in lala land! lol

im HAPPYYY! lol

i went to this M-PLAN leadership training in miri from 24-26th nov... it's like a talk on how to become a more successful person.. bla bla those kinda things..... sze shih's dad actually asked my dad to go... but he was busy or what.. so i went instead.. its only BND200, including food and hotel

at first i thought my cousin would come with me but noo.. sigh~ then sze shih said she will only be coming on the 25th so i was like totally alone.... then went to miri, sze shih's dad drove la of course plus 2 other person, 1 uncle and 1 auntie 38 yrs old but she looks young and she's really nice.. and we share the hotel room, we stayed in imperial, the rooms are like apartment like that with kitchen and a living room.. 3 rooms and we stayed in the twin one plus 2 master room stayed by other people..... married ones..

so.. the 1st day.. the class is in one of those function rooms in imperial, so then the talk started with the malaysia's national anthem which was played suddenly.. and about 40 of us were like blur blur.. whether to stand or not to stand.... then eventually we all stood up like 5 secs later... then the song finished.. the lecturer scolded us like crap which was LOL... baru started already kena scolded... lol they did it on purpose anyway... the lecturer damn funny la.. he's the only one whom i can listen and concentrate on.... he's got really funny expression.... there were 3 lecturer, 2 male 1 female, the other male lecturer was boring, i was practically dozing off when he's talking... and the female one.. um... she didn't talk much.. only had 2 lessons with her... which i think was ok la... the 1st day.. nothing much la.. just listen to the talks, finished about 11 like that.. then went back to hotel room, showered and slept...

the 2nd day.... woke up at 6:30, showered, make up, curl hair finished around 7:30 like that breakfast time is 8 lol woke up early just incase i got not enough time then around 8 like that the people in my apartment went to book the seats in the class 1st LOL so we can get nice angle... then we went for breakfast.. went to the class at 9 like that...... the table was for 3 people, i was sitting in the middle and the young auntie was sitting at the right side so nobody was sitting at the left.. then there's this guy(LOL) he was looking for a seat but most of them were occupied so he sat down beside me la... hmm.. he's normal looking but i guess he's only can-see one among the whole group, the others were mostly married uncles, or nerdy(LOL) looking...... both of us were talking a bit la.. like where we're from and stuffs like that.... and then the talk reached 1 part where the lecturer was talking about how difficult is it to be pregnant and how our parents took care of us bla bla like that... must respect parents and stuffs like that... we had to close our eyes, the lights were all switched off...then the lecturer keep on talking...... and guess what? the 2 persons on my sides both cried... lol i was kinda dreaming when i was closing my eyes... then we were each given candles... we lit them up and had to hold hands with people by your side and i got to hold his hands OMG! he reached out his hand so i put mine on top of it! wahhhhh... my heart wanted to pop out like that...... we hold hands for like erm.... 5 mins or more.. my gawd... my first time holding a guy's hand for that long(lol pathetic eh?) i held his hand quite hard though i think? cos he was crying... and i dont know what to do... i sorta move my middle finger like caressing like that but a bit nia la... then he did it back? lol i dont know whether it was on purpose or what... but wah lao... my heart wanted to pop out evenmore and i was screaming inside 'kyaaaaaaaaaaaa'.... and all the time he was sitting beside me... i had butterflies in my stomach...... lol maybe i think too much? sigh i also dont know la...

then the next day, he sat beside me again, then once again the lights were switched off i forgot when? then we were to shake hands or hug telling each other something which i dont remember... we shook hands for like um... 5 seconds looking at each other like waiting for each other to do something like that, actually i wanted to hug him.. gah! i regretted for not doing.... then we let go and shook hands with other people.... then in between, we got to hold hands again... during singing and stuffs like that... oh yea.. during lunch.. i was sitting beside him.... and he got food for me... my gawdd.. soooo nice and i didnt even ask for it.... he just gave me like that.... so yasashi.....made me like(eh? so fast lol) him even more... then the last class eventually finished like 8pm?, we took group pics.. got our certs, and i got to take a pic with him... LUCKY if not i will regret for the rest of my life(lol lol lol lol) then we shook hands again... i was like squeezing( i was being flirty all the time LOL to the max) his hand rather than shaking lol he was like saying 'need so hard meh?' lol.. oh and we exchanged our contacts plus email as well... LOL with all the other people as well la.. not only him.... i wanted to see him before i go actually... he was in the toilet changing.. keep on waiting and waiting.. my uncle was doing something and i was praying that he would do it slowly..... then gah.. my uncle came and had to go back... and i didnt even get to see him... *cries*.. so boh pian la.. then 2 hrs later back in brunei sighhh~~ i was soooooo depressed and cried my ass off(lol)

then i emailed him the pic we took together...... and guess what jiang jiang jiang!!!!! he called just now!!!!! at about 8 like that !!!!!!!!!!! KITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA... he actually called last night as well.. but my dad answered the phone so he hung up straight away! muahahaha.... then he called again just now.. i answered.. then i was thinking is it him, is it him.. and its really him!!!!! uwaaaaaaa.... we didnt talk much, he asked whether i emailed the pic and asked me whether i've eaten.... like that lo... the sound on the phone not that clear... so yea we hung up like that and he said he will call when he's free... but im chooooooooooooooooo happy !!!!

he totally made my day lol (its night liaw la.. chaboh)..... happy happy happy:)

oh yeah... btw his name is kalvin and he's indonesian chinese from pontianak.. he speaks mandarin so no problem communicating.. lol i miss him :( not going to post the pic.... later everyone see i paiseh... let u all imagine nia(lol think too much).. i will show when u guys come back... and i've only known him for like 2 days nia... and im like in love liaw... gosh man... love=crazy.... i love and hate this kinda feeling at the same time.. it the been a long time i felt like this.... i thought i dont have feeling anymore... lol

bahbah.... thats all.... lol might sound crappy to u guys and probably wont understand what the hell i was saying.... i will elaborate more when u all came back lol lol lol

love love
enggg~

HELLO! I AM ALIVE!

happy happy happy! holidaying now! sooooooo nice and ermmm my laziness has officially surpass any level i've achieve before hahahaa its really a pig sty here, i want my maid!!!! anyways how have you guys been!? i'm goin to quit my job when i go back to brunei heheheh yeah i dun hav to go to such a smoky atmosphere anymore! i'll miss alot of things tho, the free access to any club and free drinks n food :( not to mention the very open convesation u can get going with someone u hav nvr met before!

well as an end of year party for my unimates we went kboxing, let me put it this way, its a very very expensive version of singstar without the fun bits. AIDUI!!!! cannot ever beat singing with u guys man seriously, u guys are like 1000% funner. oh well we tried n mabbe my expectations were too high, they were like singing it so seriously like need to sing it perfectly. oh well there was fun but just not enough :( well these were the pictures from that nite. i have to say i'm grateful that an effort was made lah, although there is this weird interacivity with the peeps i had a fallout with.

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Random photos of us in Japan, with my mom as special guest star...

Kura Sushi Outing

Personally, I think that Escapade Sushi is the best...

Kinkakuji Temple OutingMom and I

Mom, Indonesia, Korea, Brunei, KL

Mom and I

Syabu Syabu Outing

Me and mom

Meat! Meat! Meat!

The other side of the table

Okay, I think I have posted all the photos... no wait i have to receive the halloween and the hari raya photos.. lol... that one maybe next time... Besides that, She Eng! watch "akihabara @ deep search".. japanese drama about otakus.. I LOVE IT.. probably because i'm a bit of an otaku too? lol... funny shit.. either ways... malas to blog...... just post pictures enough

loves adeline

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Beach Outing that went wrong

Brunei, New Zealand, Brazil, Romania

Brunei, New Zealand, Brazil, Croatia

Apakan?

MWUAH

My Birthday Party (Dinner)girlfriends

Penang, Singapore, mom, Indonesia

Boyfriends?

Indonesia, Brunei, KL, Penang

Korea, KL, Brunei, Indonesia

more pictures after dinner

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My Outings with the Batch 2 friends (friends I go drinking and clubbing with)

Crotian friend and I drinking ABSINTH woots

My face is sliced.. and as you can see the HOOKA/SHISHA

A photo with the whole group

SUCK IT SUCK IT!!!

Kyoto TripPurify thy self

Girls only!!

Me and me Korean girlfriend

Mom and me

Malaysian bestfriend - Mom - Me

does this thing have a limit i tried loading another batch... but i wouldnt work... I'll have to open another.. hehehe

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These are photos taken from y mobile phone... coolness better than the samsung ones... This is my Thai and Malaysian friend dressed up as "joushikousei" during Halloween. I was dressed as a teacher.. although everyone thought I was the dominatrix... couldnt help it... all I needed was the whip... HAHAHA would have been perfect
Me and my mom in a Syabu Syabu restaurant in Kyoto Japan
My Indonesian friend and I in the same Syabu Syabu Restaurant
Sexy me!

WILL POST MORE LATER.. lunch time

loves adeline

sinking of J-A-P-A-N 日本沈没

yoohoo.... since nobody blogs.. i blog la.....

went out with liss yesterday.....at about 1+ picked her up at her working place after sending my bro to exam.. then we went lunch in gripps... then chitchat till 2:15 like that.. sent her to her highway code class in jalan tutong... and we decided to watch sinking of japan at night so after sending her i go to mall and bought tickets.... then i walk around looking for liss' long long delayed pressie.. bought her a white sleeveless empire top with yellow tiny polka dots.... its really cute! lol then about 4:30 went to pick her up and went to yayasan.. bought a pair of black ballet flats for 34.90 in bata(lol) they have lotsa nice heels and wedges man. better than vincci and charles & keith i tell you... and wore them straight away cos the flats i was wearing gave me blisters.. yikes... at first the new flats were comfortable but in the end they hurt as well.. gah! whatever... then at 5:30 went to pick up my brother then went home and relax for a while and went out again at 6:30 then walk walk again in mall.... since we're not hungry so i just ordered 1 large jollibee fries and 1 coke.... and we gossiped a bit... went to arcade... walked 1 round and came out... LOL nothing to do seriously... and nothing to gossip about also... brunei=lame! lol

then we went for the movie... wow.. nice man... i cried! a bit only..... kusanagi tsuyoshi...i used to think he's ugly and looked kinda gay but now i realise he's a good actor and i am going to download his old dramas as soon as i get the new pc..... and and shibasaki kou is so pretttyyy.. why did she have to cut her hair.. *toot* she looked so much cuter with her waist length straight hair which she kept for um... 10 years??????... now her hair only reaches her neck? gah...! although i though her role in one missed call.. is kinda -_-... im going to download orange days AGAIN lol i downloaded once and i deleted them..... lol all these ramblings i dont think anyone is interested except for adeline? lol HAHAHA

so anyone who hasnt watch the movie.. GO NOW! oh i think death note is going to show in brunei..... CANT WAIT! although the only cast i know is toda erika and the guy who's in 1 litre of tears who dumped sawajiri erika when he found out her sickness..... and i believe death note 2 is going to show in japan right? oh well oh welll...........

so after the movie i sent her home............... and i went home as well..... and straight away play pirate king... LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL its a fun game! like ragnarok kinda thing but i never played ragnarok so whatever.... its from singapore somemore the game... so coolie..... i wanna play now but my dad is using the pc right now and i think my bro wants to continue after my dad finish using the pc... gah gah gah!

bah.. enough with the ramblings...

lol another random blog...

ja~

love,
wants-new-pc-delivered-desperately she eng