ups n downs

hmmm wat can i say... i havent really been myself lately... beeen really moody. mabbe its a combination of pms n stfs that has happened durin this week....sigh..... really wanna hang out with u guys.. at least it will b cheery scene. hum is also goin tru some tough times now n there's somehting going on with sandy n johnson. hav to admit, i'm really gettin annoyed at johnson's antics, keeps on blaming me for causin all the trouble... sigh y dun he just grow up and realise that he cant always put the blame on other ppl. well if we're on for this sat i'll b really lookin forward to it :) however i dunno wat time my 'attachment' to sunlit is like... sooo yeah.....jst wanna release some stress. i thought i cud stand it but it only works when i'm in contact with will... realise that the rest of the day i'm really numb from all of the pain i guess.... sorrie for the morbid entry but i'm glad that i can tell this to u guys :)

sooooooooooooo on a brighter note! i'm gonna make drawstring bags for u all coz its my new craze now.. stupid cleo mag hahahaha man i seriously cant imagine bell driving.....seriously...bell driving... like in the turtle car...a manual car with gears.... hahaha at least i think she's tall enough to reach the pedals unlike me, hav to move the seat so far front :P i'm gonna hav a xmas roast on yeahh... xmas eve i think so u guys r invited lar... got alcohol heheheh n adeline, how is ure work goin on? is it good??i think i'll msg u later n see whether ure free to go out hehehe

well thats all, now i'll jsut go on cryin my eyes out :P
hahah love u guys :)

i miss u alll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss all of u so much la............. i wanna go backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk aiyoh... i cant wait... i wanna see all of u right now.... i hate here... kl sucks to the max.....................................................i wanna go siao siao with u all, drink alcohol... bla bla bla bla.. do all the crazy stuffs..... ugh.. here sucks..... i hate i hate!!!! ugh.....

u guys are gonna drive liaw... and im still not driving yet.. so crappy la... damn i think im gonna do my training in brunei... dun wanna do it here coz its crappy....... i hate here... ugh.... i just fuggin hate here... i wanna go melbourne !!! sigh.....

im prob going back on the 20th or 21st dec....... any christmas party or what.. i know adeline's party on 28th.. hmmm.... ah... sleepover in adeline's hse until countdown....wakakakakakakaaakkakaka... lol anyzz.. as long as can siao siao and drink.. hehe:):)

bah... thats all now.... miss u allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!!!!!

First day at sekolah memandu!

HAHA! My first day at driving school was funny. Woke up at 7. Class starts at 8.30. When i got to the place(its a house but with a seperate "room" thing at the back) I rang their front doorbell. *waited* Rang it again. *waited* Then this lady carrying a naked little two year old boy (who i assume has just showered cos he was wrapped in a towel) had to bring me to the back of the house where the lessons were conducted. Anyway when i first walked into the room she asked me something in malay. I had NO idea what she said. So I thought "Nyeh nothing important" and just nodded. So we all were given one of those highway code test papers to do. The english on that thing is SOOOOOOOOO funny!

Example:

Bilakah masanya hon kereta boleh digunakan?
When you can used your horn?

A)Apabila menyuroh pemandu lain lebih laju/ When you want to asked other driver to drive faster

B)Waktu jalan raya penuh sesak/ When have the your traffic jam

C)Apabila terjumpa kawan/ When you meet your fried

D)Ditempat yang tidak nampak untuk mengelak sebarang kemalangan/ To avoid an accident

E)Apabila ada kereta yang menghalang/ When have other vehicle block the way

Haha. Thats just one of the 50 questions i had to answer. I found them all so funny. Everyone should do it in malay. Whats worse was that the room was so cold and i had to pee badly. But dont dare to ask where. Haha. In between a few people came late and she asked all those new people to put their hands up. She looked at me and asked in malay "you're new?". Then baru i realised what she asked me when i came in the door. Anyway, she made us stop doing the questions after 45 minutes and went through them one by one. -__- She ask people to read one question then answer. Then each question she explain the answer. Sooo many times in between she stopped to say,"We use OHP next week..not today...next week", haha. It was weird making us read the answer. But the answers ARE quite simple. The ones i didnt know were the ones with the how many feet away from a ________ can u park. That one hantam. She has yet to teach us i suppose.

Other than that, a bit the boring and slightly draggy. I want to sit in the car!Lol! 3 sundays of sleeping in gone down the drain. HAHA. Oh well. DOOODs go out next saturday! oK OK Ok kkkkOOKKK??... for lunch or after lunch? cos then after i go YDM at 4.30..yes can can? dont book anything for then..hahaha..hmmmmm ive got to go now~ blog more maybe nex week..its gonna be a killer week for me -_-

ahh.. such sweet release...(freedom)

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE finally~! whooo~
watched harry potter yesterday.. didnt like how they left out many twists.. boirng.. but overall~ FANTASTIC!!! although abi doesnt agree.. she found it boring.. lets just say i was smiling throughout the whole movie... ahh.. maybe it's just me and my daniel radcliffe fan-girl coming out.. bell you cried watching it??!!?! even i didn't.. i feel i feel... unworthy of the harry potter fan title now.. dammit.. but it was gooodddd... SOOO NEED THE DVD

anyways plan for today: watching corpse bride~! heheh nothing else to say.. yeah nuthing else to report.. lol

except for the fact that i was rudely woken up by my siblings cos they were hungry (11am.. i slept at 4) had to wake up cook for them.. ahh yup i'm still maidless in muara... what are they going to do if (IF) i go to japan.. whahahah

trying to recall:
harry potter line: bumbling blundering babboons? -- prof. McGonagall

loves
enileda

No more liao!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! im done with A level biology! weepee!...i can start to relax now..although...last 3 weeks of school..to replace bio lessons ...we would have triple maths, triple physics and triple chem -_-...how sad is that...and theyre gonna be piling on lotsa mocks on us..crazy!..but oh well..we DID kinda not do their work and said the excuse was bio exam so i guess thats fair..haha..its oki! its onli mocks!! wooo~ slack slack slacking! teehee!im jst glad its over...yesterday the applications of genetics paper was rather horrible -_-...but todays one was better...more straightforwardish..haha...so yes! quite pleased!lol! thank God its all over!! haha..i think i wudve mati-ed..it was just driving me insane..lol..thanks to everyone for all their prayers n all!..hee hee..

WOOOO! got another VM fan baybee!!!..my cousin will be sooo proud of me!..lol..spreading the joy baybee spreading the joy!...LOL..will watching..hehehe..cali!....but yes dont u LOVE their first kiss! my gosh!..EEEEHEHE! we shud have some marathon..altho that was how i watched it ..as a marathon! melts!..haha ! i want one tree hill season 2!!! anyone?!?!ANYBODY!?!?!?eeeee party! party!!!i love logan! duncan is strange...but i suppose i wud have him be with her than weavel...i dunno weavel is just....tooo...samseng ish..HAHAH i dunno..haha!how did ur interview go aplc? hehe...liss how are u..uve been MIA..hows exams!?...ENG AH ENG! DONT SPEND! Woo~...and chenny dont cly!...ahaha...man miss u all loadddddss..im going to watch potter on thursday...4.45 show with my cousins and sister and aunt and her friend....saturday my class people wanna go out.but see how..i wanna go out with u all also...haha..i heard from my dad that dome standard lousy..apparently someone asked for some tomato sos..and it came on a serviette...(tissue thingy...is that how u spell it?)anyway...u three...ur profily thingys...lol..so empty..and our never ending poll on who is the weirdest..haha...i will ask around n try to get u started on the blog designing thingy...eeeeeeeks! exciting..i think im just high man!...hehe..still 2 days for u aplc!..hehe jia you!..liss leh?...haha...

IM GONNA START LEARNING MY UNDANG UNDANG ON SUNDAY!!!!HEEEEHEEEEEEE!!!!!!i went to get my "p" license last satuday...such a preety thing..haha...good thing about this school is that u can learn the highway code and the driving part at the same time! nyeeeheee!...so exciting!

HAI~ SCHOOL...haha..shud start bringing my camera and take photos of all the people..hahah!3 weeks ..man..so quick...2 years in jis ..just habis like that ...siao!ahh well..im so drained now..hehe im gonna go nap!weeeeeeeepeeeeee!missing u alllllllllllll...peace out..LOL! so the lame!...wee high wa high..tau?..

i've been influenced!

so..... VERONICA MARS IS LIKE THE BEST!!!!! got it from adeline when i went to collect cds from her n guess wat?? will's innit too! when i think abt it i think he's the bigger addict then me.. he was the one that wanted to watch more when i wanted to stop. so yeah... i didnt like logan at first but after their first kiss it was like OMG!! he's so hot! get so excited everytime there's a kissin scene that involves him n veronica, Will's embarressed that i'm like every other girl coz of the gud girl fallin in love with the bad boy thing nyahahha. but u noe, logan reminds me alot of nicholas cottam.

adeline, y does ure mom hav so much winter clothing!? i wish u the best of luck for ure interview tomolo, really hope u get it since u deserve it anyway :D hmmmm bell suggested a very good idea, designing a web design, prob is... i dunno how to put the graphics on the blog thing.. if u guys noe pls tell me how... watched harry potter already.. not as gud as i tort it wud b considerin how i've read the first part of the book, they bloody cut out so many parts! hv to say, was pretty predictable, the story plot but who cares.. had some cute guys innit hehe~

will's going off this wednesday, i'm copin well so far... i'm just glad that i still hav u guys around..by then u guys wud b free of exams... more or less. sigh......... ok thats all i hav to say! mauhz!

BIG NEWS~!

ahhhhhhhhh.. cannot tahan anymore~! this morning seemed pretty normal enough... except the heavy rain thus the lazy sleepy atmosphere.. and then.. i received.. i received... a call... from the JAPANESE EMBASSY.. it seems like i have made it into the final selection people~!!! YEAHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! goodbye ubd.. hello JAPAN... well at least if i make the cut.. haa~ haa~ my head is still swimming from all the excitement... too much blood flow... phew.. yeah anyways.. i got so excited that i forgot to ask how many people are in the final selection.. dang it.. yeah and then my sis-in-law was pestering me to call back n ask.. and so i did... for about three times... how embarassing.. anyways... more bigger gossip~! there's going to be a anime lecture in brunei~! yay japanese embassy.. err... 22nd november, 7pm, orchid garden hotel.. would you like to accompany me there~??? i'm so happy right now.. anywqays. for previous news that i wanted to post:

MOU GAMAN DEKINAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!

okay.. i broke my no blogging period rule for bell before n now for serene~!!! some how ur some-what-sad post just called out to me serene..i can't have u experience the same thing u did in australia... not when u have me liss n bell here in brunei.. it's too sad.. yo~!!! lol.. when's will leaving? so kasihan you.. i know a great place where you can recuperate n take ur mind off things.. if thats what u want.. that is... to keep urself distracted? a place in muara.... some where around kapok there... it has everything you'll ever need!!!!

-->super cheap room with minimum comfort.. OR grand deluxe room with lots of pillows.. pink, looks extremely princess-sy and you get me for bonus?
-->entertainment system: all the japanese anime (well almost all) you'll ever need, the latest desperate housewives, charmed, veronica mars, one tree hill (sorry no oc tho'), japanese dramas, for a cinema like experience, they have a wide screen thingymajig with surround sound system, playstation2, karaoke, disco
-->feminine things: the ultimate baking experience, knitting n crochetting galore, cooking, you can draw? facials? makeovers?
-->outdoors: bicycles, i can be your tennis partner(you'll have to teach me), swimming partner, badminton partner, 4wd motor, race each other down the muara tutong highway?
-->nearby sceneries: beach, if will permits.. his swimming pool?
-->social life: what can be more exciting than the everyday life of the noisy n lively pang family? my dad's orang-puteh-trying-to-speak-malay speech? my sis-in-law's hentai-ness? the everyday bickering children vs mom? non-stop bashing between aplc, sa n boy

yeah yeah lame leh? hahaha yeah i volunteer myself to your ad... hahah the catch is.. oh wait i mean catches are:

1) has to be after my exams.. november the 24th
2) stay for a week? fine mebbe less.. jangan lah 2 nights.. boring lah
3) under no conditions.. drunk or not... ever have the thoughts.. "i'll show you my boobs if you show me yours.." and "how much a night" HAHAHAH joke joke

i hope ur parents dont mind.. i would love to have you come over.. hehehe then we can LIKE TOTALLY~!!!...hang out.. hahha can even go to ur dancing lessons..., what happen to the chinese tuition idea? hmm...then you'll have my shoulder to lean on, boobs to turn to? hahaah watever cheer up okay... (u're not even depressed yet.. lol)

anyways... SHE ENG!!!

so you're watching hana yori dango live action(right now i'm thinking the jap version is SOOOOOOOO much more better than the taiwan one)? paradise kiss? haha how do you like paradise kiss? nice ler.... anyways.. here's another life action for you to check out.. so far i LOVE IT n my bros think so too... (randy n chean chean) DENSHA OTOKO go n dl it~! so freakking funny...dl the tv-nihon fansubbed ones(t-n)... the story is abt:

otaku(anime nerd---rough description) guy falls in love with super pretty girl... he's absolutely clueless when it comes to girls, so he turns to internet chatting n learns how to talk to her... it is based on a real story that happened in japan.. so just google densha otoko.. so nice the story.. 11 eps.. so don't worry... by the way.. it has oguri shun inside.. but he doesnt have much lines.. oguri shun the actor inside hana yori dango.. the hua zhe lei/hanazawa rui character.. ahh.. he's sooooooo cute...

besdies that.. GOKUSEN 1 is good too.. hahaha think gto only a female teacher.. okay.. not really like gto.. different sikit.. but damn funny too.. hahaha also.. matsumoto jun is inside.. hehehe he's the hana yori dango doumyoji tsukasa/ hell i forgot the chinese name.. hahah... here he is MUCH MUCH MUCH more kakkoiiiiiii sigh... NOTE TO SERENE: IF YOU DO TAKE UP MY OFFER... I'LL FORCE YOU TO WATCH THESE 3 SHOWS.. hana yori dango, gokisen, densha otoko.. heh heh heh

when are you coming back? mouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

anyways anyways..

i decided to celebrate my bday again.. this time more big big.. co-join with my sisters bday..no it's not going to be next year.. rather.. on december the 28th (is it okay kah this date? not too close with christmas nor the new year eves thing).. at the restaurant(can disco n karaoke)... if can i want to call the f5s1 ppl.. if most of them r in brunei by then.. pls tell me guys are okay with it.. of course its a sleepover thing.. bcos got after party(at home)... n there'll be drinking(only applicable to those who are sleeping over tho') hehehe


big news big news~!

i totally lost my virgin lips.. so sad.. i wonder if it's counted.. hahaha... n to think it's my 4 yrs old niece who robbed it away from me.. nanka.. pathetic janai? anyways.. yeah it's ironic how i indirectly started it.. 2 years ago i was frustrated bcos she would want to watch disney's classical princess cartoons.. n now she's obsessed with them.. and she likes the kissing scenes.. yeah.. i was lying down n then she ordered me to close my eyes.. n then all of a sudden smack.. i'm like EWWWWWWWWW hahahah i'm sure it's not counted right? RIGHT!?!?! and whats worse? she did it to me 4 times.. hahaha thank god she hasnt discovered tongue.. i felt so... so... naked. HAHAHAHAHA anyways.. damn you disney kissing scenes.. i'm over-reacting arent i? hahah

thats all i can think of right now.. except i love baking.. ahaha

missing all of you.. she enggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg come backkkkkkk~!!

n SerENe makes her appearance!

hello!!!! my internet is working!!!!!!!*droplets of water from my eyeball~* where is everyone anyway?? when is this stupid exam gonna b ova??? i wanna hangout!!! gonna b very lonely soon...:( will is goin to perth nxt week for good.. i may need a place to crash for a bit n confide on someone's shoulder, give me a msg if u wanna volunteer! hehehe i wonder how hari raya been for u guys, alot of eating for me...was really borin coz no one to talk to n they really take pleasure in feedin u. HAHAH but one thing is for sure, they love LOVE to talk abt the royal family n the gossips that come with it!so kaypoo wan! to think we will b like that one day!

hmmm my dad bought me a laptop today, i'm happy but i can only collect it on saturday. frankly i jsut wanted a pc that cud detect wireless, so miserable without my internet... its a very exciting thing too though, i'm gettin sumthing thats not a hand me down! when it comes to electronics in my family, i'm the person who gets all the leftovers so its really nice for a change :) the salesman really knows his stuff n graphics, i felt so stupid that i was the only one who wasnt understandin his pc talk! my dad n will were like, oh yes! so #*%$%&( is better than #@$%^T n blah blah... n i'm like blank...... ehehhe i can burn stuff now! so cool!

DANCING is sooooooooooooooooo nice! u guys shud really take it up! really dynamic n the instructor i hav is quite entertaining! if u guys r hvin a rough day, dancin would really brighten it up n after that u can top it of with a nice cup of coffee at coffeebean or dome! we shud do that!
if not the dancing then the drinkin eheheh! love u guys! *mauhz* okiez tell me wat's goin on so that we can set a date to hangout again! byeeeeeeeeee!

ARGH!

logan is still cute... eventhough he slept with his friend's stepmother.. lala.. who cares!!!!! i think veronica is kinda.. um.. i dunno how to say..... inconsistent?? 1st.. the police officer guy.. then logan... feel sad about the police guy... then duncan.. aiyoh.. i dunno la... so luan!! lol

i was looking for naruto latest opening and ending songs........ cant find any full version... so annoying.. paradise kiss also... except for the ending song.. from franz ferdinand.. so can find.. the rest cannot.. find until i wanna pengsan already... and han yori dango's opening song.. wish by arashi.. found blur cacat version of it... argh.... im so annoyed.............. adeline u have?

i just woke up... planning to watch paradise kiss epi 2... hungry.. but dunno what to eat... sigh~ hmm........................... yea thats all la.... ciaoz~

logan is cute!!

i have been watching veronica mars these few days.. still stuck at epi 20.. yeah im SLOW lol... i agree with u bell, logan is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.............. i like when logan and veronica kiss... so NICE.. lol..

raya holidays at the moment... sien sien sien.. and im really really broke..!! bought so many baju.. wanna pengsan......................................... oh well.. at least im happy.. keke....

miss u gals.... erm.. i dunno what to blog about already.... erm.. laalalalla.. u guys must be busy with exams...

jia you jia you! ganbateh!

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