Monday, February 27, 2006

Day one at uni

Ok so..they say uni is the best time of your life..well..not my first day..so crappy la -_-..in the morning was alrite..math first..met two ang mo guys outside the lecture hall but they were in diff math class..so during math i dint meet anyone new..which was kinda bad cos then i was a loner for most of the day..after math supposed to be 3 hour chem prac..but then first week no prac..so i find out i have a whole 2 hour break before an intro to chem prac at 12..gah!..for a whole 2 hours i just sat at union house(caffeteria), walked around lawn area, ate chips, sat back down then thats it 2 hours..the place where the chem prac intro was held was CREEEPY..and smelt quite bad too..the lecture hall was one of those old ones where it has the 45 degree upwards elevation..so creepy la..if u fall down mati man..lol..i made a friend but then she had a lecture after the chem so off i went to eat lunch alone..i brought lunch from home...but then the box i used couldnt fit in the microwave..and to top it off i dint bring a fork and when i went to ask for one at one of the caff stalls so happend a guy asked for one before me too and the lady manning her store was being a real b*tch and said in this URGH tone " next time i will have to charge u for it" urghh...so yea off to eat cold lunch ALONE...woo~...dint actually eat any of it...tis yucky cold mush..hai~~..then good thing i saw chee peng...wasnt a loner..haha..then he was somehow abandoned by his friends so then we bought sushi to eat..haha..we both had class at 2 and he managed to find his friends..next i had intro to chem lecture...I FEEL ASLEEP!..i like missed the last half of my first ever chem lecture..here also dint meet anybody..haha..sado...bio lecture in the same place also...changed seats then kinda fell asleep again..haha..ooo but there was a guy who was a nobel prize winner he kinda intro-ed bio to us..haha..ive never seen one in real life...a nobel prize winner dood ..haha..yea..after that just fell back to sleep again....THEN...the next guy who was talking over ran his time...and i was late for my next lecture and to wonderfully top that off i got lost..i went to the wrong building completely on the other side of the uni...erk...i read my map wrong..stupid stupid thing! gah..good thing met chee peng there again..was sooo flustered liao..HAHA..had to calm me down..lol...was like 35 minutes late...then just sat there again...dunno anyone...already not enjoying the day liao...man..i miss u guys...i miss sas times..i just miss having like friends around....its just really lonely..and it really does suck..man...and then well..that was my last lecture..haha i then got onto the tram and took the train...THEN...the train got like "stuck" in the dark tunnel...stooooooooooood there for like 10 minutes plus..SOOOO full man the train..gila i was like sandwiched man..haiyoh....then the train moved..then slowly stopped then move again..hai~ ai siiii man..got home at 6.45...was out since 7 man...well all i have to say is that it can onli get better...but i do wish i had friends...LOL! so sad huh...

Saturday, February 25, 2006

here i come..not

been so busy lately... out in the morning at 8 and back around i dunno.. depends.. if i have a lot of things to do.... i will be back at 10 or later.. earliest will be 7 lor..

im soooo tired...3 wks of working..... exhausted la.... 5 more wks to go... sigh.. working is really not for me.....

u know what happen today... unbelievable man... there's this ah pek jumped on the train track trying to commit suicide.. u say geng or not? luckily the train automatic stop when it hit something... ppl outside screamed their lungs off... i was on the train with my fren... scary man..... he was injured din die... sigh... i dunno what to say lar.. should pity or should not pity him.. so we had to get out of the train.. and he made all of us wait for the train to re-scheduled.. shyt man me and fren were carrying so many things.. when the train came.. so many ppl.. cannot sit down... thanks to the ah pek lor.. before we were sitting down one and the train wasnt that packed... sigh.... 1st time this kinda thing happen to me... the ah pek was all bloody on the left side of this body, his hand , his kaki all bloody... sigh...

T-I-R-E-D..... u cannot imagine la.........tired tired tired tired.....

borrowing stuffs and returning stuffs..... stuffs are damn heavy again.. i don have a car.. always to have to carry around.... although can go into shops like lv,fendi.. all the high-end brands la.. but the stuffs were so heavy........ spent so much on travelling... really siao man......tak boleh tahan.... im so broke already... have to claim from company... UGHHHHHHH im going siao already... graduation is in 3 wks time... watever lar..... i wanna finish work and go play.... then go back brunei and do nothing.. lol haiyahhhhhhh im so fucked uppppppppppppppppppppp........

i hate myself... so fuggin materialistic... i dun wanna be a material gal........ ppl around me are just too rich lar.. can buy this and that w/o thinking........... geeeeezzzzzz...... thats why i hate kl.... i wanna go back brunei.... why am i so brand conscious... ARGH.......... ghegfhasljkhaglua chuhgjhgghjdfhjdfhglakjhglakjhgflahurthjkhbvnbvhaiudshgft

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Wassup my homies?

Hello my ladies..lol..i noe i noe..i havent been updating myself on this one. But as serene said melbourne is nice.altho she finds making friends easier. I techincally dont have a new friend yet. anyhoo. the next bit i jsut copied from my other blog. miss u guys . muaks.

On Tuesday went to uni for the student services carnival. Was quite fun. Soooo funny. There was free cotton candy and snow cones and free iced tea by lipton and free samples from sunsilk. All sorts of sponsors. And there was this lady in a giant transparent globe. She was the oracle. Dunno what they did in there. Tried rock climbing and i made it to the top ^_^. Then played a game at the Apple stall. Theres an apple in one side of a stocking and the other leg side you tie around your waist. So its like a little above the ground just enough so it can swing back and forth between your legs. They put another apple on the ground and you're supposed to use the dangly one to knock the one on the ground pass a certain point and then you win something. Lol. Its not as easy as it looks. And plus it looks wierd too.HAHAHA. I kept knocking the thing backwards a couple of times. But in the end i still won. I won a $30 i tunes card thing. So i can buy 19 songs. Hahaha. Then we went to do this art thingy. Just stick ur hand in some paint smack ur hand on the canvas and get a free lolipop. Hahaha. Next walked past the telstra stall to get a balloon. HELIUM FILLED!..lol. Then we went to SUMO WRESTLE! Me vs Serene. We wore those sumo suits. Man you cannot do much in those things. So we hop hop then just crash into each other.lol. It was funny. I will find a way to put up pictures of that. And there was the gladiator thing as well. With those bashing stick things. I dunno what its called. But yea was fun. Then we decided to go to free BBQ. NYhaha. The queue was sooooooooooooooooooo long tho. But we waited anyway. I mean its free rite. lol. Then we went to finish up our little enrolment thingys. Then that was it. Hehe. Fun fun. So tired when i got back tho =_= need exercise just to get stamina back.

And then last night went to meet up with the "bruneian group" at vic market. Its the equivalent to brunei pasar malam.hahahahhaha. Although the food in brunei is all pretty much the same- bbq chicken, its butt, fish, fried mee, fried everything, in most of the stalls. Over here it goes by spanish food, german sausages, german pancakes was it...hmm..anyway..yea all sorts of different things. Was quite interesting just walking around. At about 9.30 we made our way to Jerica and Adelines place jsut down the street. I had to go home at about 9.50 tho. But i know they had a blast playing bridge. Hee Hee. Good to see familiar faces. I got to start making new friends too tho hmm..>_<..hai~

My uni timetable is so horrible! Monday and Friday -class from 9-1 then 2-5
Thursday and Tuesday the breaks are so long -_-..9-11 then 3-5...so weirdo..and come the worst day of all, Wednesday class from 10-5..no breaks..zip..nada..nothing..-_-...sneak food in during lectures perhaps huh...

Going to uni tomoro to sign up for clubs and things. Have to set up bank account and then hopefully go and ask the faculty ppl about my timetable..maybe i get ppl to switch with me..

I need exercise. I need to run around somewhere. But its windy and cold. Funny things happen to your throat when u run around. Bleh~

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

...n my bf is a high maintenance pet

hello my lovely chaboz
melbourne has been lovely to me so far! been meeting lots of wonderful ppl from my faculty n making friends along the way. hope that u guys hav the same luck as i hav been having or better!all the best bell! :) hav to say, gonna get very lonely when will moves to his own accomodation boo hoo.. at least the place will b cleaner!nya hahahahhaha! n i wud b online more isuppose... sigh i need good food.. like oily fish n yucky veg n soup! ohhhh how i miss soup

sooooooooooo.... WOOL ROCKS!!!! n i'm having my period ... so yeahhh my mood has been fluctuating like the weather here.. i guess i hav to giv alot of credit to will for putting up with me until now. ermmmm dyline redoin ure hse again? it hasnt been a yr! or has it? i dunno...I LOVE CAFE FOOD but they burn hole in me wallet so i jsut get bootleg cafe copies from supermarket n hav it at home..... at least they r 99% fat free~ oh yeah one thing! OZ is sooooooo health consious! everything is like no fat, fat free blah blah.. u need some fat in ure diet! coz i was lookin for pork belly with the skin n i cudnt find any coz they were fat reduced or sumthing~~ but turns out that i was actually lookin at beef hehe~ my bad.... :P well laundry is gettin pretty easy to do now .... anyways before i sign off..SHE ENG BLOG SOMETHING!!! like wat u did on ure bday :P

ok ppl! love u *muahz*

Friday, February 17, 2006

a very happy birthday to she eng~!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE ENG~!!!!

sorry i dont have any individual shots of she eng.. bummer.. so can't really do a big she eng post here... lol.. 17th of february.. consequently.. it's also the day that abigail leaves for perth.. sigh.. didnt get to see her off.. because... the house is going through another renovation.. yes people.. the house is once again wrecked... HAHAH it's upside down topsy turvy right now.. my room's pretty much empty.. and my cupboard had a face lift... it now looks like it belongs to a bachelor pad.. and my parents.. well (dad only so far.. heheh) thinks i should re-paint the room.. me too me too~! i like the way you think dad... so yeah.. because they're re-doing the paquette? the floor basically.. might as well do my wall.. cos it's the only room left un-painted.. so i'm thinking hot hot HAWT pink on one wall.. and white-very very light pink on the other 3 sides.. and then.. re-doing the lights soon.. and then maybe change air-con.. wow.. talk about extreme makeovers.. and then the rest move here and move there la.. HAHAH unless they buy me a new dressing table~! MUAHAHAHA...

right now.. i'm freakking tired.. from all the carrying the books to another area.. carrying the dvds.. carrying the dolls and pillows... yeah and if you know my room and my possessions.. well the amount of my possessions.. that's one hell of a work load.. HAHAHA even my dad's room didnt take as much time as my room did.. unfortunately.. we didnt move all the stuff out from my room in time.. and so the men re-doing the floor didnt get to do my room.. and hence why i still have internet connection.. fi not.. i think i'll be disconnected for a while.. tragic~! thank goodness i have lotsa stuff.. cos if not.. how to finish my downloading!?!?!?

anyways.. i've been taking korean lessons.. funny how the korean wave just hit me.. when everyone is already like SOOO over it.. i mean i've watched the basics.. the movies yes.. but seldom touched the dramas.. but now.. because of one measly manhwa.. ONE MANHWA.. i'm hooked.. so far the only recent dramas i've watched is goong and full house... i prefer goong to full house... i dont understand how ppl say full house is one of the best dramas yadaa yadaa.. the story is okay and stuff.. it's just the ending that just RUINED THE COMPLETE SERIES... i think korean superstars either dont dare to kiss passionately on screen or they just suck at kissing on screen.. GAWD.. if i was the director of full house.. i'd recommend a full-blown earthshaking kiss... ravishing and hot and tantalising and passionate and hungry and tear me up-tear me down open mouthed mind-blowing kiss.. ARGHHHHH just thinking about it pisses me off.. i mean like after all that torture.. sekajap like sekajap no like.. cry here cry there.. you'd think at least they'll satisfy their viewers with a REAL KISS... but noo... they just do the kiddy stuff.. placing the lips together and make it seem like an eternity..ahhh..a lil bit of fan service wont hurt would it? they should learn it from the ang-mos.. i'm exhausted from all the ranting...

i'm hooked to goong's main theme.. by HowL and J.. perhaps love.. damn good song i should say..
Perhaps Love(사랑인가요)
언제였던 건지, 기억나진 않아
자꾸 내 머리가 너로 어지럽던 시작
한 두 번씩 떠오르던 생각
자꾸 늘어가서 조금 당황스러운 이 마음
별일이 아닐 수 있다고
사소한 마음이라고
내가 내게 자꾸 말을 하는 게 어색한 걸
사랑인가요, 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요.
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요, 왜 이제야 들리죠.
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.

지금 내 마음을, 설명하려 해도
니가 내가 되어 맘을 느끼는 방법뿐인데
이미 난 니 안에 있는 걸
내 안에 니가 있듯이
우린 서로에게, 이미 길들여 진지 몰라
사랑인가요, 그대 나와 같다면 시작인가요.
맘이 자꾸 그댈 사랑한대요.
온 세상이 듣도록 소리치네요, 왜 이제야 들리죠.
서로를 만나기 위해, 이제야 사랑 찾았다고.
생각해보면 많은 순간 속에
얼마나 많은 설레임 있었는지
조금 늦은 그만큼 나 더 잘해 줄게요
함께할게요, 추억이 될 기억만 선물할게요.
다신 내 곁에서 떠나지 마요
짧은 순간조차도 불안한걸요, 내게 머물러줘요
그댈 이렇게 많이 (이토록 많이) 사랑하고 있어요 (그대 하나만) 이미


I don't remember from when it was

That I started to keep thinking about you

The thoughts would appear about twice

They kept expanding and I felt a bit surprised
I kept thinking to myself that it was nothing

But it was awkward when I talked to you

Is it love?

If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?
My heart keeps loving you

It's screaming for the whole world to hear

Why is it that I hear it now?

I've found love now that I've found you
Even if I try to explain my heart

The only way you would know is if you had my heart

I’m already inside you
Just how you're in my heart

We might already be inside each other's heart
Is it love?

If you're thinking the same thing, then is it a start for us?

My heart keeps loving youIt's screaming for the whole world to hear
Why is it that I hear it now?I've found love now that I've found you
If I think about it now

There were many times when I was shy

But since I was late to know what I felt,

I will do that much more for you
I want to be with you,

I will only you give you happy memories

Don't ever leave me

Even if you're gone for a short time,

I get nervousI get scared
This is how much I love you

you guys should try this song.. it's the best.. might even want to ask ronald to teach me the pronounciations to the song.. so i can sing along.. HAHAHAHA i have the romanised verison.. just that it's hard to post it.. hahah can almost imagine she eng going: what lar? this adeline.. post useless things.. HAHAHA
anyways.. besides that i got nuthing else to say...

but another

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHE ENG~~!!!!
LOTS OF LOVE
ADELINE

a picture's worth a thousand words... then this must mean.. i'm writing a book?

okay.. this one was at she eng's house.. when we more or less slept over.. had to send liss back at 3am.. while we were groggy as shyt.. any way.. who has the sushi restaurant pictures ah? i dont seem to have it... and this one was way way WAY before cny.. august? when she eng returned for a holiday?


this one is the only picture i have in my camera... when sa and i had this crazy bash.. HAHAHAHA.. sad huh.. we didnt take a nicer picture.. STOOOPID~~~






this one was at serene's new year party.. lol.. hahaha bell pulling off sexy look? you guys ah give me your copy of this shot.. maybe a whole lot nicer?





new year toast~!

yam sennngg~~!










chinese new year at my place.. serene was the only visitor.. sniff sniff.. well who can blame the rest.. 1st day some more


gawd... white definitely makes one look fat...



2nd day of cny.. at serene's place.. lol.. hmm.. something's just not right with this picture.. something's missing.. lol

black does make me look thin.. lol

bell had exams the next day.. too bad..


the emancipation of bell.. lol.. we had a mini- celebration in swensens... darn you guys.. we didnt even too the sushi ritual.. gawdd.. it's sooo not the same... yucky cheesecake...






after the photo shoot and horrible oral day and also the 7th day of cny thingy? what was that.. the vegetable dish? where peanuts save you? watever.. helped serene pack.. where she decided to stick a LARGE naruto poster on her bag.. to make it more noticable.. ahah


more or less the same pic.. except the left has less vandalism.. oops i mean.. autographs.. hahaha damn bored ler?

naruto is sooo dead already... i wonder if any of you ppl still watch it?


5th of February

a disgruntled tired serene at the airport








serene and she eng going off to see the world.. lol.. damn cant make any nice captions...







3/5 of the gang.. bell couldnt make it... too bad... which still never fails to amaze me... considering where she lives and stuff...

she eng left at 12 15 pm
serene left at 12 20 pm




serene's whole waving gallery crew..







12th of February

me and bell.. bell had a whole lot of people to see her off.. but this is just me n bell.. lol.. hahaha yeah. as you can see she's all teary.. haha.. prolly bcos i was rooting for danson? eh... no ka? LAME


bell left at 8 30 pm



well i ran out of pictures to post.. you people~! u guys must have a whole lot of pictures than i do.. post them post them..especially the sushi ones... sigh.. i hope this post makes you guys a bit teary.. cos i did.. lol.. so sad................ MEMORIESSS ALL ALONE IN THE MOONLIGHT.... I REMEMBER THE MEMORIES... i forgot the rest... oh yeah the studio photos arent ready yet.. well as far as i'm concerned... the lady hasnt called me yet.. and bell still owes me cash.. heh heh will deal with you later.. or some day.. thank goodness we did the studio pictures.. i mean like thinking about it now.. wow.. we have so little nice pictures.. and stuff.. and will never know when will we be able to take as a group again.. wow.. sounded so... tragic back there... haha just had a dumb thought... we all meet up again after getting married and first child.. take photo of us as mothers.. and with first born? HAHAHAHAHA what you think? so aunty?HAHAHA.. hmm.. wats up these days.. hmm.. getting harder and harder to find bruneian friends who are currently not working and able to do sports.. so far i have jeh wen.. who goes hiking with me.. any one else out there~?!?! i need two more badminton players.. damn.. so hard to find exercising buddies...

lots of love from adeline

annyong~!

Saturday, February 11, 2006

from melbourne with love~

HELLO PPL!!!!!
hahahaha wow this week has been one hectic week i've gotta say.. was very sad that i had to leave when we were all hanging out n having so much fun!!! sniff sniiff... thank u she eng, adeline n ellisa for helpin me with my packing up! u guys mean soooooo so mcuh to me! (that includes u bell too haha) well amazingly.. i wasn that sad when i got here coz DUDE! melbourne is sooooooooooo so fun coz got sooooo many things.. n parks n couples kissing on the roadside u noe PDA! like wow! so different... n i like it! hahaha the first few days were fun :) then it wasnt so when my money ran out...so now i'm on a budget boo hoo! n my apartmetn is makin me depress coz its sooooooo so bare! i realise tht my fav place in hte apartemtn is the kitchen coz.. it has the most stuff innit...sigh sigh..well i'm glad that will is wiht me now.. keepin me company but guess wat guys?! i went into a crying fit for no reason yesterday after i woke up from my afternnon nap all coz of my stupid memory dream...i guess i'm beginnint o feel homesick altho i dun admit it.. melbourne is beautiful on a sunny day.. i'm not kidding.. bell u will love it so much esp. if ure living in the suburbs...i cant wait till more frineds come.. if it wasnt for will i think my social bar will b like negative or sumthing hahahha but its still fun tho..i guess i still not quite ready for this change but i'm gettin use to it :) hopefully...

hmmmmmmmmm soooooooo...........wats up in brunei ppl?? still goin to open hses n stuff? :) eating real nice food which u dun ahv to cook for ureselves? oh yes yes the scariest thing happenned... I'M BECOMIGN A NEAT FREAK!!!!!!i dunno wat on earth happened but i'm enjoying cleaning!!! like WAT THE HELL!?!?!!?n like will is not really the neatest person n i'm like cleaning up all the time... omg.... i'm becoming my mom... T_T anwyays i'm gonna... sniff sniiff.. tidy things up to make me feel better.. hahahah love u guys! *mauhz*mauhz* hehehe

from ah chen ppong pong

Thursday, February 02, 2006

life's a rollercoaster .. you've got to ride it..

urghhhhhhhhhh.. it's been a tiring day.. upsetting and yet invigorating at the same time........ gah.. anyways.. track back to yesterday.. it was a fun filled hang out with serene day.. hmm started with dome.. my first time.. i'm so sad.. pathetic.. anyways.. and then went to the massage parlour.. wanted to go for the massage but only one. . . damn.. cant spell the word.. well.. only one phoebe.. hehe so schedule for thursday.. and then went window shopping.. was fun~! looking for shoes.. went to redd and saw these pair of shoes which were SOOOOOOOOO cute.. but sooooooooooo expensive.. nevermind then.. what a waste.. nevermind went to charles and keith.. and then iwalk.. tried 2 pairs of shoes there.. so cute.. i have to say they were all so vintage and goth.. HAHAHA LACE AND FRILLS ARE SOO IN~!!!

and then.. went dvd shopping.. after that tired like crazy go to her house.. and then started on knitting.. lol she taught me a new stitch..and i taught her how to make a furry ball.. and then there was this period where she had to go take care of her err.. "business" and i was left alone with her dad.. awkward... hahaha watching star news asia.. and seemingly how i hated awkward silences.. and the next thing that popped on to the screen was the stock market shares rates.. and so i made small talk.. which ended up pretty long-winded..

aplc: so uncle.. do you do stock?
uncle: no.. i dont i keep losing..
aplc: oh.. hehe
uncle: actually.. it looks easy but it's all so complex.. there are so many types of bla..bla..bla..

yeah.. ended up talking about stock and shares and how universities are offering courses on shares and stuff.. i wasnt really paying attention to uncle.. cos well it was boring~!!!! damn it~! why did you have to bring up stock aplc~!!! why?!!? i kept on going ah.. really? too bad.. i'm sure it is.. is that so? and how do you? blablabla.. i think i pulled a pretty good job.. seeing how uncle thought i was caught up in the conversation.. HAHAHHAHAH and then when it ended i ran up to serene (TAKE COVER~!!!) and then after a while she did a facial on me.. hahaha and then went down to watch some tv.. and snack.. after that i left.. it was already 10pm

at home.. couldnt sleep cos i was thinking damn.. them boots sure are pretty.. twist here twist there.. i want those boots.. those boots.. boots... and then my mom came in... adeline ah.. want to drink coffee or not? i'm like sure why not? sekali it was weird bcos it was only me and her.. still awake.. bonding time? heh heh.. and then watched "HOW TO LOSE A GUY IN TEN DAYS" damn.. that was weird.. too weird.. all the kissing scenes.. thank god for no sex scenes.. or if there were any.. i left the room earlier cos it was too embarassing for me to take it.. slept

nect day.. went shopping for stuff.. all in all spent.. err... close to a hundred bucks.. 20 swensens 53 butik eileen 25 redds.. wow a hundred bucks... so much for save up aplc.. and then i was thinking get my dad to get the shoes in iwalk for me.. so i walk walk a bit.. and then help my sis shop for skirt.. got one.. dad paid.. and then went to iwalk showed him.. he got pissed... he said the boots were the ugliest things he'd ever seen.. i'm like no they're not.. sheesh not like you're going to wear it.. urghhhhhhhh in the end the whole store tried to persuade him that it looked nice on me.. sheesh it's not like the price is not right like dat.. damn annoyed.. thank god no one else was there a the same time.. in the end i paid for the shoes 39..

went home damn pissed.. so to make myself happier.. go watch korean drama baru dl.. full house.. and goong.. the best man.. make me happy.. and cry too.. i tell you episode 2 (full house) i was already crying like shyt.. (sub-story plot that made me cry: 2 bestfriends of the heroine are desperate for money and so they sent the heroine away on a trip to china with no money.. they told her it was a free ticket.. free accomodations and stuff...(but she got scammed) and while she was away they sold her house and took her money and made a credit card with her name and maxed it..) i was so pissed with her friends man.. WHAT KIND OF BULL SHIT IS THIS!??!.. ahh.. thinking about it makes me want to scream.. the heroine is so dumb and kind hearted it's frustrating.. if me ah.. i call police.. hunt them down and kill them.. KILL THEM ALL~!!!! muahahaha i hope you guys dont do this la.. LOL.. episode 3.. lagi crying.. stupid.. ahha the wedding bit... ha.. crying feels good

bah i guess thats it for now.. until you all blog~!!! i shall try to revive this blog~! DAMN IT~!! IT CAN'T BE APLC'S RAMBLINGS ALL THE TIME.. lol

aplc