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Under construction

2009-08-09T17:03:00.003+10:00

Dear all,

The blog template will be as bare as your ass until ah_chen_pong comes up with a header and such.

XOXO

Edit:

In the mean time, enjoy this shiz

new blog.

2009-06-01T23:57:00.003+10:00

outfits photos @ new blog :)

MY PRETTY KNEE!

2009-05-18T00:55:00.001+10:00

'nuff said.

the end.

minna-san~~~ o-hisashiburidesuuuuuuu

2009-04-28T00:30:00.002+10:00

(hey y'all.... its been some time)

i apologise for all the worry i caused over the past emo posts... its all gone i tell you.. i decided that those peeps arent worth my precious time and attention.. im much too great, young and beautiful to let afflicting personalities add to my worry lines! MUAHAHAHA no seriously... i decided to not let other people affect me as much.. dont like me.. FUCK OFF...

right... i was working today in the restaurant, and my boss told me that at one particular table in the furthest end of the restaurant.. the customers were in an illicit affair and told carry on with my work but quieter than usual.. and i was surprised for a good bit..

firstly, how the hell did my boss know that those customers were having an affair!? i know that my boss remembers frequent customers and can predict their orders and such.. heck even i can do that! and also he can tell from the order what type of customers are sitting on the table, a couple, a group of girl friends, a family and stuff.. but HOW ON EARTH DOES HE KNOW THAT THEY WERE HAVING AN AFFAIR?!!? theres no way that this scenario could have happened:

Boss: Bien Venidos! Irrashaimase~~ (welcome in both spanish and japanese) by the way i work in a Mexican restaurant...

Customer: Table for two please, make it in a dark corner cause we're in an affair.. shhh

RIGHT?!?! no way~!!! it's non discreet, non Japanese and just NOT THE POINT of having an AFFAIR!! so during my whole work shift.. i couldnt help think table 4 over there are in a sinful relationship right now.. a handful of movies came out in my head.. Closer, Unfaithful and even the Tudors (because i watch it over and over again... Oh Henry youre just too sexy!!) and whats worse is that the couple were old and they looked nice and non the adultery kind... if i didnt know, id imagine them to be friends, husband and wife, or just a boss who is courting his co-worker... since my boss told me that.. thoughts such as "FILTHY SCUM!! go back to your spouses and children respectively!!!" or "they're in a adulterous relationship" or "FU-RIN" "FU-RIN"!!! (adultery) and then my thoughts suddenly imagined them having sex in a nearby love hotel or hotel after dinner and lighting some ciggies..

Male Customer: you filthy whore! your husband can't please you anymore eh? you like my chinchin (cock) better? say it for me bitch!

Female Customer: Oh yeah baybe! im such a filthy slut! i'm not turned on by pencil dick at home anymore.. fuck that shit.. he cant even get his chinchin (cock) up anymore.. OH YES YES YES!! KIMOCHIIIIIIIIIII SUKI YOOOOOOOOOO ride me hard baybe!

GROSSSSSSSSSS GROSSSSSSSSSSSS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

WHY DID MY BOSS TELL ME THIS?!!?!?!

WHY WHY WHY!!! WHY!!!i didnt need to know!!!

ahem.. so i recalled my small thesis paper i wrote last year.. about japanese fidelity... in literature and perhaps why it occurs.. it was an interesting paper and made me think negatively of all around me.. well it just scared me... you really never know whos committing adulterous relationships.. like.. these Japanese are all so polite and nice and smiley--you'd think aww... youre sooo nice, honorable and punitive.. you dont look like you have the balls to screw another man's wife.. BUT NOOOOOOOOOO... it happens!!! to even the most shy Japanese! WTF?! after finishing my paper, everywhere i went, trains, buses, walking along the streets, i couldn't help but think everyones having an affair.. that pretty young wife could be screwing with the milkman! (except that they dont have milkmen here!) ahaha

So there i was working and disgusted with the couple at table number four thinking wow... the books i researched on last year, told me stories of adultery and now at work i saw adultery right before my very own eyes... and then i thought to myself.. wait a minute... i have a friend who's in a relationship with this guy who has a gf back home... its cheating... the preliminaries, the stage one of adultery.. the only difference is that theres no legal bond between the two and perhaps no children involved.. so i started thinking... i really shouldnt be that disgusted with the couple in table four... my friend is attempting on stealing someones bf... writing this now.. i feel that i should slap my friend right across the face and scream at her BITCH WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK ARE YOU DOING!?! but... i dont.. because i'm tired of screaming at her.. and she says it's "LOVE"

"LOVE" my fucking ass!

im such a traditionalist... or perhaps prudish and perhaps also not experienced in love at all thats why i can say such things... but jeesh.. the car has only one driver, theres no co-piloting in a four wheel drive! planes yes, but thats not being used in this metaphor.. theres just not enough room for two drivers in a car! get off the wheel BITCH! get your own car! even better, get a BRAND NEW CAR!! take it for a test ride, dont like how it rides? send it back to the dealer! hahaha and then get another one!

oh craps.. im all fired up...

in the end, i was sooo deep in my thoughts and imaginations that i couldnt ask my boss, simply it would be too weird asking no? ill be left with my assumptions...

anyhoos... imma rest now... and try to cleanse my brain.. happy thoughts... marriages work! marriages work, marriages work... not all are having affairs... not all.. not all...

muchas gracias~ adios amigosssssssssssssssss

stuck

2009-02-26T03:14:00.002+11:00

right.... this is highly unusual of me... when i go to tokyo.. i usually stay a night in tokyo... am prepared for staying over.. bringing a huge overnight bag and the such.. but tonight.. i thought i was going to an art event and then returning home to my comfy bed... to maybe perhaps watch "australia" for the umpteenth time again... but.. unfortunately for me... this is not the scenario tonight/this morning... i am currently stuck in roppongi... without actually wanting to be stuck in roppongi... i really should be at home... resting... or at least, i should be with my girlfriends clubbing somewhere.. since im already here and all... but not tonight, im not feeling "it".. furthermore.. im actually "blogging".. this is highly unusual of me...

in many ways im stuck... i feel like im academically stuck, philosophically stuck, emotionally stuck, relationship-wise stuck... i need to digest all this shit... academically stuck... not inspired to do anything... i just want to read read read and not be bothered by anyone nor any classes and the crappy reports... i feel like im not going anywhere with this university.. and if i was what am i going to do in the future? i have big dreams but can i achieve it? am i chasing the dream or is the dream chasing me? after japan where next? will whatever i attain in japan be worthy in other countries? ugh.. so disillusioned right now.. i blame it on holden caulfield... fucking hate him... (catcher in the rye)

philosophically.. i dont know anymore.. on the path of self discovery i think? the system versus the anti-system.. do systems work? perhaps this is a cultural issue too.. im always in a heated debate with this one friend whom i am recently frantically - almost struggling to find reasons for our friendship.. seriously.. lately i ask myself.. why and how are we even friends? we are two completely different persons.. of opposite perspectives and polar temperaments... my friend here is so unbelievably care-free, passionate and hippie like.. so fucking naive...while i think myself to be quite cold and relatively conservative... our opinions collide when it comes to society, norms and systems.. to put it in simpler terms.. maybe my personality is that of the worker ant.. and maybe that person could be said that of the butterfly.. always wanting to be free.. unchained from society's expectations and rules... doing everything for the moment. to some extent i am like that... but i believe that systems are there for a reason... and we can never truly be free...im rambling.. and not getting to the point... forget this paragraph.. i get so angry i cant think even think about it.. those who have read catcher in the rye... just think about the person who hates and does not comprehend the mindset of holden caulfield.. so fucking stupid... get out of the system.. what are you stupid?!?!?! dont you know its futile?!?! theres no such thing as breaking free from the system.. you can change the system internally, or change to a different system but not break free from it... you either work with what you have and do the best you can to satisfy yourself... or else.. wait for death.. because thats when youre really free..what "phonies".. chibai

relationship wise stuck.. was referring to my estranged strained friendship with this certain person.. i know this person resents me for my beliefs.. my body image issues, my fashionista self, my major...ugh.. seriously.. how the eff are we friends? god i need my caffiene fix... its 2am... fuck caffiene.. i want a freaking long island iced tea.. but i shall continue with my frustrations.. on to the more assumed meaning of "relationship".. ive given up.. my standards are too freakking high... i blame it on all those years of disney and hollywood and recently bollywood... they shouldnt draw princes too handsome... they shouldnt make them have charismatic personalities and charming.. they should replace all the hot men in hollywood with realistic men... balding, beer bellies, rude, sexist and uncharming... that way, we girls wouldnt expect much of men from the real world.. ive tried lowering my standards.. but there are none.. mostly gay, married and type A bastards.. so now, im giving up my party lifestyle for a more bookish one.. i have 2 more years.. theres no point in me looking for a special someone now.. imma read all i can.. have fun when i can.. find opportunities to get out of japan if i can... or maybe just turn lesbian... now THAT would be an interesting chapter to my life...

damn i just realised halfway.. that in some way.. im sounding like fucking holden caulfield... have i become my own hated personality? repressed and depressed? perhaps... hmmm... but im still working for my goals.. or am i? man... im really stuck arent i? confused lost and completely out of mojo... ugh... im aging.. or perhaps im hanging out with the older crowd so much that ive mentally aged with them... thinking like them.. slowly throwing in the party towel.. and for my supposed age group, we could say im prematurely aging.. hahaha perhaps? no?

ahh.. much reflection needed.. maybe i should learn to let go.. be free from society? maybe my butterfly friend is right? i guess im angry because im afraid that this butterfly is right, and im in the wrong.. can you imagine my set of beliefs crumbling on myself.. it would hit hard just like when the Japanese emperor proclaimed that he wasnt God anymore, and the people were shaken to their very cores...

ah i want to know more... im going crazy with the need to know... and oh god.. its still only 218am... 3 hours till the first train out of here...it was either internetcafe/love hotel/karaoke or calling my friend who lives in odaiba.. but she didnt answer her phone.. so it was internet cafe... the cheapest of all... i wish i had my party mode right now... hitting the bar would be oh so fun... drinking cocktails... people watching... 223am...

ah stuck... and mojo-less and in roppongi...

these are extraordinary circumstances... most unusual at that...

POLYVORE

2009-02-09T19:03:00.003+11:00

obviously, i had too much time in hand! my cousin was playing with it as well and she wanted to create a nice one for her blog and so i did two set.... . she didn't like them =( and thought her one is better than mine. what a noob! LOLLLL

the first one i did was a total epic fail... i saved it as a set in polyvore in the beginning but i edited it in the end so i don't have the link..only got a print screen as i left the tab open..my cousin said it looks like a very lazy piece of work(i totally agree.. was too lazy to add more stuffs) and it is more colorful than 200o rainbows combined? wtf..lol

this is the 2nd one! im quite proud of it hohoho

leather and silver + dark red - by lavender172 on Polyvore.com

then i edited the 1st one.. still looks dodgy... and now more than 1000000 rainbows combined! LOLSSS

COLORFULLL - by lavender172 on Polyvore.com

2009-02-02T23:44:00.006+11:00

in act of severe lack of update, i shall post a totally nonsensical, completely unimportant, simply a waste of time to read post... about my recent purchases... some of you might even hate me for even going down this road for being completely superficial and simply wanting to show off... but really... i just want to share my love.. haahha it could be worse.. and also.. my parents would never check this site.. nyeheheh

so yeah... i bought loads of things ever since new years... i couldnt help myself.. in japan they have these magical "fukubukuros" which means lucky bags in english...福袋 its a beautiful concept! like fof the first two weeks of new year, all shops are obliged to sell them.. put random things inside these sealed bags and sell them for lowered prices... and every new year thousands rush to malls queuing, pushing, forgetting all manners and propriety because... shopping is survival mode now... each woman for herself? i guess it could be compared to UK's boxing day sales? sometimes the things inside are actually worth a WHOLE lot more than what you would normally pay them for.. so yeah.. it was beautiful..

I was literally on a high during those times... rushing to shops where attendants were screaming "time sale" buy two items and you get an additional discount of 20%.. oh the adrenaline rush...

LOL! looks rather similar to last year and the year before.. and the year before that.. (pfft!)

i had no money to save in jan.. ;(

there was a sale in ZARA!

so right... i started the year.. with supposed "resolutions"... i dont know if i did well or not.. i dont believe i bought a lot of things... i bought things that were cheap.. no more ridiculously absurd prices for simple things.... if anything.. its my electricity bills.. dang it! winter hurts... last month i had to pay 11000yen... DAYUMMMMMMMMMM

the oddities that i fell in lust for.. hehehe

cute house slippers which help "mop" the floor as you walk.. EHEHE keeps feet warm too!

a pretty pretty coat!

wabi socks! (socks for the japanese slippers?) these contemporary designed socks.. some of them are even featured in MoMA awesome no!?

the new headphones.. of the old ones died... ive been cycling around with only one function-able (left) earphone.. and occasionally when the wires are aligned(?!) the right earphone would slip back to action... and then fade out again... god dont you hate it when that happens?!

the boots that ive always wanted! like the sketchers.. but with heels! ahh love~

FUKUBUKURO #1

ah.. this is one PRIME example of a fukubukuro.. i bought all this for 10000yen! isnt that just a bargain.. there were more freebies but i was too lazy to retrace where i placed them.. and i know that the perfumes arent exactly the hottest things at the moment.. but thats a SHIT load of perfume eitherways... and i havent opened anyone of them yet!

this is a small portion of my ZARA haul... usually 12900 for the red blazer, i got it for 3900.. usually 15800 for them pumps.. i got them for 3900 too.. i got two other shirts and pants for 990 each! i wanted to buy another jacket.. but my friend had already bought it.. and i felt queasy about buying something that someone you knew already bought... i wore the boots today.. and FUCK my feet are crying... i was in a mall just now looking for books, and asian food materials.. but halfway, i crashed... my feet could not take another step... so i cycled home without much things.. sniff sniff.. the things we do for heels..

FUKUBUKURO #2

this set and more... (i didnt take pics of the scarves) is another example of a fukubukuro that i fell prey too.. the bag alone is 30000yen, but... in the fukubukuro.. all the pics above became 10000yen! haha oh and the golden thingymajig up there.. its a tube.. HAHAHAHA how random is that?! im thinking of wearing it as an awfully shiny and obscenely SHORT mini skirt.. hahaha after winter has gone...

other than that... ive been purchasing reading materials.. for my research, for my studies, for my vanity, for ME!

loves,
adeline
shopaholic extraordinaire

just to add on adeline's confusness

2008-12-14T22:22:00.002+11:00

yeah! i also get that confusion thing going on too coz like you adeline i cant speak chinese for shit..... i mean i speak and she eng just laughs, rolls her eyes and in turn i roll my eyes.

so when people ask me where i'm from it varies from time to time like:

Australian Angmo who i dun know: oh i'm from Brunei
their reply: Where is that?
does that mean that you are rich?
isnt that in Africa?
Australian Angmo who wants to know more: i'm from Brunei but i'm Chinese
their reaction: ?!?!?!?!?! but how?! you are from brunei? shouldnt you be Bruneian?!
my reaction: . . . ( no comments

Australia Angmo who has passed ignorant stage: ok i'm Actually Born in Malaysia,
Grew up in Brunei, Lived in Melbourne
for 3 yrs, am of chinese descent but
first language is english coz we were
colonised by the British...
their reaction: OHHHHhhhhh, kinda confused huh? well i'm just Australian
my reaction:!#$%#$^$%&.... hiya! doesnt matter!

yeah thats basically it, then they will ask why do i have have an accent??? and like why my english is so good and Shocked! yes people Shocked that i did not grew up in Australia???? teng teng teng

what can i say? FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL

hiya even worse when i have kids lah, going to be so mixed up? i'll scratch my head later for that...

Love,
A Malaysian Chinese Serene who grew up in Brunei but currently living in Melbourne,there is no land for a specific identity

oh the ramblings of aplc

2008-12-12T22:54:00.004+11:00

my friends think im a culturally/racially confused little girl..

as you all might already know.. imma sayin' it loud and proud BANANA! blame it on globalism and what not, I speak english like it's my first language.. no... what am i saying!? IT IS MY FIRST LANGUAGE!

I'm all offended when peeps point out how asian i am... ugh.. im no chinese.. probably because i generalise things too much... when i think of the chinese ethnic group i either think of the lalas from chunghwa, or the bad stereotypes of China... VERY BAD OF ME... maybe because i never could speak chinese, thus i was always exempted from the "cina" group.. so its me feeling anger and rejection from them... oh the bitterness...

and maybe because i can't fit in the "chio" of the "kawaii" group, i feel repulsed from it... i cant be cute... sexay's more ma thing~ you feeling me!?

and then theres all these whitening products which i constantly buy because of this asian mindset of white/fair skin is good, dark skin look like worker.. blablabla... i still use them.. and my angmo friends think im crazy, cos they love my mulatto skin colour apparently... i dunno.. I just feel that if i were fairer, I could pull off hot red lipstick looks like gwen stefani .... AWESOME-O!!!!

and then theres this side of me who wants to speak ebonics (like a black girl) and wants a bigger butt so that i can pump and grind in clubs like-no-otha'! (OH YEAH BITCHES GOT IT GOIN' ON!!!) i absolutely love black attitude! soo pazzazz!

yeah they concluded that I'm an asian who wants to be a white and black at the same time.. im sooo confused..

ive known of this for some time now.. and i was jarred back into this memory just now, because i was checking out my booty.. and realising.. THIS BABY AINT GOT NO BACK!!! for real yo~ shitzzzzzzzzzzz i need more butt... like.. LIST ME THEM FOODS THAT YO MOMMA TELL YOU TO NEVER EAT COZ IT GOIN STRAIGHT TO YO ASS!!!! imma eat them stuffies NOW!!!

im telling you! i need mo ass!

and what's worse! sasa just told me sitting down a lot worsens it! ugh! what am i to do? i read and surf the internet a lot.. IM DOOMED TO A FLAT ASS!!! shit! what do i do!?!!?

like this sexay thing up here!!!

HOT DAYUM!!!!! fresh buns from the bakery! damn.. if i was a guy, id be tempted to stick my wanger in there! shit.. GOD DAMN!

Shopping damage from DFO Essendon!

2008-12-09T16:10:00.005+11:00

RL tote for 79!

RL 100%silk dress!super bargain from 299 to 69!

another RL dress for 69! this is nothing wow but I bought it for summer? and it's branded! lol

Some OZ brand ,SABA, 100% silk dress for 75+- from 199 i think?

nine west heels for 49! damn cheap!

I also bought a pair of FCUK black shorts for 60 but it's nothing wow also.... I like the length and the fit although they're not cheap~ I have been spending a lot of money lately.. on shopping and eating good food! behtahan ler... I have a high chance of going back to Brunei for good..so enjoy while I still can! righhhttt?

oh yea! had a super fun party last night at home with johnson(duh) serene,william, lynette and her housemate! got really drunk ler! so terrible but luckily didn't vomit! I don't have any pics from the party, they're all with johnson and mostly are videos anyway! damn embarassing lor i tell u the videos... so paiseh to watch them.... really teruk! johnson has gone back liao! so im alone at home until family comes over next week... they're damn funny ok.. take like super jialat routes to come here coz there are no seats on singapore airlines.. fly from miri to jb via airasia then to singapore by bus i assume then to melbourne via..... i dunno qantas most probably~ and this means that i wont be going back with them together! HOW GAYYYYYYYYYY =( i will have to fly back alone via singapore airlines! boohoohoo! it's ok i LOVE their inflight entertainment anyway and T3=SHOPPING.. LOL provided i have money... since i dont have 'atm machines' coming along with me! =(

bah..enough crappppiiinnngggggg

p/s: i miss my baby! lol

SHOPPING SPREE!

2008-12-01T00:20:00.005+11:00

ookay... i wanna show you guys the stuff i just got... they're like SOOOOOOOOOOOOO ADORABLE!!! i love love love love them~

warning: youll have to excuse the lack of makeup... like.. i was already late for the shopping outing... i didnt have the time to put on makeup.. i felt sooo ugly walking around in the mall today.. like seriously.. i decided to go with a sexy outfit... the corset combo.. and then i was putting on my contacts, when my friend was already outside my apartment in the car.. and im like.. SHIT! i have a sexy outfit on.. and my face is clean of makeup.. HOW FUCKING WEIRD WAS THAT?!!?! like... for a split second.. i wanted to change to uglier clothes... i know i have serious issues...

oh.. and warning 2: excuse the excess of flab... i know i have put on a bit of kgs lately.... i swear! TOMORROW! im going to sign up for the gym!!!!!! MOTHEFUCK! im going to sexy thin!!! clothes WILL fit!

i know i have serious issues...

anyways... on to the PURRRCHASESS~~~~~~~~~~~

numero uno:

a hoodie/muffler! ive always wanted one!! kinda popular in japan... perhaps they'll look cuter on japanese chicks.. cos they're tinier... and im huge.. but nyah... i like it...

oh! the ends have pockets!!! KAWAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

numero dos:
a black and white stripy long sleeved top... sooo pretty... once again.. i see gut in myself.. but FUCK IT! and some beads... since its going to be all wintery now... black and white it is then! all i need now is a red berret, and ill be oh so french!

numero tres:
another black and white funky top/one piece... this one was supposed to be a one piece.. but i was too lazy to put on some stockings... so.. yeah! it looks fine as a top too! albeit non-figure flattering but whatever works with a gut works for me!

numero quatro:

HOT SHORTS!!! ive always wanted them!!! i get sooo envious of girls who wear them! they look SOOOO cute! okay mine arent extremely short.. but hey! its freakkin' winter up here! and of course ill have to wear stockings with these.. clearly.. HAHAHA but yeay! a pair of "hot" shorts.... FINALMENTE!

you wish you could tap that ass don't you? *wink* LOL

i wanted to buy more stuff... like... i wanted to buy this jacket... but my friends were all tired... so they were waiting for me at starbucks.. so i went to the store alone.. and i was confused... to get it or not to get it... ughh.. and it was sooo expensive.. but i really liked the model... or at least i thought i did... i went to the store a loong time ago... but i didnt buy the jacket i wanted on the spot because i was thinking "too expensive lah" maybe i can find a some what same but cheaper version? but i never did.. like maybe starting from that store was a mistake.. cos... nothing i saw ever measured up to THAT jacket! sooo tragic! HAHA

and then i wanted to buy a pair of boots today too! like i want furry shoes! but! i have this usual drama with shoes without heels... there were SOOOOOOOO many shoes that were cute... but.. they were flat... so im like.. nyeh... no heel no talk! HAHA i saw one pair which where nice... but it was the last pair..in a size M! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHh

what horrid luck... but i did buy some stuff.. so im happy... dunno about the wallet tho.. HAHA

*EDIT*
I totally forgot about my rather exp and "alice in wonderland" themed bling bling!

numero sinco

chio or not?

OMG FLOCK IS awesome

2008-11-28T16:58:00.000+11:00

im such a retard...

i need to work.. fuck it..

la di daaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-11-27T19:24:00.005+11:00

due to the inactivity of this blog... i decided to post some pictures that are too silly to go on facebook... facebook is evil.. i wish i could post pics there and post stories like a blog.. but lets face it.. people are lazy to read.. and im not inspired and the pictures pretty much sum up the stories anyway.. nyeh... just post em pics...

and this was what i was doing just now.. i was doing my take home spanish test.. and eating my newly baked coffee cupcakes from nigella lawson... and yes peeps.. i HAVE been baking like mad.. i blame the lack of men, the hormones and the curse of tsukuba... for everything! hey... its better than shopping i think.. no.. wait.. this is debatable... to shop when you are hormonally deranged or to bake and eat loads of cakes when hormonally deranged? hmmm i wonder... maybe shopping would be wiser.. at least i dont have to worry about the waistline.. but its too late... sasa thinks that my face has gotten rounder and I should stop baking and start pumping some iron.. fuck fuck fuck.. i should have went shopping earlier... BUT BUT BUT winter and autumn clothes are soooo DRAAAABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

damn...

so yeah.. those of you who have been stalking me in facebook... and i KNOW you have... because i'm like soooo popular~ hahaha i can imagine she eng rolling her eyes and going "what the?" and wanting to slap me at the moment.. and serene laughing her ass off as usual.. HAHAHA -- ehem.. yeah as those of you who have been bored as hell as i am - always looking at facebook pics, you would know that my friends and i ALWAYS BAKE! there was a week when we baked EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY!

today, i couldnt resist the calling of my BRAND NEW AWESOME SECOND HAND -- eh? ahah MICROWAVE-OVEN-STEAMER.. OH YEAH.. so.. i baked... i wanted something non-chocolate-y because it was always choco-something.. i would have made something nutty like seed cake or something.. but... i ran out of seeds.. so gosh darn it.. it was coffee or none..

so here we are.. with pics of me... decorating and devouring them lovelies... MUAHAHAHA

bare naked ladies~

a generous amount of white chocolate topping

with a shy amount of cocoa powder

the first bite

several bites later~ ooff... i need my chai~

downing my chai latte

the last spurt

gone... BURP~

damn.. those were good... now where are my other lovelies~ ahhaha

thats all i wanted to distract you guys with...

till the next baking session... CIAO

How strange

2008-10-18T15:29:00.001+11:00

It's 29 degrees C. However, my hands and feet are cold. Either I have poor blood circulation or the length of my arms and legs are just too disproportionate to my body =_= I like the hot weather.

RANT POST... bell im sorry... swearing needed

2008-10-16T02:58:00.002+11:00

MOTHER FUCKER!!!

SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHHHHHH! WHAT THE FUCK!????!?!?!?!

ASSHOLE!! BASTARD!!! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!

!@#$%^&*()_)*^%$#@#%*()*&^%$#@#$%^*()^%$#*(~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!! PUTA!!!!!!!!! BABIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!! PUKIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!CHIBAI BIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IMMMMMM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i freaking fell hook line and sinker..
and now im just like a discarded tissue paper...

FUCKING HELL....

YOU FUCKING DISCARD ME!?!?!??!?!!? CHRIST MAN!?!?!? i rarely give men the time of day, and you FUCKING DISCARD ME?!!?!?! GO AND DIE! i hope your dick just wilts and fall off!!!!

hell hath no fury like a woman scorned

My twenty-second bday~

2008-10-11T16:07:00.006+11:00

pics.. for those who don'd frequent facebook that often....

my friends made this from scratch!!! they are sooo awesome

non-tsukuba people who came all the way on a monday night for my birthday! MUCH LOVE

my home-boys~

yukata ladies~~~~~~ sooo pretty

signing out,
adeline the domestic goddess

CHOU KAWAII

2008-10-06T21:38:00.003+11:00

CUTE X 100000

NICE RIGHT!??!? buy for me adeline! only available in japan LOL it's around JPY 87,000

this post is super random!!!! just to show you all that this blog is still er.. alive??? -___-

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HAPPY BDAY TO ADELINE~~~

although i've already wished you on facebook lol

Happy Birthday APLC

2008-10-06T21:35:00.001+11:00

No one seems to be blogging anymore. So I'll have a go. Just want to wish Adeline a very Happy 22nd Birthday! =)

Loves!

p.s Sadly I don't really facebook

EBAY

2008-08-17T23:07:00.003+10:00

YAHOO! i just bought these 3 awesome vintage stuffs from ebay! damn nice i must say!!! i didn't manage to win a few other clothes i want though! some other bitches outbidded me at like freaking last last minute and some were wayyyyy to expensive..so totally not worth it -__-

so yeah.. these are the stuffs! a jacket, a dress and a pair of shoes~~

NICE RIGHT?? cant wait for them to arrive! woooohoooooo =D i only paid aud$80
for all these! cool ja nai??? HAHAHAHA

totally unrelated! the anime soul eater is damn good loh! soul is sooo cool HAHA and i love black star too

k.. whatever! oh search for 'whatever girl' on youtube.. that girl is soooo cute LOL

crappy post but yea.... I WANT MY EBAY STUFFSSSSSS!! kkekek

Hi. I'm Bell

2008-08-14T22:37:00.000+10:00

Ok. I have found some time to actually blog. I can't be bothered doing work at this time and I have time to kill. So it's gonna be a short and sweet picture post. Some photos taken over the winter holiday and the first few weeks of the things that have been happening since uni started.

kiwi, come back

hello from the social grave!

2008-08-06T10:44:00.003+10:00

hi yall!
i've decided to finally come out from my social rut which was mainly caused by working too much at my retailing job and some other things which i would not mention. i have to admit that it is quite unfair for she eng and adeline to be the only ones keeping this blog alive. sooooooooooo beside from being boring and yada yada on my boring grey life at the moment. lets talk about

DAWN YANG MAN! shitttttttt that girl has issues! but damn exciting lor, so much gossip and plastic surgery. sighhhh if only i had lots of money.then i can be all bimbotic and tai tai. no need to work and figure out a way to survive.

well, business wise, dangerfield has been doing pretty well! the weather has been so cold and we are basically the only store with a good range of jackets at an affordable price. and it is all thanks toooo!!!!1 BAD MANAGMENT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA coz they are always slow at putting out the next season wear or too slow taking the last season out. oh wellll, its like discovering penicillin rite?

i cant think of anything else to write soooo i'll leave you this pic of william eating honey.

brunei brunei brunei

2008-07-26T13:10:00.003+10:00

what have i been up to lately? not much.... but what can you expect out of brunei?

i met a few peeps... when i got back, i was desperate to find old friends in brunei fast! but that spirit quickly dissipated... why? because theres absolutely NOTHING to do in brunei! even if i call them, we'd be like.. what to do ah... boring la... damn... there's always drinking and barbequeing... been there done that... watched two movies so far... dark knight and wanted.. tonight finally watching sex and the city and hancock... and movie marathon.. oh joy!

besides utter boredom... i have been gaining weight... bother it all! the food~ i can't control myself! its shitty.. because i plan to make dresses here.. and with my blown up size, by the time i lose all my "brunei weight" in japan.. the dresses are too big for me.. SHIT...but yeah... ive been eating tons of seafood... my crustaceans never had the chance...

back unto fashion... i must say i don't like this season's wave... what up with the garish neon coloured shirts.. scratch that.. neon everything!? i must be out of fashion if this fashion is "in" right now.. but bleh~ NEON?!?! seriously?! SERIOUSLY?! and also... i can't stand brunie no longer... they're sooooo close minded... no one is wearing the tights/leggings thing here... my family is weirded out by my colourful tights.. my dad is begging me not to wear my japanese clothes.. and i'm like.. why should i care if people stare?! this is me.. i dont have to bend to brunei's norms... i can't wait to get out of here... i feel so fashionably restrained.. suffocating...

... sigh...

despite all that, i did buy shoes! not in brunei tho... (althought i did see several pairs of shoes that i might buy).. huhuhuhuu.... i bought 3 pairs of heels.. (duh~) and this is going to make it all very complicated.. because i brought 4? pairs of shoes? hahaha and i want more... i've been hit with the heel havoc.. and it's bad... i got myself a pair of shiny black mary janes.. and i'm now convinced that i want white leggings... and then maybe back in japan, i'll buy a lolita costume just for the heck of it.. HAHAHA OH MY GOD!!.. what if my little experiment is a hit and i begin to love it.. and then actually become a LOLITA FASHONISTA?! nevertheless, I shall try this on... maybe cosplay Perona from One Piece.. how awesome would THAT be?!

enough of clothes... i must say i've gotten my bookworm worm back... lack of fuck-me-fast internet has nullified the otaku in me, lack of party people/alcohol has murdered the party animal in me ruthlessly, hence the bookworm is revived... alive and kicking, ive been reading all my old books, even re-read my david eddings collection, several of my romance novels... and started with the twillight saga... should be getting book two today... started with the fairie wars series too... going to venture on to golden compass too... damn im bored...

and oh.. i re-did my front tooth.. i went to the dentist and i'm crowning my tooth.. goodbye ugly dying tooth.. hello royalty.. so i have 4 fangs.. up and down.. and i'm crowning my tooth.. does that make my cavity of royal vampire descent? I'm soo lame and i know it... :D boredom has reduced me to this.. ive been looking through facebook pictures of my friends still in japan.. and i think.. damn... damn it all.. and as for my friends coming over... i think... i'm so sorry for you guys.. brunei is sooo boring... SOOOOOOOO BORING!! sighhhhhhhh

EDIT... a better video of Persona would be this:

LOLS!!!

2008-07-01T22:13:00.001+10:00

i think this woman is famous in japan for impersonating Beyonce..

SHES AWESOME!! hahahahaha

buy these!

2008-07-01T17:33:00.005+10:00

mj mascara.. full and curl i think.. not the long one and mascara base

mj pressed fantasia 24h powder.. case and refill

kanebo coffret dor full styling rouge(glow), colour EX-O1

k-palette jet black waterproof..i want 2.. 1 for sze shih and 1 for me..

heroine make lip gloss, colour- crystal pink and cherry cocktail

ettu sais pencil eye glitter- violet for sze shih

white mj jewelling pencil for sze shih

actually got somemore.. but these are the ones that are out-of-stock in this online store.. and some for sze shih.. the rest i can get online for around the same price...

sankyuuuu adeline!

make up!!!!!!

2008-07-01T12:54:00.002+10:00

lipstick and lip gloss. left to right-coffret dor, lavshuca, makemania curvy silicone by sony c&p, majorlica majorca

both pink~

cutest loose powder ever from lavshuca~

with the cover close~ sooo cute!!

majolica majorca stash~pink blusher, oil control, eyebrow liner without the holder(sigh~ have to buy the holder.. thought it would work without the holder..dumb dumb me), pink and white eye colour cream, pink lipgloss, foundation case only.. thought it was too pretty so have to buy it..apparently coz the foundation is not really good.. i just realised i forgot the black eyeshadow but whatever~~~

coffret dor~

2 way foundation! it's super awesome! absorbs sebum so damn well~and eyeshadow palette

bought the wrong colour =( wanted to get the rose variation one and ended ordering the beige one.. but the colours still look good though.. i havent tried them yet LOL

best eyeliner ever! and i bought 2 LOL

pretty anna sui cosmetic bag

another one

zoo!

2008-06-23T15:57:00.002+10:00

more pics

2008-06-22T17:33:00.003+10:00

serene's bday pictures! finally~

2008-06-22T14:25:00.004+10:00

we had dim sum in dragon boat which is mediocre only.. shark fin house's dim sum is better but it's fully booked~ after dim sum, william got his hair cut and then we went to the zoo.. just these pics for now.. im sick of blogger pic uploading tool! damn lousy!everytime when pics are uploaded, they go all the way to the top and i have to cut and paste to the bottom.. damn annoying!!!!!! im going to upload into flickr or photobucket, whichever la..

ciao

for those who dont check facebook

2008-06-09T17:41:00.002+10:00

pictures! not from serene's bday! LOL *update!

2008-05-31T14:48:00.004+10:00

took this centuries ago

strawberrryyyy

max brennerrrrr

nice hair and lipgloss

messy hair! lol

tadahhh~~~~

dreams

2008-05-22T12:20:00.003+10:00

i had a weird dream last night...

I dreamt that I missed a flight to Dubai by 2 minutes... and since I missed that flight, my mom went without me.. Yes.. I was going to Dubai with my mom.. how weird is that? city of shopping... with MY MOM? anyways.. DUBAI?!?!!? why on earth would I go to Dubai?! sure.. it's a shopaholic's paradise.. but.. that was really random I thought....

So, what did I do after I got up, I googled Dubai, to see whats special there.. yeah sure there were the cultural aspects of tourism.. but it was really the shopping that interested me... Now I find myself wanting to go to Dubai even more.. and it seems so impossible, because I'm going home this summer... and in December.. if things go according to plan, I will be going to New Zealand... and if my wallet permits, Australia...

while we're on the topic of dreams, I had yet another weird dream 3 weeks ago. I think it was during the peak of my *ahem* horniness.

I dreamt that Guy A (he who shall not be named), gave me a ring.. told me I was a real confusing girl, and fucked my brains out.. and I liked it..

I woke up after that, thinking DAYMN!!!!! why did I wake again? I tried to channel back into that dream, but I couldn't.. so the frustrated me (literally and figuratively frustrated) went to school.

on another level of dreams.. I'm pretty sure those who didn't take A levels or a year learning Japanese, are going to graduate soon. And probably looking for jobs soon. I, on the other hand, have two more years.. and then I'll be in the workforce, if I don't intend to continue. I don't know what I want to do in the future.. a part of me wants to continue like this forever.. studying, messing about and having fun. I don't intend to live in Japan.. it's dull and hard for a desperate-single-horny girl like me.. so I'm considering going to South America to teach English. HOW'S THAT FOR A DREAM????? awesome no? the beautiful culture, beautiful lifestyle, beautiful people... it's cheap.. WHY NOT?!! what do you think? (it definitely goes with my appetite for Latinos) and then once I'm done with traveling, further my education in the UK? and then travel at the same time?

yawning out...

random pics again! lol

2008-05-16T12:44:00.004+10:00

lol that's my mum's ancient sweater!

kare fried rice! just experimenting and it actually turned out yummy!

stir fry cabbage and fry minced meat & potato with soya sauce

ee laine! my uni mate lol

eating biscuit!

promoting snack bar -_-

yes..biscuit in her pie hole

sushi roll

lynette.. another one of my mum's ancient sweater which is BIG ..i look like an elephant there

HAHA force her to take pic when she still has food in her mouth.. sorry for my retarded face

SHOES

2008-05-16T12:32:00.003+10:00

my fav pair of shoes! aud129.90 with 20% discount

for everyday use although they're stupidly uncomfortable.. aud99

overused loafers.. i dont wear them anymore! coz the soles are dying hopefully i can get them fixed! my fav! rm169+-

cute! um..aud20? LOL

boots! slightly higher than ankle.. aud159.90

converse! rm 129+

birki! rm369

i love this flats but i bought the wrong size so i gave them to serene.. aud60++

i feel broken...

2008-05-15T16:56:00.002+10:00

As I was going down the stairs from Uni today, I slipped and broke my high heels... My friends were all rushing at me with the "daijyoubu desu ka?" and all I could think of was... "MY SHOES!! MY SHOES!!" Currently, I'm sitting in my room thinking... what should I do... I skipped class because I was too frantic about the situation. I want to go to town to find a repair shop. I just researched about do-it-yourself repairing heels. I've learnt that super glue is not enough. You need shoe glue and shoe nails. Before today, I have never heard of such a thing as.. "Shoe Goo". But it seems to exist and now is a good time as ever to call for goo.

Fortunately for me I was carrying my gym shoes in my rucksack. So I changed from my 3.5 inch (9cm) high heels to my Nike sport shoes.. And boy what a difference it makes. I know that high heels are not good for the feet. I've heard of theories that wearing high-heels endanger life.. something about shortening the life-span? I don't know if the theory is sound of not but.. I would never give up my heels.

I have got friends who has never owned and still haven't got a pair of heels. And are still not interested in heels. I don't know when I started wearing heels and how I got used to the idea of heels.. But what I do know is.. I simply cannot go on without heels. As you might have guessed already, I go to school in outrageous outfits. I don't go to school in a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. No, wait.. there are days which I am lazy and rushing to school... SO that would be a lie. MOST OF THE TIME, I dress up to school. I wear clothes fit for a party, an outing in Tokyo, a club-worthy outfit; fully equipped with make-up, accessories, and high heels.

They say that "clothes maketh the man". And so it does! I don't think its a good thing, but hey it's me. I felt very different when I was wearing my sport shoes. Sure, they are Nike. But who cares?! I don't like being on the level. I want to feel up-lifted, elevated and glamorous. High heels make me feel whole. On the days where I don't dress up for Uni, I literally feel like SHIT. When I was trolloping about in campus with my heels, I felt like a somebody. When I fell, normal people would be embarrassed (I caught myself on time.. I didn't fall on my face or anything.. just that the shoe broke) so yeah - normally people would be embarrassed.. but no, I still felt proud... It was only when I put on the sport shoes, I felt humbled and like a nobody. To me, it was equivalent to a rich snobby person suddenly losing it all. I'm a nobody. Don't look at me, I;m wearing my sport shoes, I'm short, I'm ugly.

I wonder if anybody out there feels the same like me? I don't like how I am unable to feel sexy in flats. It's SO inconvenient. Take for example, when you are in a foreign country, you go to the shopping district, the wisest thing to do is to wear your most comfortable shoes so that you can shop till you drop no? But whilst shopping, one must also dress the part so that the sales people can treat you nicely no? To do that, I need my shoes. I need heels to bring on the "Look at me, I'm beautiful, rich and important - show me your goods" aura.

I am utterly depressed now. I feel so very broken. I'm silently hoping that there's a repair shop in town that is able to treat my baby. I need those shoes. I shall go out to repair now. Whilst doing that, it doesn't hurt to look at other heels... *laughs*

ughhhhh

2008-05-12T13:15:00.005+10:00

it seems like golden week continued for me... lols

im soooo tired... on top of that i got sick.. this sucks...

what i meant by golden week continued for me is that.. the parties never seem to stop.. and i keep having fun and my body seems to be saying "STOP IT" or else!

im too lazy to give a detailed summary of what happened but here goes.. Friday night, went to a TISA party, welcoming the new foreigners.. i didnt want to go because i knew it was going to SUCK ASS.. and it did! but i went anyways to entertain my friends who wanted to go.. and then after that we headed to the bar, where everybody else was at.. EVERYBODY WAS THERE... the whole bar was packed with ALMOST ALL the foreigners.. and they were drunk and crazy... there was an ALMOST strip tease, boob grabbing and girls making out... i was sober that night... i was rather ticked off by the fact that people were fondling me in an amused and rather besotted way... *rolls eyes*

Saturday night, it was supposed to be a random day with me chilling in my room.. (I cancelled going to Yokohama that day because I was tired... hence the well needed rest...) BUT majo came over and we had a girly talk.. and then we got hollered to a poker/drinking game.. and I got drunk... I had a little somethin' somethin' going on in the rain... and then left for the bar.. already drunk.. and then in the bar, more drunk girls making out, drunk boys passing out, i got bored i went home...

Sunday... 7am, head wanted to explode... 9am, it was gone, it was as if i DID have my well-needed rest... and then I headed over to Tsukuba center because we were supposed to go to Chiba - to louise's house warming party... and at Tsukuba center, they were having an International Bazaar. it was fun! i bought so much peanuts.... Got a bit delayed due to the train system.. got to louise's had food, had fun, alcohol (but no drunken-ness).. told them the story of my debauchery and they lectured me about my behaviour.. that maybe I should hide my boobs so that i dont attract such "unwanted" attention... *lols*

i got depressed halfway because if guys dig me.. they think im hot and shit.. why the FUCK am I single!?!? i think i have a nice personality... I can cook, I'm pretty horny, if you peeps dig the "yellow fever thing", heck --- I'm Asian, I speak English... I have a pretty decent rack, and ass.. wtf is wrong!??! but then my friends tell me that i aim too high.. and i say it's only because I'm worth it.. sigh.... why are all the men around me assholes, homosexuals, taken, or just ugly?

anyways.. i was having a web-convo with my mum and she stared at me and asked "Did your lips get bigger?" and I'm like "wha~?! nooo man... they're the same... and pretty chapped right now.. cos I'm sick" She gives me this disgusted look and tells me "They're so indecent... you should try to make them smaller..."

My reaction,". . ."

yellow fever

2008-05-05T03:14:00.002+10:00

right.. i found this video online.. i was surfing on facebook and then i saw a group which said "japanese girls are superior" - a group of pansie boys slurping over japanese porn stars, japanese models.. how they are cute, hot, smart.. I'm like what the~?! Japanese women smart!?! there are those out there.. but seriously?!

but i wont condemn Japanese women about their intellegence.. but yeah... man... and then that lead to another group on facebook called "Asian women are the sexiest, hottest most seductive women on earth" not just oriental asians.. but middle east asians, south east asians.. ASIAN in general... but i went through 313 pictures of women there.. and there were more Chinese/Korean/Japanese women than anything else... i was annoyed... MAJORLY annoyed.. whats with the hype about asian women? This must be weird coming from an asian herself (really... it should be good news for me..) but seriously?! SERIOUSLY!!!

ughhh... so disgusted.. anyhoos... I then found this video on youtube..."yellow fever"

I laughed my butt off.. but yeah kinda sad how true it all is... I'm not being hypocritical and stuff.. I'm attracted to white guys.. but I don't understand how white guys just zone in on Asian girls... I mean white girls are pretty too..

eitherways... for my practice thesis paper.. I'm going to write about Japan's sexual culture... im going to deal with Japanese pornography and their attitudes with sex... how awesome is that? I might need some feedback from the lads who follow my blog.. so please drop a tag if interested in answering some questions...

chao~

As promised

2008-05-03T18:48:00.007+10:00

I have to admit, I have neglected this site cos I blog here as well. But its mostly ranting and random short entries which I feel are not fun to stick into a group blog. But yes, APLC has made a good point about it being about the 5 of us. So I shall post pictures from this year(I would post from last year but I burnt out all those photos from my computer already) Here goes:

Kiwi's 21st Birthday in the park
This park is sadly enough the park outside where we have our exams. I dont think you can see the exam building in any of my photos. Its the giant white building. Boo exams~

Easter Conference 08'
Not putting up many of these. Alot of them have kids and their parents in it. Not quite sure how they'd feel about someone posting their pictures up for all the world (maybe not all the world, but still out there) to see.

Ade C's 21st
I dint take too many photos though. Her friend has a cool kick ass camera and she did most of the photo taking. Hmm. I now wish I had taken more. I dint even get to take pictures with Rachel and Jerica. Oh and pictures from Rachel's birthday are in my friends SD card-long story. So I haven't been able to post those.

Anzac day picnic in the park
Hehe. It was fun as. We have alot of new youths coming into church and this was the perfect event to get everyone mingling and having a few laughs together. We prayed the weather would hold off its rain and it did. Praise God!- It only rained AFTER we left the park.

Hehe. Much love. I will try to post more during winter break.

kickass weekend!

2008-05-03T18:23:00.005+10:00

Wednesday night, Dora a friend hollering from all the way in Hokkaido, came to visit us in Tokyo.. she came to Tsukuba and along with her, Louise and Casey came to surprise visit! and that just means more drinking parties!! So, an impromptu party was needed... i bought white wine, i had red wine, i bought vodka, tequila, a pack of smirnoff ice, I had rum in my fridge.. and also champagne... John said I was definitely NOT a CUTE girl... I had more alcohol in my place than two boys combined together..

we drank everything up except for the vodka and rum.. and the champagne.. (is mine!!! special occasions only!) apparently i was the only vodka shot person in the house... BORING!!! and because i didnt have decent cups, we drank from my tea-cups! hahahaha it was funny... we ended up tipsy, but not drunk... how did that happen!?!? i dont understand... like... we drank a LOT!!! i mixed... everything!!! it was the dangerous-sure-to-get-you-drunk way!!! damn.. all i got was a bloody headache... sure i was tipsy.. but i wasnt HIGH (hehehehahhahehiehaihh HIGH) no... damn.. i'll tell you how i drank... tequila shots, vodka shots, red wine, white wine, mixed drinks... finished whatever my friends couldnt finish.. jesus.. my liver is working too hard...

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i finally got some well deserved clubbing!! it has been too long!!! and damnnnn i didnt get drunk nor high at all! so boring! I spent sooo much money on drinks, i might as well not drink and just go dancing.. save a lot of money too like...

first we met up at Shibuya's Starbucks... and then Louise and Siti parted.. so we left for TGI Friday's.. only Ruo Lin and I had meals because we hadnt eaten yet... cocktails too of course... after that, we left Shibuya..

cocktail #1: Pina Colada

we went to Shinjuku's Ni chou me （新宿二丁目）the gay district.. *insert the gay bar song here*"YOU! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR! GAY BAR GAY BAR!!!!LET'S START A NUCLEAR WAR" it was my first time so i was estastic... we only went to one gay bar.. but passed a few... we went to Arty Farty... GOD DAMN~~~ voyeur heaven! Ive never been teased so much in my whole life... guys making out is sooo hot.. ahahah and it's true what they say about the music is better.. Pop Remixes...

cocktail #2: GodFather
cocktail #3: White Russian

*disco ball! dancing pole!*

after that, we decided that the straights weren't getting any attention.. (being me) we had to move on to a heterosexual based place... ahahhaa so on to Roppongi （六本木)...

First few minutes after walking from the station.. we were asked to try this bar/club... they played mostly Hip Hop.. and the place was interesting enough... but naaahh.....

cocktail #4: Long Island Iced Tea

A spit away from the previous bar, we went to another bar.. a Shisha bar... that was CRAZY FUN!!! the music was varied so a whole lot of us had tons of fun!

cocktail #5: Tequila Shot
*two rounds of Apple/Mint shisha*
i want to shisha again!!!!!

After that.. we left that bar, we walked for some while, because we expected the bouncers to invite us in to more bars.. but nothing happened.. we were too busy pretending to be Chinese ladies offering sleazy massages... "Special massage for ten dolla.. yuu gib me twenty i do more... sucky sucky ten dolla" AAHAHAHAH and then the guys thought it would be cool if there were reversed prostitutions.. like they pay the receiver to have sex with them... crazy no?

so we went to a bar called "The First Bar" and we had fun there! we met sooo many freaky people there! Dora was trying to teach a few salarymen how to boogie.. ahhahaha they were shy and all stiff but Dora was all over them in a while..

ahaha we went out for a while.. to find another bar/club.. but it was raining and there werent much near by that peeked our interest.. and so we went back there..... and then there was the funky chinese ladies who were dancing with us.. i swear! they dance like sexy-ass hos.. i respect them... they know what they are doing... so sexay...

and then there were the couple who sat beside us.. married-divorced-will marry again sort of S&M couple... haha they are in an abusive relationship, but they like it.. they were climbing on top of each other trying to control each other.. they husband wanted to buy us drinks... but the wife was like "you're drunk... waiter don't listen to him" and the husband was like "i'm going to marry this woman!!! waiter give these people over here a shot each on me!!!" so we shyly... a bit scaredly drank the shots...

cocktail #6: GodFather
cocktail #7: Corona (beer though)
cocktail #8: Free shot (i dont even know what it was...)

i got back in tsukuba at 630 ish.. and then slept at 8 after a well needed shower... now im going to have to prepare for another dance party! woots! tonight tonight tonight! i was invited to another event on Sunday, but i think my feet would hate me after that... so.. eheheh

*ps* i know there is a total lack of pictures here... but.. like.. my camera died halfway... I need to extract loads of other pictures from other peeps..

So keep a look out for this post.. because I will put more photos..

bose portable speaker~~

2008-04-28T20:47:00.003+10:00

oooh.. something arrived in the mail! kekekke

OMG!!

unpacking...

it's almost there!!! behind those white stuffs/plastic whatever

BOSE!

the ipod with speaker.. my poor ipod is dented a bit coz it fell on the road.. even had the plastic cover on but it broke open and the ipod fell out.. SAD

the nutshell

2008-04-27T16:45:00.015+10:00

first off, the penis story... it's not really my story to tell but i feel i must show you guys the awesome-ness of japanese culture! It's actually a fertility festival thing.. "honnen matsuri" good fortune, hoping the land will have good produce this year, new couples will have healthy sons.. bla bla bla... HOWEVER, i believe that its all bullshit!, I think Japanese men secretly wish for larger penises.. and women wish their spouses/husbands/fuck buddies, were better in bed..

THE PENIS FESTIVAL!!!and with festivals, comes penis-everything! penis lolipops, penis keychains, penis-shaped-foods... and the people working in the parade.. they wear SHORT SHORTS! unbelievable.. and of course, they had vagina lollipops too... it was a day that public display of fellatio was permitted...

arent I just the pervert? on to the pictures...

warning: do not eat while reading this.. might just lose your appetite..

behold the penis

once you go black you ain't never going back

ermmm.... nicely shaved legs? and a bit of ass?

oh yeah baybee.. lickem' good.. ahhahahahaha XD

child sucking cock... poor poor child!

one mustn't forget the pussy... feminists would be angry

he wishes!!

it was louise who went to the festival.. i wanted to go.. but i couldnt... oh well...there's always next year!! and they went late anyway... so they couldnt get themselves a penis lollipop.. so theyre going again next year.. HAHAHAHHA (cos we wanna suck cock! HAHAHA)
what's more? there is a BOOB festival.. and a VAGINA festival too.. and we're going to hunt them down!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAHA i love Japan's craziness!!

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okay... besides the glorious penis..
here goes the story so far... in brief...

the move.. and after the move...
me trying to close my stuffed bag.. on the last day of packing...

Yuko and I refilling the truck.. yes I moved myself.. I rented a truck.. and I drove around in JAPAN woots!

Japan's petrol station is soooo weird.. hahaha

and unfortunately for you guys, we were too busy moving that we forgot to take more pictures! :(

after the move Yuko invited me to a barbeque

Yuko's family friends and I

me being sexually harassed by lewd men... sigh..

more sexual harassment..

after that, we went to a hanami... its spring after all..

Maria Jose, Yuko, me, Cora

and then sometime somewhere.. I met up with Susan... we had a crazy time in Tokyo.. where I had a liquid lunch: nothing but cake and wine... and then tea time i had mc donalds.. walked around Harajuku.. and then had snazzy Liquid Dinner: cocktails, cakes and wine.. damn~

School then started....

I went to my friend's fashion show.. I considered joining the fashion club.. maybe I should.. hmmm..

and then a few days ago, we had to go to the government office to re-new our visa... so I borrowed a car from a friend.. and a group of us went.. it was crazyyy!! ROAD TRIP!!! in Japan!

cruising together~!

Herb, me, Cecilia

Cora, Herb, Cecilia

Cecilia, Kinjin (Brazilian cake!!! yummm), Herb

After driving, we returned the car.. and then we walked through my old dormitory... and played with the fluffy plant...

fluffy plant...

fooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~

after that, we were starving so we ate curry.. and I ordered MEGA KARE A.. damn huge! I got stared at.. but it was WORTH IT!! yummm.. *burp*

that night, I called a few girls over to have dinner together.. we cooked Chicken Caciatore..

for small talk.. we talked about Brunei whilst playing with my coins...

dessert!!

the peeps: Johana, Maria Jose, Herb, Cecilia..
yesterday night, I went to Johana's we made sushi!

and thats all that's happened so far...

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And these are pictures of my room! I love it soooo much!

my lovely curtains!

my dressing parlour~

blinging~

the couch~

my work station

i have a banana!

kitchen/toilet

the toilet

i like my toilet wall

boo boo~

and thats it!!!

lol

2008-04-20T22:12:00.001+10:00

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fucking awesome yo!

2008-04-20T06:48:00.002+10:00

hahaha... i know im supposed to blog about a penis story.. or about my shagadelic room...

but this simply had to be first!!!

the dangers of being in a bar alone...

hahahahaha ive had a few of these... scumbags.. hahahaha

whats it gonna be???

you can fuck-a-me-later.. but you should fuck-a-me-now!

hahahaha

overdue pics from Easter event @ CQ

2008-04-14T16:30:00.003+10:00

omg i look so damn old

ah pong!

i like this piccie!

rina and fiona

boredness.. queue for so damn long almost 2 hrs

dennis and eason LOL they are ehem.. homo

stoned! lol

faux lashes..woolala

the 2 red lips

i dont think it's even an event! there's nothing going on except for a few people wearing bunny ears and that's it! it's just people dancing and drinking.... my feet hurt like shit after that coz i was wearing high heels.. and my toes were numb for like 2 days? -_-i swear im not going to wear high heels anymore to club unless it's super comfy or something.. sighhh~ nevertheless.. it was fun clubbing..! hehe

random food pics

2008-04-14T14:39:00.003+10:00

kare raisu~

nyonya chicken!

spinach with dried prawns

ginger beef! (sorry a bit ugly)

all cooked by me and serene! pro right? HAHAHA..

more pics coming up hopefully~

and the spring cleaning ensues...

2008-03-28T15:45:00.006+11:00

remember where i last left you guys?

I was spring cleaning my room.. no wait.. it was just a closet overhaul.. halfway i was chatting with Serene and She Eng.. and watching them bicker, making fun of each other sure pulled some heart strings.. I was wearing my funky blue skirt then, and both girls were revolted and looking at me despairingly for still owning the "blue thing"... i say: whats wrong with it!? its funky and killer awesome.. and they went all condescending and what not.. well screw you! I wanna have fun!

So after my closet overhaul, I went to Chiba to help my friends with their spring cleaning... Ruo Lin and I went to Chiba's Ikea store, pretended to be newlyweds, shopping for furniture! haha "darling~ what do you think about this dinner set? I think its absolutely ADOOO~RABLE!" We met with Louise, and helped her buy some fabrics for her curtains... and then coo at every Ikea item.. after that we went to do more window shopping!

At home, we did a bit of throwing away useless junk, although Louise seems to collect a lot of Junk.. and to be fair, I do some of that too... I mean like she collects packeted sugar from everywhere she gets them... it was astounding; her collection... and I can't say anything because I collect labels, like when I buy clothes, and they have a nice price tag, I havent got the heart to throw it away... so I cant say anything to her... we put up her make-shift curtains... and the next day, we helped Siti.. who as usual misplaces everything... hahaha it was amusing to see her prioritize the tv remote control.. AHAHAHA

Siti

Ruo Lin

Louise

Ruo Lin and I

the next day, Ruo Lin left, YOU TRAITOR!! ahaha leaving me and louise to finish up whatever moving we have left. Louise was to receive a free washing machine from a friend and she had no way of transporting it over so we had to cart it all the way from her house to Louise's house... It was very embarassing on my part.. because cant you imagine the situation held in brunei?? pushing a washing machine on the road from house A to house B? so yeah... yet another adventure for me..

Later that day, after the embarassing debacle, we met up with a very groggy Siti, and cycled through Chiba Uni, making our way to town, to look for cheaper furniture and internet connection for them both... We were invited to a farewell nomikai of Louise's friends.. and at first, we were very reluctant to go because we were freakking knakkered... but one thing led to another, we went anyways... i wanted to take photos but... i was too lazy to get my camera in my bag which was situated far away from me... as we were leaving the drinking hole... i quickly searched for my camera, I wanted to take a photo of the view.. (we were on the 22nd floor of some building.. and the view was spectacular..) but my camera was no where to be found!

I panicked thinking I've lost my relatively new and pretty camera..(although on the other hand, it just means I have an excuse to buy another newer and better camera) but NOOOOO!! so I thought back to all the places where it could be... the last time I used the camera was while I was cycling through Chiba Uni, taking photos, so the only place where it could possible be is in the bicycle basket... So I rushed to where we left our bicycles.. and then Siti realised that she's lost her bicycle keys.. the only place where it could have been for her is the restaurant itself.. so up she goes.. and off I go to the bicycles... when we reached our destination, and there it was.. my camera... no one touched it! It was raining slightly earlier on but my camera "made it through the rain... (I can stand up once again~)" ahahah incredibly lame joke but I'm happy...

I love Japanese people! they're not really the thieving kind.. although I'm over generalising here.. Louise got pickpocketed in a packed train so I guess I was just uber lucky!

yeay camera!

After that, we left for home, Louise's home that is... and had some crazy fun.. Phillip dropped over and did some monkeying around...and no we werent drunk...

now.. about the trouble thing...

as you may already know, Im moving soon.. and I've got the apartment.. I've packed somewhat.. I have evacuate this dormitory by 5pm on the 31st..

BUT! my new apartment, is still being rented by someone, and then someone isnt moving till the 31st, and she/he can't move out until her new apartment is relinquished from ownership from its current owner.. she/he ALSO isnt leaving till the 31st of March.. And I need to get out, because someone else is going to move in my current room.. and she needs to get out of her room too because someone else is moving in her place... basically it's a chain of five people moving in and out of their apartments..

to make it simple,

<-- A <-- B <-- C <-- D <-- E

A needs to get out so that B can move in. B needs to get out so that C can move in.. and so on
I'm person C. BITCH of a situation aint it?

To make matters worse... my guarantor of a teacher bailed out on me.. just when the paperwork is all settled, ready to be sent to the agency... I have to have it recalled and sent to the International Students Centre to have it redone.. but thankfully, the people there realise that I'm in a bit of a pinch, so they decided to be nice to me and speed up the process... hopefully, this afternoon it'll all be done and ready to go.. I was really scared if the paperwork didnt fall through, I paid for my apartment and cant enter because the paperwork's not done... and I'll end up homeless...

so thank the heavens that things are running somewhat smoothly again.. i was pissed the entire time this happened..

besides anger, apartments and adeline.. the sakuras are blossoming! and drat.. a few minutes ago, the sun was shining and the sky was blue.. but now.. as i look up from the computer... the sky is now cloudy, its drizzling and i hear hints of a thunder brewing...

drat it...

SPRING CLEANING

2008-03-20T16:42:00.006+11:00

my room is a complete mess! im going to move soon, so i decided to pack some clothes, discard some... but its really not going anywhere..

first i pilled everything from my closet on the bed....
discarded ones i dont want...

folded body hugging shirts that i still wear...

separated the jeans and bottoms..

this is my somewhat empty closet...

the winter/long sleeved pile...

my room with all the clothes

and then i decided to take my luggage down to fill it with clothes so that i can move.... and then i discovered that it too had clothes in it!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

and with the new amount of clothes...

the discard pile has multiplied...

and i re-discovered my funky skirt... HAHAHAHA good ol times...

back to more spring cleaning

my rendezvous in tokyo

2008-03-19T20:45:00.003+11:00

okay... it was a LONNNNNG week for me in tokyo and i undoubtedly had TONS of crazy fun!

Thursday afternoon,

I was for once punctual for my meeting with Susan. I self-invited myself to her outing with her cooking club mates. They brought us to their version of "clubbing". Which was not clubbing at all!!! First of, it started at 5pm... (wha~?!) and I didnt really know where the party was held.. and then they told me that we were going to Yokohama.. A bit surprised because Yokohama was kinda far... so errr...

So, their version of clubbing... = NOT CLUBBING AT ALL!!!

dance performance

the event was called "On-Okuri" with the theme of "Pay it Forward", (remember the movie? I cried like mad...) anyways... first up, they had a Jazz Live band.. that was cool.. because I LOVE jazz... and then they had a ten minute interval where a DJ plays some smooth techno music... during this time everyone was either supposed to dance or mingle... Not surprisingly, they chose to mingle... and we, being Susan and I, wanted to dance... so we did.. but it was awkward as hell because 1) we were the only foreigners there... 2) no one else was dancing. Second up, they had a littel fashion show... which i enjoyed because I love clothes... and then again with the 10 minute interval... Thirdly, they had a dance section... I was thinking, yeay! finally a section for people to dance... but then it was a dance presentation... It was a good show, the dance routines were fantastic! but I wanted to dance... WE WANTED TO DANCE... and then another 10 min interval.. and then a surprise concert by "BUMP OF CHICKEN" a famous japanese rock band... and at the closing, the main organiser made us all carry a candle, closed all lights, said something teary, cried on stage and made people like us feel awkward... HAHAHAHA it was as if we interrupted some university's prom or graduation party.... later that night, Susan and I continued drinking at her friend's dorm.. it was fun! getting tipsy, drinking crazy amounts of alcohol...

candle in the wind

Susan's cooking club mates

us! YEAYYY peace!

The only good thing about this "club" event was that we met some random boys... random cute boys... random cute boys studying in Keio University... (Keio Uni is a wealthy university where the students are bound to become somebody in the near future..) how do you like that? mmmm I like the very sound of it! We exchanged numbers, and some of them actually contacted us for a follow through.. which is SOOO rare... and when they did.. they asked us out... for Saturday night... lets see... cute rich boys asking us out.... I think theres only one answer to that right? HAHAHAHA.. HELL YEAH!!!

Friday mid afternoon,

Susan ditched me because she had her club activities... I window shopped in Marui, saw the perfect adorable flats that i wanted to buy, but they didnt have the colour I wanted in my size... darn it! and I saw this GORGEOUS blazer for 30000yen... I SOOOO WANTED IT!!! but i controlled myself... instead i bought myself 3 headbands... After an excruciating amount of control and budgeting, I left for Inage, Chiba; to meet up with Louise for a supposed clubbing event... but since it was pouring like mad... we decided to give clubbing up for pizza and episodes of random drama...

my headband collection!

specimen 1

specimen 2

specimen 3

Saturday afternoon,

I got kicked out from Louise's place because she was working... and so I left for Harajuku to do some shopping... In Harajuku's Takeshita Street, they were selling tutus for cheap and apparently they're sooo IN right now... i was SOOO tempted to buy them.. they were cheap too! but I dont know... hesitation... I saw a foreigner with Harajuku Fashion and thought she was KICK ASS AWESOME!! she had purple hair, crazy makeup and a black tutu on, with black and white socks... I LOVE HARAJUKU... but I had to evacuate Takeshita street because the African American guys scare the hell out of me... so I headed to LaForet, a mall with all the fashionable and slightly expensive clothes... and spent 15000yen on clothes... I bought a 60's-esque dress and a DELICIOUS obi-belt... However because i was alone.. I didnt really feel the excitement..( Youre probably thinking I spent that much money and I didnt feel excited?!?!) i went through the whole of Harajuku in two and a half hours...I had so much time to kill before I go off to Shibuya to meet Susan and our dates..

the retro dress~!

the leather obi which is expensive and i shall not mention the price

obi-on-adeline-kenobi (LAME~~~~~~~~~~~~)

so I went to Shinjuku to pay my respects to Kinokuniya... (LOL) Whilst waiting for the lift to bring me to the 6th floor of Kinokuniya, I met Derek, a Singaporean senpai in Tsukuba.. Im like "woah.. watcha doing here?!?!?! of all the places to meet you... in Shinjuku?!?!" Later, on the 6th floor, whilst browsing through the English books, or rather the Young Adult's Literature section, I bumped into Herb, a Filipino senpai from Tsukuba.. and she told me that Maria Hose, a El Salvador senpai was here too.. and I'm thinking "Is the whole Tsukuba Foreigner Students here?!?!?" After that, we decided to head up looking for place to chill because our feet demanded so. After chilling with them... it was time to head to Shibuya...

Herb and Marie Hose

the randomness of Shinjuku

the purchases~

the last book was not bought in Kinokuniya, ordered from Amazon

Isn't it lovely?! collectors edition! I have found my calling

In Shibuya, I met Susan we had an early dinner because we didnt know what to expect from our dates... so we ate an a family restaurant.. "Saizeriya"... after that, we went to our meet place to await our princes in cool Shibuya armour.. LOL... but they mailed us saying that they'll be 20 minutes late.. eitherways we decided to wait out there because, my feet were dead... and it's always fun to stare at people outside Shibuya... AND THEN!! this old homeless bum came up to us, bitching in the lines like this:

"These foreign men, they come to Japan seeking Japanese girlfriends... they are soo stupid... they dont know that Japanese women are stupid, backstabbers and always spending you're money.... And these Foreign men they are too scared to find proper girlfriends in their own countries because they cant.. they are the rejects of their own country... Japanese men are too scared and cowardly to court women.. thats why you foreign women are single right now..."

HOW FUCKING RANDOM IS THIS?????!?!?!?!??!!? he said that... and I'm not lying... he said this to us in English! and not the Japanese English.. the proper kind.. WE WERE ABSOLUTELY GOB-SMACKED!!! while he was preaching our predicament, we were silently praying for our dates to hurry up, and they did! they came just in the nick of time to save out sorry single asses! hahaha and they never looked any more handsome! HAHAHAHA man... they shone in their armor! I shall have so many stories to tell my grandchildren!

They took us to a grill-bar-restaurant thingy called "American". We had sooo much fun... they were funny kind and cute! And they got soo hot after drinking much, one of them took of two layers of his sweaters, and was left with this sleeveless (singlet?) inside i was praying for the restaurant to turn the heaters up, because GOD DAMN!!! that boy fine~~~! did i mention he plays ice hockey? and the other cute boy, he plays baseball.. he didnt take his shirt off but hes cute... we love his personality... Thus, by the end of this night, I decided that I shall give them Japanese boys a chance... HAHAHAHAHA... they paid for 3/4 of the bill.. and we paid the rest... awww... so sweet... We exchanged mails, and said our goodbyes.. Susan and I left giggling with giddy happiness... how awesome can a day get?! and it's not over yet!

Keio boys plus us! I should have taken more pictures...

Right, as we parted ways, I was to meet Louise in Starbucks to go clubbing after that... Susan accompanied me in Starbucks while I waited... and then we giggled and gossiped more about the cute boys... soon she left, and I was alone in Starbucks, drinking my already finished Chai Latte, but I pretended that I still had some so I could sit in Starbucks, and then a guy came up to me and told me I was pretty... and I'm like *blush* eheheh thank you.. I LOVE SHIBUYA!!.. two hours later, Louise apologetically mails me telling me to meet her at the station... so i left Starbucks, as I was crossing the street, a lady tapped me on the shoulder, she asked me if I could be her hair model... I was like huh?! lets cross the street first shall we?

She then explained to me that she has a hairblowing test tomorrow, and her hair model bailed out on her. So I'm like... err... what do I need to do? All I had to do was go to Harajuku the next day from 8pm to 10pm, and she'll give me a free haircut and blow so.. I'm like free? OKAY!

Finally, I met with Louise, and then I told her about the exciting things that happened to me the whole day, and we went clubbing. We went to Club Atom.. bargained with the doorman for our entrance fees... normally the fees would be 2500yen per head... but since we were such a large group, we got in for 1000yen! YEAY! we dance till morning, to trance, house, hip hop, rave and a bit of rock.. CRAZY FUN! until some bitch snagged on my stockings without realizing it.. I felt sooo raped! I mean like her heel snagged on my stockings, I was left with a rip on my stocking, I looked like some common hooker! BITCH!!! she ruined my day!!! and she just went back dancing like nothing happened!? ooohhhhhhh..........I never! and the fact that I didnt make out with anyone the past few days made it even worse! I came out to Tokyo to make out.. and I still haven't accomplished anything....

ladies at Club Atom

my ripped stockings... *cries*

430am, we left the club... taking the first train to Chiba... but.. we somehow took the wrong train.. and ended up in Yokohama... so from Yokohama we took another train back to Chiba... wasted an hour's trip.. but we got back safely and sleepily...

Sunday afternoon, after a good morning's sleep

We headed out to Harajuku... met up with Ruo Lin..walked pass by the shops selling the tutus... convinced myself that they are the rage of the moment... and bought two tutus... HAHAHA black in colour.. coolness~~ and then had All-you-can-eat Pasta... and then finally headed to the hairsalon... There I got my hair played with... Got questioned whether I was a half for about a gazillion times... Do I look remotely Japanese to you?!!? I dont see it!

ze tutu~

im a little ballerina~

After we left, Louise Ruo Lin and I wanted to drink somewhere together, but everything looked closed.. we thought that Shinagawa's station would have a Starbucks inside the station itself.. but we were mistaken.. and so we left the station and wandered in nearby cafes, bars.. but alas! everything was on last order and they werent accepting anymore customers... DARN IT ALL!!! it was only 11pm!

So we ended up drinking a can of beer and heading back home...

Monday afternoon,

I was supposed to go back to Tsukuba early... but I decided to accompany my friends from Chiba (Louise and Siti) to their immigration to extend their visa... so we waited in the office for what seemed like FOREVER!!! and then headed towards another part of Chiba in search of a Brasilian restaurant.. but apparently, they closed down... the hell!? So tired and a bit homesick, I left to return to me home.. HAHAHA..

eating our nachos on a platform from Inage to Chiba

extra spicy Nachos for moi

sakai me on Chiba's monorail...

it may not look like it.. but I was wearing a tutu underneath that... not enough puff right?

Louise and her colourful ensemble.. which i insisted on!

thats all for now...

ciao~

more overdue melbourne pics

2008-03-19T20:31:00.006+11:00

moombai fest from erm... 2 weeks ago

i find this pic cute

serene,ai wun, ss

lol at ss's face

cant see no shit

fucking pancake face

awwww*chuuu* for will (*vomits*)

BLURRR

SUPER RANDOMMMM
ipod 80gb classic black

new makeup from changi t3

from kiulap hua hop 1.50 each super CHEAP

daiso q-lap mall.. 5 each

man the shopping here is damn good lor.. but a bit expensive la..... food also expensive.. and portion is super gila huge that i always waste the food at first but after a few weeks... can almost finish liao... cham la... sure gain weight one....but luckily i poo more here comparing to brunei.. so got in and also got out(lol!!!!!).. so.. it's better la... and.. almost walk everyday.. so it's not too bad....

i miss home siennnn!!! i wanna go back during june but mum said no need to go back *cries*

i want more shopping..im so sick of wearing the same clothes over and over again... who can sponsor me money ler... i might start working part time um..maybe in may or june... hopefully i can get a job with decent pay ler.. i wanna save for new laptop.. but see how lor.. my laptop is dying on me liao.. so damn laggy till i wanna vomit BBUUH-LUDD..(blood)

thats all for now

ciaoooooo

pictures!

2008-03-08T09:15:00.006+11:00

CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL 3

MELBOURNE

rocher and mint! yummmy

in some vietnamese restaurant

window displays of some stores..don't remember

im enjoying myself in melbourne although groceries and transportation are kinda expensive comparing to brunei... lots of clothes! but no money to buy =( already spent about A$400 on clothes *faints* so no more shopping until.. next month or so... weather is a pain the ass sometimes.. but it's good that i can do the layering on my clothes! lols uni is alright... have to get used to it!!

me and serene have been cooking the last few days.. no pictures of food=( i will remember to take next time..lol serene's out working.. and im bumming at home.. still have to do laundry and clean up the room a bit...

that's all for now... more random pictures coming up.. next post or so

for she eng

2008-03-03T13:14:00.002+11:00

the tagboard wasnt big enough.. so i moved..

you're in melbourne!?! YAY!!! what are you going to major in again? fashion? thats so awesome...i'll definitely HAVE to play in melbourne! dont you guys go back to brunei in december okay!!! im getting sick of Japan... i hate the clothes... i want to go to London or NewYork...

ahh.. im going to be in my second year soon... and i still dont know what i want to be when i grow up... i feel as if im drifting away from Literature... i wanna work with fashion.. i want to get fashion freebies! i dont care if the life of anne hathaway in the devil wears prada was crap.. i want her high socialite life... the rich the famous the beautiful.. HAHAHAHA

definitely not Literature huh.. sighh...

im planning of dropping korean... why did i take korean!?!?!? ahhh so stupid.. should have taken french or spanish... nevermind.. i shall start afresh.... bonjour~ ola~ hahaha

exam stress maybe?

also... i posted pictures on facebook.. im wondering if i should do the same here... because seriously repeating here.. hmm..

stupid blogger -__________-

2008-02-22T06:48:00.003+11:00

NEW SKIN! but fucking cacat. I can't seem to find what's the problem with it. Might be adsense, but can't seem to remove it coz there're no codes in the template. GAH! When I previewed the blogger, EVERYTHING looks perfectly fine but on the actual link, everything messes up.. HELP =( Blame my stupid itchy hands for clicking adsense *cries* Blogger sucks and xml templates suck even more. change to something else, yes/no? If change, then it would be too mendokusai(lol mafan) for everyone..how how how? Btw, another random pics post coming up!

edit:

latest purikura!!!

2008-02-17T13:02:00.007+11:00

A BIG SHOUT OUT TO SHE ENG!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

you must be sick of me posting happy birthday shout outs in facebook, here, the tagboard... bla bla bla... have a good one mate!!! mwuahz <333333>

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

this weekend, i went to tokyo again... at first, i was supposed to join susan, ruolin, louise and siti for all you can eat cake.. at hilton hotel.. but then aurelie messaged me saying that shes in tokyo.. and im like i havent seen you in a while... so basically, sempai from osaka outweighs all you can eat cake ANYDAY!!! although i see the pictures of the place and sweets, i cry on the inside!! they had chocolate fountains!!! three!!! milk chocolate, white chocolate and bitter chocolate!! and it was berry berry strawberry there!!! MANNNNNNNN i could have eaten strawberries!!!!!! my friend ruolin blogged about it... read her blog http://www.aikoais.blogspot.com/ and salivatate at her food.. like i did.. CRIES

moving along....

after that i went to see the circus.. "cirque du soleil" and their theme in japan is Dralion.. it was AWESOME!! thats why i have my msn status as "will run away with circus male performer" GODD those muscles/tricks/flexibility.. YUMMY! i bet he knows alot of tricks in the bed.. HAHAHA after that, i went to chiba.. there was a party there, got hit on by a young japanese drunk boy.. hillarious! hahahah and then next day i took purikura with louise.. came back to tsukuba, went to a "club-event"?? with a japanese friend.. we were there early.. and GOD was it awkward... 2 girls, empty bar full with leery men at 1130pm... ICK! but slowly the room began to fill up... danced my way to 3 free drinks! WOOHOOTS!! came back 5am this morning and im awake now i dont know why... i really should be sleeping..

well ill post pictures later.. but for now... hello to my latest purikura collection!

~~~~~~~~~~~Ruo Lin's Bday . . . which is also Sasa's bday 26/1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

susan and i went to celebrate in office lady clothes... we love to play dress up! for the month of february, theres a cafe in harajuku which will take on the theme of pink panther, and I SOOOOO wanna go there in a TOTALLY pink outfit! and susan will naturally be there right beside me! MUAHAHAH how cool are we?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Chiba-raki? 16/2 Chiba ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

how awesome is this picture?!!?! im actually thin and boobless!!! not to mention WHITE!!!! haahahahah I LOVE THIS MACHINE TO PIECES!!!!!!!!!

Ice ice baby... Vanilla Ice

2008-02-11T12:39:00.000+11:00

Saturday night, as planned earlier, susan and i met up for a "clubbing night" but we didnt go clubbing.. we were too tired.. adn just not up for clubbing... so we went to the...

teng teng teng..

ABSOLUT ICE BAR in roppongi...

details: entrance fee 3500 yen for 45minutes - inclusive of coat, gloves and one free drink, room temperature -5 degrees, ice was imported from sweden (?), the owner of this bar is the same as the owner of the ice hotel in sweden...

makes you wanna go...

ooooooooooohhhh~~~~

we asked the bartender to make our drinks extra extra strong.. and because my drink(the right: Absolut Celebration) was already strong to begin with... ummm ummm it was strong...

little silver riding hood...

our stay there was fun... while at first it was cozy with just the both of us and two other gaijins... they soon left and were replaced by a bunch of LOUD and ANNOYING gaijin... damn... one of them was like saying a REALLY REALLY LAME joke... "i need more ice in my drink" -- wtf!??! okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy

it was worse when he thought it was funny, and when no one laughed he was checking around to see if anyone caught the joke...and then repeating the joke.. WHAT A LOSER!!!!!!!!

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besides the icebar, it was snowing outside.. it was pretty.... but i still maintain my stand.. its pretty to look at from the inside... snow falling on you feels exactly the same like rain.. the only time i have fun is when im playing with it!! and walking on snow is dangerous! i slipped so much because i was wearing my fake ugg boots, which had NON-existant grip

woohoots... i made my very first snow angel, pathetic tiny snowman, threw a few snowballs on inanimate objects, and susan.. NYEHEHEHEH~

snowmen are hard to make.. they make it look so easy to make on tv... i was like to pat or to roll? ehh?? hantam saja!

susan's tower of snow

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Sunday, we went to HARAJUKU!! once again i missed the chance to take pictures of the cosplayer... but again, its really hard to do so, i mean like im torn in between entering the shops, and going to the bridge to snap shots... anywho it was winter anyway.. final winter sales VS cosplayers in their winter coats... i think its not a hard decision really.. HAHAHA

not surprisingly, we chose shopping...

and while i wanted to curb my shopping habits/WINDOW shop... i obviously didnt... but i must OBJECT!!! i didnt buy any clothes/bags/shoes...

only accessories... and THAT DOES NOT COUNT!!!

pretty audi building...

crepes!!! yummy... tsukuba crepes are dissapointing... but i still prefer Osaka's shinsaibashi's crepes... more value for money!!!

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the merchandise - ACCESSORIES MOSTLY

both designer gloves... courreges.. ON SALE!! it was crazy i didnt know which one to choose! i liked the pink ones because it was soooo CANDY POP! i want to be in retro 60s again.. and the pink ones just spoke to me.... and the yellow.. well.. i might be late in the yellow is "in" in Runway fashion times... because it was sooo summer last year, but to me.. i think yellow is the NEW HOT PINK!!!

i want a yellow something! i need a yellow something!! i saw the GAP coat, the yellow was SOOO pretty, however the cutting of the coat is not flatering on most persons unless you are a model or mannequin.. BITCHES! i want a yellow dress!

wide headbands... purely of gossip girl influence... although i wanted either a patented white one and/or a checkered pattern one.. to emphasize the preppy look... but these are adorable too!!!

velvet scarf, it had a 70% off yeay!

clutch bag... evening wear!

LOL!!! ummm... i know that this is completely unnecessary, and really not practical... but it was 70% off, from 1100yen.. to i dont know.. but you never know right? i might have a masquerade ball in the near future!

white belt for 1000yen! cheap!

ah crap forgot to take a picture of my new tights!! hahaha i bought 3 pairs of coloured tights... yellow, blue purple.. and a pair of vivienne westwood high socks... but oh wells.. you get the idea..

thats all of the merchandise.. hahaha i want a yellow dress! i want white ankle boots! i want hot pink heels! ahhhh so much to want.. i want SPRING!!!

loves,

adeline

cosplay?

2008-02-06T19:28:00.000+11:00

today in gender and media, we had a group presentation on the movie "Shimotsuma Monogatari - Kamikaze Girls".. we talked about gender role stereotypes.. the lolita vs the yanki..

i've always liked the lolita look.. i dont think its sexy or anything but i do think theyre adorable... its romantic and pretty and everything girly.. lol...

I want a lolita costume! my foreigner friends dont see any appeal in the fashion...

funny that they were doing that presentation today.. because i was dressed up full in a burlesque ensemble... if you dont know burlesque.. think dita von teese, think corsets, think late 18th century hookers? think bar wench.. so yeah i was walking in school with that outfit.. i absolutely love this outfit...

and i know thats a tad bit dramatic for school.. but i havent got anywhere to go.. nothing to do that you know call for occasions with outrageous outfits.. and i dont give a FUCK! i want to dress up! no matter how insignificant the occasion is.. dress and be merry!

also i watched sweeney todd, and am listening to the soundtrack on a replay.. so i'm feeling very mrs lovett...

and also this corset.. its faux corset but it certainly does its job... i cant eat in this outfit.. so im very happy...

so ive got burleque, ive got kinky boots, ive got whips, ive got office lady, i've got fairy... i need LOLITA

other than oufits and costumes, it snowed again today!! the previous times it snowed, i was inside looking at the snow falling from the heavens above... and today, i was actually walking in the snow.. its pretty to look at and stuff.. but its really bits of ice falling at you.. and melts really quickly.. booo... and to me it felt like bigger rain.. hahahah i need to play in snow.. make snow angels.. throw snow balls.. make snowmen, and snowwomen...

let it snow~ let it snow~ let it snow!!!

valentine's day in japan.. ugh

2008-02-04T17:44:00.000+11:00

why does it have to be cold during valentines day?!?!?! i have the PURRFECT dress for valentines day.. nothing special going on but... its an occasion to wear hot pink and look all dainty and shit... i want to wear it!!!! ahhh!! i dont care if im a singleton or what not... i just want to look pretty in pink!! gahhh...

but however, the only way to pull this outfit through, i need a pair of hot pink or fuschia-ish shoes! or white patented pumps!! I NEED I WANT!! my shoes arent enough.. thats it! i think tomorrow ill go find them! i need shoes!!

i want to prance around in my dresses!!! gahhhh

whats a fashion victim to do in dull ol' winter?

OMG!!!

2008-01-25T20:00:00.000+11:00

he went to brunei!?!?!?

how effing cool is that?!?

in her (my) shoes

2008-01-25T00:38:00.000+11:00

okay... so i got my lazy-ass to work... i took pictures of all my shoes that i have in japan... help me count them.. and maybe convince me to throw some of them out.. so that i can get NEW ones! yeay!

eitherways you must think im crazy but.. i remember the times when i bought each and every pair of shoe.. its like each of them have their own story... so lets get started...

meet the high-heeled ladies...

oh god.. dont you just love this red... recently bought.. but GAWD!! look at the red.. its sooo HOT!! i mean like... its like chocolate red... so rich and sexy.. (quote susan)have not worn it out yet.. because its too freakking cold... but i shall wear it!! bought it with susan... second week of January.. Zara at first i didnt know that this pair was also under discount... i saw the price tag 15000yen.. i was thinking.. its too expensive... but ive been looking for a pair of deep sexy red shoes for soooo long... and then i decided who cares.. i WANT, no i NEED them.. when the lady coded the shoe in the cash till.. lo and behold... it was 3900 yen!!! there is a GOD after all!!!

these pair of shoes... the fake miu mius.. HAHAHA niu niu! bought them in HongKong.. so effing cheap.. i couldnt help myself... 100HK... and look at the height of this beauty.. man... i love high heels... number of times worn... 1... I seriously hate winter...

bought in the same shop as the above pair... 100HK... isnt it adorable!?!? it feels so 1960s! polkadots.. oh yeah the shop was on the highest peak in HongKong.. whats that place called again? we had to take the tram ride... hmmm funny that i can remember the details of the shoe and the shop but not the tourist place itself... hmmm

On my way back to Japan from Brunei... thank god for transits...Changi Airport.. Charles and Keith.. cheap cheap cheap... just look at the detail! so ethnic!

Shibuya... was out with Cora and Natalia... about 2000yen...

Tsukuba Center... was expensive for this very normal type of shoe... at the time it was 6000yen... now this styled shoes are so dirt cheap... maybe i should go get new ones and discard these...

you must be thinking im so crazy to buy sooo much black shoes.. (or shoes in general).. well this pair i received from Natalia... because she couldnt wear it... the funny thing is... when i bought the previous pair of shoes (6000yen ones), i bought another pair along with it.. it was sooo very sexy.. it had a zebra print.. and a buckle in front... (animal print is a MUST HAVE).. it was a bit small for me.. but i was thinking i dont care.. i must have it.. it will stretch.. i wore it once and i admitted that it was impossible.. so i gave them to ruo lin.. next day natalia came to me asking if i wanted her shoes.. GOOD KARMA!!! give and you shall receive(????) thats not what we learnt in school... hmmm

Last summer, in Brunei... was shopping with Liss.. in iWalk... hmmm its nice but a bit uncomfortable...

before i even went to japan... during the time when serene and bell were leaving for australia for the first time... she eng thought these were the fugliest things on earth... but serene and i thought they were artistic and soo darling... i tried to make my dad buy these shoes for me... but he sided she engs opinion... damn.. so i bought them myself.. HAHA!!

Charles and Keith... before japan... hmmm i think i was still in MD... wow OLD! i remember the first time i bought them... i was wearing the blue layered skirt.. and a white top and the blue/white hat? the one that made me look like i came out from an English garden party.. HAHAHA walking around gadong in that was amusing... i first bought a sixe 40 in haste... and then sat down in McDonalds.. and then She Eng convinced me to go back to change into a size 39... looking back now.. i think i should have gotten a size 38... too big... still too big...

hmm.. i think this pair is the pioneer of shopping for shoes in Japan.. before these pair.. i never thought i could fit in japanese shoes... so if i never bought these.. i might have never started my current shoe regime...i first bought them in ooyama? ruolins dormitory place... i dont know what happened but she went out for a bit.. and i followed her later... walk walk around her place for a bit... 30 minutes later i found her and i got a new pair of shoes... i remember her saying to me "i leave you for just 30mins and you already bought something... incredible" HAHAHAH

this pair... lina gave them to me... school shoes plus heels?

now... this is another beauty... recently bought... december? in a far-away place... i forgot the name of the kampung.. but it was Japan's largest outlet chain mall.. and they were having a mad SALE! i made susan wait for me for 3 hours.. because i was late.. havent worn them yet... but oh god i sooo want to... spring spring spring how i long for you..

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and then come the flats... i dont have a lot of flats.. because i know they are not suitable for my body type.. i'll look dumpy.. but they are cute...

summer, brunei, vincci... they look like ping pong bats...

obviously slippers... bought in brasil.. 10 real (brasilian currency)... which is twice of american dollars... which means that its approximately 5 US dollars.. and that means 8 brunei dollars? cheap or not ler?

these pair also from brasil... louise's mom got them for me... that woman keeps buying me stuff...

this indian/ethnic themed slippers came from korea... it was fantastic! cost about 1000yen! and with it i got a free summer bag.. UN-FUCKING-BELIEVEABLE!!!

these.. crap i forgot the category these shoes fall under... ummm anyways.. she eng you know what these slippers are called.. i remembered you saying that u needed a new pair on your msn nick... anyways... this pair i bought in Charles and Keith Changi Airport, from Brunei to Japan.. yes i bought two pairs of shoes during that transit.. HAHAHA

my first pair and only pair of havaianas.. got them from hometown brasil.. although its not the authentic brasilian flag ones... i didnt pay for them though.. louise's mom bought them for me.. she was being all asian and saying things like no no i pay... its okay... and im like.. eh?!? but you bought me so many things already... and she was like "i paid for it already"... sigh...

sandals? biasa la.. i bought them in Singapore.. before i came to Japan.. the time i convinced my mom to let me go to Singapore (with my dad.. heh heh)to do some major shopping...

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and then came the sport shoes...

my dancing shoes... well not really dancing shoes.. but in Japan, you have to own a pair of indoor gym shoes.. and here they are! it is improper to use outside sport shoes inside the gym... so ma fan! hahaha these are nike.. and i remember clearly that there was a pair of puma ones that i really really liked... but i decided against them...

another pair of nike sports shoes... not really.. running? comfort shoes? bruce lee shoes? hahaha

a pair of NEW BALANCE shoes... i thought the "N" would be nike.. but nooo.. when i was in america... (transit to brasil) everyone was staring at them saying they were hot shoes.. and im like.. its the pink isnt it? lol but it seems like New Balance is a growing brand... wow.. in brunei never even heard of them... okay.. i have to confess.. i bought all three shoes in one day... HAHAHA nike, nike and new balance... i couldnt decide!!! i mean they were all so pretty! and dont get me wrong.. i use them a LOT! sports you know? the sales lady was so happy to serve me.. i was like get me the sizes this this and this for these shoes... and then she was waiting for me to decide on one... and then i was like.. what the heck.. its a sale anyway... "zenbu kaimasu!" i'll take em all.. HAHAHAHAvand ruo lin was beside me shaking her head at me...

my initial nike shoes.. my very first pair... i got them before i came to japan... i washed them so they're kinda clean looking and shoelace-less.. HAHAHA yayasan hua ho the sport department... 109.99 -- why the hell do i still remember that!?!?

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the boots!

my hardcore kickass timberland-ish (so tempted to spell it timbaland)boots!!! bought in yayasan Bata, summer... arent they so freakking AWESOME!! its the smallest male size... and still two sizes big for me... damn... i have to wear 2 layers of thick socks... oh wells...

my ugg boots... i bought them in chiba... whilst shopping with louise... i have been wearing my kinky boots for three days straight.. not to mention over night clubbing with them.. it was my third day.. and my feet were sore and crying for some tender loving care... so.. i went around looking for effing hardcore too cool to be true and yet comfortable shoes.. and then it was love at first sight... UGG... you are not derived from the word ugly... you are simply comfortable shoes... hahah susan from new zealand told me that ugg boots originated from australia and new zealand.. it is used as home slippers... doesnt think very highly of them as fashion statements.. im like how can these shoes be home slippers?!!? too warm.. lols

and last but not least...

my kinky ass dominatrix knee high boots... made from genuine leather people.. i have not much to say about this pair.. but it was expensive... the most expensive from the lot i should say.. bought in a mall in nagareyama-ootakanomori...

and thats all folks.. all the shoes i have!! so did you guys count?

laters... shall consider posting about the clothes... i have too much... i simply dont know where to begin... but for now.. be happy with my shoes... tell me what to keep what to say goodbye to..

i love purple

2008-01-24T02:18:00.000+11:00

bought this in miri last month! rm 79 i think.. wore once to a wedding

bought this in ego! bnd43.90 cheap! satin and chiffon.. wearing this makes me look pregger so im gonna pair it with a black belt and black leggings~~

yummy 4-inch! charles & keith! bnd 45.90 cheap!

nice!

bought these gold heels in miri too! rm 80! cheap!

dont u just love satin? hahaha

im still looking for a black dress top! the ones i saw in mall are nice but out of my budget =( boo! need to go look for more.. and ask for more money from my dad ...hopefully he doesnt get angry at me.. he gave me bnd200 and i already spent 150.. where got enough ler? LOLS somemore i need some accessories too... a clutch and necklaces maybe more leggings to cover up stupid sandflies bites! gah takes forever to heal.... all these dark spots on my legs AHHHH! soooo not going to the beach again like in 2 years or whatever...

bah.. adeline ,your turn to post your gorgeous clothes and shoes

ciaooo~

p/s: serene's going to bangkok tomorrow till 30th=( im going to miss her

i am enslaved by fashion

2008-01-23T16:30:00.001+11:00

I cannot wait for spring 2008! its the era for bold colours and manly clothes (which to me means office lady wear) YEAY!! i sooooo adore these creations... i didnt get to note down completely whose creations are these but yeah... definitely high end.. GOD!! so delish~!

*note* pictures taken from style.com

dress by Marchesa

anything red, i simply must have!!!! and it reminds me of rose petals... so darling!the waist coat stays on throughout 2008!!

dresscoat by Sonia Rykiel

i thought a hot red coat would be eye catching.. but i think yellow gets my vote!
so classy.. HARRY POTTER glasses!!! kickass awesome! too bad white is my problem colour

slightly on the christmas-cy side... but i think its ADORABLE!! hot pink with lime green highlights?! GENIOUS!! i want it!

dress by Versace

I'm sooo loving the neckline

violet.... oozing with royalty

dress by Elie Saab

aquamarine/turqoise (sp?) flowy and billowly dresses...

dress by Alessandro Dell'Acqua

the stilettos!the wide belt! the magenta! need i say more!?

dress by Gucci

so daring~ <333

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a-re? is that me? HAHAHA not exactly runway material but yeah.. louise took a random shot of me...

recent doings and my naughty up tos...

hmmm after new years eve, I caught a cold spent my week long holiday in my room just rejuvenating.. and then when school started i decided to start afresh by sticking to my new years resolutions.. by the way which are:

1) go to all classes! esp 1st period!

2) save money!

3) drink less alcohol

4) lose more weight

5) not make out with any random loser in club

6) BOYFRIEND!

7) make more Japanese friends

8) refrain from un-necessary swearing..

I can imagine all of you (those who know me) go ". . . . right" and i dont blame you.. susan told me straight to my face "adeline.. you're full of shit you know that?" and i laughed.. HAHAHAHA XD

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needless to say i didnt really follow my resolutions... 2nd week of Jan, susan came over... went shopping in Zara.. bought identical dresses and others.. and we had wine and champagne and tacos... had a movie marathon...

my room is soo effing cosy and romantic... scented candles and wine, warm bed, cute pillows... GAWD.. i need a man..

*note: movie was The Nanny Diaries - Scarlett Johanssen

3rd week of Jan,

i didnt go to school for 2 days... why? i got the greys anatomy addiction/gossip girl addiction... watched three entire series all through the week... all this while drinking wine, eating chocolate, ice cream and cheese.. how fucking unhealthy am i?!!?!?

at the end of that week, louise came over to celebrate cora's b-day... we went to a karaoke-pool-darts-pingpong-internet-manga place.. spent most of the time karaokeing, drinking smuggled in alcohol, eating all-you-can-eat ice cream... oh crappers!

im in the 4th week of Jan,

so far so good.. been to all classes... the problem is that, how can one be resisting the temptation of skipping school when some of the classes are cancelled?! seriously!! take for example, tuesdays i usually have 2nd, 3rd, 4th period... the other day... i rushed to my 2nd period class to find that it was cancelled.. and then went to 3rd period... and then rushed over to 4th period to find out that it too was cancelled... meaning the whole day i only had 3rd period.. so depressing! im like i rushed to school for this!?!?

i have another party to go to this weekend... im going off to tokyo! its been 3 weeks since ive been to tokyo! im going to celebrate ruolins bday... which coincidentally is on the same date as sasa's bday! 26th Jan! i have absolutely no idea what to get her.. or what we are going to do on that day, but I'm certain that we are going to eat in an all-you-can-eat cake shop.. DAYM!! so not losing weight.. i should starve myself

well thats me for now... i promised she eng that i will take pictures of my new clothes and new shoes one day.. and i will... just as soon as i get my lazy fat ass and start working on it...

ciao~

what an EVENTFUL day..

2008-01-20T23:21:00.000+11:00

i went out with my mum to pasar gadong this afternoon coz she wants to get some veggies and food. i was on the muara-gadong highway and guess what, i almost got hit by a van! wtf right? i was on the right lane.. then this van was on the left lane that came out from manggis i think.. we were side by side and all of a sudden this van turn to the right lane and almost hit my car! -_____- i almost banged the fence in the middle of road.. so damn cibai... i think it's the stupid blind spot.. u know how u cant see cars from the rear mirror when the car is really close to u.. yeah i think thats what happened so the van just turned and i didn't manage to honk quickly enough coz i havent drove volvo for a long time so i was not used to it.... luckily nothing happened..

so, we reached the pasar.. after buying.. i banged a car! woots! i reversed my car without realising there's a car behind... im so power right? the car just suddenly popped out there! i didnt remember seeing a car parked behind when we were putting stuffs in the trunk... luckily i reversed slowly if not the car will be damaged badly i bet.. the corolla/kia saloon car's bumper loosen a bit and paint came off a bit too... so yeah.. got each other's mobile no. and have to settle tomorrow..... and my car wasn't even scratched a bit! lol old volvo damn power right? thanks to the rubber at the sides of the car....

im so not going to drive that car anymore.... just go out for 1hr only and these things happened.... ugh! scared the hell outta me...

anyways, i've been hanging out with serene the past 2 weeks.. and bought myself a new top/dress and 2 leggings for cny.. need to look for another outfit... i wish i can buy stuffs from redd but so fucking expensive... jack up the price so high for what.. dresses are averagely bnd150++ .. not even branded or anything... i wanna get more skinny jeans but brunei takde.... -____- so hard to look for jeans in brunei... there's levi's but levi's material suck.. it's not stretchable.. wash a few times and then become longgar.. lousy! lmao all i do is complain about brunei eh? haha..boh pian.. the shopping here is bad, choices are too little. bah enough ranting.. ciao!

random pictures!

2008-01-07T23:56:00.000+11:00

AHHHHH ants

"yum yum" said ants

puppies

pee at your face LOLS

pink nails!

bombs in my nose -_- actually they're chocolate wrappers

dao xiao mian, made by 'peeling' using knife straight from the noodle dough ok i dont think that made sense -_- (from crystal jade)

xiao long bao! lols one is missing (from crystal jade too)

yummy thai noodles! spicyy~

lemon grass drink!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH i want xiao long bao but brunei doesn't have! ciaoooo

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2008

2008-01-03T16:55:00.000+11:00

what happened on the 28th december 2007..

i went clubbing with louise... in roppongi... unfortunately for her... her shoe fell apart before we even danced... LOL... but to give the shoe some defense... she wore them since she was 8 so yeah.... thats saying something...

the gang of that night... not a good picture.. but its the MOST decent one in my camera... i want everyone's version please!

31st december 2007...

hmmm... i didnt do anything particularly special... i went karaoke-ing with my friends and made new friends..

it was an osaka gaidai ppl meet tokyo gaidai ppl thing...

and mann are we different as oil and water...

i miss the randomness in the osaka ppl... the osaka ppl would do stupid things on trains, lapdances, pole dancing, ally loops and butt squeezes, frog leaps over each other... we didnt have to be particularly drunk to do any of those... but yeah we had memories... we had japanese people staring at us...

so there we were the osaka gaidai ppl (3 of us actually)sitting in a row.. i offered them lollipops... we got bored so we took random photos and acted stupid stuff with the lollipops..

got criticised by a tokyogaidai friend of mine... and i was like... sorry for being such a childish loser... but yeah the tokyo ppl were apparently VERY marvelled by the osaka ppl.. we all crazy... "not their type"

alex, yo, max, natasha

louise, me, cora

ruo lin, louise

natasha, louise, max, alex, yo, me, ruo lin, front : cora, siti

and the randomness begins! LOLLIPOP GIRLS

louise, ruo lin.. yum yum

mmmm mmm~ flavours: grape, strawberry, ramune

we should never *i repeat* NEVER be allowed to be bored again!!

mwuahs~

happy new yr from melbourne!

2008-01-01T10:41:00.000+11:00

itssss was so freaking hot on new yrs eve that i entered the new yr naked laying underneath the fan in my living room. had to use a tampon as well to achieve this and now i have a stupid stain on my tilam! sigh sigh i've been having trouble getting a place to stay at the moment coz of all the drama that happened in the month of december... the month of no internet and tears!

the plan...
1. william, johnson and i were suppose to get an apartment together
2. i go back on the 29th of dec and happy happy till feb where we will all stay together

what went wrong...
1. johnson sed he has to postpone his education to july so not looking for a big apartment anymore.. fine, william parents wanted to buy an apartment.
2. i'm denied leave to go back on the 29th so i go back on the 7th of jan

then wat went wrong number 2
1. william told his parents he didnt wanna study his course anymore, parents had a big talk and said that he is going back to perth till he sort his life out. and by going back it means INDEFINETLY...

2. they are not gonna get the apartment leaving me to find one for myself during xmas period and when i'm emotional traumatised.

what was suppose to save the day
1. friend offering a place for me to stay

what went wrong number 3!
. the place that was supposed to be rented to him gets sold off.

so in conclusion
1. need to find a place to stay from the 2nd of jan coz that is when the offices are open

2. move out of my apartment all in the course of 6 days! 4 days of which i'm working! even on the day i'm leaving!

so to she eng... can i stay with u? hahahaha

well 2007 was a very exciting year but 2008 is pretty gila already for me so i'm not gonna die bored hahaha. cant wait to go back to brunei and just chilllllllllllllllllllll.................. i dun wanna ever work

have a happy new yr :P

PERFUME!

2007-12-31T05:35:00.000+11:00

nice technopop music from PERFUME...never listen to any but i find this quite nice.. lols gals quite cute too

this is their latest single from heyx3 live! it's not my favorite though...

SEVENTH HEAVEN..not the original video.. but i love the song

this one i love! but the video is kinda lousy..hm most of their videos are weird anyways

arise from the lazyness

2007-12-31T04:16:00.000+11:00

hello =) merry xmas and happy new year

i have nothing interesting to blog actually....

btw, im going to melbourne next year~ but i haven't settled lots of stuffs yet like paying fees, sit for IELTS(T.T), applying for visa.. so yeah im not sure when is the exact date im flying.. but definitely after cny

i have been hanging out with sze shih and some other cousins these few days.... went to watch bball in batu bersurat..er i dunno the name of that court... also went dinner and limteh with jia liang, jung seng, wee leong, metis, chee keong... lols we TALKED alot...mostly about the old times in SAS, funny as hell...

talking about that bball, didnt see any lengchais i think.. well, i dont find any of the boys playing bball lengchai though... oh roger played too but lost of course.. there's only 1 guy from kb i think which is abit cute LOLS... no lengchais in brunei to wash my eyes =(

there will be a barbecue party in sze shih's hse tomorrow! and johnson invited me to his empire party too... hm.. dont think i can make it... sorry johnson =( LOLS as usual cousins and jia liang's gang will be there i suppose.. and some other ppl sze shih invited i guess....

hmmm... brunei's IS really boring... siiiigggghhhhhh im rotting here -_- so if u chabohz got some interesting tale to tell... pls blog about it.. if not this blogger will be like so dead.... i will post pics if i manage to get any.. since i dont have a proper digicam! i need a new one!!! im thinking of getting this sony cybershot t2 nice right? with a whopping 4gb internal memory and touch screen! costs around bnd648 from QQestore ,i think it's not that expensive, will try to ask dad to get 1 for me lols

oh yea! abit random but since we always go might as well mention, dome is closed down lols too bad i loved the drinks there although it was kinda pricey abit... i heard from sze shih i didnt realise at all when i drove pass mall lols..

ARGH! espeed sucksssss! it's soooo painfully slow... wanna die ah! my downloads move like turtle, takes forever to download a 2gb file seriously! maximum download speed is only fucking 60+kbps which only happens during midnight or early morning and only direct downloads... but torrent files -__________________________________________________________-
gah! espeed go chiak sai!

anyways happy new yearrr~~

ciao~

random videos

2007-12-27T14:35:00.000+11:00

jump festa with louise...

umm yeah remember last year? when i posted lots of cosplayers? well its the same event... but seems like the anime frak in me is dying.. wasnt that hyped up to go... and i didnt take a lot of photos...

louise and me saying stupid things..

spitfire... with the flamenco girls... its not a club.. its a sad little bar.. and no one was there... the japanese girls were half drunk so they had fun.. LOL... the reason why the sad little bar has no customers is because the sad pathetic owner hits on every girl and scares them away...

I WANT DURIAN~!!!

2007-12-14T16:44:00.000+11:00

when i go back to brunei next year, im going to force who ever follows me back to eat durian.... watch this video.. i'm going to make my own video.. HAHAHAHAHAHAH

did he just say ho ciak!?
AHAHHAHAHA

ha ha ha

2007-12-14T03:52:00.000+11:00

yes im super bored

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1. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

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let the randomness begin!

FACT #1

i heart johnnys! hohoho as if nobody knows this already.... i love KAT-TUN and NEWS especially and some senpais and juniors... i love kinki kids' music, especially from their older albums

FACT #2

i listen to a lot of jmusic.... some of my favs are ikimono-gakari, ayaka, sukima switch, w-inds., mihimaru GT, etc etc

FACT #3

i watch some anime... ongoing series: naruto, bleach. finished- lovely complex, nana

FACT #4

i love purple! and my finger nails are purple now.. lols

FACT #5

i love jdoramas and jmovies....! can't wait for hachikuro and ichi pondo no fukuin dorama next season hoho toma and kame =D

FACT #6

i love fashion and shopping! *begs money for shopping*

FACT #7

i used to heart F4... no, u didn't read it wrong! anyways, old limited F4 merchandise for sale, anyone? lols

FACT #8

i am FAT woooooooooooots guess my weight correctly and i will TRY to blog more(heh, as if anyone cares) hohoho

thats all folks~

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Blog-Chain-Post?

2007-12-12T20:05:00.000+11:00

*this is a blog chain mail thing.. that i want to do because im sooooo bored... *

heh

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Each blogger must post these rules.

1. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

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let the randomness begin!

FACT #1

I'm a 21 year old girl who has the heart of a 40 year old woman... Or so I have been told... on the basis of my music taste.. I was criticised so because I like musicals, jazz, operas and so on....

FACT #2

I absolutely LOOOOOOVEEEEEE piggies! and pink! My friend doesnt understand how I LOVE pigs and eat pork at the same time.. well I think its totally different, I love pig-dolls, but real life pigs aren't cute.. so...

FACT #3

*blush* I have 2 whips... aspiring to be an S&M fetishist..

FACT #4

I read erotica...

FACT #5

I have a large collection of anime, recorded on DVD, backed-up in an external HDD, and properly catalogued on my trusty Excel Workbook to keep track of who borrowed stuff...

FACT #6

I'm a bit of an OCD, I like cleaning despite my background... some people cannot believe I come from a somewhat well-to-do family and I like cleaning, cooking and sewing...

FACT #7

I spend money like water running from a tap, I try my best to turn the tap off, but I think the tap is broken...

FACT #8

I love shopping for anything! shopping shopping shopping! EXCEPT FOR ONE PARTICULAR TYPE OF SHOPPING....
I hate bra/lingerie shopping

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Serene
She Eng
Shu Vun
Sasa
Michelle Wong
RS boys --- if you guys care enough!

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