2006~!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASA~!!! anyways.. the house renovations are almost complete.. now we have a super BIG ASS DOOR.. apparently it's good feng shui.. i dunno whats going to happen today but.. maybe i'll meet serene in tasek today... i think i'm well enough for it.. heh

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Its the end of an era

lol..well maybe not yet...gosh darn it!! i still have like freakin 5 papers to go..suck la...i think my brain mite just fizz out..*fizz* *fizz*..*spurts out nonsense*....im cracking people CRACKING!..i just realised..i dunno how to get colour onto a post -_-...lamer lamer lamer is i...woooo oooo..laaaaaaaa...i think i mite be going a bit crazy...or i could just be pms-y my mood is all whacked up or its the stress...a combo perhaps??..stuff the exams...STUFF EM ALL....freak la...........monkey..freakin thing last till february..are the british ppl who make exams like CRAZY or something..last till feb..SIAO..FREAK FREAK FREAK FKEAK FREAK FREAK LAA! ugh....UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!IM LIKE FREAKIN FREAKIN FREAKIN PISSY!..why kan EHHHHHHHHHHH!!all this pressure im just going to fry from the inside...EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! NYAAA!! I WANT TO SHOUT!! I WANNA SCREAM AT SOMETHING GAHHHHHHHHHHH! I WANNA PUNCH SOMETHING!!UGHHHHHHHHHH UGHH!adeline put it in fine words...IM JUST TIRED OF IT ALL...tired tired tired..i need sleep..im sick and all wat not ..garhhh..wat the heck man....PISSSSS...URGHHHHHHHHHH!!!..cracked..like...serioulsy...CRACKED!im venting ...just venting.....

SCREEEEECH!

HAHA..now u shall hear me SCREEEEEEEEECHING down ur simpang because i can drive!!!!!..HEHEHE! i passed i passsed!OH MY GOOOOODNESS I TELL U!...ive NEVER had a sleepless nite before! NEVER!..i had driving test yesterday and the test was supposed to be in the afternoon..but then the teacher called and sed..oh its in the morning at 8...so then she told me to be there early..so i was like ...ok...i'll come at 7.30...-_-..yea..so i had to get to bed early...tried to sleep at 11.30...couldn't..tossed n turned till about 12.30...then fell asleep...3 hours later i get up...and i cant go back to sleep anymore...hmm..i lied in bed for like another hour....i decide to go watch tv...mtv has nothing good...i switch to cartoons..wooo~ cow n chicken....-_-..i change to star world...NYPD blue...dont noe wats going on...channel surf until 4.30...whose line is on..haha..watched for a little while then decided to give sleep another try...its 5....again im still awake...i just toss n turn..i noe i have to get up in an hour and a half...my mind is constantly thinking about that darn hill at land transport...my mind just goes back n forth..i cant sleeep!...5.50 my sisters alarm clock rings...she likes going to school early..i think thats crazy..lol..so yea..i just lie in bed till my own alarm clock rings...whole nite i have butterflies..WHOLE NITE!..and this is the bad kind of anxiety cos i feel like puking..my head is still thinking..

Wash up get ready by 7.20 i leave the house....i get there around 7.35..THERES NO ONE THERE!...and plus my mum misses the turning so she drops me off at the side of the road..lol..i walk down the keluar lane and i go sit down...its just the same feeling thru out..7.45 my teacher still isnt there....8 she arrives...motions me over to her car..and my mum leaves...great..she tells me oh my test starts at 8.45..great..i couldve come later....cudve had more sleep..HAHA not really ..so yea more people start to arrive..i think there were like 4 or 5 people doing the test before me..KAN CHEONG MAN!...gila..its my turn..ok i go into the trailer thing to register..i come out and i have to do my parking..it has to be done in less than 10minutes...GILA MAN..for some reason her steering wheel so stiff...lack of sleep perhaps?haha..cannot turn as easily of before..gila..so i struggle to turn it...but i make it in 8 min54 secs...JUST MADE IT..

NEXT is wat ive been dreading the whole day before...time to go drive..i dont dread the driving but the balancing that comes BEFORE the driving..ok...i rev up all the way up...clutch then break then hand break..HAHA..i breaked so abruptly that i could see him jerk forward..im my head i was like..OOPS...so ok..balancing..i was alrite..until it was time to put down the hand break so i can go...MY LEFT HAND IS SO WEAK!..GAH!...i couldnt lift it up to press the button to put it down..so i kinda like ...dawdled there...but somehow i managed to put the handbreak down..BUT MY TIMING ALL OFF!..so i was thinking in my head "OH NO IM GONNA ROLLL DOWN!..GASSSSSSSSS ITT!!!" ..so i did..and i screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeched up the hill...the whole land transport heard it i assume..haha..then after that its just driving ..and that was fine...over all...i had like 6/18..4 marks for the balancing and 2 marks for another mistake...if u get 18 marks u fail..haha..so yea...i came back to the land transport relieved that it was over...my teacher made me fill in the license form..HEHE...i get my 1 year license next week!..then i can drive!..lol...

all in all i have to thank God that i passed and that i dint freak out DURING the test especially during that balancing part..i was calmer than i was the nite before..was praying really really hard..hehe...WEEEEPEEE!

its only 1030 am and can this day get any worse?

yeah this morning i got up.. actually i forced myself up.. so that i can go to the belly dancing class.. and when i reached there.. after speeding away cos i was late.. as per usual.. abi was there before me.. and LO AND BEHOLD.. no class today.. because the minimum number of participants needed in order to start class is 4~!!! and we were only 2 damn.. why cant the other ladies get up~! damn it.. i wish you guys could come join with us.. i desperately want to go in the morning class.. the night one.. just too full.. damn...

and anyways... after that decided to go to supasave to stock up on fruits and veges.. so i picked out lovely fresh grapes~!!! (the man just came with the truck.. wa.. talk about airflown...) and then china pears and those lovely juicy feng shui pears.. got some whole grain bread.. and then look for more stuff.. i was at the baking section.. when i was checking for my wallet.. to check ada cukup duit lah.. but i was pretty confident about my cash... cos baru terima gaji? HAHAHA and then LO AND BEHOLD (number 2) i discovered that i didnt have my wallet with me~!!! WHAT THE HELL!?!??!?! this must be some seriously bad joke... a living nightmare for aplc~! suddenly i got reminded of the movie with goldie hawn in troop beverly hills.. the part where she maxed her credit card and the sales lady snapped her card in front of her and she had to put everything back... GAWDD so embarassing.. so annoying so angry with myself.. my brain was like " okay quick adeline quick think what to do.. pretend suddenly someone called.. and start a very loud conversation on the phone about an emergency? and then drop the basket and leave? no.. too obvious... put everything back like you didnt need it??!!? no... my pride's at stake.." so.. i did the only thing i could do.. wait for there's no one around and dump the basket and quickly leave the building with all the pride and dignity i have left.. damn.... this is seriously not my day... how embarssing.. can you imagine what would have happened if i actually went to the counter and found out only then that i didnt bring my wallet!?!?!?!? THE HORROR~! and to think that i wanted to isi petrol in the car.. sigh.... i was already so happy that i'm leaving brunei to some new strange place.. and becoming more adult-tish.. no more lame childish behaviour... no more dumb moments.. only a more cool refined aplc.. and here i am.. at 19 i'm reminded again that i'm still young.. i still make lame moments.. create more embarassing memories... and i'm still a KID not at all mature and no where near cool.. damn.. damn damn damn KUSOOOOOOOOOOOO~!! mecha kuchya annoyed desu.. (mecha kuchya = super duper)

oh well as compensation.. i'm bringing my dad back there to buy the stuff.. again... lol.. maybe we'll go to the other supasave branch.. and then we'll go for a massage i think..

thats all so far... it's only 1042am.. we'll see if my day gets any worse or any better..

aplc

trala la la la~ tralalala

my second day of the gym, i came back with bruises.. legs sore from the cycling class.. it started out with the normal induction class.. and then i saw miss ong.. and then she prompted me to go to the cycling class.. and you know the situation where one is forced to smile and say "HAI" while inside you're screaming "HELL NO~!!!!" yeah.. damn i was caught...day one in cycling class.. after getting down from the seat of hell... my legs were wobbly from exhaustion... i fell.. nothing serious.. day two.. shuv's mom caught me.. into the cycling den of hell again.. while trying to follow the order to sprint while standing up... i fell from the bike.. now i have a big bruise... i've never had a purple bruise before.. only green ones.. so this is a remarkable happening to me.. lol SAKAI~!

yeah.. seeing miss ong again is pretty weird.. because she insists on me calling her by rosemary... which is WEIRD.. just too weird.. makes me feel a bit older.. now that we practically stepped into the world of adults.. lol does this make her look more younger? haha nope..

what else... i watched mtv's global room raiders back to back the other night.. i found it disturbing that guys really like checking out the undergarments of women... and they really do judge a woman by her underwear... damn.... oh well.. makes me wanna get those frilly frilly raunchy and sexy ones..HAHAHAHAHA bah one day we all go to lily' lingerie wan or not? HAHAHA...

anyways i'm in a dilemma here.. i dunno what laptop to buy..
i noe i shouldnt be choosing anything now...because mebbe the latest one may be coming out anytime soon.. but yeah.. i may be going to kl/sg in feb.. so yeah.. and then i have no clue on what laptop to buy.. yeah.. i'm hopeless.. my mind works like this: expensive is always the best.. yeah not very good thinking huh.. but yeah what can i do.. i'm clueless at these type of things... and if i go to vendors i'm sure they'll say their most exp product is the best too.. lol true or not?

hmm anything else? oh yeah... my house is going through another facelift.. -_-

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an attempt

lalalallalala... at work..frustrated with something they gave me...dunno wat to do so i drew something! since adeline wants me to draw gothic lolita girls here it is lar... if try hahaha i dunno if the fashion suits the time.. just put in alot of lace n ribbions :P ahahahha damn..y cant we hav those dresses now HAHAHA i noe stupid question but worth thinkin over? no? ok i'll shut up now haha bye bye~

PARTY PEOPLE!

okay..i admit havent blogged here in like...forever...so here goes...HALLO..haha..on the 28th the Pangs had a party to celebrate their birthdays...Sa will be turning 18 in Jan and Adeline turned 19 in Oct..so it was a halfway thing..and also it was a party to celebrate Adeline getting her jap scholarship..well done!..haha..lotsa people came..different people doing different things...card game...sing star.. and football on the other end with the other ps2..and the boys at the table..not sure wat they were up to...but yes...fun fun!..they have sooooooooooooo many hats its crazy...like this whole trunk like box worth...welll..not all hats..got bags too..haha..so yea..we took some pictures

Sing Star-ing


Hats!


The bags added a little touristy effect dont u think?


SMILE!


Wheee!


Slept around 5 in the morning that day..haaha..good stuff!

next was new years at serenes house...haha took loads there...but im gonna post a few onli..haha...takes too long..haha..blame brunet ^_^..its good to have all 5 of us back n at the same place..its been too long since we've all been together..

^_^


Cheers!


I was supposed to be doing a 2 like the rest..but ..haha..i did a seven?...well thts wat they claimed it to be..haha..still..its 2 fingers!..


Hahaha..thats all for this time..i have to post up last days of school photos...that mite take me a long while..but haha..if i get lazy i mite not even do them...
note:hahah this was taken like from my other blog...^_^...the miracle of copy n paste...muaks

one step closer to my goal?

okay.. i finally did it.. i joined the gym today.. phew.. paid a hefty amount to join it too.. of course i didnt use my money.. heh heh chinese new year hasnt come yet.. heh.. well at least i hope this year this resolution falls through unlike the year before.. or the year before that.. or the year before the year blablablabla you get the idea.. HAHAHAH

right now.. i'm SOOOO into the arthur golden novel.. yeah yeah i noe that book is sooooo 5 years ago.. i'm so ashamed of myself.. a bookworm who has not read the memoirs of a geisha book.. i noe adeline chong/shu vun/audrey perhaps?/jerica maybe? has read it.. it is equivalent to an otaku(animefan) never watching naruto.. now i feel somewhat complete.. lol.. the book is nice lar.. who said it was boring.. (this one is to michelle wong so told me it was boring) intriguing.. beautiful simply beautiful.. moved me to tears.. HAHA

next... i started watching rozen maiden.. and i got taken in by it's gothic lolita artwork.. i must say.. pretty darn good.. damn.. if only i had more lolita ness in me.. but then again i'd lose all my sexual appeal.. HAHA so i asked serene if she has the time to draw the 5 of us in anime/goth/lolita form.. for fun.. its so unique and goth.. hahaha i wonder if she can do us in particular costumes which suits our behaviour.. ahahha

oh well pretty much nuthing to report except that i can't post any more piccies until serene passes the piccies to me.. or if she/sumone else who has the piccies.. posts them up themselves.. sigh...
till then, i'll leave you all with this

















loves aplc

NEW YEAR NEW RESOLUTIONS

heh.. like she eng said.. this year while she eng came back all we did was party party party.. haha we didnt even do the traditional.. sushi thing.. hahah oh wellwe took lots of photos.. at serene's place.. cos at my party, we forgot to take pictures while serene was there... oh well.. at least during the new years party.. the 5 chabohz were complete~!

here's one.. i like.. nice job serene~!








and another one... i dunno which one she meant but.. serene said something about looking like a bag advertisement.. but personally i like the chocolate one better...






one of our finer moments that night.. a real jump in to take a picture moment.. aahaha looks original no? HAHAHAHA







i'll post the rest later.. because serene went to lunch.. and i got one more.. but it's frigging embarrasing (for me) HAHAHA

xmas and new yearrr!

man.. this blog is shoo dead... anyways... merry xmas and happy new year.. really had fun at serene's and adeline's place on the 24th, 28th and 31st.. lol

we din even hang outs.. jus attend parties only.. only had party in julian's place as well on the 23rd... lol attended the most parties at one go in my whole life.. really siao man....

sigh.. feel sad now.. coz everyone is going already.... this time i cant even get to see them so many times a year liaw.... bell and serene are going to melbourne in february and same uni somemore... melbourne u. dang man.. ...will be joining them in july hopefully if not 2007 then.. and adeline is going to osaka in april... sigh.. this one i dunno when can i see her again man.. erm... a year later? not actually will be seeing her later in the morning... lol.. HAHA yea.. she will only be coming back to brunei when there's hols... man she gets everything for free man... allowance, air tix, blabla... full scholarship.. craps... so NICE.. envyyyy.. lol and liss, probably.. going to UBD? well.. not sure....

sigh.....life sux.. i wanna go back to high school......... oh yea... we were going thru our chat book.. damn so funny man... and i was sooo obsessed with roger that time... crap i was DUMB.. lalala... but it's really funny la... damn lotsa funny stuffs... CRAP.. time passes so FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate i hate.. i really wanna go back to high school.. everyday hang out in school.. and tok rubbish... i miss all those times........ sigh........... life life life.................... i miss u guys man............................... this is the 1st time i feel sooooooooooooooooooooooo sad...... im gonna cry..... guys.. i love u all so muchhhh... no matter what happened or how far u guys are away from me in the future.... i will still love u all.. our bonds will never break..i believe i believe!! i love u allllllllllllllllllll

lotsa love and huggies